half thorns, half joy

"Tang Xuan, what do you think I should do? For a woman like me who has no fertility, my life is doomed."

Huang Tingting looked at the ceiling, tears streaming down the corners of her eyes, her face was full of self-mockery and despair.

Tang Xuan, who had been roommates with Huang Tingting for four years in college, knew that Huang Tingting was not a sensual and fun-loving girl at heart, nor was she the kind of person who didn't cherish herself.

But why, it has come to the point where it is today?

What went wrong?
"As long as you cheer up, everything is still in time." Tang Xuan tried her best to describe a bright future for Huang Tingting under the circumstances she could think of. "You can find someone who truly loves you. As for the child, you can adopt it or you can adopt it." You can turn to medicine, you should not be so discouraged at such a young age."

"Really, but why do I feel that I'm old. My heart is old. I'm so tired."

……

Huang Tingting was still out of the hospital the next day, but two hours earlier than the time agreed with Cai Jinyu.

So when Cai Jinyu rushed to the hospital, she was in vain.

"Tingting, drink some hot water and rest. You are tired today." Tang Xuan handed Huang Tingting a cup of warm water and sat down next to the bed.

Cai Jinyu's mother showed up yesterday, and after talking about the phone call, Huang Tingting didn't know if she had figured it out, or for some other reason, she didn't want to follow Cai Jinyu anymore.

As Huang Tingting's good friend, Tang Xuan could only take Huang Tingting back to her home and take care of her carefully.

Huang Tingting took a few sips from the water glass, and then she didn't want to drink any more. She placed it on the bedside, staring at her fingers blankly.

Tang Xuan guessed that Huang Tingting's absent-mindedness was because she was thinking about Cai Jinyu, but she didn't say it clearly.

The two sat in silence when Huang Tingting's cell phone by the bed suddenly rang.

Huang Tingting turned her head and glanced, seeing Cai Jinyu's name flashing, hesitated for a moment, picked up her mobile phone and connected the call.

"Tingting, where are you? Why did you leave the hospital early?" Cai Jinyu's anxious voice came clearly through the phone.

Huang Tingting bit her lip, and said slowly, almost word for word, to Cai Jinyu on the other end of the phone: "Cai Jinyu, let's divide... let's stop here."

As if she felt that the word breakup was inappropriate, she stopped here halfway.

Also, whether it is a boyfriend or girlfriend, or a casual lover, you can use the word so far.

She called Cai Jinyu's name directly, and her tone became much more rusty.

Cai Jinyu on the other end of the phone immediately questioned incomprehensibly: "Why? Did something happen? Didn't we both agree to get married? What's wrong with you?"

After a series of questions, Huang Tingting couldn't answer a single word.

Fortunately, Cai Jinyu seemed to have thought of another question, so he asked Huang Tingting, "Where are you now? Are you at Tang Xuan's place?"

Huang Tingting did not deny it.

With this thought, one could imagine that Tang Xuan was taking care of her these days, and she had no other place to go in this place except Tang Xuan's.

"I'll come right over, come and talk." Cai Jinyu finished speaking in a hurry, and hung up the phone.

Huang Tingting sighed, and her hand holding the phone dropped. She looked at Tang Xuan and said hesitantly, "Cai Jinyu is coming."

Tang Xuan nodded, "I heard it."

Seeing Huang Tingting's ugly face, Tang Xuan couldn't help asking, "You don't want to see him?"

"It's not...forget it, anyway, I have to see this side anyway, and it's better to clarify some things in person." Huang Tingting sneered, "What do you say about the beating I received and the child who disappeared? It's also because of him, even if he doesn't marry me, he should give me some compensation."

Tang Xuan was dumbfounded. She thought Huang Tingting was going to talk about feelings, but she didn't expect it to be compensation.

However, she soon understood Huang Tingting. The relationship between Huang Tingting and Cai Jinyu was not pure at first, but now Huang Tingting no longer deceives herself and sees clearly the benefits of choosing, which is understandable.

After all, she has already paid a huge price for her choice.

Cai Jinyu came very quickly, which showed that he was extremely nervous about Huang Tingting's sudden change of mind.When he entered the bedroom, he was even panting slightly.

"What's going on here?" Cai Jinyu's tone was not very good, a little puzzled and a little annoyed.

Tang Xuan thought that this was a private matter between Huang Tingting and Cai Jinyu, so she said, "You guys talk, I'll go out first."

As a result, Huang Tingting stopped her before she lifted her foot.

"Xuanxuan, you don't have to go."

Tang Xuan had no choice but to stand awkwardly.

Cai Jinyu wasn't stupid. Seeing Huang Tingting's alienation towards him, he already figured out something was wrong. He frowned, looked at Tang Xuan, then at Huang Tingting.

"Your mother came to see me." Huang Tingting said straightforwardly without beating around the bush.

Cai Jinyu was stunned for a moment.

"She told me that your family will never let a woman who is not fertile enter the house." Huang Tingting continued.

"No, don't listen to my mother, she can't be my master, I..."

"Cai Jinyu, actually you don't like me at all, do you?" Huang Tingting interrupted Cai Jinyu's hurried explanation, and asked sharply and directly.

Cai Jinyu was stunned again.

This question is actually unnecessary.

Including Tang Xuan, the three of them knew each other clearly.

Huang Tingting is also very clear, she looked at Cai Jinyu who was tightly shut, and laughed at herself, "So you married me just to be responsible for me, but now I don't want you to take this responsibility, so you don't have to work so hard explained."

Cai Jinyu did not speak, but stared at Huang Tingting with her lips pursed.

This silence strengthened Huang Tingting's determination to make a decision, but it also made her feel a little uncomfortable.

She lived with Cai Jinyu for so many days, and Cai Jinyu's tenderness and ambiguity had nothing to do with liking. After knowing this clearly, she still felt a little uncomfortable.

But the most important thing right now is not how she feels.

"Your mother asked me to leave you and gave me 100 million." Huang Tingting looked straight at Cai Jinyu, her eyes looked very calm, "I thought about it, instead of marrying you, embarrassing your mother, making you also It's uncomfortable to be caught in the middle, why don't I leave you, it's better for everyone."

In an instant, Cai Jinyu's expression became indescribable.

Cai Jinyu seemed a little unbelievable, and said reluctantly: "You...you chose to leave me because of the 100 million my mother gave you?"

"Yes." Huang Tingting answered very simply.

The disbelief on Cai Jinyu's face turned into disbelief.

It was like hearing a joke.

And actually, he did laugh.A sarcastic, bitter smile.

But it's not over.

Huang Tingting didn't seem to be able to see the emotions on Cai Jinyu's face. She continued: "Although I don't have a deep love for you, I do like you. If I can still have children, even if your mother objects, I still want to marry you." You. But now... I'm sorry, I can't hurt you. "

Cai Jinyu frowned. He thought Huang Tingting was doing it for money, but when he heard Huang Tingting's words, he really didn't know how to feel.

"I can't harm you, and I can't treat myself badly. I let you go free, and you give me some compensation. I don't ask too much."

This sentence was not clearly stated, but Cai Jinyu understood it immediately.

In Cai Jinyu's many relationships, Cai Jinyu is the man who uses money to make up for others.Anyway, he has money, and he is more willing to give money than to be sincere.

But there has never been one who asked for it directly like Huang Tingting.

Cai Jinyu smiled helplessly, and nodded with a smile, "It's not too much, you have suffered such a serious injury, I should compensate you, I should."

He didn't bargain, nor did he mention that his mother had already given 100 million, and he agreed very simply.

At this point, there is no more ambiguity and charm between the two people, only embarrassment and alienation.

"That's fine, you rest first. I won't disturb your rest. I'll transfer the money to you later." Cai Jinyu smiled sarcastically, her tone was still very gentlemanly, and she left the bedroom after speaking.

The moment Cai Jinyu walked out, Huang Tingting burst into tears.

"Tingting..." Tang Xuan, who had been silent all this time, shook her head helplessly, "Why are you doing this?"

Since you are so sad, why do you have to be so ruthless?