half thorns, half joy

Watching the taxi drive away in a hurry, Cai Lin found her own voice after a while: "My brother...he doesn't have convulsions in his head, right?"

Suddenly got into the car without saying a word, what is this for?
Normal people always do things step by step. Why is this person showing no signs at all, and his big strides are scary?

Xiao Zihan said: "It's good, he should take action. This procrastination is actually a disguised pass. Let's go, let's play with us, don't worry about him."

Since Brother Zihan said so, Cai Lin naturally stopped complaining, but it was impossible for her not to worry.

She could only pray from the bottom of her heart, that her brother would not be stupid again, and that Sister Fang Yu would give her brother another chance.

Anyway, her silly brother, don't give up easily...

There was a deathly silence in the taxi.

Unlike domestic drivers, the drivers in Paris don't like to chat with customers, and Cai Jinyu and Fang Yu don't even say a word.

Fang Yu looked out the window, the expression on his face was surprised for a moment after Cai Jinyu broke in, and then returned to his usual indifference.

As for Cai Jinyu, he clasped his hands together nervously, the corners of his mouth were also tightly pursed, and his whole body was tense.

He looked like he wanted to say something, but after rolling his Adam's apple up and down several times, he didn't say anything after all.

In this unbearable silence, the time passed by every minute and every second, the car moved forward rapidly, and in a short while, it arrived at the destination.

Fang Yu took the money from the bag and handed it to the driver, opened the door on his side and got out of the car.

Cai Jinyu followed closely behind and quickly got out of the car.

"What are you doing?" Standing at the gate of the school, Fang Yu finally couldn't bear it anymore and asked Cai Jinyu.

Cai Jinyu gritted her teeth, looked at the students coming and going, and took a deep breath: "I want to talk to you. I...I have something to tell you."

"..." Fang Yu's eyes fell on Cai Jinyu's tightly clenched fisted hand hanging by his side. After a moment of silence, he sighed and said, "This is not a place to talk, come with me."

Standing at the door of a small three-story western-style building, Cai Jinyu looked around and asked, "Do you live here?"

Fang Yu took the key and opened the door: "Well, there are too few student apartments in the school, and it is difficult to apply for them, so I live outside and share the rent with others."

She opened the door and invited Cai Jinyu: "Come in."

Cai Jinyu didn't expect that Fang Yu would bring him to his residence and even invite him in. Does this mean that Fang Yu doesn't hate him and is willing to give him a chance?
However, Fang Yu is so easy to talk to, could it be because Fang Yu doesn't like him now and just treats him as an ordinary friend?

Cai Jinyu's heart was agitated, and his mind was also in a mess. He followed Fang Yu into the house silently, and looked at the surrounding environment.

"There are three floors in total, each floor has five bedrooms, and there are five residents. I live on the third floor." When going up the stairs, Fang Yu explained to Cai Jinyu: "Although it is a bit crowded, everyone is busy with their own work. They won't bother each other."

"The landlord here is us Chinese. He bought this building when he went abroad to do business with his husband decades ago. Now that she is old and her husband has passed away, she misses her homeland and returns home. This house is also cheap. leased to us students."

While speaking, he had already reached the door of Fang Yu's room.

Fang Yu smiled embarrassedly at Cai Jinyu, and pushed open the door: "I've been busy designing works recently, and the room is quite messy, and I haven't cleaned it up much."

Opening the door, Cai Jinyu walked in with a heart like a pilgrimage.

The style of Fang Yu's room, just like Fang Yu himself, is refreshing and neat, with a sense of design but not greasy, and even reveals a bit of coldness.

However, the fabrics and design drawings on the table on the ground added a lot of popularity to this cold room.

"Sit whatever you want." Fang Yu put down his bag, went to the wine cabinet to pour two glasses of red wine, and walked over to pass them to Cai Jinyu.

Cai Jinyu took the red wine, took a sip, sat on the sofa, and kept nodding: "It's very good, your room...is very good."

Although it is much smaller than the one I live in, it is big enough for a bedroom. In addition to a bed and a large square table, there are wine cabinets and wardrobes. The area is [-] square meters, which is similar to that of a single apartment. up.

Fang Yu was also sitting on the bed with a wine glass in his hand, drinking slowly with a smile.

After the chat was over, the atmosphere suddenly changed.

Maybe it was because the two stayed in a confined space, maybe it was because the room was too dark, maybe it was because the red wine was aphrodisiac.

In short, Cai Jinyu's heart was slowly rippling.

He shook the red wine glass in his hand, and looked straight at Fang Yu, not as restrained as he was outside just now.

As for Fang Yu, as if aware of it, she deliberately lowered her head to avoid Cai Jinyu's lustful gaze.

The air seemed to be heating up little by little.

"Didn't you just say...do you have something to say?" Fang Yu touched the stem of the red wine glass, breaking the extremely ambiguous tranquility.

Cai Jinyu nodded, and put the red wine glass in his hand on the coffee table next to the sofa.

He couldn't help but straightened his back.

"I...you..." Cai Jinyu suddenly felt an emotional turmoil in his heart, so intense that he couldn't even say a word calmly.

However, the arrow was on the string and had to be fired.

He has come, sitting here, face to face with Fang Yu, he has to say.

"Back then... I was too naive. I was afraid of you leaving, I was afraid of you becoming better, and I was afraid of foreign love, so... I did that kind of thing. I... I'm sorry."

Cai Jinyu lowered her head, like a criminal waiting to be punished.

Fang Yu, on the other hand, stared at the red wine glass in his hand without saying a word.

Her nose was a little sore, but with her personality, she wouldn't cry exaggeratedly at such a time.

Cai Jinyu continued: "In the past few years, I have always wanted to come to you, but I dare not come. I don't know how to face you, and I don't know how to get your forgiveness. I am afraid that you don't care anymore, and I am even more afraid of you. never cared..."

So, he escaped, he sealed up his heart.

It seems that if you don’t look at it or think about it, you can act as if nothing happened, and you can forget all the unpleasantness.

"When I fell in love with you, I was a student with nothing. I know that sometimes I am naive, and I want to become mature, but what I did was even more naive. In fact, at that time, I was always very naive. Worrying about gains and losses."

"I know, it's funny for a man to worry about gain and loss, but what I said is true. You are like a bird that is always free. I don't know how to make you stay by my side. I don't know how to make you feel better. love me."

At the end of Cai Jinyu's speech, her voice was choked up.

But his heavy heart became more and more relaxed and brighter.His confiding opened a gap in his sealed heart, and the negative emotions locked there were finally released bit by bit.

He finally spoke his mind.

In that relationship, he has always been insecure, so he has low self-esteem and conceit, he is careful but always makes mistakes.

He cared too much, cared too much, caused trouble to others, and caused a burden to himself.

Fang Yu listened quietly without speaking.

It wasn't until Cai Jinyu's tears fell on the carpet like beans, and sank into the long wool without a sound, that she got up, walked over, and hugged Cai Jinyu's furry head into her arms.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you were so insecure." Her eyes were slightly red, and her voice barely maintained her composure: "I didn't know that my self-reliance made you so disappointed."

Cai Jinyu shook her head lightly: "It's not your problem, it's my problem. I'm too unconfident."

A man without self-confidence, in a relationship, will not only make himself suffer, but also make the woman suffer.

Cai Jinyu also hugged Fang Yu back, and the two hugged quietly, letting time pass by their side.

It's not just who took the initiative first, maybe both of them have feelings in their hearts, maybe they took the initiative at the same time, and by the time Cai Jinyu realized it, he had already kissed Fang Yu's lips.

Fang Yu also responded enthusiastically to him.

At this moment, all words seem pale and powerless, the only thing that matters is hugging each other tightly and feeling each other's temperature and passion.

"Jinyu..." Panting, Fang Yu leaned close to Cai Jinyu's ear and murmured, "Hold me... hug me to bed..."