half thorns, half joy

"Ah, it's nothing." Zhao Suizhi concealed a smile, and hurriedly said, "It's sunny outside, let's go inside and talk about it."

"Let's go."

After entering the house, the nanny brought tea and dessert.

Zhao Suizhi asked: "Your journey has been smooth, right? Didn't you encounter anything?"

"It's nothing, it's going well." Xiao Zihan replied.

Tang Xuan hadn't seen the little baby for two days, and she was so affectionate with the baby that she didn't notice at all that Zhao Suizhi was looking at her all the time.

"Is there anyone else close to Tang Xuan's family?" Zhao Suizhi asked again.

"No more." Tang Xuan replied without emotion, "After my parents passed away, they were afraid of burdening me and felt that I was a burden, so they gradually lost contact with each other."

Zhao Suizhi couldn't help frowning: "Then how did you survive on your own after your parents passed away? Didn't your relatives help you?"

Tang Xuan shook her head.

"This group of people... how could they do this? You must have been very young at that time."

"Well." Tang Xuan recalled, "Actually, it can't be said that they didn't help me at all. When my parents just passed away, they took me in turns to pick me up to live in their home. Later, when I grew up, I didn't want to went."

Zhao Suizhi couldn't help clenching her hands on her lap, and she asked nervously, "Why? Why don't you want to go?"

Tang Xuan lowered her head and smiled wryly, in her smile she could vaguely see the sadness of the year: "Although they don't beat and scold me directly, sometimes what they say makes me feel worse than beating and scolding me. I could already understand it at that time, I don't understand them, and they don't avoid me when they talk, they just speak directly in front of my face."

Xiao Zihan had never heard of this passage before.

Hearing Tang Xuan talk about it now, the expression on his face was also very surprised.

Although he could guess what those people would say, Xiao Zihan still asked, "They... what did they say?"

"Actually, it's nothing. I just said that I can't stay with the family. Whose turn is it to pick me up? Who wants to stay with me for a few more days. Or, it's just a matter of thinking about who's close to my parents when they are alive." , someone should take care of me for a few more days." Tang Xuan shrugged her shoulders, there was no sadness in her eyes, and she was obviously used to it. In other words, it would be ugly to fight with them."

Seeing Xiao Zihan and Zhao Suizhi looking at her sadly, Tang Xuan concluded with a smile, "Afterwards, I will go home and live by myself. Anyway, my parents left me a house, so I won't have nowhere to go. .”

After a moment of silence, Xiao Zihan asked: "During that time, only sister Qianqian treated you sincerely. I remember you told me that she kept sending you money so that you could study hard."

"Yes, without her, I might not even have the courage to go to college, and I don't know where I am now." Speaking of this, Tang Xuan looked at Zhao Suizhi apologetically, bit her lip and said, "That's why I will be so persistent..."

So persistent to avenge sister Qianqian.

It is actually not difficult to understand, when your life is full of gloom and a light illuminates you, you will definitely hold on to that light firmly and love that light with your life.

For Tang Xuan, Sister Qianqian was that ray of light.

Not to mention that after Tang Xuan gave birth to her two grandchildren, she didn't hate Tang Xuan much. Now that she knew that Tang Xuan was the daughter of her best friend Su Susheng, she didn't hate Tang Xuan at all. up.

On the contrary, she only felt that Tang Xuan was kind.

In the past, she didn't understand where this inexplicable kindness came from, but now she finally knew, it was because there was Su Susheng's shadow in Tang Xuan.

Zhao Suizhi sighed, held Tang Xuan's hand, patted and said, "My child, you have suffered all these years alone."

"It's...it's okay, Mom, it's all over." Tang Xuan, whose parents died young, couldn't bear the love from her elders the most.

Originally, she was already strong and used to it, and she didn't feel anything.But when Zhao Suizhi said that, she couldn't help but her nose became sore.

Zhao Suizhi's eyes were full of kindness. He looked at Tang Xuan as if he was looking at his own daughter: "It's all right now, everything is all right now, Mom won't let you suffer anymore."

"Mom..." Tang Xuan choked up.

Sitting on the side, Xiao Zihan felt a strange feeling as he looked at the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law holding hands and looking at their tearful eyes.

But he didn't say anything, he pursed his lips, and looked at Xiao Yuebai who was also silent at the side.

After lunch, Xiao Zihan didn't go to the office immediately, he accompanied Tang Xuan upstairs to pack his luggage.Tang Xuan vacated a section of the storage shelf to store her previous small items.

Xiao Zihan stood aside, helping Tang Xuan pick things up from time to time.

Seeing Tang Xuan put the little toys he played with when he was a child on it, Xiao Zihan pondered, "Xiao Xuan, have you noticed that Mom's attitude towards you has changed when we come back this time?"

"Why did it change?" Tang Xuan asked while wiping the gadget with a towel.

Xiao Zihan: "I can't tell you exactly, but I feel closer to you than before. When we came back today, the way she talked to you is almost like a real daughter."

When Xiao Zihan mentioned this, Tang Xuan also noticed it.

Although Zhao Suizhi was very caring and nice to her before, but that kind of kindness is the kindness a mother-in-law treats her daughter-in-law with a little politeness and alienation, keeping a proper distance.

But today, Zhao Suizhi's greetings and concern for her, especially the few words he said, did not look like a mother-in-law's words, but clearly like his own mother's words.

"Could it be... because we went to visit the grave this time, and Mom felt sorry for me, so she sympathized with me?" Tang Xuan guessed.

Xiao Zihan shrugged: "Maybe."

Xiao Zihan didn't think there was anything wrong with this, but he just found it strange that in order to let his mother accept Tang Xuan, he told his mother Tang Xuan's tragic life experience and Tang Xuan's strength more than once, but his mother was not moved much.

And before they went back to visit the grave this time, her mother was almost indifferent and indifferent to the situation at Tang Xuan's house.

The change in attitude after coming back this time is really a bit big.

But maybe, it was because my mother was shocked when she saw the dilapidated appearance of Tang Xuan's small house with her own eyes.

In the next few days, Zhao Suizhi treated Tang Xuan even better.

She would even take the initiative to deliver fruits and milk to Tang Xuan when she was working, reminding Tang Xuan not to be too tired.

That tone, that attitude, is exactly the same as the mother reminding the child to read at night.

What surprised Tang Xuan the most was that Zhao Suizhi would take the initiative to chat with her, and every time, they would talk about the past.

That night, after putting the two children to bed, Tang Xuan and Xiao Zihan returned to the bedroom, took a shower and went to bed, leaning against the head of the bed to talk.

Tang Xuan complained to Xiao Zihan: "Mom is so weird these days, it's okay to be so enthusiastic about me, and she keeps asking me about my past, always asking about my parents, about when they were still alive. "

"Ask your parents?" Xiao Zihan was puzzled, "Mom doesn't know your parents, and besides, your parents have passed away. Why did she ask them?"

Tang Xuan shook her head, "I don't know, I just find it very strange. And she doesn't look like she wants to inquire about something, she's just purely curious. Every time I tell her, she always has a kind smile on her face. I'm too embarrassed to ask her why she talked to me about that."

Xiao Zihan also couldn't figure out the reason, so he simply said: "Next time if Mom still asks you, you can just ask her why. Mom treats you as she treats her own daughter now, so it shouldn't be a bad thing."

"Hey..." Tang Xuan sighed, "Mom is so warm to me, it makes me feel very uncomfortable, even if she loves me, there's no need to be like this, those things have long since passed, and I'm completely Let it go."

Xiao Zihan smiled: "Why, you are not willing to be warm to you."

"Hmph." Tang Xuan glared at Xiao Zihan, "If a person is very enthusiastic about you for no reason, you can bear it."

Xiao Zihan put his phone on the bedside table, smiled and pressed down on Tang Xuan.

He pressed Tang Xuan on the bed, almost lips to lips, and said softly:

"For me, it depends on who is passionate about me..."