half thorns, half joy

Zhao Suizhi hadn't slept well for several days in a row. If the nanny hadn't listened to Xiao Zihan's order and mixed sleep aid medicine into her food, she would probably have been fussing around without sleep.

Now holding my precious grandson in my arms, listening to the long and even breathing of my precious grandson, I suddenly feel sleepy.

She leaned down lovingly, and kissed Xiao Yuebai on the forehead, then hugged Xiao Yuebai and closed her eyes.

This time, Zhao Suizhi slept soundly and soundly.

When she woke up, she found that her side was empty, and her precious grandson had disappeared.

Zhao Suizhi got out of bed in a panic, called Xiao Yuebai's name loudly, and rushed out of the bedroom.

Outside the bedroom door, the nanny had long been guarding. Seeing Zhao Suizhi stumbling out, she quickly helped Zhao Suizhi.

"Ma'am, madam, be careful."

Zhao Suizhi grabbed the nanny's arm, his eyes almost popped out, "Where is Yuebai, where is my precious grandson."

The nanny looked nervous. The young master woke up half an hour ago and was taken away by the young master. She really didn't dare to tell Madam about this fact.

She was afraid that something would happen if Madam got emotional.

The nanny could only take out the tablet that Xiao Yuebai had put down before leaving, and said, "Madam, the young master asked me to give this to you so you can have a look."

Zhao Suizhi grabbed the tablet, unlocked it, and saw a paused video.

After clicking on the video, Xiao Yuebai's smiling face appeared on the screen.

Zhao Suizhi held his breath and stared at Xiao Yuebai on the screen without blinking.

"Grandma." Xiaoyuebai smiled sweetly, "Grandma, I'm going back to my mother first, you have to eat well and sleep well, baby, I will come to see you in two days. Kiss grandma, baby loves you."

Speaking of this, he paused for a moment, and repeated again: "Grandma, you must eat well and sleep well. I'll be here in two days, and I need to check!"

Zhao Suizhi burst out laughing, tears streaming down his face.

She carried the tablet into her arms and returned to the bedroom.

The nanny saw that Zhao Suizhi didn't cry and make a fuss. After returning to the bedroom, she sat on her bed and watched the video repeatedly, and was slightly relieved.

Unexpectedly, a few words from the young master would have such a great effect.

I knew that I should have asked the young master to record some video and audio a few days ago. Madam watched it, and I am sure that the mood will be much more stable, and their life will be easier.

……

Xiao Zihan drove Xiao Yuebai to the seaside villa.

It was Cai Lin who came out to pick up Xiao Yuebai.

Cai Lin walked down the steps and stood face to face with Xiao Zihan.After several seconds of silence, Cai Lin asked Xiao Zihan, "Brother Zihan, are you okay?"

Xiao Zihan smiled faintly, "I'm fine."

Cai Lin looked back at the glass window and sighed, "Sister is fine too, she just bursts into tears from time to time, everything else is fine, she is still working on her work, I don't see anything negative or bad about it idea."

"Yeah." Xiao Zihan was not surprised, "She is like this, she has always been strong."

It hurts to be strong.

"Where's Aunt Zhao? Are you okay? According to my brother, she's not in a good state of mind these days, and the doctors are here, right?"

"Yes." Speaking of this, Xiao Zihan felt uncomfortable, and he shook his head helplessly: "My mother has an old problem, but this time she was stimulated and committed it again."

Cai Lin followed with a sigh.

Such a difficult situation is really powerless.

There are reasons for both love and hate, and a huge injury cannot be repaired with a few words.

Cai Lin really didn't know what else to say, she could only pat Xiao Zihan's arm comfortingly, and said, "Brother Zihan, it will pass, everything will be fine."

"...Well." Xiao Zihan lowered his head, looked at Xiaoyuebai who seemed to be unable to understand what the adults were saying, raised his smile and said, "Baby, if you miss Dad, call Dad."

Xiao Yuebai nodded heavily: "Yes!"

Although Xiao Zihan was extremely reluctant, he also knew that he couldn't stand at the door forever, so he said: "Okay, you go in, I'm going back to work."

"Ah."

"Daddy, goodbye."

Seeing Xiao Zihan turn around and walk towards the car with a bleak back, Cai Lin couldn't help but call out to Xiao Zihan.

"Brother Zihan!"

Xiao Zihan stopped and turned to look at Cai Lin.

Cai Lin pursed her lips and said seriously: "You must take good care of yourself and cheer up, sister and babies still need you. Besides, sister will also worry about you."

Xiao Zihan was slightly startled, and after a while, he smiled with the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

"Don't worry, I'll be fine. Anyway, I'm also the pillar of this family, and I'm going to support this family."

Watching Xiao Zihan drive away, Cai Lin took Xiao Yuebai's hand and turned around, returning to the house.

As soon as she looked up, she saw Tang Xuan.

Tang Xuan stood behind the floor-to-ceiling glass door for an unknown how long.

"Mom!" Xiao Yuebai exclaimed, and ran over to hug Tang Xuan's leg.

Tang Xuan stroked the top of Xiao Yuebai's head, her eyes were still looking at the place where Xiao Zihan's car left, those eyes were deep and complicated.

Cai Lin stepped forward and looked at Tang Xuan quietly.

"He's lost weight." Tang Xuan said calmly.

Cai Lin stared at Tang Xuan's red and swollen eyes, her nose suddenly felt sore, she choked up a sob and hummed, echoing, "Yeah, I've lost weight. And the dark circles under my eyes are heavy, it looks like I haven't slept well these days. "

Tang Xuan bit her lip and remained silent.

After a while, she asked softly: "Linlin, did I do something wrong when I moved out of Xiao's house? Mom and Zihan treated me so well, did I hurt them by leaving so angry? My parents It's Xiao Mingyuan's fault, and it has nothing to do with them. Isn't it too selfish for me to take my anger out on them?

"Of course not!" Cai Lin retorted immediately.

"Isn't it?" Tang Xuan laughed, "But the current situation, isn't it what it is. Because of my problem, everyone is in pain."

Cai Lin was so anxious that she was about to stick her tongue out, "Of course it's not your problem. How could it be your problem? You are obviously the victim!"

Yes, she is the victim.

But the person who inflicted harm on her is already dead, and there is no way to punish her.

Isn't what she is doing now using the fault of the dead to punish the living?
"Sister, you can't think like that, you..."

Before Cai Lin finished speaking, Tang Xuan stopped her.

Tang Xuan motioned Cai Lin to stop talking, took Xiao Yuebai's hand and turned into the room.

She really can't think about these things now, and when she thinks about it, she gets a headache, and the whole person faints because of the headache.

So, she chose to escape.

After entering the room, Tang Xuan watched Xiao Yuebai take off her schoolbag and obediently sat on the sofa holding a glass of water to drink. She couldn't help but ask, "Honey, are you enjoying your studies today?"

Xiao Yuebai pursed her lips and nodded.

"So... did you have lunch with Dad?"

"We had breakfast and lunch with Dad." Xiao Yuebai replied obediently. He didn't dare to look Tang Xuan directly in the eyes, so he could only stare at the glass of water guiltily.

Both his mother and grandma taught him that children cannot tell lies.

However, my mother has conflicts with my grandma now, and my mother is also sad, and my grandma is also sad, so he dare not speak the truth.

Tang Xuan didn't know her son's mental journey, and seeing Xiao Yuebai seemed unhappy, she asked, "Baby, what's wrong with you? Are you unhappy?"

"Not unhappy." Xiao Yuebai said sullenly: "Father seems to be unhappy."

Hearing what her son said, Tang Xuan didn't know how to proceed.

Needless to say, Xiao Yuebai, based on her understanding of Xiao Zihan, she could also guess that Xiao Zihan must have had a bad time during the few days she left.

Not eating well and not sleeping well are both mild, and that person probably started smoking one after another.

Hey.

Tang Xuan hugged Xiao Yuebai's head, and said softly, "Baby is worried about Dad, that's why you're unhappy, isn't it?"

Xiao Yuebai nodded, and said sullenly: "Not only my father, but also my mother. My mother is not happy, so I am also unhappy."

Tang Xuan was so sad that she almost wrinkled together.

"Come on, baby, mom hugs."

Xiao Yuebai climbed onto Tang Xuan's lap, hugged Tang Xuan from the front, rested her head on Tang Xuan's shoulder, her dark eyes were full of deep thoughts.

It is said that the children of poor families are in charge of the family early. In fact, it is said that when there are difficulties, the children grow up quickly.

For Xiao Yuebai, he has no shortage of food, clothing, or material life.

His family difficulties are disharmony and conflicts at home, so at a young age, his mind has grown very fast in this area, and his empathy is also very strong.

"Mom, I hope you are all happy." Xiao Yuebai buried her chubby face in Tang Xuan's arms and said in a soft voice.

Tang Xuan thought about Caicai again, and saw Xiao Zihan's obviously thinner back.

Her throat was constricted, and she took a deep breath before saying, "Well, Mom also wants everyone to be happy. Baby, give Mom a little more time, okay?"

"Okay." Xiao Yuebai replied.

Tang Xuan once thought that her eyes could no longer shed tears.But hearing her son's aggrieved voice, she still burst into tears.

The real cause of her parents' death made her extremely sad, so sad that she lost her mind for a while.

However, the sadness of the people she loved made her even more sad. Seeing them haggard because of herself, Tang Xuan's heart hurt like being cut by a knife, and she couldn't breathe due to the pain.

"Baby, Mom loves you." Tang Xuan wiped away her tears and kissed Xiao Yuebai's head.

Xiao Yuebai hugged Tang Xuan tightly, she couldn't be more obedient, "Baby loves mother too."

……

After all, Tang Xuan is not the Tang Xuan who was single back then. Now that she has a family and children, she has more people to worry about.

Seeing Xiao Yuebai, who was always mischievous and lively, become so quiet and unhappy, Tang Xuan couldn't bear it.

The idea of ​​divorce that she had previously thought of had long been thrown out of the blue by her.

And she finally understood why some women choose not to divorce because of their children, but choose to continue maintaining a family.

In fact, as a mother, seeing the disappointed expression on the child's face, I really can't stand it.

But just before Tang Xuan made a decision to go back, another incident happened.