half thorns, half joy

After eating the cake, they did a little show, and basically chatted about each other again. Xiao Yuebai found out that Deng Langyue could play wooden swords, so she pestered Deng Langyue to play with wooden swords, while Cai Lin was on the sidelines watch.

Tang Xuan had something on her mind, so she left the house and stood on the lawn, staring at the distant sky in a daze.

After a while, Cai Jinyu also came out.

"Why don't you play with them?" Tang Xuan asked with a smile when she saw Cai Jinyu.

Cai Jinyu replied depressedly: "Fang Yu is chatting with Xu Yang, I can't get in the conversation, and it's not interesting to stay there."

"Huh?" Tang Xuan narrowed her eyes and looked at Cai Jinyu for a few seconds, then suddenly smiled.

Cai Jinyu looked puzzled, "What are you laughing at?"

"Are you jealous because Xu Yang and Fang Yu are chatting happily?" Tang Xuan laughed teasingly, "Why, you have no confidence in yourself?"

Cai Jinyu was blocked by Xiao Zihan just now, but seeing Tang Xuan's attitude, she became even more depressed.

He cut a cut and taunted Tang Xuan, "Yes, I don't have confidence in myself, not like Zihan who has such confidence in himself and can bear the intimacy of his wife with other people."

"Pfft..." Tang Xuan couldn't help laughing.

Cai Jinyu snorted embarrassingly, and looked down at the lawn under her feet.

Seeing this continued, Cai Jinyu would really get angry, so Tang Xuan put aside her thoughts of teasing him, and explained with a smile: "No matter how close Xiaoyang and Fang Yu get, you don't need to worry, Xiaoyang doesn't care. Fang Yu will be interested."

"Ah? What do you mean by that?"

"It's not that Fang Yu isn't good enough or attractive enough, it's just that Xiao Yang's orientation determines that he and Fang Yu can't have anything to do." Tang Xuan said tactfully, but Cai Jinyu was not a fool, and he understood it instantly.

He glanced into the house in doubt and surprise, and murmured: "This... can't be seen."

"Anyway, as long as you know, he hasn't made it public yet, so don't spread it around." For Xu Yang's sake, Tang Xuan warned.

Cai Jinyu snorted, not knowing what to say for a few minutes.

However, the melancholy and irritability in his eyes finally dissipated.

After standing quietly for a while, Cai Jinyu asked Tang Xuan, "So, Zihan also knows Xu Yang's orientation, right?"

"What do you think?" Tang Xuan asked with a smile.

Cai Jinyu patted the railing next to him, "This guy must know, otherwise he couldn't be so indifferent. Fortunately, I just asked him, and he was still pretending for me, as if I was narrow-minded!"

Tang Xuan just smiled and didn't speak.

She couldn't tell Cai Jinyu how Xiao Zihan was jealous of Xu Yang back then, otherwise, Cai Jinyu would definitely use it to mock Xiao Zihan.

Although Xiao's house is not in the suburbs, the surrounding greenery is quite good. It's midsummer at this time, Tang Xuan and Cai Jinyu stood in the yard, and they could feel the cool breeze blowing in the afternoon.

The two stood for a while, and just as Tang Xuan was about to turn back to the house, Cai Jinyu suddenly spoke again.

"I should say sorry to Huang Tingting's parents."

Tang Xuan looked at Cai Jinyu in surprise. Cai Jinyu lowered his head, his bangs were covering his eyes, so he couldn't see clearly what his expression was.

However, just listening to his voice, you can hear that he is a little sad.

Tang Xuan didn't explore Cai Jinyu's expression again. She looked away, smiled miserably, and said softly, "Actually, it's not necessary. You didn't do anything wrong."

Cai Jinyu took a deep breath, and then let out a long sigh.

He knew that Huang Tingting's death had nothing to do with him, whether it was direct or indirect, it didn't matter, but he still felt very sorry.

"That day when Zihan called me, I was so angry that I didn't want to answer it. I thought Zihan was here to scold me, or to say good things. Either way, it would make me feel uncomfortable. I don't want to hear any information related to Huang Tingting, let alone her.

But I didn't expect that Zihan came to tell me the news of her death.At that time, I was a little confused, and I even wondered if Zihan was joking, or if I was dreaming. "

Tang Xuan listened quietly without expressing any opinion, because she had already thought about everything Cai Jinyu was thinking about.

Cai Jinyu didn't want Tang Xuan to answer anything, he just wanted to tell the story, so he did.

It is a sad thing that a person who once appeared in their lives just disappeared forever.

"Actually, she doesn't need to be so decisive. Pornographic photos and videos are not big things at all. They seem to be quite new now, but in a few months or a few years, no one will remember them at all. As long as she can Gritting her teeth and getting through it, her future is still very long."

"Maybe, it's because they really can't make it through." Tang Xuan finally spoke, but her tone was not very good, "Anyone, as long as they have even the slightest hope in their hearts, they wouldn't do something like jumping off a building."

Cai Jinyu closed her mouth and said nothing more.

He also knew very well that now that Huang Tingting had left, no matter how much he said, no matter how regretful he was, it would inevitably look like a hypocrisy and no sincerity at all.

After all, you didn't cherish or advise people when they were alive, so what's the use of saying more when people are dead.

The appearance is for the living to see, but the dead cannot see it.

"Then I'll go in first." Cai Jinyu said awkwardly after being left alone for a while.

Tang Xuan lightly hummed, but did not hold back.

She didn't want to discuss anything about Huang Tingting with Cai Jinyu, it wasn't that she was blaming Cai Jinyu, nor was it that Cai Jinyu said something wrong.

However, Cai Jinyu's feelings for Huang Tingting are different from hers.

Perhaps Cai Jinyu's words just now, as an outsider with a normal relationship with Huang Tingting, were already very kind, but she always felt awkward when she heard them.

Huang Tingting has already left. As Huang Tingting's former friend, she will not blame her for not being strong, and will not ask her for anything. She just feels sad, sad, and pity for her.

Everyone is dead, and you still jump out and say why she couldn't grit her teeth and survive, it's a bit too condescending and cold-blooded.

Tang Xuan thought so in her heart, but she couldn't tell Cai Jinyu. After all, Cai Jinyu had never shown any affection for Huang Tingting from the beginning to the end. She had never had any of the three things: family, friendship, love. You can still expect him to tell you when you meet by chance. what.

Thinking of this, Tang Xuan's heart ached again.

Feeling that her nose was sore and her eyes seemed to be wet, she quickly sucked her nose to suppress all the negative emotions.

Today is Xiao Yuebai's birthday, she has to cheer up, at least today, she can't spoil everyone's interest.