half thorns, half joy

Tang Xuan sat on the bench outside the emergency room, leaning her head against the cold wall.

She felt as if all the strength in her body had been drained, and the sound of the impact when the car accident happened was amplified countless times and reverberated in her mind.

The extreme sense of unreality and fear made her dizzy and felt like she would fall down at any time.

"Xiaoxuan!" Xiao Zihan's voice suddenly sounded.

Tang Xuan was startled, then slowly raised her head and looked in the direction of the voice.

At the same time, Xiao Zihan strode over and hugged her in his arms.

"Xiaoxuan!" Xiao Zihan's voice was trembling.

Tang Xuan held back her tears for a long time, and the embankment burst instantly.

She hugged Xiao Zihan back, apologizing with sobs: "Zihan, Mom was hit by a car to save Yuebai. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

With red eyes, Xiao Zihan kissed Tang Xuan's hair, "Don't be afraid, it will be fine, don't be afraid."

When bad things happen, kind people generally take all the responsibility on themselves, and Tang Xuan is no exception.

She hugged Xiao Zihan tightly and kept repenting.

"I really didn't expect that such a thing would happen. If I had known earlier, I shouldn't have brought Yuebai here. I should have looked at Yuebai, and I should have paid attention to passing cars. I was too careless, yes I failed to protect them."

Xiao Zihan stroked Tang Xuan's back, comforting Tang Xuan who was almost dying from crying, "I don't blame you, this is an accident, I can't blame you."

"However, if I had used a little care at that time, if I had also held Yuebai at that time, this incident would not have happened, if I..."

"Xiaoxuan!" Xiao Zihan held Tang Xuan's cheeks and put his forehead against his forehead, and said to Tang Xuan very seriously: "There is no if, when an accident happens, no one can predict it. This is an accident, not your fault." , don't blame yourself."

Tang Xuan bit her lip and cried even louder.

Xiao Zihan knew that it was useless to say anything at this time. The incident had already happened, and Tang Xuan would definitely blame herself. Words were useless. He could only use his touch and embrace to give Tang Xuan some comfort.

The door of the emergency room was closed tightly. Half an hour later, Tang Xuan's mood stabilized a little.

Seeing that she was not so excited, Xiao Zihan asked, "Where is Yuebai? Have you gone back?"

"Yeah." Tang Xuan lowered her head and replied softly, "He's a little scared. I asked the nanny to take him home first. He's still young. I'm afraid he won't be able to bear the shock."

Although Xiao Zihan did not see the scene at that time with his own eyes, he could roughly imagine the scene at that time from Tang Xuan's few words. Let alone Xiao Yuebai, he would probably be terrified if he saw it. .

"You are right. He is too young to stay here." Xiao Zihan squeezed Tang Xuan's fingers and gave her positive encouragement.

Just as he was talking, Xiao Zihan's cell phone rang suddenly.

He took out his cell phone from his pocket, looked at the number, hesitated for a moment, and then picked it up.

"Hello, I'm Xiao Zihan." He said coldly.

"Hello, Mr. Xiao, this is the Hualin District Police Station. The vehicle and the suspect who had hit and run in front of the city hospital an hour ago have been controlled by us. Do you have time to come over?"

Xiao Zihan squeezed Tang Xuan's hand tightly, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down a few times before he said, "My mother is still in the rescue after being hit by a car accident, and I can't leave now, can you tell me, the one who hit my mother with the car Human, what is your identity?"

"The suspect did not carry any identity-related documents. The identity is still being verified, and the vehicle involved in the accident is also being investigated. When we find clues here, we will notify you as soon as possible."

"Okay, thank you."

After hanging up the phone, Xiao Zihan's eyes froze.

No matter who it is, what status it is, if it dares to attack his family, then he will definitely not let that person go.

Sitting next to Xiao Zihan, Tang Xuan heard Xiao Zihan's conversation with the police, and her heart became heavy again.
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Zhao Suizhi was rescued in the emergency room for a full nine hours. After the rescue, he was not out of danger and was sent to the ICU.

The ICU does not allow casual visits, even a person of Xiao Zihan's status can only stand in the empty corridor, anxious and helpless.

"The patient had a massive intracranial hemorrhage and needed a craniotomy, but because the ruptured blood vessel compressed the nerve, this surgery cannot be done now. We can only adopt conservative treatment first, and then try to find a way to open the craniotomy."

The doctor's original words were roughly like this. After Xiao Zihan heard it, his heart went cold.

He is not a doctor, has never been a doctor or studied medicine, but he also knows how serious the situation is that he cannot perform craniotomy due to intracranial hemorrhage.

The brain surgery of this hospital is already the best in the country, and the attending physician is also the number one expert in the country. This hospital says so, let alone other places.

Xiao Zihan felt for the first time what it means to be powerless.

When facing life and death, no matter how much money or power, sometimes it is useless.

"Zihan..." Tang Xuan shouted from behind.

Xiao Zihan closed his eyes, and clenched his hands hanging by his sides into fists.

He is a man, the pillar of the family, and now the rest of the family has collapsed, he can't collapse, he has to hold on.

"Xiao Xuan, you should go home first." Xiao Zihan turned around and said to Tang Xuan.

Tang Xuan looked at Xiao Zihan puzzled, and shook her head after a while.

Xiao Zihan sighed, walked over to sit beside Tang Xuan, and tried weakly to persuade him, "Go back, the doctor said you can't visit, it's useless for us to stay, and besides, Yuebai doesn't know what's going on, you should accompany him after you go back, and observe him." Let's see if he has left any psychological shadows, and if so, let's find a doctor for him after we're done."

"But... there must be someone guarding here, in case something unexpected happens..." Tang Xuan cried for so long that her voice became hoarse.

"You don't have to worry about this. I will arrange someone to guard and notify me if there is any movement." After sitting in front of the emergency room for eight hours in a row, Xiao Zihan's energy was not good, but he knew Tang Xuan was in more pain than him and couldn't stand it anymore, so she insisted on persuading Tang Xuan to go back, "Go back, both babies need you."

The last sentence touched Tang Xuan. She suppressed the tears that were about to fall again and nodded.

"Okay, I'll go back and take care of them."

The nanny arranged by Xiao Zihan has arrived, and after he owed the two of them, the nanny went to the nurse's station to inquire about the situation. The nannies of Xiao's family have received special training. them.

Helping Tang Xuan who had no strength to walk, she went downstairs and stuffed Tang Xuan into the car. Xiao Zihan closed the car door for Tang Xuan.

Seeing Xiao Zihan standing outside, not planning to get into the car, Tang Xuan couldn't help asking, "Aren't you coming home with me?"

"You go back first, I'll go to the police station, look at the vehicle and the suspect who caused the accident, and then go back after watching." Xiao Zihan replied.

Seeing Tang Xuan's eyes filled with worry, Xiao Zihan reached into the car window and rubbed the top of Tang Xuan's head, "Don't worry, you'll be fine, let's go back first."

Although Tang Xuan was aware of the seriousness of the car accident, at this moment, she urgently needed the comfort of believing that "it will be fine".

Otherwise, she really doesn't know how to hold on.