half thorns, half joy

The next day, Tang Xuan really didn't get up early.

She slept until after nine o'clock, and when she opened her eyes, she felt tired.

Lying on the bed without moving, she thought about what she talked with Xiao Zihan last night, except for what Xiao Zihan said about going back to school, she couldn't remember anything else.

"Come on, look at mom, is mom awake?" Xiao Zihan carried the baby into the bedroom.

Tang Xuan yawned and sat up.

"Mom, mom, hug, hug." The little baby in Xiao Zihan's arms struggled to leave Xiao Zihan's embrace and let Tang Xuan hug him.

Tang Xuan stretched out her arms and hugged the baby.

While coaxing, he asked Xiao Zihan: "What time is it?"

"It's past nine o'clock." Xiao Zihan had a smirk on the corner of his mouth: "It's still early for lunch, you should go to sleep later, and you might as well wait until after lunch before going to the company."

Tang Xuan didn't say a word, she lowered her head in deep thought.

Although the company has just started, it is not that busy. Her company is originally a company specializing in public welfare. It cooperates with the government and large enterprises. It mainly deals with large orders, and the work is very neat.

Xiao Zihan was still persuading: "You haven't been with the two children for several days, and they all miss you."

Once this trick was used, Tang Xuan couldn't help herself.

She nodded and agreed to Xiao Zihan's proposal: "Then I will go to work again this afternoon. I will play with the children for a few hours."

They said they were accompanying the two children, but in fact only the little one needed Tang Xuan's company.

Xiao Yuebai asked Xiao Zihan to enroll him in a piano class. These days, he got up early in the morning to go to the piano class. When he asked him why he wanted to enroll in the piano class, he didn't say anything.

"Mommy mommy."

The little baby lay in Tang Xuan's arms, acting like a spoiled child.

Looking at it, Xiao Zihan's heart was warm, and he also sat on the side of the bed. He hugged Tang Xuan tightly, and acted like a baby on Tang Xuan's shoulder: "Wife, wife."

Tang Xuan burst out laughing, and nudged Xiao Zihan with her elbow, "How big of a man is you, be careful that the nanny sees you."

"If you see it, you'll see it, what's so strange about it." Xiao Zihan became more and more clumsy, like a child.

Tang Xuan looked at Xiao Zihan, then at the little baby.

One on the left and one on the right, a big kid and a little kid, both of them seem to be carved out of the same mold, even the cool cuteness seems to be copied and pasted.

Tang Xuan couldn't help feeling emotional, "I used to think that the little baby wasn't that much like you, but now that he's grown up, he looks more and more like you."

"Why, my son can't be like me." Xiao Zihan raised his eyebrows, "My wife, what do you mean?"

"What I mean is, why don't you look like me? Don't they always say that a son is like a mother and a girl is like a father?" Tang Xuan stretched out her fingers and twisted Xiao Zihan's arm, "What are you thinking, don't guess what I mean .”

Xiao Zihan snorted and stopped bickering with Tang Xuan.

He enjoys this happy time very much. He used to read rural novels, and there was a sentence in it called "Wife and child are hot on the bed". When he was young, he didn't feel that way, he just thought it was fun.

And now, he really felt that feeling.

There is nothing more happiest than "wife and children on the kang".

Tang Xuan held the baby in her arms, shaking and coaxing her.

She stared at Xiao Zihan's handsome side face for a while, and then said regretfully: "It is said that sons are like mothers and daughters are like fathers. If only we had another daughter, we can inherit your appearance."

"Didn't our son inherit the same?" Xiao Zihan didn't care much about this issue.

Or rather, he didn't care.

"A son is a son, and a daughter is a daughter. People say that the best state of life is to have both sons and daughters." Looking at the baby in her arms, Tang Xuan regretted, "Unfortunately, I didn't have a daughter."

After hearing this, Xiao Zihan immediately sat up straight.

He grabbed Tang Xuan's hand, held it in his palm, and said solemnly, "Don't say that, I won't allow you to say such a thing."

"I really think so..." Tang Xuan smiled, but the smile didn't reach her eyes, "It's not my feudal thinking that women must bear children for men."

"I know."

"I want a daughter myself. I often think that if I have a daughter, then I must dress her up beautifully, and wear small skirts for her every day, and I don't force her to study well. What is her specialty, it is enough for her to be happy every day."

Listening to Tang Xuan's description, Xiao Zihan smiled.

Tang Xuan thought about it for a while, then hugged the baby in her arms a little tighter: "Oh, I said this in front of the baby, will the baby be sad when he hears this, thinking that mom doesn't like him or something? .”

"Then why is that, the baby must like my sister too. In this world, there is no brother who doesn't like a sister." Xiao Zihan stretched out his hand, scratched the bridge of the baby's nose, and rubbed it against the baby, "Baby, what do you say?" Isn't it?"

The little baby couldn't understand what his parents were saying, but he seemed to understand something, and smiled happily, as if agreeing with Xiao Zihan's words.

Tang Xuan pondered for a moment, then said to Xiao Zihan, "Why don't I go to the hospital for a check-up after a while and recuperate well, maybe my body can have another one."

"No." Xiao Zihan refused very simply, "You can take care of your body, but you can't have another child. I don't agree."

"Zihan... don't be so nervous, you have to trust me..."

"It's not that I don't believe you, it's that I don't want you to take any more risks. Every time you give birth to these two children, you bleed profusely. Your body is already weak, and it's really not suitable for you to conceive again."

"Zihan..."

"It's going to die!" Xiao Zihan became excited, and his voice was raised, "I know you want a daughter very much, of course I want a daughter, but I hope you will be safe and healthy."

Tang Xuan lowered her head and said nothing.

Xiao Zihan knew that she was upset. His attitude was too tough just now, which made her uncomfortable.

But in this matter, he must be tough. No matter what, he can't let her do this, and he can't let her make fun of her body.

Tang Xuan and Xiao Zihan quarreled this time, and they didn't make up until noon.

Xiao Zihan was unwilling to give in, nor was he willing to say good things. Tang Xuan seemed to be immersed in her own emotions and unwilling to communicate with anyone.

The meal at noon was very silent.

Seeing that the atmosphere between the two of them was not right, the nanny wisely didn't talk much, and only quietly coaxed the baby to eat.

Tang Xuan put down her chopsticks and stood up.

"I'm going to change clothes and then go to work."

"Yeah." Xiao Zihan didn't respond.

Tang Xuan stood there for a few seconds before going upstairs to change her clothes. After coming down, she kissed the baby's cheek before going out and driving away.

In the past, she would also give Xiao Zihan a kiss.

Without a kiss, Xiao Zihan didn't want to eat anymore, so he put down his chopsticks and went upstairs.

The two nannies looked at each other and whispered, "What's the matter? Was there a fight?"

"Seems to be."

"It's really strange. Mr. and Mrs. are so affectionate. It's been a long time since they had quarreled."

"Yeah, when was the last time they had a fight?"

"I don't remember. In my impression, they didn't quarrel much. What I can remember is when the old lady was alive."

At that time, during the turbulent period, the quarrel between Tang Xuan and Xiao Zihan was mostly due to a misunderstanding.

It's rare to see people who don't speak well like today.

That's why the nanny was so surprised.

……

Tang Xuan drove downstairs to the company.

She didn't get out of the car in a hurry, but sat in the car for a while.

In fact, she didn't quarrel with Xiao Zihan.

She was unhappy, depressed, because of herself.

She feels useless.

She is dissatisfied with her body.

Why, the body is so weak, women in the last century can give birth to seven or eight, let alone accidentally miscarriage.

Isn't it just that he has suffered a lot and bleeds twice, why is his body so weak?

Hey……

Tang Xuan lay on the steering wheel and sighed heavily.

She really wants to have another daughter.

To be honest, if she is healthy, maybe she is not so persistent. People, once there is a certain defect, they will pay special attention to that defect.

Nor can she avoid it.

Keeping this in mind, Tang Xuan got out of the car and went upstairs to the office.

She went up, and several people happened to go down from upstairs.

Seeing that there were quite a lot of people on the other side, Tang Xuan didn't continue to go up. Instead, she stood at the corner of the stairs and waited for those people to walk past before going upstairs.

Just then, a call came from behind.

"Tang Xuan?"

Tang Xuan stopped in her tracks and looked down.

"It's really you, Xuanxuan."

Looking at the familiar face of the visitor, Tang Xuan was surprised for a moment, and then slowly called out the person's name.

"Zheng Yifan..."

"Xuanxuan, why are you here?"

Zheng Yifan looked the same as when he was studying, not very old, but dressed more calmly, wearing a suit and combing his hair back.

There was uncontrollable excitement on his face.

"You guys go first." He turned his head and said to the others, "This is my old classmate, let me say a few words to her."

The others smiled and showed booing eyes, but fortunately they didn't say anything strange, and went downstairs happily.

Tang Xuan walked down the stairs and stood in a row with Zheng Yifan.

"Xuanxuan, are you okay now?" There were only two people left, and Zheng Yifan didn't need to hide himself, he asked straightforwardly.

Tang Xuan nodded, "It's pretty good. Xiao Zihan and I have two babies now. I'm also working in a company, and my life is busy and fulfilling every day."

"That's really good." Zheng Yifan quickly lowered his head, not letting Tang Xuan see the unwillingness in his eyes.

"What about you?" Tang Xuan asked.

"Me, I'm fine too. I'm doing real estate planning now, and I just came to see the real estate." Zheng Yifan glanced upstairs, as if thinking of something, "You said you are running a company?"

Tang Xuan nodded, "Yes."

"No way... the charity company upstairs is probably yours!"