half thorns, half joy

Tang Xuan couldn't believe her eyes, she closed them tightly and then opened them again, looking carefully again nervously.

She read it right, there was actually Zhang Qing in Qian Susu's attention column!

Tang Xuan clicked into Zhang Qing's homepage with trembling hands, and sure enough, she found Qian Susu in Zhang Qing's attention column.

These two seemingly incompatible people actually care about each other!
This shows what?
Tang Xuan's drowsiness disappeared instantly. She thought of the picture of the cosmetic gift box, and clicked on it again to compare it.

No, it's not the same picture. Although the shooting technique, filter and background are the same, the location of the gift box is slightly different.

You can only see it if you look closely.

Obviously, it was either taken by two people together separately, or sent by one person after the photo was taken.Either way, they must know each other.

However, how the relationship is, this remains to be studied.

Tang Xuan forced herself to calm down. After thinking about it carefully, Qian Susu is the manager of a famous brand cosmetics store, so it's not unusual for her to know Zhang Qing.After all, it seems that they both look like the same kind of people.

But, is it really just that?
Countless doubts flashed through Tang Xuan's mind. Her intuition told her that it must not be that simple, but her rationality also reminded her not to jump to conclusions.

The only way to verify the conjecture in my heart is to approach Zhang Qing.

Tang Xuan immediately turned on the computer and connected to the internet, went to the background of the student system and downloaded a class schedule of Zhang Qing's class, and went to the school forum to search for all information related to Zhang Qing and Zhang Qing's major.

Yes or no, she will be able to find out.

The next day, when Tang Xuan was in class, she didn't sit where she usually sat, but specially sat in the back row, with those students who never attended the class.

Huang Tingting thought Tang Xuan was just acting on a whim, so she also sat in the back row with Tang Xuan.

Now, even the squad leader, who usually sits in the front row, is in the back row.

"What are you doing today? Sit here in a group to attract the teacher's firepower." A boy who didn't bring any books with him joked.

The squad leader pushed his glasses solemnly, but didn't speak.

Huang Tingting looked at the boy and retorted: "What are you doing? We sat down whenever we wanted. Do you have any comments?"

"No, no, the squad leader's wife can sit wherever she wants, and the younger ones dare not have any objections."

Huang Tingting's face was reddened by the name of the squad leader's wife. Huang Tingting quickly glanced at the squad leader shyly, and then scolded arrogantly: "What nonsense are you talking about!"

The boy continued to glib, "Am I talking nonsense? I'm not talking nonsense, monitor, am I talking nonsense?"

The squad leader pushed his glasses again, and this time he said lightly, "No."

"Hey!" Huang Tingting blushed and glared at the monitor.

The monitor coughed lightly and reminded Huang Tingting, "Stop making trouble, the teacher is coming."

"Humph!"

Huang Tingting turned around angrily, but the corners of her mouth couldn't help but upturned. Happiness was like bubbles, almost filling her heart.She swayed and opened the textbook on the table, and looked at Tang Xuan beside her.

She was surprised to find that Tang Xuan was actually chatting with a girl who usually didn't go to class very much and hardly had any interaction with her.

"Is it tomorrow afternoon... the teacher is strict... um... okay." Huang Tingting leaned over suspiciously and heard the intermittent conversation between the two.

Huang Tingting was a person who couldn't help it, so she asked directly, "What are you talking about?"

"Tang Xuan said that she would take tomorrow's elective course of European music history for me. How is it going? Is it great?" the girl proudly showed off to Huang Tingting.

Huang Tingting was startled, and looked at Tang Xuan puzzled, "Ah? Why?"

"I think it's very interesting, I want to listen to it." Tang Xuan replied.

"Then you can just go directly. You can sit in on elective courses, so why do you want to take her place?"

"Because Tang Xuan is such a good person, I just don't want to go tomorrow, and the teacher sometimes rolls the roll. If there is a roll call tomorrow, Tang Xuan will help me answer it. It's a win-win."

Tang Xuan nodded in agreement, and pushed Huang Tingting back to her seat, "Alright, class is over."

Huang Tingting sat upright with her mouth pursed, her eyes fixed on Tang Xuan from time to time.Tang Xuan couldn't stand being watched, so she turned her head and asked Huang Tingting, "What are you trying to say?"

"When did you meet and you seem to have a good relationship." Huang Tingting leaned closer to Tang Xuan and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear.

Tang Xuan rolled her eyes at Huang Tingting. Just now, she was worried that this guy would make her suspicious. Now, it seems that she was just taking unwarranted jealousy.

"Your question is too strange. The classmates in this class have known each other since freshman year. As for the relationship is very good, where did you know it?" Tang Xuan explained.

Huang Tingting was suspicious, "So you two have a normal relationship?"

"What else?" Tang Xuan said angrily, "Sitting so close, can you stop saying such things? Wouldn't it be embarrassing if someone overheard you?"

After getting the answer she wanted, Huang Tingting's attitude became timid. She smiled and said, "Don't talk, don't talk, just listen to the class."

Tang Xuan shook her head helplessly, saying that good friends also have possessive desires, this sentence was really vividly interpreted by Huang Tingting.

When school was over at noon, Tang Xuan had already made an appointment with the girl next to her to replace her class.

The girl obviously didn't care much about taking classes, and told Tang Xuan that as long as she wanted, she could take classes for her all the time, and she could even pay some money.

In the same class, how could Tang Xuan ask for money? Naturally, she refused without saying a word.After all, she just wanted to investigate Zhang Qing, not really want to take this class.

In the evening, Tang Xuan lay on the bed in the dormitory and read a book, waiting for Xiao Zihan's call as usual.

Unexpectedly, when the appointed time came, Xiao Zihan did not call.

Tang Xuan guessed that Xiao Zihan's business was delayed, so she didn't take it to heart and continued to read the books she borrowed from the library related to European music history.

About an hour later, it was almost time for Tang Xuan to sleep, when Xiao Zihan called.

Tang Xuan picked up the phone and heard Xiao Zihan's voice, she seemed very tired.

"What's wrong?" Tang Xuan asked.

"Something went wrong, but it's fixed now."

Tang Xuan heard the sound of car horns coming from the phone, and asked in confusion, "Are you still outside at this time?"

"Well, I just came back from the hospital."

"Hospital? Are you sick?" Tang Xuan sat up abruptly.

"No, it's not me." Hearing Tang Xuan's nervousness, Xiao Zihan felt warm in his heart, "It's Jin Yu's girlfriend, something happened."

Tang Xuan's heart sank and she asked again, "Cai Jinyu's girlfriend...is Jiang Wan'er?"

"is her."

"What's up with her?"

Xiao Zihan sighed, with helplessness and irritability in his tone, "She committed suicide and was rescued just now."

suicide?

Tang Xuan doubted her ears, whether she heard it wrong.But Xiao Zihan's next words clearly told Tang Xuan that she heard correctly.

"Didn't I tell you before that Jinyu was arranged by the family to go on a blind date. After Jinyu came back from the blind date, she was going to break up with Jiang Wan'er. Jiang Wan'er didn't know each other, and the trouble has continued until today, and it has become like this."

Tang Xuan stroked her train of thought, and asked a little puzzled, "Why did Jiang Wan'er commit suicide?"

Xiao Zihan shook his head.After shaking her head, she realized that Tang Xuan wasn't by her side and couldn't see him shaking her head, and said again, "I don't know."

Tang Xuan really wanted to say that they were all grown-ups, and not adolescent children with immature mental development. Besides, Jiang Wan'er and Cai Jinyu had only been friends for a long time, and their relationship didn't go that deep.

But these words seemed to be gossiping, Tang Xuan just thought about it in her head, but didn't say it out.

After a pause, Tang Xuan asked, "What about Cai Jinyu, is he okay now?"

"He's on guard in the hospital." Xiao Zihan said while turning on the turn signal, "Jiang Wan'er's actions scare him quite a lot."

"But... it's not his fault, is it?" Apart from disliking Jiang Wan'er, Tang Xuan also hated this kind of suicide.

How precious and fragile life is, how many people regretted passing away because of misfortune, and closed their eyes reluctantly with unwillingness and regret.

And the most ironic thing is that the living are despising the most precious thing in this world.

"It's also his fault." Contrary to what Tang Xuan thought, Xiao Zihan did not take Cai Jinyu's side, "I heard from Jinyu that when he and Jiang Wan'er quarreled, Jiang Wan'er told him to believe it or not. What was said was: 'Then you die'."