half thorns, half joy

After returning home, Tang Xuan coaxed Xiao Zihan until two o'clock that night.

In the end, Tang Xuan was almost exhausted.

If Xiao Zihan hadn't made a mistake and brought up Zheng Yifan's pursuit of her in college, it would be absolutely impossible for Tang Xuan to keep coaxing her like this.

Seeing Xiao Zihan fall asleep, Tang Xuan sighed heavily.

She finally understood how difficult it is for those men who often coax an angry girlfriend.

Xiao Zihan was reasonable, he was sulking when he was angry, he didn't boss her around, he didn't say anything harsh, otherwise, she would really go crazy.

After doing this, Tang Xuan lost all sleepiness.

She simply leaned against the head of the bed, turned the brightness of the phone to the lowest, and checked the news while holding the phone.

After scrolling through domestic charities related news for a while, there were rumors leaking out on WeChat. Tang Xuan clicked on WeChat and saw that Cai Lin had formed a small group.

There were only three people in the group, Cai Lin, Fang Yu, and her.

After pulling the group, Cai Lin sent more than a dozen pictures in one breath, all of which were wedding dress photos.

Cai Lin: Sisters, I have been picking all night, so I will pick these out, please help me make an idea!

Tang Xuan: ...

Tang Xuan: You don't sleep at night, so you choose your wedding dress here?
Cai Lin: I can't sleep, why didn't you sleep?
Tang Xuan: I can't sleep either...

Tang Xuan: But I'm not a pregnant woman, you are a pregnant woman. Pregnant women, go to bed quickly and choose tomorrow!

Cai Lin: Sister, I sleep too much during the day, I really can't fall asleep right now, besides, who can sleep after seeing these beautiful wedding dresses!
Fang Yu, who had been silent all this time, suddenly raised his head.

Fang Yu: I can.

Cai Lin: Sister Fang!

Cai Lin: Sister Fang, you are studying fashion design, of course you are used to it, help me choose one!

Tang Xuan: I really can't complain, can you put everyone to sleep, and I'll help you choose tomorrow.By the way, Fang Yu, have you returned to China yet?
Fang Yu: Well, I just came back today. If it wasn't for the jet lag, I wouldn't be awake at this meeting.why are you awake

Tang Xuan: I had a quarrel with Zihan just now, and I was able to put him to sleep, but I couldn't fall asleep myself.

Fang Yu: What are you coaxing, give me a spanking, if a man is not obedient, just spanking will be fine.

Tang Xuan: Hahahaha, I can't beat it.

Cai Lin:! ! !
Cai Lin: Can you guys look at me!This is my group!

Fang Yu: Linlin, to be honest, these wedding dresses you sent out are not very good, they are quite ordinary.

Cai Lin: ...Really?

Fang Yu: Really.

Cai Lin: Then what should I do, this is the best one I saw, sister Fang, please help me, please help me choose one!

Fang Yu: Okay, I will help you choose tomorrow, so go to sleep.

Fang Yu: Xiaoxuan, are you busy recently? I think your charity company is doing very well.

Tang Xuan: It's okay, it was very busy at the beginning, but now it's on the right track and it's not so busy.

Fang Yu: I am very interested in your charity. When I return to China this time, I want to start a clothing brand by myself, focusing on environmental protection. The positioning is probably mid-to-high-end. Are you interested?
Tang Xuan: It's quite interesting, tell me?

Cai Lin: Knock on the blackboard.JPG, you two!This is the group I created to discuss my wedding dress, take a look at the group name!
Tang Xuan glanced at the group names, "I'm getting married," and couldn't help but burst out laughing.

This girl is really hot and full of positive energy.

As expected, Fang Yu has been abroad for a long time, and his words are quite straightforward, without beating around the bush at all.

Fang Yu: I see, then I have a private chat with Xiaoxuan?

This sentence made Tang Xuan laugh so hard that she almost lost her breath.

Cai Lin: No way!
Tang Xuan finished laughing and yawned.

She typed: Go to bed Linlin, I will go to your place tomorrow and pick with you, okay?

Cai Lin: That's about the same.

Fang Yu: That's right, go to sleep, pregnant people, pay attention to yourself, don't be so hot, it's not good for the fetus.

Cai Lin: Got it, got it, what you said is exactly the same as Lang Yue, I fell asleep!Good night!

Tang Xuan: Good night, dear.

Fang Yu: goodnight.

Putting down her phone, Tang Xuan got into bed.

Xiao Zihan in his sleep seemed to sense movements from the people around him, so he unconsciously raised his arms, groped for Tang Xuan's waist, and hugged her.

During the period, he was also very indecent and bickered.

Tang Xuan looked at Xiao Zihan's completely different image after he fell asleep, and couldn't help but chuckle, but at the same time, she felt very cute.

As a couple, when the initial throbbing and ignorance gradually fade away, embracing the most real each other in life is originally boring and boring.

But she and Xiao Zihan don't have this kind of trouble. She loves the high-ranking and glamorous Xiao Zihan in front of outsiders, and also loves the Xiao Zihan in front of her, who can whine and quarrel when she sleeps.

She loves all of him, all of him.

Before meeting Xiao Zihan, she never thought that in a person's life, she could love someone so much, to the bottom of her heart.

As a student of the Department of Literature, she has read many poems related to love.

For example, Yuan Zhen's "Once the sea was too difficult for water, but Wushan is not a cloud", or Yuan Haowen's "Ask the world, what is love, and teach life and death to agree".

To be honest, when she read these poems before, she could clearly explain the meaning of these lines, but she couldn't understand this kind of emotion.

She has read about the deep and extreme relationship between people in books, but she has never experienced it herself.

For a time, she didn't believe it.

Until now.

She believed it.

Looking at Xiao Zihan's tightly closed eyes, and the slightly furrowed eyebrows even when he was asleep, she smiled knowingly.

"I love you," she said softly.

Then, she got into Xiao Zihan's arms and fell into a deep sleep.

……

The next day, Tang Xuan got off work early and went to Cai Lin's residence.

Cai Lin is now pregnant, Deng Langyue is reluctant to let her work hard, so she worries about the business of the hot pot restaurant by herself, and hires a nanny who knows how to take care of pregnant women to take care of Cai Lin at home.

Although this is indeed conducive to raising a fetus, it is also really boring.

Seeing Tang Xuan, Cai Lin was so happy that she almost jumped up.

"Sister, you're here, I'm going to be bored to death." Cai Lin complained while holding Tang Xuan's hand.

Tang Xuan fondled Cai Lin's head, "Why are you bored? Didn't you enjoy choosing the wedding dress?"

"It won't take long." Cai Lin rubbed her stomach that hadn't changed, "Now that I have this baby, I can't watch TV for a long time, and I can't play computer games. Let's play more, tell me, can I not be bored?"

"That's really boring." Tang Xuan recalled that when she was pregnant, there were really not so many rules.

However, as someone who had two pregnancies and two hemorrhages, she is not a good example, so there is no need to tell Cai Lin about this.

She coaxed Cai Lin: "Pregnancy itself is a very hard thing. It's a good thing for you to be careful like this. Just bear with it. It's only a few months, and it will be fine when it passes."

"It's not good if it's over." Cai Lin sat down angrily, "I've heard that you have to confine your baby just after giving birth. Waking up once, I can't even sleep well."

Tang Xuan laughed straight after hearing this, "You know a lot about it, and I'm thinking about things so far away."

"That's not it." Cai Lin glanced back, lowered her voice, and leaned closer to Tang Xuan's ear, "Sister, let me tell you, after giving birth, you can still get stretch marks. Can’t get rid of it, it’s ugly as hell.”

"Also, some people still leak urine after giving birth."

"When breastfeeding the baby, if you are in a bad mood, the milk will be blocked. After the milk is blocked, it will be painful to unblock it. It hurts like hell!"

……

Cai Lin kept talking, but Tang Xuan didn't express any opinions, and listened patiently to Cai Lin.

After Cai Lin finished speaking, she shook her head and sighed.

Cai Lin didn't understand what Tang Xuan meant, "Sister, why are you sighing? You also think having a baby is too scary, don't you?"

"No." Tang Xuan couldn't laugh or cry, "I just think that you scared yourself."

"What do you mean?"

"Literally, look at me, I have already given birth to two children. If it was really that terrible, would I not tell you?"

Cai Lin blinked her eyes, "Could it be that what is said on the Internet is all lies?"

"That's not true. What you said is true."

"Isn't that scary?" Cai Lin's eyes widened.

Tang Xuan nodded, "It's scary, but it's not as scary as you imagined. In fact, I think these are not the most painful things about giving birth."

Cai Lin hugged herself and stepped back, "These are not the scariest, so what is the scariest? Could it be the pain of childbirth? I heard that it is the most painful, grade [-] pain!"

"No."

Tang Xuan grabbed Cai Lin's hand again and squeezed it in her palm, "I think the most painful part of giving birth is actually postpartum depression."

Cai Lin hasn't found this knowledge point yet, so she can't help being confused: "What is postpartum depression? Will you be depressed after giving birth?"

"Yes." Tang Xuan nodded, "But not everyone knows it, some people do it."

Cai Lin was confused, "Why?"

"Because...the reason is quite complicated. There will be many different changes in the physical and psychological aspects. The change of roles and the fragile psychology need to be taken care of the most. In fact, pain is a temporary thing. After the pain is gone, It will be fine. Besides, now that medicine is so advanced, if you are afraid of pain, you can choose to give birth without pain. Other things can be solved."

"Then this postpartum depression, can't it be solved?"

"It's okay, but we need to pay more attention and take precautions as soon as possible." Tang Xuan comforted Cai Lin, "Don't worry, I will take good care of you until then, so you can take care of your baby and don't worry about anything else, let alone scare yourself, you know?"

Cai Lin pursed her lips: "I know, I know."