half thorns, half joy

Tang Xuan didn't even realize that she was gradually being led astray by Xiaoyue's white belt, and the more she thought about it, the more outrageous she became.

It wasn't until she wondered whether Xiao Zihan would be swapping cups with other women that Tang Xuan suddenly woke up with a jolt.

Instead of letting herself indulge in fantasies, she reached for the phone and called Xiao Zihan directly.

The phone beeped, but no one answered.

It wasn't until the mechanical female voice came that Tang Xuan lowered her hand weakly.

Xiao Zihan seldom didn't answer her calls, especially at such a late hour, and he would not. According to the past, even if Xiao Zihan was in a meeting at this time, he would suspend the meeting and answer her calls.

But tonight, Xiao Zihan didn't answer.

why?

Tang Xuan shook her fast-drying hair and leaned back against the head of the bed.

Suddenly, she realized a problem.

In the past few years of marriage, she seemed to be very reassured about Xiao Zihan, and never suspected that Xiao Zihan would mess around outside.There is no doubt that Xiao Zihan is a playful person.

No matter how confident a woman is, she will not be completely unsuspecting like this.

People live in the world and in all kinds of interpersonal relationships, there will always be some doubts and suspicions.

But she was indeed very rare to Xiao Zihan.

Thinking about it carefully, at the beginning, it seemed that Xiao Zihan's status was too high, and her purpose was not pure, so she knew that she was not qualified to investigate Xiao Zihan's whereabouts, nor was she qualified to doubt.

In the back, those complicated and heart-wrenching things happened, she didn't have the heart to doubt, her life and relationship were almost broken, the women outside, this kind of gossip incident didn't have as many problems as the Xiao family itself.

After everything was over and calmed down, she seemed to be relieved of Xiao Zihan, no matter whether Xiao Zihan went on a business trip abroad or went to a drinking party, she would never ask him.

Don't ask if there are any women present, if any women are courting him, if any women are showing favor to him.

And Xiao Zihan didn't seem to care about this aspect, and never talked to her about it.

Now that I think about it, according to Xiao Zihan's conditions, even if they are married and have children, there must be a large number of women who want to get Xiao Zihan's attention.

No matter how much Xiao Zihan loves her and this family, sometimes he might fall into the other party's trap.

What if Xiao Zihan is drugged like in the TV series, and then has a relationship with Xiao Zihan, and has a child right away, and later fights for family property or something.

As straightforward as Tang Xuan, she also has the weakness of a woman.

Once the brain hole is opened, the car cannot be stopped at all.

Within a few minutes, she had imagined that the bad woman brought the child to the door, and Xiao Yuebai had her hands on her hips to fight with the bad woman's child. She looked at the bad woman coldly, acting superior.

As she fantasized and fantasized, Tang Xuan burst out laughing.

How silly.

She put the phone on the bedside table, flattened the pillow, and lay down.

I closed my eyes, but I couldn't fall asleep, my mind was in a mess, and all kinds of unimaginable scenes popped up from time to time, just like a TV series.

Shaking her head, to drive away all the strange wandering thoughts, she went back to sleep.

result……

Still can't sleep.

Tang Xuan thought that her hair hadn't been dried, so she couldn't fall asleep because of the wetness. She got off the bed barefoot, went to the bathroom, and dried it for a while.

Now, my hair is dry and I can sleep.

But after lying down for a long time, I still tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.

Tang Xuan simply lay down and didn't force herself to sleep. She opened her eyes, looked at the crystal chandelier on the ceiling, and thought about a very practical question.

If Xiao Zihan was really tricked by other women and had a new family outside, what should she do?
No, she shook her head, Xiao Zihan is not such a person, even if he accidentally made a mistake, it is impossible to continue the mistake.

Then the question became: if Xiao Zihan was accidentally tricked by someone and had a physical relationship with another woman, if he came back and confessed to her, would he accept it, would he forgive him.

Tang Xuan's first reaction was that it was absolutely unforgivable. If Xiao Zihan dared to do something like this outside, if he dared to do something wrong to him, then he would get a divorce, he had to.

But when this wave of excitement passed, deep reluctance flooded into her heart again.

She tried to ask herself, if something like that really happened, Xiao Zihan himself was innocent and a victim, so how could she criticize Xiao Zihan harshly.

Just like those people in the officialdom in reality, some people will do what they like and use all means in order to pull others into their hands until they pull the target into their own boat.

If so, someone would treat Xiao Zihan like this.

After all, Xiao Zihan is a human being, not a god. Human beings have emotions, joys, anger, sorrows and joys, so they naturally have opportunities to take advantage of.

She loves Xiao Zihan, she has never loved anyone so much.

I love it so much I can't say I don't love it.

Shouldn't she be tolerant of those she really loves?
If there is only selfish possession and control, is that still love?
However, if you can't be the only one, it's not love, you can't love.

Tang Xuan thought back and forth, making herself confused, but her head became more and more awake, even more sober than when she woke up in the morning.

She looked at the ticking pointer on the wall, feeling heavy in her heart.

Xiao Zihan would tell her in advance if he had something to do. Not only did he not inform her in advance, but he didn't even answer the phone now.

While feeling melancholy, the phone rang suddenly.

Tang Xuan quickly picked it up and saw a WeChat message pop up.

The corner of her mouth raised, and she clicked down quickly, and the next second, seeing that the message was from Zheng Yifan, her smile froze on her face.

Zheng Yifan: Tang Xuan, are you asleep?
Tang Xuan looked at the time again, it was eleven o'clock.

Usually at this time, she and Xiao Zihan have already gone to bed and started doing their own things, chatting with each other, and don't know how to look at the phone at all.

If Xiao Zihan was here, seeing Zheng Yifan sending her a message, he might be jealous again, and maybe he would force her to delete Zheng Yifan and block him.

But by coincidence, Xiao Zihan is not here tonight.

While Tang Xuan was hesitating, Zheng Yifan sent a few more messages.

Zheng Yifan: Our class has rebuilt a class group, only some people in our class, the teacher is also there, I will pull you in, okay?

Zheng Yifan: Everyone was joking in the group, and the atmosphere was pretty good.

Having said that, even if Tang Xuan said she didn't want to join, it seemed too rude and withdrawn.

Tang Xuan sighed and replied, "Okay, then you can pull me in."

Wechat can be said to be the most used software for modern people to communicate, big and small, class reunions, gossip and gossip, you can start a group chat very casually.

But none of this had anything to do with Tang Xuan. After her parents left, she had a very difficult life, so she didn't have the desire to chat with others. After all these years, she had stopped chatting long ago.

Generally, after being pulled into a small group, she is the one who talks the least.

With a notification on WeChat, Zheng Yifan pulled her into the group.

Then, there was a jingle.

Tang Xuan cut into the group, saw one message after another, and jumped out quickly.

[The person who was pulled in just now, is that Tang Xuan?]

【Welcome, welcome, welcome】

[Hurry up, sisters, line up to welcome our class flowers]

Tang Xuan was amused by the word "Ban Hua". Even though she had clarified many times that she was not a class flower, her classmates still liked to call her that.

Faced with everyone's enthusiasm, Tang Xuan couldn't pretend she wasn't there.

She typed slowly and clicked send.

【Hello everyone】

The atmosphere in the class was much better than she had imagined. It seemed that Zheng Yifan was right.

Tang Xuan looked at the active avatars in the group, and quickly swiped the screen. Then she looked at the names behind the avatars and tried her best to recall them.

Sure enough, those who are active in the group now are the same group of people who were active in the class back then.

Things like character, after so many years, still haven't changed.

As if Tang Xuan suddenly thought of something, she clicked on the group members and looked carefully from top to bottom.

Then, her eyes suddenly turned red.

If Huang Tingting was still there, I'm afraid she would be one of those people active in the group at this time.

pity……

Huang Tingting, her only friend from college days, is no longer in this world.