half thorns, half joy

Tang Xuan rolled on the bed laughing, she knew that Xiao Zihan would react like this. She had shown Xiao Zihan this kind of novel before, and Xiao Zihan's face turned dark at that time.

This time, it was no exception.

"Stop watching such things." Xiao Zihan threw his phone on the bed and looked at Tang Xuan dissatisfied.

Tang Xuan shrugged and asked Xiao Zihan, "Why do you read less? Is there any problem with this kind of novel?"

This sentence, of course, was asked on purpose.

She has to completely divert Xiao Zihan's attention to other places, otherwise, with Xiao Zihan's cleverness, it is easy to guess that something is wrong with her.

Naturally, Xiao Zihan didn't think as much as Tang Xuan thought, so he jumped into the hole Tang Xuan dug. He frowned, "Why don't you read romance novels? Do you feel that the relationship between men and women is not interesting when you fall in love with me?"

"Of course not, why do you think so?" Tang Xuan looked at Xiao Zihan flatteringly, blinked her eyes, "It's because our relationship is so ups and downs, and the plots of those novels are compared to our relationship. There is no need to look at it.”

"What about the novels about men and men?" Xiao Zihan was puzzled, "Why do you read these novels?"

Tang Xuan thought for a while, and replied solemnly, "It's to watch love."

"Ok?"

"Actually, in your eyes, it's men and men, exaggerated plots, and contrived lines, but in my eyes, it's beautiful love."

Tang Xuan's answer completely covered Xiao Zihan's blind spot in knowledge. Xiao Zihan shook his head, "I don't understand what you're talking about."

"Well, it's that kind of sexual tension, you know, the desire to stop between people, love and hate, love and hatred, life and death, life and death." Tang Xuan explained: "This kind of thing, in the erotic novels I read, , much more than in romance novels."

"Why?" Xiao Zihan asked, "Could it be that there can't be what you said between men and women? It's also about creating characters in novels and telling stories. Why do you have to have men and men?"

"This..." Xiao Zihan's words stopped Tang Xuan.

But soon, Tang Xuan thought of the answer.After all, she not only reads BL novels, but also BL manga. The BL manga in her early years, especially Japanese ones, had very strong stories. She cried and laughed while watching it, and she was completely fascinated by the story. Take it with you.

Tang Xuan sat up straight and said seriously, "Because most of the stories about men and women together end up with getting married and having children. It's not that getting married and having children is not good, it's just that the drama will be much less dramatic. Because of secular shackles and various reasons, the dramatic effect is stronger, and the love under various obstacles is more pure."

"...Okay." Xiao Zihan still couldn't understand, but he didn't intend to fully understand.

He is different from Tang Xuan, he doesn't even read ordinary romance novels, let alone this type of beautiful, painful and entangled love.

When he reads novels, he only reads one type - suspense novels.

Seeing Xiao Zihan's silence, Tang Xuan stepped forward and hugged Xiao Zihan's arm, "Oh, why are you suddenly discussing such a profound topic? Come on, let's talk about something we all like to hear. Let me tell you, Yuebai is talking again today. Got No.1, the teacher called home."

Xiao Zihan was not surprised, but the corners of his mouth still turned up: "What's so happy about it, it's very common for him to get the first place, and I also got the first place back then."

"Pfft." Tang Xuan couldn't help laughing, but she didn't expose the narcissistic Xiao Zihan, but said, "You're right, I don't know whose son it is, how could it be that he isn't powerful."

"Hmph." The corners of Xiao Zihan's mouth curled up even higher.

Seeing how proud he was, Tang Xuan couldn't help but wanted to hit him a little bit, so Tang Xuan said calmly, "By the way, Xiao Yuebai's teacher also said that Xiao Yuebai's math talent is very good. , let us cultivate it, maybe in two years we will be able to participate in math competitions."

"is it?"

"That's right, I don't look at whose genes you inherited." Tang Xuan asked Xiao Zihan intentionally, "Honey, did you take part in a math competition when you were in elementary school, and did you win any prizes?"

Hearing this, Xiao Zihan's expression darkened.

Although he was always at the top of his grades when he was studying, to be honest, he has never participated in a math competition, let alone won a noun.

At that time, Xiao Zihan's parents were busy with business, and no one paid attention to him at all. Besides, in that era, things like math competitions were not so popular.

Seeing Xiao Zihan pursed his lips and did not answer, Tang Xuan smiled even more happily.

At this moment, Xiao Zihan realized that Tang Xuan asked him this question just to see him laughing. How could he bear it? He immediately threw Tang Xuan onto the bed and pressed her whole body onto it.

"Small sample, dare to ridicule me, see if I don't tidy you up today."

As he spoke, his big hands wandered around Tang Xuan's body.

Tang Xuan's body has been very sensitive recently, and when Xiao Zihan teased her, she was out of breath, and she couldn't help but climbed onto Xiao Zihan's body.

The two quickly rolled into a ball, and there was a blushing and heartbeating kissing sound in the room.

When the feeling was strong, Xiao Zihan reached out and opened the bedside table to get the things he had prepared.

Tang Xuan was stunned for a moment, and the passion in her body faded in an instant.

She can't do this kind of thing at this time. If she really has one, it's still very dangerous and not suitable for doing this kind of thing.

Maybe other women are in good health, but she is not in good health and cannot withstand the slightest risk.

"No..." Tang Xuan gritted her teeth, pushed Xiao Zihan away, and said out of breath, "Zihan, not tonight, let's not do it."

"What's the matter?" Xiao Zihan brought all his things, and seeing Tang Xuan's clear eyes, he immediately became unhappy.

Tang Xuan thought for a while before saying, "My... that's here."

"Really?" Xiao Zihan blinked, "I didn't feel you coming."

"Come on, I'm using tampons, it's inconvenient." Tang Xuan said helplessly. She was very conflicted in her heart, so her thoughts showed on her face, which seemed to be quite believable.

And Xiao Zihan had no doubts about Tang Xuan, so he took a deep breath and forced himself to calm down.

Seeing Xiao Zihan's unbearable pain, Tang Xuan thought about the lie she had told Xiao Zihan, so she tentatively said to Xiao Zihan, "Why don't I help you with my hands."

Xiao Zihan was taken aback, then quickly shook his head: "No, I'm fine."

He got out of bed and went into the bathroom, turned on the shower head, and took a cold shower.

Hearing the sound of dripping water coming from the bathroom, Tang Xuan's heart tightened tightly. She was very uncomfortable. She clearly told Xiao Zihan a while ago that the two of you should be honest and not lie to each other. did this kind of thing.

However, she couldn't help it.

If Xiao Zihan was told, Xiao Zihan would definitely take her to the hospital for an examination immediately, and if he really had a child, Xiao Zihan would definitely not keep this child.

And if there is no child, then from now on, Xiao Zihan will definitely take measures every time, and she really has no chance to have another child.

She understands that Xiao Zihan is worried about her body, but she really wants to have another child. For some reason, she just wants it.

Perhaps, it was precisely because she knew she was not in good health that she was bewildered and wanted to have another one.

The first two children were both very dangerous. She didn't believe that this one could not be born safely. Now that nothing happened, she wanted to give birth to a child.

Preferably, a daughter.

Hey……

Sometimes, the more people have nothing, the more they want it...

In the bathroom, cold water was poured on his body, finally extinguishing the desire in Xiao Zihan's heart. He turned off the shower head, pulled the bath towel to wipe it casually, and put on the bathrobe.

Taking a shower in cold water has an effect on the body, especially just now when Xiao Zihan's blood surged up, and he insisted on using cold water to cool down, his stomach immediately growled.

Xiao Zihan was very helpless and sat on the toilet.

After going to the toilet and throwing toilet paper, Xiao Zihan glanced into the wastebasket.

There were already some used waste paper in the wastebasket. Xiao Zihan glanced at it at first, but when he was standing in front of the sink washing his hands, he suddenly thought of Tang Xuan's words just now.

Unlike couples who just fell in love, after becoming a couple, they will inevitably enter life.

Living in one bedroom, Xiao Zihan was used to Tang Xuan's various states.

Every time Tang Xuan came there, there would always be blood-stained waste paper in the wastebasket in the bathroom. Although Xiao Zihan didn't pay special attention to it, after living together for several years, he was no stranger to this.

But today, apparently not.

What's even more strange was that some paper had already been thrown into the wastebasket, and it wasn't cleaned up just now. Before he went into the bathroom, Tang Xuan stayed in it for half an hour.

Inexplicable doubts grew in Xiao Zihan's heart.

He went out of the bathroom with doubts, and saw Tang Xuan on the bed, who had already got into the quilt and fell asleep on the other side of the bed.

Even and long breathing, as if nothing happened.

I should be overthinking myself, Xiao Zihan thought.

It was impossible for Tang Xuan to use this kind of thing to deceive herself.

Even if Tang Xuan lied, it might be because Tang Xuan didn't want tonight, she was tired, so she said that on purpose, she just didn't want to continue, it's not a big deal.

On the contrary, it was him who asked for too much recently. Tang Xuan's health was not good, so it was normal for her to be unable to hold on.

Thinking of this, Xiao Zihan went to bed, reached out to turn off the lamp, lifted the quilt on the other side, and got in.He lay down for a while, and only after the cold air on his body disappeared, he pulled Tang Xuan into his arms.

"Baby, good night." He lowered his head and kissed Tang Xuan's hair.

Tang Xuan replied confusedly, "Well, good night."

In the darkness, Tang Xuan's eyes were open, and her face did not feel sleepy at all. If there was a light at this moment, Xiao Zihan would see a deep sense of guilt on Tang Xuan's face.

It's a pity that Xiao Zihan didn't think much at all, he closed his eyes and fell asleep soon.