half thorns, half joy

Zheng Yifan chased after Ye Nan's door and called Ye Nan's name loudly. After a while, Ye Nan remained unmoved.

Zheng Yifan had no choice but to leave.

When it was time for the two of them to have lunch, Zheng Yifan talked to Ye Nan over and over again, but Ye Nan perfunctorily passed it off, looking a little impatient.

Zheng Yifan shut his mouth in depression, not daring to disturb Ye Nan for dinner.

Ye Nan lowered her head and finished the rice in the bowl without saying a word, but she didn't take a few mouthfuls of food.

After eating, she directly left Zheng Yifan in the restaurant and went back to the room alone.

Zheng Yifan was helpless, seized the time to finish all the business affairs at hand, and then sent a few messages to Ye Nan.

"Sorry, that's all in the past. I know I made you uncomfortable, and I apologize."

"I never thought that Tang Xuan was your sister-in-law. No matter what, you are the one who firmly occupies my heart now. Xiao Nan, I really only like you. I hope you can trust me. I really want to If you live a good life with you, please give me a chance and let time prove all this, okay?"

With Zheng Yifan's personality, it is not easy for him to utter such a long paragraph of love-like words.

In order to coax Ye Nan well, he was going all out.

But this matter is all Zheng Yifan's fault, he should bow his head and admit his mistake.

After reading the message, Ye Nan silently turned off the screen and put the phone back in her pocket.

To be honest, after reading Zheng Yifan's confession, she was not unmoved.It's just that she can't find a reason to make herself forget about these things for the time being, and she doesn't know how to reply to his message.

Leaning against the head of the bed, Ye Nan began to recall every detail of the time since she met Zheng Yifan.

At first, there was a mistake, the two had a relationship after they were drunk, then she actively entangled, Zheng Yifan avoided, then picked up the kitten and took care of it together, and then he broke the appointment and went to Japan...

In a foreign country, the two are usually noisy, talking and laughing.Most of the time, it was Ye Nan who kept teasing Zheng Yifan to talk, and he occasionally echoed a few words, always with a faint smile on his face.

After Zheng Yifan's legs got better gradually, he smiled more.

From Ye Nan's point of view, she likes this kind of life very much, with sweetness in her busy life, she simply can't bear to destroy the hard-won status quo.

However, the impact of the truth on Ye Nan was too great, and she urgently needed time to digest it.

She also had to find an outlet for the resentment and unwillingness in her heart.

Originally, Zheng Yifan had been in someone else's image for so long, which was enough to give Ye Nan a great sense of threat, but it turned out that the woman was Tang Xuan.

Tang Xuan's character, personality, and even appearance are all very good.No wonder Zheng Yifan will never forget her.

Ye Nan thought, if he had lost to Tang Xuan back then, he would not have lost money.

Because of this, Ye Nan felt insecure.If one day Zheng Yifan regrets and realizes that he is not the right person in his mind, will he not want to be with her anymore?

Zheng Yifan said his favorite type, and Ye Nan remembered clearly that it was completely opposite to her own type.

And Tang Xuan happened to be that type.

Zheng Yifan will have feelings for himself, is it the same reason that she fell in love with Zheng Yifan?
It's like when Zheng Yifan saved her at that time, she developed a good impression of him, and she couldn't forget him no matter what, and even missed him for many years, and gradually turned into love.

Ye Nan thinks that her feelings for Zheng Yifan are unusual, at least after several years of testing, she has not changed, and she firmly believes that she likes Zheng Yifan.

But Zheng Yifan has only been injured for more than three months.

Perhaps Zheng Yifan had a misunderstanding or delusion under Ye Nan's care and daily interaction, mistakenly thinking that he fell in love with her.

This situation is possible.

Ye Nan was very afraid that Zheng Yifan just guessed wrongly what he wanted, so he confessed to her hastily.

In addition, she liked Zheng Yifan too much, facing his confession, she didn't have time to doubt or think deeply.She also agreed to Zheng Yifan as soon as she got hotheaded.

The more Ye Nan thought about it, the more uncomfortable she felt. Tears could not hold back and rolled down from her eyes, slipped to the collar and wet the fabric.

She wiped away her tears indiscriminately, turned her head and lay down on the bed, using the pillow to block out the sound of crying.

Ye Nan cried for a long time in the room, until the phone rang loudly, and she answered it slowly.

It was the call from Xiao's nanny.

"Miss Ye, ma'am, she has entered the hospital. I'll call you to let you know if you can come back some time?"

The relationship between Ye Nan and Xiao's family is relatively good. The nanny heard that Ye Nan traveled all the way to Japan to take care of a man she liked.

Tang Xuan was very supportive of Ye Nan's pursuit of her own happiness, while Xiao Zihan was quite critical, and complained to Tang Xuan several times at home about the female college's disrespect.

The nanny wondered, now that something happened to Tang Xuan, should Ye Nan come back to see her, otherwise she would be unable to justify it.

After all, Ye Nan has lived in Xiao's house for so long, even if she plans to move out in the future, the two families will still come and go from time to time.

When Ye Nan heard that Tang Xuan had entered the hospital, she frowned tightly, cleared her throat vigorously and asked what was going on.

"Sister-in-law is fine, why did you suddenly enter the hospital?"

Tang Xuan was still pregnant with a child, so there must be something wrong with her child.

That would be bad.

The nanny's voice was full of anxiety, and she quickly explained: "Because Ms. Cai is about to give birth, everyone went to visit her in the hospital. It is said that her childbirth did not go well. Madam became a little nervous after hearing what the doctor said, and her body quickly I felt unwell, and passed out after a while. Hey, I don’t know if it’s because of the fetal gas..."

"What about my brother? Did you stay with your sister-in-law? Did the doctor check the cause of the fainting?"

"Mr. has been by Madam's side all the time. The doctor is examining Madam, but the result has not yet come out. This time really scared us, and everyone is praying that Madam will be fine!"

Xiao Zihan and Tang Xuan rushed to the hospital first, followed by Cai Jinyu and Fang Yu.

Tang Xuan fainted, Xiao Zihan naturally couldn't care about Cai Lin's affairs, and Deng Langyue and Cai Jinyu were busy.

Although Fang Yu is also a woman, she has never given birth to a child, so she does not play a big role. She can only work with the nurse to comfort Cai Lin and occasionally massage her waist.

When the nanny learned what happened in the hospital, she called Ye Nan privately.

Ye Nan knew that Tang Xuan's body was not feeling well, and the lump in her heart disappeared immediately.

She hurriedly put on her slippers, rushed over and opened the door, and ran to tell Zheng Yifan about it.

Tang Xuan was so kind to Ye Nan, Ye Nan also cared about Tang Xuan very much.

Before such a life-threatening event, Ye Nan put everything behind her and only wanted to go back to China to visit Tang Xuan.

Zheng Yifan was very happy to see Ye Nan running out of the room. He didn't expect that Ye Nan came to him to talk about Tang Xuan.

Looking at Ye Nan's red eyes, he knew that she must have been crying for a long time, and her heart was suddenly pricked by a needle.

Zheng Yifan stretched out his hand distressedly to hug Ye Nan, but Ye Nan dodged subconsciously.

He lowered his arms with a look of disappointment: "Are you still angry with me?"

Ye Nan turned around awkwardly, went to the sofa and sat down, continuing to talk about Tang Xuan: "She is not feeling well, don't you want to go and see her?"

As soon as the words fell, the vinegar smell in the air could hardly be concealed.

In fact, Ye Nan was also resenting her narrow-mindedness, wishing to take back what she just said.

It's a pity that I have said it all, and regretting it will not help.

In fact, Ye Nan made up her mind to go back to China, and she purposely said that to Zheng Yifan, just to see Zheng Yifan's reaction.

Zheng Yifan clenched his fists tangled, his eyes still fixed on Ye Nan's face.

He really wanted to know about Tang Xuan's situation, but he knew that the person he should care most about was Ye Nan, not Tang Xuan.

He hasn't coaxed Ye Nan well yet, so he definitely can't add fuel to the fire.

Zheng Yifan analyzed it quickly, and said to Ye Nan: "Tang Xuan has her husband and friends taking care of her, so there shouldn't be any problems. If you don't want to go back, then we will continue to stay in Japan, according to our principle Make a plan to arrange the itinerary. It doesn't matter when we go back to China to see her."

If Ye Nan is not at ease, she can also call to greet them, there is no need to rush back in person.

Unexpectedly, Ye Nan's reply was beyond his expectation.

"Brother Zheng, let's pack our bags and go back to China. My sister-in-law is busy, so I must go back to see her. Besides, I have been in Japan for so long, and I want to see my brother and the others."

Zheng Yifan was startled, then quietly observed Ye Nan's face, trying to judge whether she said something against her will.

After a while, he said sincerely, "Xiao Nan, I..."

It was the first time that Zheng Yifan called Ye Nan that in real life, Ye Nan was stunned when he heard it, and responded with a na na.

"what happened?"

Zheng Yifan took a deep breath and said sincerely: "Xiao Nan, I am serious about you. You are a kind and cheerful girl. It is understandable that I am attracted to you and like you. I don't want you to be unconfident, let alone I hope you don't have faith in me. I want to give you a sense of security and I want to create a bright future with you."

Some things need to be clarified in advance.

This is a reassurance needle for each other, and it is also the cornerstone of building a world for the two of them in the future.

Ye Nan's eyes were full of emotion, she wanted to say something in response to Zheng Yifan, but thousands of words stuck in her throat, and she couldn't spit it out.

She glanced at Zheng Yifan in embarrassment, and avoided the topic: "Let's not discuss this for now. Can we talk again when we have time when we return to China?"

Ye Nan is not a saint, and no matter what, he can't let go of this matter immediately.

Not to mention that she was in such a mess right now that she seemed to have lost more than half of her thinking ability.

Zheng Yifan sighed inaudibly, and obediently agreed, "Okay, I'll listen to you. I'll go buy the ticket, you go back to your room to pack your luggage."

Ye Nan nodded, "We will try our best to clean up tonight, and we have to thank the landlord before we leave."

Zheng Yifan gave her a reassuring look: "Don't worry, just leave it to me."