Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

Shen Fengming was silent, his thick eyebrows were tightly frowned, his handsome and silent figure was like a sculpture, there was a decadent beauty from a distance.

Seeing him like this, He Zinan paused in his heart, unconsciously a little nervous, "No way, does it really affect you?"

Shen Fengming remained silent, while He Zinan scratched his head vigorously, moaning silently.

After a long time, Shen Fengming saw his haggard face, his chin was surrounded by green stubble, and his eyes were bloodshot, so he said, "It's okay, you can go back and rest first, I will guard here, He Ya's funeral will trouble you, I will I'm going to be very busy recently, and I may not be able to spare time."

"Okay, okay, which one of us is with whom? Leave it to me, and Mrs. Luo Lisi, you should try your best to fight for it. I will help you too. Hey, it's now, your plate is so big , I can’t say anything else, let’s go first.”

Knowing that Shen Fengming went abroad to develop a gold and diamond mine, He Zinan was so frightened that his jaw dropped. He only sighed that Shen Fengming is a talent with a big appetite.

With a shallow sigh, Shen Fengming crossed his arms and looked at the dark clouds outside, and the drizzle was like a drizzle. Layers of slanting water droplets fell on the French windows in front of him, blurring the world.

The little girl was tired from guarding by the side, and she fell asleep unknowingly. Mingyue stayed in the hospital to help take care of her. She put the little girl on the single bed next to her and covered her with a small quilt. She suddenly felt a sight behind her, and she turned around abruptly. Facing Ye Xingyi's cold and sad eyes, he woke up instantly, "Xingyi, you woke up, are you feeling okay? Is there any discomfort?"

Afraid of waking up the little girl, Mingyue's voice is breathy.

Ye Xingyi shook his head slightly, moved his dry lips, and looked from Mingyue's face to the little girl who was sleeping peacefully.

Ye Xingyi obviously didn't want to speak, and the indifferent smile on his face seemed to melt in the fading light.

Mingyue was a little distressed. She found that Ye Xingyi had some death in his eyes. He seemed to have no nostalgia for this world and was full of disgust for himself. She was very familiar with this feeling, because she had experienced it before, so her heart suddenly tightened. All of a sudden, some panic.

"Xingyi, you must cheer up, we still need you, don't hurt yourself anymore." Mingyue nervously held Ye Xingyi's arm, squeezed it gently, with an anxious expression.

Ye Xingyi froze for a moment, met Shang Mingyue's concerned eyes, knew that the other party was afraid that he would not be able to think about it again, so he explained with a smile, "I'm sorry, it was because I couldn't think about it for a while, forgive me, I won't do it again."

Mingyue looked at her nervously, as if trying to tell the truth from what she said, then gritted her teeth and said, "Xingyi, when I thought I was ugly and useless and wished I could disappear, you saved me, you Tell me that everything in this world will pass, and there will always be good things. If I live longer, I can see and experience it! Now I will give it back to you, if you can teach me to live again Go down, can't you?"

Tears welled up in Ye Xingyi's eyes. She suppressed her crying, bit her lower lip tightly with her teeth, leaving a circle of white tooth marks, and nodded with a sob, "I know, I know, I just, I just I can’t think about it for a while, recently I always have dreams, I dream that they are dying in front of me over and over again, and I can’t save them, they ask me why I don’t go, I really can’t save them!”

"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay." Mingyue hugged Ye Xingyi sadly, wiped her tears, and comforted her gently, "It's not your fault, and they won't blame you. You, it's them."

The low sobbing of the two still woke up the little girl. Qingqing got up from the quilt in a daze, looked at them with sleepy eyes, and suddenly burst into tears too.

The crying and wailing scared Ye Xingyi and Mingyue into a jump, as if they had washed away all the sorrow and sadness just now, the two quickly wiped away their tears and turned to coax the little girl, "Come on, Qingqing, come to mother's arms. "

Ye Xingyi stretched out his arm with difficulty and waved to the little girl.

Mingyue helped Qingqing climb onto the bed, and gently lay beside Mummy, sobbing and shedding tears, "Mummy, don't cry, Qingqing wants to cry when you cry, Qingqing is so sad."

"Okay, okay, mommy, don't cry, don't cry." She kissed the little girl's soft hair, and now she wanted to slap herself hard, what kind of magic has she been in these few days?It's so irresponsible to actually want to leave such a weak child behind and prepare to die alone!
The mother and daughter hugged for a while, Ye Xing turned his head to look for Bo Ting's trace, but he couldn't find his son, and asked a little strangely, "Mingyue, where is Bo Ting, why didn't I see him? Didn't he come? "

The other party was stunned, with an unnatural expression, Ye Xingyi was surprised, "Where's Bo Ting? What's wrong?"

When Mingyue was thinking about how to say it, or it would be more appropriate to hide it and let Shen Fengming answer by himself, the little girl spoke first, "Mommy, what did my brother seem to do wrong today? He made Dad angry, so Dad called several times. Such a fierce uncle, he took my brother away and flew away by plane!"

The little girl spoke in a childish voice, but her articulate words were clear.

It's just that Ye Xingyi didn't understand, what does it mean that Bo Ting angered Shen Fengming, and then Shen Fengming asked someone to take Bo Ting away?

She was puzzled by looking at Mingyue first, Ye Xingyi asked strangely, "What's going on? Mingyue, tell me the truth, what happened to Bo Ting? Where did his father send him?"

Mingyue shook her head in embarrassment, hesitated for a while before saying, "I don't know, what happened today, Boss Shen suddenly lost his temper, and the anger was not light, I have never seen him so angry before, and then called I took a helicopter and took the people away, and I saw the rigid behavior of those people, which looked like they had been soldiers."

This is just Mingyue's guess, she walks with a straight look, and even salutes Shen Fengming, it can be seen that she has served in the military.

Ye Xingyi understood instantly when she heard it, she opened her eyes and shouted, "What did you say? You said Fengming sent Bo Ting to..."

The door of the ward opened, and Shen Fengming happened to walk in. Ye Xingyi turned his head and stared at him viciously, and asked in a low voice, "Shen Fengming, are you crazy!" He yelled out his name, and the atmosphere became very awkward.

The little girl was so frightened that a tear would not fall down on her fleshy chin, she looked cute and dazed.

Mingyue felt very embarrassed, so she quickly hugged the little girl in her arms, walked out, and said to the door, "You guys have a good talk, I'll take Qingqing out for a stroll first."

The door was closed, Shen Fengming came over, poured her a glass of warm water, met Ye Xingyi's strong eyes, Shen Fengming finally let go, and sighed a long time, "Yes, I sent him to the army, In that place, you can sharpen his temper and ensure his safety, so why not do it?"

"But he is still so young, how can he bear it if he goes to that place?" Ye Xingyi was so excited that he stretched out his hand to prop up his upper body, but accidentally tore the wound, causing her to turn pale and sweat all over.

"Don't get up, your body is full of injuries." Shen Fengming pressed her shoulders, half-forced her to lie down, and said with a serious face, "Letting him go there to exercise himself is for his own good, he is not young anymore, no I need you to provide him with a warm house. The descendants of our Shen family have to crawl through the mud and stand upright."

"But it's not safe there, I don't want him out of my sight, you bring Bo Ting back, you bring Bo Ting back, I want to see him now, I want to see him now!" Ye Xingyi was the most affected What can't be done is Shen Fengming's tune.

Now that she lost He Ya, it was the most vulnerable time, but Shen Fengming also took Bo Ting away, in a place where she couldn't see, if someone hurt her, what would she do?She can't even see it, she can't touch it, she can't do anything.

Panic was like a tidal wave, slowly filling her heart, making it difficult for her to even breathe.She firmly approached Shen Fengming's palm, her nails inserted into the opponent's flesh.

Shen Fengming's face was as cold as ice, and Shen Shenleng stared at her coldly, neither speaking nor responding, this attitude was rejection.

Ye Xingyi was so anxious that she shed tears, her heart filled with anger, she pushed Shen Fengming away forcefully and said, "Go, get out, if you don't bring Bo Ting back, I don't want to see you, get out!"

She was breathing more and more rapidly, feeling less and less oxygen entering her lungs, and finally curled up on the bed and began to convulse.

Seeing this, Shen Fengming realized that her complexion was not right, so he hurried forward, opened her hands and feet forcefully, let her keep breathing, and the sound was like thunder, but it seemed that there were layers of seawater in her ear, forming a response, she I can't hear clearly.The pain of suffocation followed like a shadow, and finally passed out with darkness in front of his eyes.

Shocked, Shen Fengming rushed out to find a doctor. The doctor and nurse rushed into the room and began to rescue Ye Xingyi.

The final conclusion is that Ye Xingyi has a stress disorder, which is a psychological disease. If he is stimulated, he is prone to shortness of breath, anxiety, heart palpitations, and even suffocation.

Faced with Shen Fengming who caused Ye Xingyi's symptoms, the doctor expressed the hope that Shen Fengming would not stimulate Ye Xingyi and let the patient rest.

Shen Fengming couldn't say a word, and his heart was very tormented.He stood outside the door of the ward, straight as a silent rock, and saw Ye Xingyi lying on the bed through the glass, as if lifeless, he knew he was by the door, but he just didn't want to look over.

Mingyue stood aside, really embarrassed, just about to say something, Shen Fengming took the lead to break the silence and said, "I will be very busy these days, Xingyi will be taken care of by you, please help me."

Mingyue was overwhelmed by the flattery, nodded hastily and said, "Don't worry, just leave it to me, I must take good care of her, and you can leave the children to me too."

"Thank you." Shen Fengming turned around and thanked her tightly, then turned around and left step by step.