Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

Meeting Lin Qiumo was a catastrophe for Jiang Gracilaria.

She has always thought so, at least before she met him, she never felt pitiful and pathetic.

She comes from a good family background and is also pretty, so many men lined up waiting for her.

However, Lin Qiumo appeared in her life, a man she could never get.

It's fine if he's a rotten man, but he's always so kind and upright that people don't want to tarnish him.

But she wanted him, and her heart ached when she really wanted him.

So in fact, she did it on purpose today. On the way here by car, she passed by a sex toy store, and she bought aphrodisiacs.

It can be seen how pathetic she is, relying on such dirty means to get Lin Qiumo.

Afterwards, he will definitely kill himself very much.She knew it, but there was no other way, he was going back to the United States, and choosing to leave without saying goodbye explained everything.

If she doesn't take any action, this relationship may be over.

She is not reconciled, and has been secretly in love with him for more than eight years.In the past eight years, she has always had him in her heart, and she has never looked at another man.

Let her forget these eight years so easily, how can she be willing?

She also knew that Lin Qiumo would definitely hate her afterwards.But she couldn't care less, just hate if she hates, she will use this decisive method to force him to face up to her feelings.

It would be best if he could see clearly, if not, then she had him at least once, didn't she?

She gave up.

Jiang Li had never done it with other men, but she knew how to do it, but because she had no practical experience, she decided to make a quick decision.

Otherwise she would never have another chance.

She stripped off the last cover between herself and Lin Qiumo, felt that he had stood up because of the medicine, brother, and sat down in one go.

As if his body had been split by a sharp knife, the painful Jiang Li wanted to die.She felt like she was bleeding, but it didn't matter, she had him at last.

"Hehe..." Jiang Li laughed.

In the dark, Lin Qiumo's eyes widened. The strangeness of her body made her guess what Jiangli had eaten for herself. She couldn't believe it was not only why she did it, but also a certain part of his body entered so suddenly. into the body of Jiang Gracilaria.

Jiang Li just sat on Lin Qiumo's body like this, weeping silently, with big tears hitting Lin Qiumo's abdominal muscles.

Each one carried warmth, which burned Lin Qiumo's heart.

He concentrated on thinking about how to deal with this situation, Jiang Li was his brother, they couldn't do this.

But the medicinal use quickly disturbed his thoughts, and a sweet and greasy fragrance mixed with blood seemed to permeate the air.

His body trembled because of restraint, and the more he restrained, the more he wanted it. The wildfire burned his mouth and tongue, and his eyes were extremely thirsty.

In the dark, he couldn't see anything, so his senses of touch and smell were extraordinarily sensitive, and the soft body that contained him at this moment made him crazy.

The will gradually weakened, the breathing became heavy, and the hand hanging by the side spontaneously wanted to reach out and touch something.

After the pain passed, Jiang Gracilaria gradually became uncomfortable.She kept the medicine in her mouth and swallowed some of it, plus she drank so much alcohol.

Her body was also burning with pain, and the alcohol made her completely irrational, and she just wanted to relieve the unknown itching and discomfort rising up in her body.

She didn't know how to relieve the longing in her body, and she writhed uncomfortably, sobbing uncomfortably.

"Move." The begging voice was as small as a mosquito.

Hearing this voice, Lin Qiumo's brain was completely broken, and he lost all reason, leaving only the purest and most basic needs.

The slightly cool hand successfully touched the long-awaited skin, he clasped Jiang Li's waist tightly, and hugged her as she sat on his body.

"Hmm..." Jiang Li hadn't reacted yet, but he suddenly turned back and pressed down on the carpet, and the connected parts of his body were violently violated.

It appears that her medicine has taken effect.

Since she dared to prescribe drugs, she was naturally ready to devote herself completely, but she didn't want to just be the object of venting.Without thinking too much, slender arms wrapped around his neck, forcing him to intertwine with her lips and teeth.

The night was long, and Lin Qiumo, who had taken the medicine, was full of stamina.Later, Jiang Li was so tired that she passed out, and when she woke up, he was still fighting on his body.

It's just that the location does not know when it changed from the entrance to the bed in the bedroom.

The lights in the bedroom were not turned on, but the moonlight came in from the window, and she could faintly see Lin Qiumo's face.

His eyes were frighteningly bright, and the phoenix pupils that usually look at her are now looking at her. There is lingering and madness in his eyes. It is obvious that the drug is still controlling him.

Jiang Li felt a pain in his heart, he would never look at himself like this when he was sober.

She wanted to turn her face away from him, but she couldn't bear it.The last thing she did was raise her hand to pull his head down and kiss him again.

So be it!

……

When Lin Qiumo woke up, the strong smell in the room reminded him of what happened last night.He was lying on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze, and there was no one around him.

Jiang Li sneaked away yesterday when the strength of the medicine disappeared and he passed out from exhaustion.

"Bang!" The fist hit the mattress next to him heavily, and a deep sense of powerlessness lingered in Lin Qiumo's heart.

She, why would she do this?
Even at the expense of drugging him!

There was hatred in the phoenix eyes, and even more puzzlement.

The friendship of so many years was so easily ruined by her. What happened between them, how can he face her in the future?
There seemed to be the familiar scent of her perfume in the air.

Jiang Li, oh Jiang Li, how do you want me to face you in the future?
Should hate?

What do you hate?She gave herself the most precious first time of a woman.

Or go to her and take responsibility?

He can't do it now, because he knows in his heart that he doesn't love her.

Don't love someone, but stay together because of responsibility.

It was cruel to him and to Jiang Li.

And Ye Xingyi.

What would she think if she found out?One second he kept saying that he loved her, and the next he had sex with her best friend.

Lin Qiumo's heart was in a state of panic. After living for more than 20 years, he never felt so powerless at that moment.

He lay down from the sun until it was almost dusk before he got up from the bed.

Then, without a word, he began to pack his things.

After sorting out a small bag of luggage, he made a phone call and booked a plane ticket to Philadelphia at night.

Yes.

He chose the worst and most selfish way in the world, which was to escape.

When Ye Xingzhi received his call, he had already taken a taxi to the airport.

Now that he decided to leave, he was selfish again.

"What? Why is the plane going so fast tonight?" Ye Xingyi asked in surprise.

Yesterday he told himself that he had a plan to go back to the United States, why did he book the ticket today? It must be too soon, right?
In the receiver, Lin Qiumo reluctantly explained, "Things are almost settled, so I'm leaving naturally."

He left just like that, does Jiang Li know?
Ye Xingyi bit his lower lip and asked, "Then where are you now, I'll come find you."

"No need." Lin Qiumo glanced out of the car window and said, "I've already boarded the elevated highway at the airport. I just promised you, and I left to tell you and then called."

"Why?" Ye Xingyi still couldn't understand.

"No reason. Don't worry, I will take care of myself. Even if I go to the United States, we can still keep in touch."

Shen Fengming was sitting next to Ye Xingyi.

When Lin Qiumo called, he was playing with Ye Xingyi's fingers and chatting with her.

He didn't stop Ye Xing from picking up her phone, and sat beside her in silence, listening to their conversation.

When Ben heard Lin Qiumo say that he was going to the United States tonight, he was happy for a while, but when he heard him say to keep in touch, his expression suddenly became a little bad.

He pinched Ye Xingyi's finger heavily, and after getting her attention, he immediately gave her a warning look.

Ye Xingyi glared at him, and anxiously said to Lin Qiumo, "Brother, wait for me, I'll come right over."
Before Lin Qiumo could refuse, she hung up the phone and said, "Stop making trouble, I'm going to the airport to see Senior Brother Lin off."

don't make trouble?

Shen Fengming narrowed his eyes dangerously.

Does he seem like a troublemaker?He has always been very serious.

Holding Ye Xingyi with a big hand with clear bones, he said, "You are sick and cannot be discharged from the hospital."
"No, I have to go. Brother, I don't know when we can meet after leaving like this. I must see him off."

Ye Xingyi also insisted.

Shen Fengming stared at her for a while, then let go of his hand.

Ye Xingyi thought he agreed, so he hurriedly took out his daily clothes and ran into the toilet to change.But when she was about to leave the ward, she was stopped.

"Jacky, get out of the way, I'm going out."

Jacky didn't move, he gave Ye Xingyi a sorry look, but didn't say why.

Needless to say, Ye Xingyi could also guess.

She looked back at Shen Fengming and said, "You tell Jacky to get out of the way, it will be too late."

Shen Fengming folded his hands in front of her, looked at her, and didn't speak.

There is a trace of anger in the black eyes.

Ye Xingyi became a little anxious and asked, "What's wrong with you? Why didn't you let me go."

"Don't go!" Shen Fengming cherished words like gold.

"Didn't I say, if you don't go, you won't have a chance." Ye Xing stomped his feet angrily.

Their relationship is so close, it would be too stingy for him to be angry with Senior Brother Lin.

She stared at Shen Fengming and asked, "Do you not believe me, or yourself?"

That was none other than Senior Brother Lin whom she treated like her own brother.

During the five years of amnesia, Senior Brother Lin has been taking care of himself with all his heart.

Why he just can't understand?

Ye Xingyi was really angry. She no longer knew how to prove her love to him.Does it mean that in his eyes, to be with him is to disassociate himself from everyone?
So what's the difference between her and a canary in a cage?
The atmosphere in the room instantly became condensed.

Ye Xingyi and Shen Fengming stood at opposite ends of the room, confronting each other, not at all seeing that they were just lovers who just wanted to stick together.

Jacky at the door looked at the second young master who had a storm in his eyes because of Ye Xingyi's words, and couldn't help swallowing.