Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

"Brother Sinan, you are right. I shouldn't be here alone complaining about myself. I should go directly to him and ask him. I want to see him, I want to confront him face to face. Why did he do this? Did I and Does the child have any meaning for him?"

After Ye Xingyi finished speaking, she lifted the quilt and stepped on the ground. She didn't care whether she was wearing shoes or not, so she stood up and walked out the door.

But maybe it was just waking up, she felt dizzy when she stood up, and when her legs went limp, she fell forward uncontrollably.

Si Nanyu was startled, rushed up and stretched out his arms, and pulled Ye Xing into his arms, preventing her from falling to the ground.

"Don't worry, you just had your stomach washed and you are very weak now, hurry up and lie down first."

Si Nanyu was about to help Ye Xingyi onto the bed to lie down again, but Ye Xingyi refused, insisted on blocking his hand, shook his head and said, "No, I have to find him, I have to find Shen Fengming, I want to find him Ask clearly, let me go, let me go!"

"It doesn't matter to me, I can go!"

Ye Xingyi held back his tears, pushed Si Nanyu's hand away stubbornly, stood up tremblingly, and walked straight to the door.

Si Nanyu was pushed away by her, and seeing his pale and stubborn face, his heart suddenly ached.

His eyes flickered slightly, he gritted his teeth and stood in front of her, blocking the door.

"Even if Shen Fengming doesn't want you now, do you still want to go back and bring shame on yourself?"

These words were like a sharp sword, piercing deeply into Ye Xingyi's heart, causing indelible pain.

She stood there unbearably, and didn't even have the strength to take another step.

Si Nanyu's eyes flashed again, he gritted his teeth, and forced himself to continue: "Xing Yi, you should wake up too, since he has announced the news to the outside world, he wants to engage in a marriage contract with Xiao Sishui, then It has been shown that he no longer wants you, so what kind of identity are you going to use to find him now?"

That's right, what kind of identity should I use to find him?
Is she still his wife?If yes, then why is it reported that he is divorced?
It turned out that before she knew it, the two of them had divorced.

Suddenly, two lines of clear tears slowly dripped down her expressionless pale face, and she raised her hand in surprise to wipe her eyes, and her tentacles were all wet.

It turned out to be so painful that she couldn't help but shed tears.

why?
Si Nanyu felt so distressed, he stepped forward and hugged her into his arms, patting her back to comfort her.

"Xing Yi, don't cry, don't do this, you cry silently like this, it makes me feel so distressed, don't worry, even if Shen Fengming doesn't want you, I want you, I will always be with you and the child."

Ye Xingyi closed his eyes, suppressing the emotions that were gradually revealed.

She stretched out her hand, pushed the man who was hugging her away, and stepped back step by step. She turned her head away, unwilling to show her vulnerable side to outsiders.

"Brother Sinan, I'm fine. Really, I won't humiliate myself again, and I won't go to him again. It's just that I'm a little tired now and want to rest. Can you go out first?"

Suddenly losing warmth, Si Nanyujiao's chest was empty, he looked at Ye Xingyi's strong and strong back, and took a step forward.

"Xing Yi, don't be sad, I will definitely stay with you, even if he is Shen Fengming..."

"I'm really fine!"

Ye Xingyi suddenly interrupted his words, then lowered his tone, lowered his head as calmly as possible and said, "I'm really tired now, Brother Sinan, please let me be alone for a while."

Si Nanyu wanted to say something else, but facing such a situation, he could only turn around and step out of the room.

Before closing the door, Si Nanyu saw the dusk sky through the gap, the orange light illuminated the entire ward, and the slender silhouette under the light was covering his face and weeping alone.

Si Nanyu stood outside the door, standing there motionless for a long time, looking at Ye Xingyi's back, hating himself for not being able to give Ye Xingyi more comfort.

Because for Ye Xingyi now, she doesn't need herself.

Until night fell, Si Nanyu took the food brought by the assistant and re-entered the ward. Ye Xingyi had been looking out the window for several hours with his back to the door motionless.

Even if Si Nanyu came in now, he didn't give too much reaction.

Si Nanyu walked up to her carefully, knelt down and looked at Ye Xingyi's expressionless profile, and asked softly, "Are you hungry? It's getting late."

Ye Xingyi shook her head unconsciously, her black and white eyes were a little red and swollen from crying, and she blinked, revealing some confused emotions.

"I'm not hungry."

The voice was a little hoarse, and Si Nanyujiao felt a little distressed, so he went over and poured a glass of water, and stuffed it into Ye Xingyi's hand.

"Your voice is already hoarse, you must be very hungry now, no matter what, you have to eat a little bit, drink saliva first to moisten your throat."

Ye Xingyi was indifferent, and Si Nanyu felt angry, so he couldn't help but said: "Even if you are hit again, you can't ignore your body, you are not alone now, have you forgotten Xiao Boting? "

When she heard Xiao Bo Ting's name, she reacted a little. She slowly raised her hand, lowered her eyes, drank a glass of water, and then took the food in Si Nanyu's hand, swallowing it mouthful.

She obviously didn't want to eat it, but she still forced herself to swallow it. While swallowing, tears rolled down her face, but she didn't make a sound. The more Si Nanyu looked at it, the angrier she felt in her heart.

The mixed feeling of anger and heartache was very uncomfortable. Finally, he couldn't bear it anymore, so he stood up abruptly and walked out of the ward door. He came to the end of the corridor, looked at the neon city outside, and stood still for a long time. .

The next day, Ye Xingyi was still the same, he didn't say a word except eating and sleeping, and no matter how much Si Nanyu chatted beside him, he didn't respond at all.

The more she was like this, the more sad Si Nanyu felt.

He said so much, the purpose is not to make Ye Xingyi become the walking dead like he is now.

But what can he do?
Fortunately, on the evening of the third day, Ye Xingyi took care of everything by herself, sat by the bed and quietly asked Si Nanyu who walked into the ward with her things: "I'm ready, the nurse said just now that I can be discharged , Brother Sinan, shall we go back?"

Si Nanyu held a change of clothes and a thermos in his hand, and there was boiled chicken soup in the bottle.

He saw Ye Xingyi who had barely pulled himself together in front of him, but he still didn't realize it, and nodded after a long time: "Ah, okay, my car is right below, I'll take you back."

Ye Xingyi calmly lowered his eyes and nodded, then got up and followed behind him.

On the way, Ye Xingyi looked out the window quietly. Si Nanyu was always thinking about what kind of topic to find to break the awkward atmosphere, but he didn't know what to say.

For some reason, since Ye Xingyi refused to approach him the day before yesterday, Si Nanyu felt unable to approach Ye Xingyi in his current state.

Just when he was about to pluck up the courage to break the atmosphere, Ye Xingyi suddenly spoke, and she asked, "Where is Little Boting? I'm not here for a few days, has he been drinking well?"

Si Nanyu was taken aback, and then hurried back: "Xiao Boting, because Sister Wu has been having classes for the past few days, and I don't want to trouble others, I temporarily found an experienced nanny to take care of the child, and now I am at home Woolen cloth."

Ye Xing turned back, and continued to look out of the window, she heard herself say in an extremely calm mood, and said in a tone: "Oh, is that so, brother Sinan, you have really worked hard these days, and thank you, Xiao Bo Ting Your care."

Si Nanyu moved a little unnaturally: "Why are you being polite to me, this is what I should do."

Ye Xingyi nodded, and continued to remain silent until they returned to the apartment building where they lived, and no one spoke.

Upstairs, Ye Xingyi knocked on the door.The one who came to open the door was a middle-aged woman who was nearly fifty years old and a little fat, but with a very kind face.

The woman was holding Xiao Bo Ting in her arms, who was drinking happily with a milk bottle. Xiao Bo Ting was not afraid of people, and at this moment, he opened his dark eyes and looked at everything in front of him.

When he saw Ye Xingyi, he immediately reacted, stretched out his chubby little hand, and shook it twice.

It seemed that he recognized Ye Xingyi as his mother. Ye Xingyi's heart, which had been empty for the past few days, immediately felt a little fluctuating.

"Who? Who's out there?"

The old aunt saw the two of them at a glance, looked at Si Nanyu and said, "Oh, so it's you, sir? Then this must be the mother of the child, right?"

Si Nanyu nodded: "Aunt Rong, this is the mother of the child. She has been hospitalized these days because she is not feeling well."

Ye Xingyi nodded, as if she had greeted Aunt Rong, she calmly took the child from Aunt Rong's arms, touched the child up and down, and found that the child was taken care of very well.

He nodded to Aunt Rong in satisfaction and thanked him: "Aunt Rong, thank you for taking care of Xiao Boting these days."

Aunt Rong waved her hand in embarrassment: "What can I say to thank you? I'm just a part-time worker. You pay me wages. Of course I will do my best. And Xiao Bo Ting is really a good boy. I really took care of him. The most obedient and sensible child among all the children, he will be smart and handsome when he grows up, just like Mr. Si Nanyu."

As soon as Ye Xingyi heard it, he knew that Aunt Rong had misunderstood the relationship between him and Si Nanyu, so he immediately explained clearly: "Aunt Rong, you misunderstood, brother Si Nan and I are friends, not what you think. "

Aunt Rong was a little embarrassed immediately, she looked at Si Nanyu and Ye Xingyi with a smile, and said embarrassedly: "I'm sorry, Miss Ye Xingyi, I can't see clearly with my old eyes, don't you Take it to heart, okay?"

Si Nanyu was in a better mood and said, "It's okay, it's okay, Aunt Rong."

Si Nanyu took out an envelope from his pocket, handed it to Aunt Rong and said, "It just happened to happen today, so I will send you this month's salary first."

When Ye Xingyi saw it, he hurried up to stop him, and said, "Brother Sinan, you hired auntie to be a babysitter for Xiao Boting. Of course, I will pay the money. You can take the money back."

Si Nanyu frowned, a little dissatisfied, "You still tell me so clearly, what difference does it make?"