Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

When she woke up the next day, she felt pain all over her body. She was listless and had a bad appetite. She drank a glass of milk desperately, ate a piece of bread, and almost vomited out.

She quickly covered her mouth, swallowed abruptly, calmed down for a long time, picked up her bag and went to work.

She lowered her head and thought about what had happened to her for a while, as if she had an upset stomach.

She was thinking about whether to go to the hospital, and suddenly a pair of feet appeared in front of her, with a pair of long legs on them, and she saw the bright smiling face of Teacher Anyang who danced yesterday on the Internet.

"Ms. Ye, good morning."

As soon as Ye Xingyi saw Anyang, he thought of what happened yesterday. He was a little embarrassed and smiled silly: "Good morning, Mr. Anyang, you also have class today."

An Yang nodded: "Yes, I have classes almost most of the time."

Ye Xingyi nodded, not knowing what to say next, so he pointed to the way ahead and said, "Then I'm going to the art building, we'll talk about it next time."

She always felt that Anyang looked at her with too focused eyes, which was a bit creepy.

Teacher Anyang grasped her arm, and his expression became a little serious: "Ms. Ye, there is something I want to talk to you alone, and it has something to do with you."

Ye Xingyi felt faintly uneasy, frowned and asked, "What is it about me?"

Teacher Anyang looked around, took her to the next tree, and said: "I saw your situation yesterday, I feel that you are always lack of energy recently, especially prone to palpitations, panic, and difficulty breathing. Hands and feet even tremble like cramps?"

Here we go again, interrogating like a doctor.

A hint of disgust and resistance flashed in Ye Xingyi's heart, but he couldn't show it on the surface, so he could only say vaguely, "This, no."

Obviously he didn't want Anyang to intervene too much, Anyang felt a little frustrated, but he still smiled and said: "Ms. Ye, although we have only met once, I think as a colleague, I still want to remind you that this person's body Both functional and psychological functions have a limit, if you need anything, you can call me, and I will provide you with corresponding help."

Immediately, without asking Ye Xingyi to refuse, he directly stuffed a business card into her hand, then turned around and walked away gracefully.

Ye Xingyi stared at the thin piece of paper in his hand, and suddenly felt that it weighed more than a thousand catties.

In fact, she has feelings, she feels that there is something wrong with her emotions, or more precisely, there is something wrong with her psychology.

Patients with mental illness all have an obvious characteristic. They are unwilling to admit or directly face the fact that they have psychological problems.

Ye Xingyi once again suspected that he was suffering from depression, but he didn't want to believe it directly.

Annoyed, he stuffed the business card into his pocket, threw it aside first, and still forced himself to attend the class all morning. After returning in the afternoon, he didn't do anything, just stayed in the room in a daze.

It wasn't until the lights came on that I realized it, and another day passed.

Ye Xingyi felt hungry, but didn't want to eat. In the end, he filled his stomach with the leftover bread from the morning, drank a glass of water, and went to the room again to fall asleep.

The next day, Ye Xingyi was woken up when she heard someone entering the house.

She was like a cat that had been awakened, quickly jumped up from the bed, and looked at the door alertly.

Shen Fengming who just walked in the door was taken aback by her actions.

A pair of shining eyes on such pale cheeks, full of panic, seemed to symbolize how frightened the master was.

"What's wrong? Did you have a nightmare?"

Shen Fengming raised his eyebrows slightly, stood there for a while, then walked up again.

Ye Xingyi recalled it for a while, his mind went blank, then he shook his head and returned to his normal expression.

"I didn't have a nightmare, it's just a little... I slept too long."

Thinking of this, she subconsciously raised her hand to smooth her hair, her slender and white wrist leaked from the opening of her pajamas, revealing streaks of blood red.

Lawyer Shen Fengming's pupils shrank suddenly, and his breathing almost stopped. When he realized it, he rushed to Ye Xingyi, grabbed his wrist, and shouted: "What is this?"

Ye Xingyi was frightened, a little confused, she was a little confused when she saw Shen Fengming's revealing expression.

"What's wrong?"

Following Shen Fengming's gaze, she was surprised to find some deep and shallow scars on her wrist.

There is also a bright red mark, which is a cut blood hole. The latest hole has not yet scabbed, and some bright red flows out from the inside.

Looking at it this way, it is very scary.

Ye Xingyi immediately opened his mouth, also shocked.

"what is this?"

Shen Fengming was upset and irritable, his handsome face was startled and angry: "You have a wound on your hand, you ask me what's wrong? You made it yourself?"

Shen Fengming could tell at a glance that there were at least five injuries on this wrist, and some of them had already healed, so they should have slipped before!

Ye Xing frowned and shook his head: "I don't know, I don't know! I don't!"

Shen Fengming felt even more abnormal, he stared at Ye Xingyi, feeling chills in his heart.

Because he found that Ye Xingyi was really at a loss, as if he really didn't know how the wound on his hand came from?

A terrible thought slowly formed in his mind, and he asked in a soft voice: "You really don't remember at all, how did these wounds come about?"

Ye Xingyi's face turned pale, and his lips trembled: "I don't know, I really don't know, I don't even feel any pain!"

This is the most terrible.

Ye Xingyi didn't even know when and under what circumstances he did something like self-harm, and he couldn't remember it at all afterwards.

Ye Xingyi started to cry and escalated to panic, Shen Fengming hurried forward to hug her, while stroking her back, while comforting her: "It's okay, it's okay, I'll let the best doctor come!"

"No! No! Don't let the doctor come! I'm fine!"

Ye Xingyi subconsciously resisted extremely.

Shen Fengming agreed anxiously: "Okay, okay, don't look for a doctor, don't look for it! Calm down!"

Ye Xingyi lay in his arms and cried for a while.In a place that Ye Xingyi couldn't see, Shen Fengming had a serious expression on his face.

Finding that Ye Xingyi was no longer agitated, he found the medicine box and tied his hands, and told her: "Don't get wet these days."

Let her continue to rest. As for the school, Shen Fengming insisted on asking for a day off, but Ye Xingyi said he couldn't do it, so he agreed.

It happened that Ye Xingyi also felt very tired. She had slept all night, but she was allowed to continue to sleep, but fell asleep very quickly.

Shen Fengming didn't dare to leave, he stood by the bed and stared at it for a long time, then he went out and half closed the door, and went to the living room to make a phone call.

The person who thought he would never get through, unexpectedly answered quickly.

Si Nanyu's voice came through the microphone, rather coldly: "What are you looking for from me?"

Shen Fengming got straight to the point and didn't talk nonsense with him: "Did you already know about Xingyi's situation?"

There was silence over there for a long time, and she sighed: "Yes, it's been three years since Xingyi had this situation. The first time, she had no self-awareness at all. I didn't tell her. After my method helped her relieve her emotions, it never happened again."

After a pause, he asked anxiously, "Why is she showing up again now?"

Shen Fengming's expression was extremely ugly: "She scratched her wrist unconsciously last night, luckily it wasn't deep!"

"No!" Si Nanyu was worried, her situation was a bit dangerous, "I hope you can take good care of her, and it's best to have someone accompany her at all times to avoid accidents."

Shen Fengming nodded, and it was rare to communicate with Si Nanyu calmly: "I will be with him all the time, and I will not let him stay alone. What can you do to heal?"

Si Nanyu sighed: "Xing Yi suffers from depression. If she can't see it, no one can help her."

After a pause, his voice became cold: "This is why I have worked so hard to separate you and her for so many years. Do you know why she became like this?"

"The reason why she is depressed, do you think you can get away with it?"

Faced with such a question, Shen Fengming had no way to refute it, and could only accept it silently.

Si Nanyu couldn't hear the response here, and his tone turned calm again.

He is not an easily violent temper: "When Xing Yi suffers from depression, ask someone to accompany her more, let her ease her mood, and it should get better. I did this before, and the effect was not bad. There were a few years in between. She's been calm all the time."

After a pause, he said, "If you can't do it, leave it to me. After all, I am..."

"No need!" Shen Fengming interrupted directly, and asked again, "Why can't she remember at all after self-injury?"

Si Nanyu held his breath, and said, "Maybe it's a self-preservation mechanism, just like people have another personality to accomplish what they usually want to do, and they can't vent their emotions in their hearts, so they can only use it when their thinking is blocked by another person." When this feeling is controlled, it is vented through self-harming behavior."

Shen Fengming stopped talking, and the two of them held the microphones without making a sound.

After a long time, Shen Fengming said: "I know, I will guard her!"

After hanging up the phone, Shen Fengming sat on the sofa with his head down, sighing deeply.

Si Nanyu's words lingered in his mind like a mantra.

He really didn't expect that Ye Xingyi's depression came about like this, and it was so serious.

He called Xiao Sishui again, and said, "I'm going on a long vacation!"

Xiao Sishui was tongue-tied for a long time, and asked, "How long are you going to rest?"

"Depending on the situation, it shouldn't be short."

"It's not short, but how long is it, brother. You, the boss, don't do things, so I have to do all these things?"

Xiao Sishui thought about it, Shen Fengming was never the kind of lazy person, on the contrary he was a workaholic, there must be a reason for doing so, so I asked him.

"Is something wrong?"

Shen Fengming was silent for a moment, but still told the truth, Xiao Sishui Xiao Sishui was very serious: "How could this happen?"

It should be the influence of the recent public opinion that stimulated the emotion in her heart, and now it explodes.

When Shen Fengming said this, his expression of wanting to get those paparazzi out and beat him up was very frightening.