Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

I saw Si Nanyu wearing a well-tailored silver-gray suit with a pure black three-dimensional jacket over it. His hair that had been let down before was combed back, and his glasses were also taken off, revealing his handsome features.

Looking at Si Nanyu before, I always felt like an intellectual elite, but now looking at Si Nanyu, he is a little tougher.

Seeing Ye Xingyi's gaze, a smile flashed across Si Nanyu's eyes, and he easily pressed Ye Xingyi's head with an intimate attitude, "Why, I'm dumbfounded?"

Ye Xingyi blushed immediately, and hurried to push it away with his hands, and whispered: "I almost didn't recognize you without glasses, but you are still very handsome."

With one sentence, the embarrassment was eliminated, and the two found a well-decorated coffee shop nearby, sat down in the corner, and ordered coffee.

The two stared at the coffee in front of them, each was silent, neither of them spoke first, and the atmosphere was a little awkward.

Speaking of which, this was the first time the two of them had talked face to face in such a long time. It was obviously only a short month, but because too many things happened in this month, Ye Xingyi felt as if it had been a long, long time.

Goodbye Si Nanyu, the previous mentality of just wanting to avoid has changed.

"I'm sorry, brother Sinan."

It was Ye Xingyi who sighed first and broke the silence.

"Why do you apologize to me? You did nothing wrong. If you say something wrong, I am also responsible."

Si Nanyu smiled, raised his coffee cup, and took a sip.

"I promised you at the beginning, but because of my family...you were wronged."

This is a big truth. Ye Xingyi almost chose Si Nanyu at the beginning, but because although Si Nan's family rules and disapproval, she really had no way to continue to maintain her previous decision.

Rather than having conflicts in the future and separating again, it is better to cut it off before the start, at least the two of them still maintain a decent face.

It's just that later, the former friendship with Shen Fengming resumed, which Ye Xingyi didn't expect at the beginning.

Because of this, I was a little ashamed to see Si Nanyu Ye Xingyi again.

"Okay, let's not talk about this, tell me how you are doing recently?"

Si Nanyu looked at Ye Xingyi and changed the subject.

With just one glance, he frowned in dissatisfaction: "Xing Yi, no matter how I look at it, you don't seem very happy."

Ye Xingyi smiled, not the same as before: "There is nothing happy or unhappy in living to our age."

Of course, Si Nanyu didn't believe it. He felt that Ye Xingyi had something on his mind. When Ye Xingyi was asked by her, he suddenly felt the desire to confide in him, so he expressed all his worries these days.

"I always feel that I am very contemptuous, because I always feel jealous of Xiao Sishui."

"Why do you say that?" Si Nanyu smiled slightly, his eyes deep.

Ye Xingyi hesitated for a few seconds before telling what happened in the past few days: "I think Xiao Sishui seems to have changed a bit recently."

At the end, Ye Xingyi threw himself on the table and said dejectedly, "Brother Sinan, I really feel like I've become stingy. Sometimes I don't even know myself."

Si Nanyu wrapped his arms around his stomach and held a coffee cup in the other. The corners of his eyes and mouth were turned up, and he said in a gentle voice, "Actually, you are completely right to think so."

"Huh?" Ye Xingyi looked up at him, a little confused, so she thought Si Nanyu was just trying to comfort herself.

"Don't you see it?"

Si Nanyu's smile deepened, he stared closely at Ye Xingyi and said, "Sishui is my cousin. We both grew up together and know each other very well. She has always been cautious and arrogant, and she is very good. She is an ordinary girl. She doesn't pay attention to men."

"However," he continued, "if she can show these signs for Shen Fengming, there can only be one explanation, that is, she is slowly starting to get serious now."

"serious?"

Ye Xingyi slowly supported the big-eyed cat, his heart pounding.

It's not that she doesn't have such subconscious thoughts, it's just that she is afraid that she is thinking too much...

However, seeing Si Nanyu nodding slowly, Ye Xingyi's uneasiness magnified in an instant, and he could no longer suppress it.

Ye Xingyi lowered his head, and the two of them fell into silence again. Si Nanyu stared at her deeply, and the corners of his mouth twitched slightly.

Afterwards, the two talked about other things. Ye Xingyi was very surprised to learn that Si Nanyu had returned to work in the company recently.

Si Nanyu explained: "The family business needs someone to inherit it."

He also felt that being a doctor was a bit boring, so he wanted to do something else first to change his mood. Ye Xingyi didn't think about anything else, so he just said this.

Time flies, the two didn't say much, and it was time to pick up Bo Ting from school. Si Nanyu offered to pick him up together, but Ye Xingyi declined.

Si Nanyu didn't insist either, just took a deep look at her and said: "If you need help with anything, you must come to me. No matter what happened before, we are still good friends, right?"

Ye Xingyi suddenly felt a little sore in his nose, nodded and smiled.

Si Nanyu watched Ye Xingyi leave, with a warm and smiling expression, he slowly retracted until he could no longer see, then got up to check out and leave.

He drove directly to the hospital. There were patients and nurses coming and going on both sides of the corridor of the hospital. Anyang walked among them, looking down at the medical records.

Suddenly a gust of wind blew in front of him, and someone walked faster, almost knocking over the medical records in his hand.

And that voice was very familiar, Anyang suddenly raised his head, followed the man's back and looked, and he saw Si Nanyu.

The man was talking on the phone softly.

Anyang caught that the name called by the other party was Xingyi, and suddenly realized that the person Si Nanyu was calling was Ye Xingyi.

He couldn't help but followed, maybe he wanted to say hello.

He heard the meaning of comfort from Si Nanyu's tone, it seemed that Ye Xingyi was in a bad mood recently, Si Nanyu told her not to think too much, and concentrate on doing her own things, and he would help with those outside.

"How can you help? What happened to Ye Xingyi?" Whenever Anyang heard Ye Xingyi's name, he was inexplicably concerned.

He thought that he hadn't seen Ye Xingyi for a while, and he was a little worried about her mental state.

So the next day, Anyang asked Ye Xingyi to meet.

The location was at the school, Ye Xing moved to the location, and saw Anyang wearing casual clothes from afar, leaning against the wall handsomely, waiting for her.

Seeing her appear, Yang Qi immediately smiled and waved hello: "Xing Yi."

Ye Xingyi also remembered that he hadn't seen him for a long time, and immediately ran over with a smile: "Anyang, I haven't seen you for a long time, are you busy with hospital work?"

"Yeah, I've been abroad for an exchange in the past half a month, and it's hard to come back. I thought of you and came to see it."

When Anyang smiled, the water rippled in a pair of peach blossom eyes, as if they were shining.

"Recently, nothing else happened to your psychological condition?"

When Ye Xingyi heard that Anyang was worried about him, he immediately felt grateful. The two walked and talked, and went to sit in a corner of the school, looking at the scenery in front of them, and chatting about the recent situation.

Anyang is his psychiatrist, and he will tell her some things related to his close relationship, but he thought about those doubts about Xiao Sishui recently, and he didn't tell Anyang frankly.

However, Anyang speaks softly and has a very high emotional intelligence. Ye Xingyi will always get angry when he speaks.

When they were about to break up, Anyang's advice to Ye Xingyi was to come out more, find a job, and change his mood.

You can't stay in one place all the time, or it will be bad for her mentally, and she also encouraged Ye Xingyi. Her mental state has been relatively stable recently, and she seems to be healing a lot.

He was very relieved, Ye Xingyi heard it in his heart, a few days later, whenever Ye Xingyi saw Shen Fengming and Xiao Sishui together, he thought of Anyang's suggestion, in order to prevent himself from thinking wildly, he finally decided to go to school.

Regarding her decision, Shen Fengming looked at her and did not veto it, perhaps because he felt that Ye Xingyi would be bored if he always stayed at home, and taking care of Shen Fengming's work, besides the servant was Xiao Sishui, and the family doctor.

Sometimes Ling Yu would also come and go, looking at it this way, Ye Xing moved to no avail, except for sleeping together at night, they rarely spend time together during the day.

Once back to school, Ye Xingyi would go to Anyang from time to time, eat with him, take a walk, and talk. Although he didn't talk about deeper things, Ye Xingyi's mood would improve every time. I felt that the two of them were walking a little closer.

Anyang was so excited about this, he almost put off his work in the hospital, and stayed at school every day, whenever Ye Xingyi went to him, he was always there.

If Ye Xingyi didn't look for him, he would still pretend to meet Ye Xingyi by chance.

Ye Xingyi had something on his mind, and he never doubted that he did it on purpose. After all, the school is so big, and the two teaching buildings are still next to each other. Sometimes classes stray between classrooms. Isn't it more normal to meet each other?
After coming and going, Ye Xingyi gradually focused on Bo Ting and school, work and painting, and didn't care much about the relationship between Shen Fengming and Xiao Sishui.

The mood became much more stable. Although Shen Fengming noticed that as long as Ye Xing moved back, he would stare at her back for a long time, he didn't say anything.

On this day, Ye Xingyi got the news that the school sent him to go abroad for an exchange.

This is a very important exchange opportunity. You can stay with internationally famous masters for a few days, and then you can meet old friends who have not seen for many years.

Ye Xingyi was a little excited, but when he went home and told Shen Fengming, Shen Fengming hugged her tightly and did not let go.

"Why go so far, don't go."

Ye Xingyi felt amused: "This is arranged by the school, and I only go for a few days. I will be back in a few days."

Seeing that she really wanted to go, Shen Fengming stared at her calmly with a pair of dark eyes, which made people feel an inexplicable grievance, so he held back his laughter and listened to him.

"If you want to go, then I'll go with you, otherwise we won't talk about it."

Ye Xingyi originally wanted to decline politely, but out of the corner of his eye, he saw Xiao Sishui coming in.He changed his mind again, nodded and said, "Okay then, let's go together."

The two chattered for a while again.

Then Ye Xingyi separated from Shen Fengming as if he had just found Xiao Sishui standing behind, leaving space for them to discuss work, and went to the room to prepare luggage by himself.