Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

"Boss Ye?!"

Hearing the noise, Ling Yu and the special assistant who came in to check rushed over.

Covering his mouth, Ye Xingyi felt weak and dizzy. He wanted to say that he was fine, but in the end he couldn't say a word.

Seeing her like this, Ling Yu gritted his teeth and bent down to hug her up. He suddenly felt that Ye Xingyi's weight was as light as a piece of paper.

He gently placed Ye Xingyi on the sofa, brushed away his unkempt hair, revealing his pale and thin cheeks, with a painful expression on his face, he turned his head and told the special assistant: "Go get a glass of water, keep it warm."

The special assistant was so panicked that he lost his mind, nodded quickly, and ran out to fetch water.

Lying on the bed, Ye Xingyi's face was pale, his chin became sharper, and his face was still a little yellow. Anyway, he didn't have any blood, and he was too haggard.

Ling Yu frowned deeper, and asked, "Have you not had a good rest recently?"

"I'm fine."

Lying down for a while, regaining some strength, Ye Xingyi slowly opened his eyes, his eyes were red: "I'm fine."

"Go to the hospital to have a look, you can't do this."

Ling Yu's eyes slowly fell on Ye Xingyi's still flat abdomen, and the look in his eyes was extremely complicated.

Noticing Ling Yu's gaze, Ye Xingyi pressed his stomach protectively, feeling more guilty in his heart.

She felt that she shouldn't have given birth to this child. If she didn't have this child, she could get rid of the current predicament.

Even if she has nothing to do with the man, then she is still loyal to Shen Fengming...

This kind of thought is like a curse, every time in the dead of night, it suddenly wraps around her heart tightly like a gangrene.

Thinking of this, the fingers subconsciously clenched, the nails were deeply tightened, and the skin deep in the wrist felt a sharp pain.

The tingling sensation of her flesh being pierced would alleviate her mental pain, although it was only for a moment, it was better than nothing.

Ling Yu didn't pay attention to her actions at all, and was still immersed in his own thoughts. It was the special assistant who opened the door, holding a glass of water in his hand, followed by Jiang Qingyuan, to see the scene inside the house clearly.

Jiang Qingyuan's expression changed, he rushed over with big strides, squatted in front of her and asked, "What's going on? Xing Yi, what's wrong with you?"

Ling Yu stepped aside silently, glanced at the worried Jiang Qingyuan, and said flatly, "Boss Ye just vomited."

"Vomit?" That's a normal pregnancy reaction.

Jiang Qingyuan froze, and a trace of pain flashed across his expression.

The atmosphere was silent, and he secretly handed over the water glass in his hand. Ling Yu took it, held Ye Xingyi in his arms and drank half a glass, then put down the glass, stood up and said, "Mr. Ye, let's talk, we'll go out first, and we'll talk if we have something to do." calls me."

Ye Xingyi nodded, staring at the ceiling with blurred eyes, she has no strength to speak or move now.

Ling Yu glanced at Jiang Qingyuan, and left with a special feeling. Only Ye Xingyi and Jiang Qingyuan were left in the room, and no one spoke.

After clearing his throat, Jiang Qingyuan stretched out his hand, ready to hold Ye Xingyi's arm.

Ye Xingyi suppressed the reflexive hiss, and pulled back his hand violently.

A painful expression flashed across his pale face, Jiang Qingyuan was taken aback when he saw it, subconsciously looked at Ye Xingyi's tightly clenched wrist, and asked anxiously, "What's wrong with your hand?"

A flash of panic flashed across Ye Xingyi's expression, and he quickly shook his head: "It's nothing! Nothing happened!"

Of course Jiang Qingyuan didn't believe it, he stared at Ye Xingyi persistently, and asked, "Show me your hand!"

"I'm really fine, don't look at it." Ye Xing moved his hand to hide in his sleeve, but Jiang Qingyuan stubbornly moved her wrist out, and when he pulled the sleeve up, a shocking scene appeared.

The scratches made by fingernails are deep and shallow densely covered on the inner side of the delicate skin of the arm, irregular in various colors, scabbed and not scabbed, a mass of scars.

Shock crawled across Jiang Qingyuan's delicate face, and then he yelled: "What's going on? How did you get hurt!"

"I'm fine." Ye Xingyi was so nervous that she was about to burst into tears, she stubbornly pulled out her hand and covered it firmly with her sleeve.

"You made that yourself?"

Jiang Qingyuan couldn't believe it, he stared at Ye Xingyi closely, his heart ached so badly that he couldn't breathe, he put his hand on Ye Xingyi's shoulder, but he didn't dare to use force: "Tell me honestly, did you do it yourself?"

Ye Xing closed his pale lips tightly, unwilling to answer, but silence meant acquiescence.

Jiang Qingyuan couldn't believe it. He remembered that Ye Xingyi seemed to have a history of depression, and immediately felt bad.He made a decisive decision, bent down, and took advantage of Ye Xingyi's inattention, picked her up by the waist, turned around and walked out.

Ye Xingyi subconsciously huddled in his arms, and shouted in shock: "What are you doing? Let me down!"

"You're hurt, I'll take you to the doctor!"

Jiang Qingyuan insisted, and kicked the door open, startling the staff outside, they looked over one after another, wondering what happened to this pair!
Ling Yu came over, frowned thickly, looked at Ye Xingyi, then at Jiang Qingyuan, and asked, "What's wrong? What are you doing?"

Ye Xingyi hurriedly called for help: "Ling Yu, stop him quickly, he took me away, and nothing happened to me!"

Ling Yu's expression changed, and Jiang Qingyuan was so angry that he was about to go crazy, and he held back his anger.

"Didn't you notice? She hurt herself, I'm going to take her to the hospital!"

Following Jiang Qingyuan's line of sight, Ling Yu lowered his head and saw the place Ye Xingyi hastily covered, his pupils constricted immediately, Ling Yu also showed disbelief in his eyes, looking at Ye Xingyi: "What's going on?"

Still in the mood to ask here, Jiang Qingyuan really didn't want to explain more, so he just passed Ling Yu and walked out.

This time, Ling Yu didn't stop her. No matter what Ye Xingyi said, Jiang Qingyuan wouldn't let her go. In the end, Ye Xingyi was gently placed on the back seat of the car.

She turned up quickly and was about to open the door to go out, but Jiang Qingyuan who quickly got into the driver's seat pressed the lock, and the car doors were locked, so she couldn't get out.

"What are you doing? Let me go!"

Staring, Ye Xingyi shouted, but Jiang Qingyuan started the car directly, with a serious expression: "It's useless to say anything, go to the doctor with me!"

Then, regardless of Ye Xingyi's objection, he insisted on taking her to a friend's psychological counseling office. Before the consultation, he asked the nurse here to help Ye Xingyi treat the wound on his wrist.

No matter what you say, those are just superficial injuries, and there is no need to go to a big hospital.

Seeing that his wrist was covered in layers of bandages, Jiang Qingyuan felt his heart twitch and felt extremely sad.

It looked like those wounds were on his own body, but on the contrary, Ye Xingyi looked at his wounds with a numb expression.

Now that they are here, Ye Xingyi has no interest in continuing to resist.

Moreover, she also felt that she had a problem, and she didn't want to hurt Xiao Boting, so her instinct made her decide to accept psychological counseling.

After the injury on her left arm was treated, she followed the consultant meekly and walked into the inner quiet room.

The design inside the quiet room is very high-end, leaning towards the simple sea blue style of the Mediterranean style, and the owner of the room is ingenious, and also matched exquisite green plants everywhere.

After staying in the house for a long time, the heart will slowly calm down and open up.

"Miss Ye, is it convenient for you to tell me why you did this kind of self-harm? Is there any reason for you to feel so painful that you can only relieve stress in this way?"

The consultant silently looked at the woman with her head slightly lowered in front of her. Compared with those on TV and magazines, the woman in front of her seemed more intellectual and beautiful.

Fair skin, slender figure, small and exquisite facial features, and that unforgettable elegant temperament.

However, there were two circles of bruises under the woman's extremely beautiful eyes, which made her look very haggard.

Even a little neurotic.

Ye Xingyi's long eyelashes were hanging down to hide the emotions in his eyes, and his right hand tightly grasped the wrist of his left hand, which was already wrapped in bandages.

Cover up those shocking scars.

This is not the first time that such a condition has been treated. Usually, such patients obtain mental relief by self-harming their own bodies because of excessive psychological pressure.

Sure enough, Ye Xingyi's pale lips parted slightly: "I will feel the pain, so painful that I want to die, I hate myself very much, I hate it, I can only feel better for a short time through the pain."

The voice is also very nice, but it seems very lonely.

"So, why do you hate yourself so much?" The counselor's voice was soft and considerate, making people want to answer his question unconsciously.

Biting her lower lip again, Ye Xingyi remained silent, not because she didn't want to answer, but because she was ashamed to speak.

"Miss Ye, if you don't cooperate with the treatment, I have no way to understand your situation, and I can't help you with counseling. This is not good for you, or even your child and family." Seeing that she refused to answer, The counselor seemed a little helpless.

Ye Xingyi thought about it for a while, and the movements of rubbing the gauze with his fingers became faster and faster. Finally, he made up his mind and said it out.

"I loathe myself because I feel... that I have betrayed my lover."

"My lover passed away a few years ago. Although I always feel that he lives in my heart and has not left, there will be a day."

Ye Xingyi gradually raised his eyes, looked sadly at the counselor in front of him and said, "If someone who looks exactly like your former lover came to you and started chasing you, would you be moved? "

"If you accept him, will it be a betrayal of your former lover?"

Seeing that her emotions were getting agitated, the counselor quickly raised his hand, gently placed it on her shoulder, and floated down.

"It's okay, it's okay, calm down, Miss Ye, this matter is not as unacceptable as you imagined."

Seeing Ye Xingyi staring at him in a daze, the counselor smiled and said, "You know, even a man and a woman who truly love each other are very likely to cheat spiritually at certain moments in their lives."

"But that's cheating, cheating is betrayal, and there's no excuse for betrayal!" Ye Xingyi suddenly became stubborn at this moment, staring straight at a certain position in the void.

It appears that this is the crux of the problem.

A gleam of light flashed in the consultant's eyes, and then he quickly built a counseling system in his mind, and began to follow the guidance carefully.