Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

But within a few seconds, Shen Fengming became the humble and polite man before, forcing Xiao Sishui to cry on the spot.

She choked up a sentence, looked at the man with hatred in her eyes and said, "It would be great if you were always ruthless to me, but why do you always treat me with such a little bit of kindness, I can't let it go!"

"I'm sorry, it's my fault, I will pay attention in the future." Shen Fengming took a step back, expressing his emotions firmly with calm eyes.

He is true to Xiao Sishui, without any love for men and women!At most, it can only be regarded as appreciation among friends.

"I get it, I'm sorry, I'm just being self-indulgent about everything today. Just forget about it and pretend it didn't happen." Xiao Sishui turned and left with a sullen head.

Soon there was the sound of Faraday's engine bursting outside, a drift, and the Ferrari disappeared at the end of the mountain road.

Sighing silently, Shen Fengming withdrew his gaze, and slowly closed the door.He looked down at his outstretched palm, where the warmth of a woman still remained.

Turning his head to look at the two plates of assorted fried rice on the table, he felt guilty for a second.

Then he dismissed her again. It would be better if I made it clear earlier, Xiao Sishui is indeed a very good woman, with a personality and wisdom.

Such a good woman is more suitable to be with a man who loves her completely, rather than slowly dying in his hands.

Sighing, he sat down and swallowed the two plates of fried rice one by one. The taste was really good, but it was heart-warmingly cold.Then he went into the kitchen with the dishes and cleaned them.

After finishing all this, Shen Fengming sat on the sofa, staring at the empty room in a daze, there were traces of Ye Xingyi's existence in every place here.

Relying on these memories, he spent a long time alone. Before he met Ye Xingyi, he never felt so difficult to be alone.

But now, almost like a slow drug, it was slowly poisoning his soul and heart.Subconsciously, he wanted to touch a bottle of foreign wine, but finally hesitated for a few seconds and gave up!

He drank too much alcohol recently, and his body has been worn down all the time. Shen Fengming thought that if Ye Xing moved back one day, would he be disappointed when he saw him so depraved?
At this time, the phone vibrated suddenly, Shen Fengming's eyes lit up, and a trace of ecstasy flashed in his heart, he hurriedly took back the phone, thinking it would be sent by the person he was dreaming of!
It turned out that Xiao Sishui sent it, and there was only a short sentence on it.

"Thank you for giving me a result. From then on, everyone will be happy, and I hope you are safe!"

A word of farewell is to completely cut off a relationship that has not yet sprouted. This is Shen Fengming's idea.

But for Xiao Sishui, it cut off the last thought in her heart for many years.

In an instant, a certain place in her heart suddenly felt relaxed. She drove a sports car and drove along the river road at lightning speed.

The river wind blows, blows away her tears, emotions and all the shouting, finally, she decides to let herself go and start a new life.

But before that, she decided to give Shen Fengming one last gift, and it was also the last one to help them.

That night, I hurried to catch the last flight.

The next day, Xiao Rushui came to Ye Xingyi and smiled slightly.

Xiao Sishui is on the balcony, drawing a picture after a long absence, the daisies on the picture are facing the morning sun, shining with warm light!
It is a healing painting that can infect the painter's peaceful mind just by looking at it.

If Ye Xingyi felt something, when Ye Xingyi raised his head, he bumped into Xiao Sishui standing behind the door of the iron clothes hanger, looking over here with a smile, waved his hand, and Xiao Sishui called her: "Xingyi."

Inexplicably, Ye Xingyi felt that Xiao Sishui's smile seemed a bit bitter!

What's wrong?Did something happen?However, Ye Xingyi only dared to wonder in his heart, but he didn't dare to really ask.

"Sishui, haven't you returned to your country?" Ye Xingyi opened the door in surprise and let Xiao Sishui in. The two of them sat down in the garden and made black tea.

The dense aroma of black tea, accompanied by the fragrance of flowers, lingered in the nose, which relieved Xiao Sishui's nervous nerves that had not rested for a long time.

"It's so nice of you here, it makes people relax when you come here." Xiao Sishui couldn't help taking a deep breath, and praised.

"Then come often when you are free, I always welcome you." Ye Xingyi raised his glass to signal, took a sip of tea, and asked casually, "By the way, what's the matter for you to come to me?"

Picking up the teacup and taking a sip, Xiao Sishui breathed a sigh of relief before he had time to answer Ye Xingyi's words: "I'm here for you and Shen Fengming!"

His hands paused in mid-air, and then Ye Xingyi's long and slender eyelashes drooped, trembling, with a half-smile on his face, he didn't know what he was thinking.

"Haven't our affairs been made clear before? We can't do it, so let's do it..."

"Is this really enough? Don't you think it's unfair to each other? It's obvious that you have suffered so much, and you are just waiting for the last moment of reunion, but why do you want to separate? Why can't you give each other a chance?"

Xiao Sishui suddenly became very excited, she put down her teacup, tightly held Ye Xingyi's hand, and said anxiously.

"Xing Yi, forget it, go back and find him, Xiao Bo Ting is suitable for growing up in a complete family, he still has you in his heart!"

He broke free from his own hand, the back of which was pinched red.

After stroking his hand, Ye Xingyi shook his head and answered silently.

She still can't do it.

Why are you so stubborn.

Biting his lower lip tightly, the anxiety in Xiao Sishui's eyes became more and more intense.

"Actually, I returned to China yesterday." She suddenly answered Ye Xingyi's first question, "But I came back this morning, do you know why?"

"Because when I went back to look for him, I saw a man who was willing to degenerate and was slowly leading himself to destruction!"

Ye Xingyi clenched his hands at the same time, raised his eyes in astonishment, looked into Xiao Sishui's eyes, and suddenly found heartache in them.

"I never thought that one day, someone like Shen Fengming, who is so proud of heaven, would make himself so inhuman and ghostly because of someone, and since he met you, he has been like this several times."

"This time, I don't even know how many lives he can survive if this continues!"

She deliberately made the matter more serious, which aroused Ye Xingyi's worry and sympathy.

At the same time, it was also a straightforward test, to see if Ye Xingyi would become nervous and caring because of Shen Fengming's accident.

That's right, she never believed that Ye Xingyi had really let go of everything and no longer loved Shen Fengming!

If the relationship is so easy to let go, then what are they holding on to for so many years?Isn't it ridiculous?

The long eyelashes flickered a few times like the rain of butterflies. Ye Xingyi was clearly worried, but he forcibly suppressed his true lust!

Xiao Sishui felt angry, she stood up, and said coldly: "Well, I think I misunderstood you, your heart can be so cold-blooded and ruthless, even if you saw him die for you, you would Totally indifferent."

Turning around, Xiao Sishui was about to leave, before he stepped forward, he said: "If one day he really leaves this world, then I will be very curious, will you regret not making the right choice today!"

"and many more."

Finally unable to bear the longing in his heart, Ye Xingyi suddenly stood up and called Xiao Sishui.

Where she couldn't see, Xiao Sishui slowly raised his lips and smiled, but the tears in his eyes slid down the corners of his eyes!

She still tried it out!

"How is he? Why do you say that he doesn't have many lives to live in this world? What did he do to himself?" Once the emotional valve was opened, Ye Xingyi couldn't stop it.

There seemed to be a voice shouting in her heart, she cared about Shen Fengming, she really cared!
Raising his hand to wipe it, Xiao Sishui turned around slowly, looked at Ye Xingyi calmly, his eyes were red.

"When I saw him, he hadn't gone to work for a long time, and he didn't go out. I went to look for him in the apartment. The whole room smelled of alcohol, and all I could see were bottles. I don't know how much he drank. Alcohol, I only know that he is drunk every day, and does nothing but drink!"

Seeing Ye Xingyi's face gradually turning pale and his eyes flickering, Xiao Sishui continued to make persistent efforts, and said with a wry smile: "You should know that he had a brain tumor operation before and lost his memory. His health is not good."

"But now, he doesn't take himself seriously. Do you think he will survive if this continues?"

Tears rolled in his eyes, Ye Xingyi clenched the fist of who was beside him, and slowly lowered his head, his heart felt like a knife-like pain, and there was a secret sense of excitement!
She thought, Shen Fengming, who had lost his memory, actually treated her like this...

"But, but I can't go back!" Ye Xingyi hesitated for a few seconds and said in a very low voice.

Xiao Sishui still heard it, and thought how could Ye Xingyi be so indecisive?
Frowning in disapproval, she persuaded again: "Xing Yi, don't regret it when things are irreparable!"

"No." Ye Xingyi shook her head, she collapsed and squatted down, covering her face with her hands!

Feeling something was wrong, Xiao Sishui frowned, walked to her side, and squatted down.

Carrying Ye Xing into his arms, he comforted him in a gentle voice, "What happened?"

Ye Xingyi's mood is very wrong, it seems that because of some reason, he can't be with Shen Fengming!
After being silent for a few minutes, Ye Xingyi finally put down his hand, blushed, and said in frustration: "I once hurt him deeply, drove him away from me, and swore that I would never be able to follow him in my life." He's together."

Is it this?
Xiao Sishui was dumb, and a smile bloomed on her lips.

Shaking his head, he said, "Don't pay so much attention to the angry words you said before, just go to him like this, and he will definitely forgive you. No, he probably never blamed you either."