Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

When Ye Xingyi asked: "Lin Ran, what do you want from me?", the expressions of the two of them changed quickly.

Xiao Sishui immediately let go of Ye Xingyi, and Shen Fengming rushed over to grab the phone, but Ye Xingyi flashed his eyes and gave the man a stern look, and he listened carefully.

Lin Ran seemed to be silent for a long time, not knowing how to speak, Ye Xingyi could clearly hear the whistling wind and someone's very heavy breathing.

Inexplicably, Ye Xingyi's nerves tensed up, and he felt something was wrong, so he asked again: "Lin Ran, what are you doing now? Where are you? Is there anything you can do to call me?"

"It's me, Xing Yi. I've been using you all this time. I'm really sorry." Lin Ran spoke suddenly, his voice was hoarse and he smiled wryly, as if he had experienced a lot of vicissitudes.

As soon as he arrived, he heard Lin Ran apologize to him, and his tone was a bit wrong. Ye Xingyi frowned, and walked to the corner of the banquet with his mobile phone, listening to Lin Ran quietly.

Seeing that Ye Xingyi did not respond, Lin Ran thought that Ye Xingyi would not forgive him at all, so he took a deep breath in pain, and then slowly exhaled: "I have always been the illegitimate child of the Long family living outside, and I have never Not having an official identity."

"I was not recognized. At the beginning, I thought it would be good to live a free life by myself. After all, I have talent and I can live a good life."

This made Ye Xingyi unable to refute. Although Lin Ran was a little arrogant, he was indeed talented and could live a good life.

But now, his reputation in the circle has been ruined by Shen Fengming in a very short period of time, and it may be very difficult to restore it in the future.

"But one day, I found this kind of life boring, because I saw a higher, more meaningful life, a life that I thought was meaningful."

What Lin Ran said suddenly had a turning point. Ye Xingyi not only raised his heart here.

Just listen to Lin Ran continue: "When I learned the secret of the Long family, I discovered that I can achieve a higher level, I can be recognized by others, I want to be the heir of the Long family, I want to complete Their family mission."

"But what should I do? Just when I was at a loss, God actually let you come to me. I suddenly realized this. I wanted to seize the opportunities that life gave me, so I did something wrong. "

"People who do wrong things will be punished, and now I am being punished. I have nothing, nothing is possible, and the only thing I live in this world has also been destroyed."

Lin Ran's voice suddenly became more and more excited. Ye Xingyi clenched his phone nervously and advised, "The past is over. If you apologize sincerely, you can start over from now on."

"It's impossible to start over, Xingyi, you are a good woman, I am really grateful that you are willing to forgive me for what I have done to you." Lin Ran's voice was trembling, even crying, and he turned to Ye Xingyi in despair. Apologize, "I'm sorry, Xingyi, I'm really sorry."

"Hey, where are you now?" Ye Xingyi's heart trembled on the spot, subconsciously feeling that something was about to happen, so he hurriedly asked.

But as soon as the voice fell, the phone was hung up with a "click", and the caller was no longer connected.

Ye Xingyi changed his face in anxiety and raised his head, then said to Shen Fengming and Xiao Sishui: "No, something is wrong with Lin Ran, I suspect he is going to commit suicide, we have to save him."

Hearing that Lin Ran was going to commit suicide, Xiao Sishui and Shen Fengming looked at each other with a complex look in their eyes.

But when Ye Xingyi asked them to save people, the two of them didn't hesitate. Their forces found out where Lin Ran was in a very short time, and rushed over.

He Zinan has a riverside villa by the river, which belongs to the type of living in the wealthy area, and the property and security measures inside are quite good.

When Ye Xingyi was on the phone with Lin Ran, he heard a loud noise in his ears. He guessed it must be somewhere by the river or the sea.

Then Shen Fengming's subordinates found out that He Zinan's villa by the river, so they rushed over, and Ye Xingyi prayed blindly on the way, hoping that Lin Ran didn't take it lightly and threw himself into the river directly.

Fortunately, when they arrived, they greeted the property management, took some time, and then rushed into Lin Ran's villa, broke in by force, and found that Lin Ran did not commit suicide by throwing himself into the river, but fell In the bedroom of his own room, he drank sleeping pills.

When he broke into the room, Ye Xingyi saw the unconscious man lying on the bed, and found that the man's face was a little pale, his expression was too peaceful, sleeping pills were scattered on the floor, and he was holding other things in his hand , Ye Xingyi was impatient for a moment and didn't look carefully.

He rushed over and lifted Lin Ran up, slapped the other person's face, and asked anxiously: "Lin Ran, Lin Ran, wake up, wake up soon?"

Then he turned his head and said to Shen Fengming, who was standing beside him, who didn't know what he was doing just now: "He must have taken too much sleeping pills, and he has to be sent to the hospital for gastric lavage."

Because Ye Xing moved his tentacles, Lin Ran's skin felt a little cold, and he seemed to have drunk a lot.

Time is life, Shen Fengming didn't say anything, just pushed his hand forward, stood up, then stretched out his hand, carried Lin Ran out of the villa with his back without saying a word, threw him into the car, and sent him to the nearest hospital for rescue.

Fortunately, the rescue was done in time, and Lin Ran's life was saved. He was lying on the bed, so weak that he couldn't even lift his fingers. Seeing Ye Xing move in, the two of them were relatively silent for a long time.

In the end, Ye Xingyi was the first to break the silence and asked him: "Why did you commit suicide? Why do you want to ignore it?"

Lin Ran looked at the ceiling and smiled wryly: "Don't you hate what I did to you? I'm useless, I'm useless, I was born as an illegitimate child, if I don't get recognized, even if I work hard, if it's not mine, I will It’s never mine, I’m just something that lives in the dark and never sees the light.”

Hearing Lin Ran's self-deprecating words, Ye Xingyi was very angry, and slapped him with his hand.

Suffering from the pain, Lin Ran froze on the bed in shock, staring at Ye Xingyi dumbfounded.

He was a sick patient, and he was still lying on the bed very weak, so Ye Xing moved to beat him.

Realizing that he had hit someone, Ye Xingyi also felt that he was too emotional, so he took a breath and apologized first: "I'm sorry, I was too excited just now, but, but you want to die so easily, it's really too much." It's useless, there are some hurdles in life, what's wrong with you being an illegitimate child?"

"Isn't an illegitimate child human? What kind of society is it now? You have your own talent and your own life, so why not make a comeback just because of the nonexistent treasure and the recognition of the Long family, why bother?"

"Don't deny your life just because of irrelevant people. In my opinion, you who are not blinded by desires and devote yourself to art are the ones worthy of my respect." After Ye Xingyi said these words, just now The imposing manner passed, she looked at Lin Ran with some anxiety, for fear that the other party would be angry.

But Lin Ran didn't, he lowered his head silently, laughed a few times, as if he was relieved, he leaned back again, raised his head and looked at the ceiling, his expression was much more relaxed than before.

He said: "You are right. I just cared too much about my own identity, but I forgot that people can only live for themselves. You woke me up, which is my life. Thank you."

Hearing Lin Ran say this, it seems that he really realized his mistake, and he probably won't commit suicide again in the future.

She was really relieved, so she sat down silently and said: "Because you treated me that way before, I will not apologize for Fengming ruining your reputation."

Lin Ran nodded, looked at Ye Xingyi and smiled without malice: "I deserve this, if you do this, I admit it."

Seeing Lin Ran admit his mistakes so openly, Ye Xingyi felt a lot more relaxed, so he asked, "Then what are your plans for the future?"

After a pause, Ye Xingyi felt that he still had to give Lin Ran a hand, so he said, "If you want, you can still sign a contract with us to be our designer. I will explain to Feng Ming."

Although a public figure's reputation has been ruined, it will take a long time for others to forget it before he has a chance to make a comeback, but if they took the initiative, the process should be easier.

Lin Ran shook his head, and said softly, "I feel a little tired, and I want to stay away from this circle and travel alone."

No destination, no external pressure, no deadline, and no one knows, travel without any worries.

Ye Xingyi felt that this idea was not bad. Since Lin Ran had planned it this way, she nodded. It was meaningless to continue. She was also a little worried that Qingqing would be alone at home, so she left and went back.

Before leaving, Lin Ran took her hand and told her: "Be careful of the Long family, protect yourself well, and never get involved in the battles of the Long family. There is more."

Lin Ran stared at Ye Xingyi's eyes seriously, and solemnly warned: "You must be careful about Long Yuan. Be careful."

Ye Xingyi was taken aback for a moment, then nodded, accepted Lin Ran's kindness, and expressed that he knew it. When he came out, he looked back at the closed door of the ward, and suddenly felt a surge of emotion in his heart.

Turning his head, he saw Ling Yu staying aside, but did not see Shen Fengming, so he asked strangely, "Where did Fengming go?"

Ling Yu paused without a trace, and then said naturally: "There is an urgent matter in the company, the president has to go back to deal with it first, let me stay here, are you going back now?"

"Oh, go back." Ye Xingyi felt a little tired after experiencing such a long time ago, and now she really wanted to go back to wash and sleep, so she nodded and followed Ling Yu back.

What he didn't know was that Shen Fengming didn't go to the company at all, but returned by the same way after sending Lin Ran to the hospital.

He went to Lin Ran's villa by the river again, walked to the bedroom without a sound, then squatted down beside the bed, and saw something in the gap.

He had noticed it when he first arrived, but he didn't take it when there were outsiders there.