Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

"Fart." Because of anxiety, Shen Fengming completely disregarded his image. He was only wearing a silver-gray casual cardigan, and his hair was not combed back. It was all loose and looked younger than usual, but also more manic and anxious. "How can a person do that?" The world has evaporated, let me check for everything I can definitely find, let me look up every corner and corner!"

"Yes, I will send more people." Ling Yu was also very anxious. For some reason, his right eyelid has been twitching from yesterday to now.

There is always a feeling of restlessness in his heart, and he believes that Shen Fengming's feeling must also be very bad, because the suppressed emotions in the office are approaching, and he can already feel it directly.

In fact, that day, Ye Xingyi left home in a fit of anger, and ran along the mountain road non-stop. She felt like her lungs were about to explode while running.

Yes, he really wanted to die.

She felt betrayed by what she thought was the most cherished thing in the past, and suddenly lost her desire for life, and she just felt so desperate.

What is the meaning of being alive?Since it is so painful, why can't I just die, it's over.

With a flash in front of her eyes, she couldn't control her body and rolled down the slope from the edge of the foothills.

She was hit by a stone branch along the road, and she was so painful that she held her head subconsciously. When she stopped, she was lying on the side of a cliff.

Looking at the dark sky, there are only two or three stars hanging in the sky. Under the dark gray night, it seems to be laughing at her current tragedy.

After being paralyzed on the spot for a while, feeling that the pain all over her body had healed up for a while, she slowly sobbed and cried.

She was crying so loudly, howling in the middle of the night, as if a ghost was crying.

If someone came here in the middle of the night, they would probably be incontinent because of Ye Xingyi's crying.

After crying for an unknown amount of time, Ye Xingyi regained some strength and sat up slowly. Her expression became numb, and there were still tears on her eyelashes and face.

She doesn't want to cry at all now, she just feels powerless and erratic.

Ye Xingyi felt that her consciousness was gradually blurring. She couldn't feel the ground under her body, but felt that everything was shaking and soft, as if she couldn't touch the entity.

"What's wrong? Is there an earthquake?"

Ye Xingyi stood up slowly, but because everything around her was shaking, she couldn't control her body balance, and dangled like drunk.

If anyone was watching from the side, they would definitely be scared to death, because Ye Xingyi looked terrified, but he seemed to be unable to see the surrounding things clearly, looking around blankly, dangling around.

Stretching out her hands to pick at her hair, she closed her eyes in pain, trying to get rid of the constant beeping voice in her head.

The voice kept screaming, tell her to die, why not die?What's the point of living!
In her mind, she gradually forgot her shackles in the world, she didn't remember Qingqing's face, she didn't remember Bo Ting's crying expression.

I can only remember repeatedly, the scene where Shen Fengming flashed before his eyes with the smell of perfume and lipstick, showing an extremely mocking expression.

His heart was so painful that it was about to burst, Ye Xingyi cried and laughed.Tears even flowed back into the mouth, the taste is so bitter!

But Ye Xingyi felt that his heart was more painful. He held his chest that was so painful that it was about to burst, stood beside the cliff, looked up at the sky, and cried for a while.

There were no more tears in the end, she was tired and didn't want to continue, Ye Xingyi lowered her head, and found that it was dark below, and the wind was blowing upstream, blowing her hair and clothes.

In fact, Ye Xingyi's body temperature had dropped to a very low level, but the coldness in her heart had spread throughout her body, making her unable to feel the temperature change outside.

The whole person is blunt.

As if attracted by the mysterious power in the dark abyss, Ye Xingyi stared straight at the darkness under the cliff, and kept looking at it, as if something below was staring at her, staring at her.

To tempt her, go over, jump down and it's over!

She can relax and not have to suffer so much.

The voice in his head was getting louder and louder until it completely covered up all his rationality. Ye Xingyi really jumped off the cliff.

The wind howled, she showed a relieved smile, but there was a crash, like a shell falling directly into the deep and cold river.

The splash of water that exploded was more than two meters high, and then fell quickly. Did Ye Xingyi float up?Just let yourself slowly sink, sink.

The river water was so cold, it kept seeping in from her mouth and nose, she subconsciously held her breath, and climbed on her hands and feet.

Fearing that she was about to suffocate, she let her hands and feet move naturally, and she swam up from the depths for a while.

But the last bit of air in his lungs couldn't last long, Ye Xingyi's mind went blank slowly, and he passed out from holding back.

When she woke up again, she found that she was lying by the river, and someone was squatting beside her, shouting something very anxiously.

Ye Xingyi only felt that her eyes were dark and white, and her mind was buzzing. She couldn't understand what this man was arguing about, but felt very annoying.

He stretched out his hand to drive away the fly, but was held in his hand immediately, and the warm touch spread from the palm to the whole body.

Ye Xingyi became more awake, slowly opened his eyes, took a closer look, and found that the drenched pale handsome face was actually Rong Yao.

"Rongyao, why is it you?" Ye Xingyi asked subconsciously, then turned his head weakly, looked around, and found that it was already morning, and she was lying on a rock at the edge of a river.

The body was completely soaked, and the wind blew, and it was so cold that the heart was cold.

Seeing her shivering, Rong Yao realized that his clothes were soaked through, and Ye Xingyi, who he had just jumped into the water to rescue, was also very cold now.

He quickly pressed Ye Xing's shoulders and told her, "Lie here for a while, and I'll get you a blanket from the car."

Ye Xingyi nodded, lying obediently on the ground, looking at the gray and blue sky, sorting out the thoughts in his mind a little dullly.

Why are you here?
Memories flooded in like a flood. What happened last night... She had a fight with Shen Fengming, and then she came to the river, feeling that life was boring, and finally... jumped into the river? !
She was supposed to jump off a cliff, but because there was a river under the cliff, she turned into a river jump, which was considered to save her life.

But now that Ye Xingyi came to his senses, he stared at the nothingness in the sky in a daze, and his whole body was covered with layers of cold sweat.

She didn't understand why she was so emotional yesterday, and she didn't even understand why she wanted to die yesterday!
Obviously there are still Bo Ting and Qingqing, and she still wants to grow up with them, so how can she be willing to die?
It’s incredible!
Ye Xingyi felt that something was wrong. Yesterday, she even felt that she was abnormal, and now that she thought about it deeply, it felt like something was hurting in the back of her mind.

"Ah!" With a painful groan, Ye Xingyi stretched out his hands to support his aching head, wishing he could open his head and straighten out the tangled nerves.

At this time, a warm blanket fell from the sky, wrapped her tightly, and was surrounded by warmth again. She exhaled, and looked around in a daze, feeling as if she had passed away.

It seems that for a long time before, my mind was not sober.

Only now did she clearly see the people and things around her.

Only then did he have such a real feeling, seeing Ye Xingyi frowned, his lips were pale, and his body was still trembling uncontrollably.

Rong Yao felt that staying like this would be bad for Ye Xingyi's health, so he suggested: "Xingyi, we are all soaked, it's best to go back and tidy up, otherwise you will catch a cold and have a fever."

Ye Xingyi nodded. Staying here is not a long-term solution, so he saw Rongyao quickly packed up the fishing rods and utensils, put them in the rear compartment, and helped her into the car.

Rong Yao drove the car and ran onto the highway.

It turned out that Rong Yao happened to go to the river in the suburbs for fishing activities, but he didn't expect to catch a person instead of the fish.

Seeing Ye Xing floating in the river with his face up like a floating corpse, Rong Yao was scared to death.

After saving the person, he opened it and found that it was Ye Xingyi!
Why is Ye Xingyi in the river?
Rong Yao was very puzzled and wanted to ask, but seeing Ye Xingyi's absent-minded look, he seemed very tired, so he didn't have the heart to ask.

He took Ye Xing and moved to his own single-family villa in the suburbs, and the car stopped in the yard. The surroundings were well-groomed, and even a field of vegetables was planted.

Rong Yao personally opened the car door and walked around, took Ye Xing out of the car, took her to the house, and told her: "Go to the bathroom to make a good bubble, you must get hot before you come out, I'll cook it for you. Some ginger soup, you can drink it."

"Thank you." Ye Xingyi smiled gratefully, turned and went into the bathroom, surrounded by warm hot water, Ye Xingyi had the real feeling he hadn't seen for a long time.

He wrapped his hands around his knees and silently buried his face in it.

After soaking for a few minutes, there was a knock on the door. Ye Xingyi got out of the bathtub with a splash, raised his head, looked outside and asked, "What's the matter with you?"

The people outside seemed to be heaving a sigh of relief, Rongyao said: "It's nothing, just the clothes prepared for you are at the door, you can come and get them yourself, and the ginger soup is already ready, come down and drink it after you wash it. "

Everything is well organized.

It turned out that Rongyao was afraid that you would be overwhelmed and commit suicide in the bathtub again, so he cautiously came over every few minutes to test, to make sure that Ye Xingyi was fine in the bathroom.

Grateful for Rongyao's kindness, she agreed and soaked for a while longer. After her whole body was warmed up, she got up and put on her bathrobe, walked to the door carefully, and opened a slit.

Looking outside, there was no one in the bedroom, and there was a stack of clothes on the floor at the door, and there were brand new underwear on it, Ye Xingyi blushed instantly.

Staring at the underwear, I don't know what kind of mood Rongyao used to prepare it so neatly.

Embarrassed, he reached out and quickly brought in the clothes. Ye Xingyi quickly put on his clothes and went downstairs.

What Rong Yao chose for her was a pair of loose woolen trousers with a high collar and a khaki sweater. Ye Xingyi wore them with a sweet slouchy feeling, which suited her very well.

Walking downstairs gently, Ye Xing moved his steps lightly without making a sound.Rong Yao, who was cooking ginger soup in the open kitchen, didn't realize that she had come.