Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

"I'm sorry." Ye Xingyi murmured, "I'm really sorry, I should have come earlier..."

"What's the use of saying this now?"

Assistant Wu yelled at her, "You tortured him heartbreakingly, do you have no heart? Do you have no heart? Do you know how much he has endured? He has no father or mother since he was a child, and no one loves him. , his present status is all due to his hard work, how many people want his life, but his life is only a few short decades, he has this genetic disease, no one in his family can live past the age of 35, He just likes you and wants to see you for the last time, why can't you let him do what he wants?"

Ye Xingyi listened quietly to his venting, understanding Rongyao's tragic and fragmented life.

The regret in my heart is beyond words. Even if I know that other people's lives have nothing to do with her, there are many irrational things in what he said here. Maybe I can't just sit back and ignore it, and my mood still suffers some fluctuations.

There is only one thing, she can obviously come to see Rongyao for the last time, so that he will have no regrets in this life.

But he didn't come.

After crying hard, the two remained calm and indifferent, and went to the morgue to claim the body.

The two stayed inside for a long time, and did not come out until their hands and feet were cold.

Assistant Wu told her, "You can go back, you are no longer needed here, and I will carry out his will seriously."

"What will?"

Assistant Wu turned his eyes, looked at her and said, "He left the company to you and donated all his property to the orphanage where he grew up. He said that he was born unclean and wanted to be clean. Let me cremate him and bury him on the side of the snow-capped mountain where he lost his legs forever a year ago."

"He said that the scenery in that place is very good, you can see the vast world, and let me bury him there."

Ye Xingyi was speechless for a while, then turned his gaze with difficulty, and said breathlessly, "I don't need those things."

Assistant Wu lowered his head silently and said, "I know, but he asked me to persuade you to accept those things. It was his whole life's effort, and it couldn't be destroyed in the end. In this world, besides me, you are the only one he trusts the most. He wants to leave it to you, so you can take it well, even if you don't care, I will continue to run the company well."

Ye Xingyi suddenly looked back in a somewhat complicated manner, stared at nothing, and suddenly began to re-examine. This man who had been inexplicably hostile to him since the first meeting asked, "Why did you do this?"

Assistant Wu smiled wryly and said, "Because I, like him, also came out of that orphanage. We have nothing to worry about in this world, and we have no desire for anything. We can only find someone who can support us." Faith is the only way to survive.”

Shaking his head, Assistant Wu looked at Ye Xingyi sarcastically and said, "You don't understand, even if you tell me, you don't understand."

Afterwards, Assistant Wu left alone, and Ye Xingyi sat there for a long, long time before buying a plane ticket to fly back to China alone.

When she returned home, she saw Shen Fengming standing in front of the courtyard door, seeming to be waiting for her, looking at her eyes carefully, as if afraid that she would get angry.

Ye Xingyi was really angry, so she ignored Shen Fengming after she came in, and went home without seeing him, went back to her room, and cried a lot under the quilt.

Shen Fengming was locked out of the door and did not dare to use the key to open it privately, so he had to guard at the door.

There was a rift between the two of them suddenly, and Ye Xingyi was angry that Shen Fengming had lied to him, so he didn't want to talk to him in a short time.

A few days later, Ye Xingyi sent a text message to Assistant Wu, saying that he wanted to go and attend his funeral.

Assistant Wu didn't reply to her until a long time later. There was no funeral and not many people would come anyway, so she sent Ye Xingyi a photo.

The photo shows the icy and snow-capped mountains, overlooking the sea of ​​clouds in the distance, the vast snow field, the green grass with flowers walking, and animals jumping among them. Under the blue sky, everything looks peaceful and open, very quiet.

And in the corner of the photo was a small mound of dirt, which was so serious that Ye Xingyi realized that this was Rong Yao's cemetery.

A small pile of stones, facing the grassland and backing the snow-capped mountains, the sky is on the ground, clean and pure.

In an instant, Ye Xingyi couldn't help but shed tears from his nose.She thought to herself, could it be that at that time, Rongyao walked around to find the final burial place for herself?
The place that took away his legs at the beginning also contained his soul in the end, making him peaceful and silent here forever.

Staring at the photos on the phone for a long time, Ye Xingyi finally came out after three days of retreat in the room, but she ignored Shen Fengming, but left him silently and went to the snow mountain alone.

She didn't inform anyone, and when she reached the foot of the mountain, she asked the locals to buy some climbing equipment, and then went up in vain.

It was early summer, the mountain had just rained, the air was very fresh, and there were some humus layers on the ground, giving off a rotten smell, but it was not pungent.

Ye Xingyi walked up step by step, watching the vegetation change from short and sparse to short and sparse.

The world in front of her eyes gradually opened up, and the mountain became colder. Ye Xing changed her clothes and continued to walk up, wearing a padded jacket. She seemed to be walking on an endless mountain road, regardless of the future or the past. In one step, some burdens in the heart are left behind, and the whole person becomes light and clean, as if on a pilgrimage.

She wanted to meet someone, someone she hadn't had time to meet, and that person was at the end, she wanted to meet him, pay homage to him, say a few words, then go back, and everything returned to the original point.

Some people should never meet in this life, and should not be too nostalgic after meeting.

Because many encounters are wrong, she even thought, if a person wants to be a bad person, please completely make yourself bad, and don't torture yourself and others in the end.

This thought was selfish enough, but Ye Xingyi really thought so, and after walking a few steps, he completely forgot.

After spending a long time, she finally reached the mountainside. It was a high cliff with a huge rock protruding outwards. Below it was a wide grassland with luxuriant green grass and dotted with flowers in the middle. , the mountains in the distance are emerald green, the peaks are white, as if wearing a white hat, the clouds in the sky are beautiful, and the sky is lovely blue.

Take a breath of air, refreshing.

Ye Xingyi looked down at the pile of stones at his feet, smiled softly and said, "Rongyao, I came to see you. I'm sorry, it was my fault that I didn't come to see you in time. Please forgive me?"

No one responded, only the whistling of the wind, Ye Xingyi sat down, put down his backpack, carelessly wiped the mud from the soles of his feet on the grass next to him, and said, "You really chose a good place , the scenery here is really good, if I die, I hope to stay in such a place."

After that, she babbled a lot, but there was no response except the wind.

Ye Xingyi took this rumor as Rongyao's response, everyone is dead, so everything should be taken lightly.

When her mouth became dry and the sun shifted from one place to another, she looked at the time and knew that she couldn't stay any longer, so she stood up and patted the dust off her body and said, "I have to go back, next time." Come back to see you, although I don't know when the next time will be."

After speaking, he smiled and walked down the mountain along the way he came.

Compared with the time when he came down, he felt much more relaxed when going down the mountain, and his steps became more cheerful, but suddenly the top of the mountain was covered by dark clouds. Come on, is it going to rain soon?

Just as I was thinking this way, a gust of damp wind suddenly blew over, followed by a downpour of rain.

Ye Xingyi was immediately chilled, he had experienced it all, he hurried forward, he couldn't help complaining in his heart, it was enough, the sky had just been clear, and now it started to rain heavily, Don't do that?

The rain seemed to fall from the sky. The balls rolled bigger and bigger, and the bean-sized water droplets hit the person's face, making a bang bang sound that even hurt the skin.

She had never seen such a heavy rain, it was so powerful, and the whole world was full of noise, making rumbling noises.

However, the place where she is is still close to the top of the mountain, so there is no vegetation nearby at all, so she can only desperately walk to the forest far below the mountain, hoping to find a place to hide from the rain.

Fortunately, there is no thunder now, otherwise it would be dangerous to go to the mountains to hide from the rain.

But what she didn't expect was that in the mountains, if there was a heavy rain, it might not only be the danger of lightning strikes.

So when she passed a certain slope in the mountain forest, she found that the whole mountain was vibrating, and there was a rumbling sound in the distance. She turned her head in shock and looked, and saw a field covered with stones and grass, yellow soil and rolling waves of water , rolling down the hillside, the area was so big that Ye Xingyi felt like he couldn't run over it.

She screamed, and could only run forward desperately.

At this time, the potential of human beings was brought to the limit, and she found that she was walking like flying, running extremely fast, and the places on her body that were hit by the rain did not feel pain, but she felt that her eyes were too blurred and she couldn't see clearly.

Just when she thought about it, God made a joke for her. She tripped over a stone, flew forward, and fell down. It was just such a delay, and the mountain torrent came as expected and submerged her directly. The direction down the mountain rushed wildly.

She screamed and scratched wildly in the direction of the void, but it was useless. In the face of the power of the mountain torrent, human strength was negligible.

She could only grab any objects around her and push herself upwards desperately.

When all the dust settled, it stopped quickly, and a very beautiful rainbow hung over the mountain. At the foot of the mountain, many people wearing yellow life jackets rushed past. They shouted and drank, and searched for the fallen climbers .

The rescue team searched for a whole day, and finally found faint signs of life in a corner. They spent a lot of effort to dig out the people below from the soil.