Shen Shaojuai: I'm sorry I love you too much

She followed Shen Fengming silently, her heart ached in panic.Seeing Shen Fengming went to the nearby supermarket, bought some bread and a bottle of mineral water, and sat on the curb to eat.Ye Xingyi began to be in a daze, looking at the man under the street lamp from a distance, and finally bent down and lowered his head, his bangs hung down, covering half of his face, making it difficult for people to see his expression clearly.

But such a back view and Shen Fengming's silent movements can make people feel his sincere helplessness.

Suddenly, Shen Fengming stood up and walked towards the car Ye Xingyi was sitting in. He was extremely nervous, held his breath, looked at Shen Fengming outside through the one-sided see-through glass, walked to the car without any mistakes and reached out to knock on the door.

Ye Xingyi's heart stopped beating for a while, Qingqing moved in her arms, Ye Xingyi quickly covered her mouth to keep her from making a sound.

But Shen Fengming seemed to know that she was inside, and then knocked slowly, saying: "Come out, I know you are inside."

Ye Xingyi lowered the car window with a guilty conscience, revealing his face, "Fengming."

When Shen Fengming saw her, he opened his mouth. He wanted to say something, but out of the corner of his eye, he saw that Qingqing was still in Ye Xingyi's arms, so he immediately frowned and suppressed his words.Gritting his teeth, he asked in a low voice, "Who told you to follow me?"

Ye Xingyi quickly denied, "I didn't follow you, I did. I accidentally bumped into you when I took Qingqing out for shopping. I was afraid that you would ignore me, so I just watched you from the side."

Shen Fengming stared at her expressionlessly, his eyes were as deep as sinking pools, Ye Xingyi was flustered, he quickly waved his hands and said, "Don't worry, I just saw you, I haven't been with you for a long time."

"Do you think I believe it?" Shen Fengming gritted his teeth and asked every word.

Ye Xingyi lowered his head slowly, Qingqing was also affected, and followed him, not daring to look at Shen Fengming, for fear that his father would lose his temper.She said nonchalantly, "Dad, don't blame Mommy. I wanted to follow you, so Mommy took me out. Don't be angry."

With Qingqing interceding, Ye Xingyi was a little surprised, Shen Fengming's face changed, he didn't know why he got angry, and finally sighed, stretched out his hand to support his forehead and said: "I told you not to come to me, you now Go back, take Qingqing well, and don't mind my business." After speaking, he turned around and left, Ye Xingyi hurriedly opened the car door and followed him, persuading him while following him: "Just let me follow you, I want to help you."

"I said I don't need your help." Shen Fengming walked briskly, as if he wanted to get rid of her, Ye Xingyi clasped his wrist tightly to prevent him from walking too fast, Qingqing also stretched out her hand and scratched at him Scratching again, "Dad, don't go."

As soon as the killing move came out, he stopped immediately, Shen Fengming closed his eyes tightly, as if he was suffering, Ye Xingyi quickly took the opportunity to persuade: "You see, Qingqing doesn't even want you to go, so just stay with us, I just want to help you. I know some people in the circle, they should be able to provide you with a decent job, let me say hi to them and you go to work, okay?"

Who knew that these words angered Shen Fengming, he threw back Ye Xingyi's hand, suppressed his anger and said, "I said you don't want to meddle in my affairs, go away."

After speaking, he directly called a taxi to get up, and left them behind.Ye Xingyi stood alone holding Qingqing in his arms, feeling cold when the cold wind blew past.

She just wants to help Shen Fengming, it's not difficult, why is Shen Fengming so reticent?
With tears in her eyes, Qingqing was also very sad. She hugged her neck and said softly, "Why did Mommy and Dad become like this? Why are you arguing? Is there something wrong with Qingqing?"

Ye Xingyi hurried back to the car with Qingqing in his arms, and comforted him: "No, no, you did the right thing. If Qingqing hadn't helped mom just now, dad would have been angry again. You're so smart. Dad is just in a bad mood recently. No, it will be fine after a while, let's go home first, shall we?"

Qingqing's mood was appeased, Ye Xingyi drove back quickly, opened the door with the spare key he had provided privately, and saw Shen Fengming fell asleep on the sofa as soon as he entered.At first I thought that Shen Fengming was pretending, but when he walked in, he heard Shen Fengming's heavy breathing, he seemed to have really fallen asleep and seemed very tired.

Ye Xingyi felt uncomfortable, and stretched out his hand to touch Shen Fengming, but he didn't dare. In the end, he could only trace Shen Fengming's facial features in the void, then went to the bathroom, fetched a pot of hot water, came to help Shen Fengming wipe his body, and then quietly covered him The quilt, and finally took Qingqing back to the room to sleep.

He didn't dare to disturb him back and forth, and when the door was closed, Shen Fengming, who was lying on the sofa, opened his eyes slightly, looked at the void, and didn't speak.

From then on, Shen Fengming seemed to ignore Ye Xingyi's existence even more. Not only did he not eat what she cooked, he didn't talk to her, he even turned a blind eye when he saw Ye Xingyi following him outside.

Every day, Ye Xingyi stayed in the car and watched Shen Fengming come back home. He never lowered his haughty head, he just went home to sleep peacefully, got up and went to submit his resume for an interview.

Even when he was told that someone was blocking him from getting a job, he interviewed every company he could.

Gradually, Ye Xingyi couldn't bear to follow behind him anymore, and sprinkled salt in his heart, so he took Qingqing to stay at home and wait for him to come back.

She knew that Shen Fengming was unwilling to communicate with her, so she made delicious food every day, put a sticky note on the coffee table in front of the sofa, and Shen Fengming could see it when he woke up.

"Anyway, eat something to warm up your body. What you eat outside is not nutritious."

Waking up the next day, Ye Xingyi found that Shen Fengming went out earlier than usual and came home later, and the things on the coffee table had never been touched.

Although she was a little sad in her heart, she didn't dare to attack. She was afraid that she would become the last straw that crushed Shen Fengming's spirit. She didn't know how a person's spirit would be broken!

Until one day half a month later, Shen Fengming didn't come back after five nights. She coaxed Qingqing to sleep and waited in the bedroom.

In the darkness, she curled up, staring at the door, silently waiting for the familiar sound of footsteps to come back, but as time passed, Ye Xingyi became more and more anxious, and it was already past three o'clock in the morning .

Why haven't you come back yet?Is something wrong?
The more she thought about it, the more frightened she became. Ye Xingyi wanted to call Shen Fengming, but it was still a voicemail reminder. She felt a pain in her heart, so she called Ling Yu and asked Ling Yu to find Shen Fengming, but Ling Yu told her helplessly that Shen Fengming would not answer now. No one's phone, and no one can find him.

But Ling Yu saw that she was too anxious, so he comforted her, "Mr. Shen naturally has his own plan, and nothing will happen. You take care of the child at home, just wait, maybe he will come back later."

Ye Xingyi could only grit his teeth and come out, dangling around the gate of the community, waiting for Shen Fengming to come back.

The sky at dawn was very cold, and everywhere was dark, as if it was eternal night, and the cold air continued to penetrate from the nostrils into the person's body.

Ye Xingyi was shivering from the cold, and could only keep her hands and feet from being numb by stomping her feet. She kept rubbing her hands and breathing, looking into the distance amidst the billowing white smoke, longing for that The figure came back.

It wasn't until the sky was getting darker that she finally heard the sound of kicking, coming from far and near. She listened carefully and saw a black shadow swaying back. She took a few steps forward cautiously, squinting. Taking a closer look, I saw Shen Fengming coming back.

However, he was wearing unlined clothes and walking staggeringly, as if he had been drinking.

Ye Xingyi's heart skipped a beat, and he quickly walked over to Shen Fengming. Before he got close, a strong smell of alcohol came to his nostrils.

With such a strong alcohol smell, I don't know how much I drank?

She walked over anxiously and angrily, raised her head and asked, "Why did you drink so much wine? What did you do?"

Shen Fengming found it was her, waved his hand, didn't want to talk to her, but turned around and bent down and vomited on the ground, Ye Xing didn't look at the rainbow on the ground, seeing him wanting to fall to the ground again, he quickly pulled him on his body, but Shen Fengming With too much strength, she was pulled to the ground instead.

Her hands and feet were immediately aching from the rough ground. She was already numb from the cold, but now she grinned her teeth in pain, and the feeling was sour.

"Get up! Get up quickly and go home! It's so cold outside now, you'll catch a cold like this!"

The man rolled on the ground next to him, and was about to fall asleep with his hands spread out. Ye Xingyi looked at how this would work, and stepped forward to support him, trying to get him up, and they went back together.

But Ye Xing dragged on for a long time, but he didn't move him a bit. Instead, Shen Fengming looked at her, staring straight at her without saying a word.

The two of them seemed to be at a stalemate. On this cold winter day, in the deserted community, such a mime was being staged.

No matter what Ye Xingyi said, Shen Fengming turned a deaf ear to her, staring at her like a fool, Ye Xingyi couldn't pull him, his hands and feet hurt, and he was angry and anxious, suddenly became irritable, cried and reached out to hit Shen Fengming With a slap on his shoulder, he began to cry.

"Why don't you get up? Get up quickly, I can't pull you, I really can't pull you! Why are you going to drink? What are you drinking so much for? Is there anything wrong with it? You want to give up on yourself like this, Drinking can hurt your health, do you know that?"

Ye Xingyi cried while cursing, and finally grabbed Shen Fengming's shoulders and clothes tightly, knelt down in front of him and cried.

They are bankrupt, but they are not at the point of nowhere. If there is any difficulty, can't they rely on each other to get over it?Why does Shen Fengming confine himself to an isolated island, isolated and helpless, and does not accept anyone's help?
Aren't they husband and wife?Isn't it one?Why on earth?

Ye Xingyi was sobbing and crying miserably, Shen Fengming was so uncomfortable that he didn't move, he just looked down at her silently, his eyes were shining brightly, if you discern carefully, you can see a flash of concern and concern in his blank eyes. Distressed.

His arm moved slightly, as if he wanted to put it behind her back to comfort her, but in the end he lowered it, closed his eyes, and rolled to the ground to sleep.

In the howling cold wind, Ye Xingyi cried until his body became cold, and when he found Shen Fengming sleeping next to him, he was so angry that he wanted to vomit blood, but it was useless, Ye Xingyi gritted his teeth and wiped away his tears , put both hands under Shen Fengming's armpits, and dragged him back step by step from behind, all the way to the 5th floor, back home.

Ye Xingyi was out of breath, and exhausted all her strength. She sweated profusely and took off all the dirty clothes on Shen Fengming's body, put them on the sofa, fetched a pot of hot water, and wiped his body carefully. Put on clothes, and cover the quilt well.