I understand that what I say will definitely make people feel very chilling, but I have to do it. If I don't, I'm afraid I won't be able to persist.

Qin Han is the person I have always trusted the most. Even if he stabbed me, I might feel that it was his carelessness, which is far from his fault.

But now, I can't.

The word deceit lingers in my mind. I don't know how to explain it to convince myself and make myself sure. All of this has nothing to do with Qin Han at all.

"Okay, I'll leave here." After listening to my words, Qin Han stood up from the bed.

The sudden vibration on the bed moved my heart to float up and down, panicked.

Didn't I want Qin Han to leave here? Didn't I want to see him? But why do I feel so uncomfortable?

If Qin Han left today, would he come over tomorrow?
I still don't know the answer.

I just sat on the bed and watched Qin Han go out of the room silently. He didn't leave me a word, and he didn't turn his head to look at me again.

Everything seemed to be broken, and there was nothing left.

I buried my face deeply in my knees, and when I heard the door of the ward being closed, I knew that Qin Han had completely left here, and he would never look back.

Obviously I knew from the beginning that when I asked this question, Qin Han and I would inevitably quarrel, but the price was too heavy.

This is true for me, but isn't it true for Qin Han?

I think, when he chose to hide these things from me at the beginning, he should have thought that I would know one day, so he also imagined that I would collapse.

But who knew, my collapse came so quickly, it was almost unprepared, and it was hard to recover.

All of this was like a sharp knife cutting me bloody, and I was in so much pain that I felt that life was hopeless from now on, and there was nothing to look forward to and work hard for.

May I ask, under such circumstances, how can I still want to be the same as before, calm and calm, and able to smile kindly at everyone?
My heart was full of entanglements and struggles. At this moment, the door of the room that was originally closed was suddenly opened, which made my mind, which was already in a mess, even more uncomfortable.

He...has he come back again?
But I don't want him to come back, at least for now, I don't want to see Qin Han at all, and I don't want to face a person who has been deceiving me all the time.

"You didn't understand what I said just now, did you? I don't want to see you. Can you go out from here? Keep me as far away as possible!"

What responded to me was the sound of closing the door, followed by footsteps slowly approaching me, which made me feel uneasy, not knowing what he wanted to do.

There was a long silence in the room, and I even wanted to curse Qin Han again, but a voice came into my ears, which made me react instantly.

"sister……"

Chen Tang's voice was full of grievances and cautiousness, which made me feel more at ease, but at the same time, for some reason, I actually felt a little bit lost.

If Chen Tang has come in, then it means that Qin Han has really left.

Even though I still have so much work to do, I still wanted to come and see me, and I drove me away in the end. If I tell others about all this, I'm afraid they will only think I'm indifferent.

"Sister, brother-in-law has already left, what happened between you two, why did he leave without saying a word?"

I didn't raise my head to look at Chen Tang, because I didn't know how to answer his question, and also because I didn't want him to see my dry face covered with tears.

Seeing that I didn't say a word, Chen Tang probably understood the reason for this. With doubts, he was afraid of making me unhappy, "Sister, did the two of you quarrel?"

"Chen Tang, there are some things I don't want to tell you, please don't ask too clearly, I really don't know how to answer you."

I know that if I don't give a response, Chen Tang will continue to speak relentlessly. He has always been a person who breaks the casserole and asks the bottom line.

In the past, after hearing what I said, Chen Tang also understood that there was something hidden in it that he didn't know, so he wouldn't ask me again and again.

But this time, it was different.

"Sister, I know you don't want to tell me these things in order to protect me, but I am no longer a child, and I can protect you and share a lot of things for you!"

"I understand." I understand that Chen Tang did this to share the burden for me, just like I don't want to tell him these uncomfortable news, each of us is thinking of each other.

But I can't do this. Once I tell these things, I will not be the only one who hates Qin Han, but also Chen Tang, and the matter will only become more complicated.

"But I don't want to tell you, that is, I don't want to tell you, and I hope you don't ask me about it again, okay?"

At this moment when I am in a bad mood, I can't be pleasing to anyone, even Chen Tang who cares about me.

I know that Chen Tang will be very sad when he hears my answer. After all, he is doing it for my own good, but I don't give him any sympathy.

But since the words have already been spoken, it will be hard to take back.

There was a long silence in the room, and Chen Tang didn't press me any more.

He probably also understands that once I make a decision, there will be absolutely no change until the moment of necessity.

Even if he is the one who asks me, it still won't make any big difference.

"Okay, don't tell me if you don't say it. Since you don't want to tell me, sister, then I won't ask you. To save you from feeling sad when you think about it, we won't mention it."

After a long silence, I thought that Chen Tang might slam the door and leave, ignoring me.But no one thought that he actually chose to sit by my bed, reached out and rubbed my hair, and patiently enlightened me.

The mood that had finally calmed down suddenly exploded again because of his comfort at this time.I desperately suppressed my voice, not wanting to let the sobs of crying reach Chen Tang's ears.

"Sister, think about what you want to eat. Let me help you buy something. Eat something, and you will feel much better. Besides, I'm a little hungry. What do you think?"

"If brother-in-law bullies you, I'll help you deal with him. Anyway, you have such a tall brother, are you afraid that you won't be able to beat anyone, don't you think?"

Sentence after sentence of comfort came to my ears, and more and more emotions buried me.

If Qin Han could comfort me like Chen Tang did, and give me an unreasonable reason, I might not be as disappointed as I am now.

However, this is only my imagination after all.Qin Han didn't explain it to me. He even said that all this was for my own good, but I never felt that it was good for me.

Seeing that even so, I didn't respond when I spoke to me, but Chen Tang's next words made me startled.

"Sister, I know you are very sad now, but you can't go on like this forever. If your brother-in-law really did something sorry to you, if you don't tell me, I will ask him personally, and then help you teach him a lesson! "

Chen Tang has always acted impulsively. After talking to me like this, I didn't get my consent or my negation. I only felt a sudden light on the side of the bed. He seemed to have stood up and planned to go out.

Under such circumstances, even if I wanted to keep silent, I was afraid that things would only become more difficult to deal with, so I hurriedly raised my head, and almost reached out to grab Chen Tang's clothes.

"No, you are not allowed to go, stop for me!"

Hearing the voice of my prohibition, Chen Tang turned his head with joy, and the moment he saw my face covered with tears, the smile froze on his face.

"Sister, what's the matter with you? Why are you crying? What happened between you and your brother-in-law just now?"

Chen Tang did not leave, he turned around and looked at me suspiciously, his eyes were full of pity, he reached out his hand to wipe away my tears, but I dodged without a trace.

"It's nothing, I'm just a little sad. Crying is the best way to relieve my mood." I lowered my head and wiped away the tears on my face with my sleeve, not wanting to make Chen Tang continue to worry.

At the same time, he did not forget to warn him again.

"You have to remember what I said just now. You are not allowed to go to Qin Han and ask him why I cried. He didn't bully me. All of this is just my own fault and has nothing to do with him."

I understand why I would tell a lie at this time. All of this is obviously Qin Han's fault. He kept it from me and didn't tell me the truth, but in front of Chen Tang, I couldn't bear to tell it all.

Qin Han is to Chen Tang now, just as he was to me back then.

He should never have made a mistake, let alone such a desperate mistake.

But it was also obvious that my words were not convincing. When I spoke to Chen Tang, he just looked at me with a frown, his face obviously full of doubts.

"Is what you said true? Don't lie to me, because I don't know why, but I feel that you are lying to me?"

Faced with such a situation, I could only force myself to laugh, and stretched out my hand to hold Chen Tang, "Okay, let's not talk about this for now, go and buy me some snacks, I'm a little hungry Now, do you want to eat something?"

Chen Tang hesitated, with complicated expressions flashing in his eyes, I think he still wanted to ask Qin Han for the reason, but I had already told him so, which made it difficult for him to make a choice.

I can imagine how tangled Chen Tang's heart is, but I really can't bear to drag him into this muddy water.

As for the cause of my father's death, I just have to investigate it myself. After I leave the hospital, I must ask them one by one, and I will never leave any clues that may be found.

Those things that Qin Han is unwilling to tell me, I have to find out the answers by myself.

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