Sometimes, I really think Xu Yi is cute and silly.

Today, maybe it is because he is by my side that my mood is not getting more and more depressed, otherwise I think I will very likely want to end my life in pain.

"What are you worried about? I'm just talking casually. It seems to make you nervous." I waved at Xu Yi hurriedly, lest he take this matter to heart, "Don't worry, I will I won't do anything stupid!"

"If you can think that way, then all of us should breathe a sigh of relief." Xu Yi was helpless, he shook his head slightly at me, then picked up the glass on the table and drank it down.

Seeing that Xu Yi's wine was finished, I also picked up the glass and wanted to drink the rest of the wine, but at the moment I picked it up, the figure that suddenly appeared at the door made me slightly stunned and forgot All subsequent actions.

I just raised the wine glass in my hand and stared blankly in the direction of the door, and Xu Yi also found out that I was unusual, so he followed my gaze and looked back, and he also froze in place.

None of us thought that we would come to the bar to drink to relieve our mood, but I would meet Qin Han here.

At this moment, he and a woman were standing in the direction of the door. The two originally wanted to come in, but they seemed to have thought of something, so they discussed it there.

Looking at the figure of that woman, I think that if I am not mistaken, it is probably the one who appeared in his company this morning.

Xu Yi and I are some distance away from the door, and even in the clear bar, the lights inside are a bit dim. I can see Qin Han in the crowd at a glance, but it doesn't mean that I can also see other people's appearance clearly.

But even though I can't see the woman's appearance clearly, I can still get a general idea of ​​her outline. She has a very coquettish appearance, as charming as silk, and her every frown and smile reveals amorous feelings.

Although I know this woman is Qin Han's partner, but I just look at her appearance.A sense of crisis arises spontaneously.

Even though I didn't know her well, I didn't even know her name, what was her company, but I always felt that there must be an incompatibility between the two of us.

Seeing the woman at the door smiling like a flower at Qin Han, I almost had an idea in my heart. I knew that I must not touch this woman, otherwise there would be many entanglements between us.

What I should be most worried about right now is not this woman, but Qin Han.

After all, I just left from Qin's house, and I learned so many facts that he concealed from me.At this time, I still can't let go completely in my heart for the time being, but when I see Qin Han, anger and grievance rush to my heart unconsciously.

The more I looked at the two people chatting and laughing at the door, the more angry I became. The hand holding the wine glass couldn't help trembling slightly, as if it was about to fall directly in the next second.

Xu Yi saw that my condition was really bad at this time, he was very afraid that I would do something stupid, so he immediately reached out to hold my wine glass, and looked at me with a little worry in his eyes.

"Xiaoci, don't read it any more. The more you look at it, the more uncomfortable you will feel. Drink the wine. Let's pretend we didn't see them, and they won't notice here..."

"But..." I turned my head and smiled wryly at Xu Yi. It would be fine if no one comforted me, but when I heard someone persuading me to be wronged, I couldn't control it, and rushed towards me like a mountain and a sea.

My hands trembled more and more, so that the wine in the glass was shaken out by me, and they fell on the table drop by drop, messy and annoying.

I forced myself not to look at the door anymore, but I couldn't help but always look there. Every time I looked, I quickly retracted my gaze and turned back to look at Xu Yi beside me again.

I'm not reconciled, and I don't understand why Qin Han can stand at the door, laughing and talking with that woman I've never seen before.

However, I could only sit in the corner, not only watching them secretly, but also with uncontrollable grievance and anger in my heart, which was really unacceptable to me.

Anger kept accumulating in my heart, Xu Yi became more and more nervous about me, and I became more and more unable to control myself. I grinned and wanted to smile at Xu Yi in front of me, but what remained were tears.

"Xu Yi, Xu Yi, look quickly. It's Qin Han standing at the door, right? I'm not mistaken. That's Qin Han, right? Didn't he go to discuss cooperation? Why did he come here?"

"Could it be that when we talk about cooperation, we still come to places like bars to talk about it because I'm ignorant and have little knowledge?"

I kept asking Xu Yi, but I didn't need Xu Yi to give me an answer, because the facts were already in front of me, and I knew it better than anyone else.

"Why, why can he be so calm after deceiving me? Why can he still talk and laugh with others, but I am the one who endures all the pain. The most innocent me?!"

When I opened my mouth to question Xu Yi, even I was at a loss as to who exactly I wanted to ask these words.

Do you want to ask Xu Yi?But he had nothing to do with all of this, and it was my fault that he was involved.

So am I trying to ask myself?But I also know very well in my heart that since Qin Han has done this from the beginning, he will naturally not regret it.

After all, I just wanted to find an excuse to comfort myself.Unfortunately, I can't think of one at all.

Qin Han's damage to me is irreparable, it cannot be repaired at all, it will only fester more and more, until finally there is no cure.

From a distance, the woman standing at the door with Qin Han seems to be more suitable for him, and looking at the smile on Qin Han's face, it was something he would never show to me before.

So does this mean that there are more and more interesting topics between them than between Qin Han and me?

So for so long, Qin Han has not only been pitying me, but I have also delayed him.

What I should do is to let go, to stop keeping him by my side. In this way, not only is Qin Han saved, but also myself is redeemed.

Perhaps as Fang Xiao has always said, I am a person who is not worthy of Qin Han at all, and I am just worthy of his pity.

But Qin Han has lied to me for so long and kept me in the dark for so many years. All of this is really just my fault. Does Qin Han not have to bear any responsibility?
After thinking about it, I feel that neither Qin Han nor I can escape punishment!

The more I thought about it, the more I looked at it, the more my mood became more turbulent and out of control.

Although weeping, originally I just cried silently.

However, gradually, my emotions could no longer be controlled. Even though Xu Yi next to me kept comforting me, the people around still heard my crying.

They turned their heads to look at me with surprise on their faces, and their sympathetic, contemptuous, or disdainful gazes also deeply hurt me.

At this moment, I just want to escape from this place quickly. I don't want to see Qin Han and the woman at the door again, and I also don't want to see the eyes of people around me.

This only made me more desperate and plunged into a bottomless abyss.

The tears still didn't stop, I couldn't hold back my crying, and Xu Yi kept patting my back, trying to make me feel better, his eyes were distressed, his thin lips were slightly pursed, and his face was full of sadness. look.

Obviously, if he could bear the pain for me, I don't think he would hesitate to share it.

Now my heart is full of sadness, helplessness and pain, why isn't Xu Yi the same?He didn't want to see me like this, but he couldn't control my mood.

While patting me gently, in order to calm my mood, Xu Yi could only speak softly to me, "Xiao Ci is obedient, let's stop crying, okay, tell me what you want, I will accompany you Do……"

"I don't understand Xu Yi, I really don't understand why it's me?! Why did this kind of thing happen to me? Isn't my father's death enough to cause me pain? !"

I can clearly say that in my life, I have never done any bad deeds, even if I did something wrong, it was others who targeted me first.

But why do unfortunate things always find me, always give me the heaviest blow when I have hope!

They pestered me, clamored, went crazy, and refused to let me go at all. Perhaps only when I really died one day, these pains would dissipate and I would not have to bear it.

I really want to cry with all my strength, and this is the only way to relieve the pain in my heart, but I can't do it now, because Qin Han is standing at the door, and I'm not ready to face him yet preparation.

Crying will only make me look extra cowardly. I can't even sit down with Qin Han to negotiate peacefully. In front of him, I don't want to be a weak person anymore.

So I can't, I can only try my best to restrain myself, only the people around me can hear my cries, and only they can know how crazy I am now.

Xu Yi was still by my side, he stretched out his hand and held me tightly in his arms, seeing that I kept looking at the two people at the door, he understood that this was the source of my pain, so he immediately put my head on twisted towards his chest.

The warm breath rushed towards my face, which made me feel more and more wronged in my heart. Tears mixed with snot raged wildly. I wanted to break free from Xu Yi's arms and didn't want to stain his clothes, but he didn't care and hugged me. The ground got tighter.

"Don't cry, Xiaoci, don't cry anymore! Even if you cry again, the two people at the door won't hear you, and they won't feel the same way. If you want, I can beat Qin Han up. As long as you are happy, I can do anything!"

While telling me softly, Xu Yi even wanted to stand up from the chair. I could already feel his movements, so I immediately reached out and grabbed Xu Yi, which stopped his behavior.

I rested my head on Xu Yi's chest, not caring how embarrassed I was at this moment, and shook my head slightly at him, with pleading in my words.

"Xu Yi just take it as me begging you, don't do this, don't go to them, I don't want to see Qin Han yet, I don't know how I should face him...

Just let me cry like this for a while, just for a while..."

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