The Nth Disappearance of My Wife

"Don't say I'm sorry if you haven't done anything wrong. You always say sorry to me, which makes me seem very fierce, so you should say sorry less, because I hate people who always say sorry to me, especially You." Xiaoyang has nothing to do with Cao Wen, Cao Wen said that as if she is really fierce, and she is also thinking whether she is not gentle enough to make Cao Wen always say sorry.

Xiaoyang is thinking whether she is really too fierce, whether because her appearance is a bright beauty, so people feel that she is not easy to get close to, so there is a sense of distance?
But how can he become the kind of beautiful girl he likes so close to him?Is it that I am still not good-looking enough?Is it because she is not gentle enough that Cao Wen always says sorry?
As soon as Cao Wen said sorry, Xiaoyang felt that she was too fierce. She didn't want Cao Wen to be sorry to her, but he hoped that Cao Wen could love her.

"That's not what I meant...you're not fierce...you are the gentlest boy I've ever seen...no...it's a girl..." Cao Wen quickly explained, but he didn't know why, suddenly He became stuttering, as if he couldn't express his inner thoughts well in front of the girl he liked.

"Idiot, why do you stutter when you are so good? Do you look like this in front of all girls? Isn't this a way for you to seduce girls?" Xiao Yang frowned and pinched Cao Wen's face said that she would never believe that she was special with Cao Wen.

"No, no, I only stuttered to you, I promise, I really only stuttered to you, I have always liked you alone, I swear!" Cao Wen finally stopped stuttering, he raised his hand Raised hands to swear.

"Idiot, I don't need you to swear. We both broke up once. There is really no need to repeat the same mistakes. Didn't we get to the point where we got tired of seeing each other from the beginning? No matter how much you say sweet words, we will return." It’s not before, Cao Wen, wake up.” Xiao Yang put Cao Wen’s hand down, she didn’t need Cao Wen to swear, and she couldn’t be with Cao Wen anymore, because Xiao Yang always felt that they really didn’t Suitable for falling in love together, maybe we can only be friends for a lifetime.

I don’t know why because I like a person, but even after being with him, I still say that I’m not good enough, as if I’m not good at anything, and I’m doing something wrong, as if I can’t believe that I’m actually in his heart. special.

In fact, what he likes is you, in fact, he really loves you, in fact, he will always be with you in his heart from the beginning, even though he is so close, he still feels so far away.

I don't know why, they both love each other, but they still can't give each other a sense of security. Why is it that the love they want is clearly within reach, but it seems that they can never give it to each other?
It may be that these two people are not suitable for dating at all. They obviously like each other so much, but it seems that everyone thinks that the other person is too perfect, and each other thinks that they are not good enough.

Love without a sense of security is like a pool of stagnant water, and they can only keep a distance as they don't love anyone.

"Well, I want to ask if you have ever loved me?" Cao Wen looked at the person in front of him who he loved the most in his life and was also the first person he loved. love.

"Is it interesting? Even if I said I loved you, what's the matter? Love is just in the past. Cao Wen, have you forgotten how we broke up in the first place? Are you going to turn around?" Xiao Yang clearly loved Cao Wen, but she was determined not to go back to the past with Cao Wen.

Because Xiaoyang firmly believes that if a relationship is separated once, there is no need to start again.

Some things have already failed once and you want to start again, but in front of you it is just the skinny feeling of reality. You failed and it was the second time. You obviously failed once the first time, but you don’t believe in evil , You always feel that you will start all over again, so you will fail the second time.

And you will be even more sad when you fail the second time, because you failed once at the beginning, and you thought you could start again, but you are still a teacher the second time, then you will feel that the cost you have paid is too much, and you will be more than that. It was more painful than last time.

Then it might as well not start.

"I never thought that you would become such a realistic person later on. Are you really refusing to give me a chance? But I don't know why, I always feel that you have me in your eyes, and I can feel the depth we had before. Love each other so much, you even wear the bracelet I gave you before." Cao Wen refused to believe that Xiaoyang didn't have him in his heart, he pointed to the necklace on Xiaoyang's hand, it was the necklace he was with them. Bought it on our first day together.

"Do you like this bracelet? I made it myself. I don't know if you like it or not, but I have been making this for a long time, so I still hope you like it." Cao Wen shyly and carefully held the bracelet Handing the bracelet to his beloved woman, he was thinking, would Xiao Yang like it?Can you like it?What should I do if I don't like it?

"I like it. It's really pretty. I like it very much." Xiaoyang secretly rejoiced. She didn't expect to receive a gift from Cao Wen. At this time, she always felt that she was the most beautiful princess in the world. The most gentle girl in the world, she feels really lucky to have met Cao Wen.

But later... the sweetness of the past turned into daggers one after another, stabbing fiercely in the heart of the other party.

Why should we hurt each other when we love each other?Did we plan to be like this from the beginning when we were together?But at the beginning when we were together, we thought we could be with each other for a long time.

We have all imagined that we will enter the palace of marriage with each other, and we have never thought that we will end in this way, but this is the fact.

"Don't get me wrong, I'm just too lazy to change it, I've got used to it after a long time, and I'm used to it when you leave." Xiaoyang subconsciously covered the bracelet on her hand, and she actually kept the thing Cao Wen gave her. Until now, she hadn't noticed it.

"Okay, it's all my self-indulgence, just pretend that I have never liked you, just pretend that I have never appeared in your life, maybe I am really not suitable for liking others, I thought you liked me, Now it seems that I think too much about everything." Cao Wen's heart is dead now, since he is used to leaving Xiaoyang, what can he force, he can only hate that he was too naive and missed what he liked people.

When Cao Wen left the base, it happened to be raining heavily. He walked through the rain but didn't feel the rain was cold. Maybe the coldness in his body was not equal to the coldness in his heart.

It turns out that there are really love stories in this world that like each other but can't be together.

"How long will we be together? Xiaoyang, if I become someone I don't like in the future, will you still like me? Don't lie to me, you have to tell the truth." Cao Wen was in their relationship , always on the childish side, Xiaoyang is actually not a very mature person, but compared to Cao Wen, she is considered mature.

"How long will we be together, how long do you want us to be together? If you become someone you hate, I will always like you. I'm telling the truth. There is a lesson to be learned from heaven and earth." Xiao Yang said solemnly, and even raised his hand to swear.

"I don't want you to swear, because if you really don't love me anymore, and then you are hurt by the poisonous oath, I will be very sad, I love you, I love you, so I would rather you didn't swear, I would rather you I didn't give me a guarantee, and I don't want you to have an accident." Cao Wen immediately took off Xiaoyang's hand, held Xiaoyang's hand, and said seriously.

None of them knew what the future would hold, none of them knew that their ending would be so miserable, and they all thought they would be happy forever.

"Cao Wen..." Xiao Yang looked at Cao Wen who fell in the rain, but she didn't help him up, because she didn't want to give Cao Wen a signal, and didn't want Cao Wen to think that there was still a possibility between them.

At this time, Cao Wen's heart was also broken, perhaps because of his personality flaws, or because he really didn't need to fall in love. He seemed to not cherish it very much when he got it, as if he always felt that he was not good enough, as if they would never be in love. There is no way to be together well, it seems that they will quarrel no matter what, no matter what they will not understand each other's soul, and they will not have the same potential as before, so he decided not to love anymore.

Perhaps this is the best ending between them.

The devil came out and saw Xiaoyang and Cao Wen in the rain.

"Xiaoyang, send him to the other side and take good care of him." The devil said to Xiaoyang, his tone was always like a mechanical voice, a very indifferent and indifferent voice.

"I don't want to get close to him, and I don't want to send him off, and I don't need to look for him. He can take care of himself, and he doesn't need me to take care of him." Xiao Yang didn't want to take care of Cao Wen, but her coat was already on. On Cao Wen, even Cao Wen has been dragged to a place out of the rain. It's not that she doesn't love Cao Wen, she just thinks that she doesn't deserve love.

It seems that they don't fit together at all, even Cao Wen.

"Xiaoyang, it's not that you don't love him, you just think you are not suitable to be together, you just think you don't have the courage to be with him, you just think you are really not suitable to be together." How could the devil not know Xiaoyang's mind Ah, it may be because the devil and his wife have been away from Xiaoyang for a long time, so Xiaoyang is actually afraid of being loved, and even dare not love.

These things are sad for the devil, because what he originally hoped was that Xiaoyang could have a beautiful relationship, be able to chase and realize his dreams, and make his life colorful.

However, it may be that God likes to tease people, and has already brought suffering to him, but he is still unwilling to let his daughter go.

"It doesn't matter, father, he can live well by himself, and I can live well by myself. I only give all feelings one chance. I know that he and I are not suitable for dating. I knew it, but I still fell in love with him resolutely, and the result..." Xiaoyang saw everything and said, no one is really inseparable from anyone, and they often feel that they can't do without each other, but after really leaving each other , but found that leaving is actually no big deal.

But it's just the loneliness from the beginning, it becomes the process of two people loving each other, and then the result of two people's love becomes the loneliness of one person at the beginning.