The Nth Disappearance of My Wife

The more you grow up, the more you realize that many times you have more than enough energy to do it. No matter how hard you work, no one will be seen, and no one will feel sorry for you. Everyone thinks you deserve it. How many times do you lose sleep at night? You know that insomnia is not good but you still can’t stop it. You are also very sad. You also know that insomnia is not good for girls’ skin, but what can you do?

I hate this sensitive crying self more and more. When I am sad, the world directly collapses. At least even the optimistic Tian Xiaoxiao is getting more and more tired.

I want to sleep but I dare not sleep. After finishing my work, there is not much time left in bed. I get up early to go to work the next day. It is better now. At least I don’t have to squeeze the bus like before. Life is better now than before. However, the body and vitality can no longer keep up.

This is something I don’t really want to admit, but I have no way to deny it. Science has long since lost the confidence and firepower it once had. At first, everything would be fine if I just slept, but now it’s hard to even sleep. I just Anxiety may also be due to very strong even if the pressure makes it impossible to sleep at all.

But if you tell this to the older elders, they will say how it is possible to have insomnia, it must be because you play too much on your mobile phone at night, but the anxiety of modern people is not only due to mobile phones.

No matter how insomnia you are, not many people care. What they care about is seeing how miserable you are. No matter how difficult you are, you still can't fall down. Because if you fall down a little bit, everyone will be like a group. Wait for you like a jackal and then go up to feed your body to let you feel the pain of death.

Under the glamorous appearance, there are countless loneliness and crashes one after another, all of which come from the sadness of adults.

Maybe it's because of the customer, maybe it's because of the company's employees, maybe it's because the business hasn't been negotiated, maybe it's just simply tired, but there's no way to rest.

Many things are intertwined, it is not so simple, living a two-point and one-line life, busy all my life, even on weekends, I don’t want to go out, I don’t want to go out with my friends, I don’t want to do anything. You just want to lie down Have a good sleep on the bed, but when you lie on the bed, you find that your insomnia has happened again.

In this repetitive but emotional world, it seems that living has become a luxury.Maybe one day she will be overworked, and no one will remember who she is after she dies. Even if she is reminded, it is just an extra negative material for death from overwork.

But if you can have a good rest, if you don’t have to be so tired, who doesn’t want to live in rest every day, who doesn’t want to be able to lie on the bed and sleep peacefully every time, but when you close your eyes, you find that you don’t You can't sleep, you think about the work you haven't finished, if you don't finish the work, you can't sleep at all, you don't even believe in your ability to work, think that if you don't finish your work as soon as possible, you will never be able to finish it in your life Your job.

You will feel that you are really doing nothing in this life. Why do you live in this world with your legs like this? At the end of the day, I said that my men's shoes were scolded by customers and I didn't know how to push them back.

Learning how to behave like a pug all day long, didn't you hate the one about being human?You see what you look like now?
He always turns into the person he hates the most, saying that he feels completely different. He used to be the energetic Tian Xiaoxiao, but now he is the dying Tian Xiaoxiao.

Even Bai He was very worried about Tian Xiaoxiao's situation, "What's the matter with you? You've been refusing to sleep lately, staying up all night, it's not good for your health."

Tian Xiaoxiao always shook his head helplessly and said, "I also want to have a good sleep, but when I think that I still have so much work and so many things to deal with, I feel that I can't sleep now. , Even if I lie down now, what I think about in my mind is still tomorrow's work, the next day's work, and the customers I have to deal with the next day."

I have been busy all my life, what have I gained?Got the money?But compared with others, you are a little less, have you benefited?But not many.

What exactly did you get?Maybe it's because in order to obey the rules and order of this society, you must work diligently, even if you are overloaded, it doesn't matter, because if you don't work hard, if you don't work hard, the tide of the times will ruthlessly eliminate you Lose.

At nights when it was difficult to fall asleep, I lay in bed in a daze, thinking about what would happen in the days to come.

Sometimes I am a little happy, sometimes I am a little sad, because I don’t have a good time to think about the future, but if I say I don’t want to think about the future, how can I have no hope in my life now.

When I was young, I was able to vent my temper to my parents. Now when I grow up, I can only keep my temper to myself. The more I think about it, the more angry I feel. To do this, you must do this.

Imagine that you can become a hero to save the world, but the reality always hits you hard in the face, telling you that you are not suitable to be a hero at all.

Because heroes are born in troubled times, it seems that the current era does not need you very much. Politics, if you are a good person and good deed, if you go to the street to help an old man or an old lady, you may be extorted by others.

It makes people panic now, some people are willing to do good deeds, and everyone is clearing the door, but is this a regression of the times or a progress of the times? The times are getting more and more developed, and our trust in people is getting weaker and weaker.

But before the words of trust, another criminal case happened one after another. No one knows whether it is better to trust or not to trust. Everyone should have their own defenses.

Everyone is very busy, there is no time to control what you wear and eat, whether you sleep well or not, the only thing that cares about you is because you really want to treat you well, it is your good friend who does this Caring about you, other people don't even look at you and even think that if you die from overwork, then the company will go bankrupt.

Why are you besieged on all sides, and everyone is staring at you, because there are so few resources for society and promotion. Aren't the so-called entrepreneurs and capitalists stepping on the interests of the poor?

The so-called minority of wealth means that the wealth of the rich is stabilized and added again and again, so the poor will get less wealth.

Even if you are a good entrepreneur who truly loves the party and the country, we will only label you politically correct, and say you are a sanctimonious hypocrite.

Now the criminal cost of spreading rumors is too low. Just with a mouth and a keyboard, you can say whatever you want, and it is difficult to trace who said it, because when a rumor spreads There will be more people, and if there are more people, the law will not blame the public. No one knows who the real source is, and no one knows who the culprit is.

Tian Xiaoxiao is a boss as well as a big star. Every time Tian Xiaoxiao passes through every place, he will encounter all kinds of people who want to close, but the flashing lights keep proving that Tian Xiaoxiao is a star, and it also proves that Tian Xiaoxiao is a star. Laugh at what you have now and what you have lost.

Tian Xiaoxiao has fame and fortune but she will lose her freedom. Some things are too difficult to let go, too difficult to choose. You can fulfill your dreams by becoming a public figure. Stand on the stage and let everyone hear your singing , but it also means that any move you make will be magnified, magnified, magnified.

Even if you may just act subconsciously or unintentionally, there will be millions of possibilities interpreted by people, and the person who cares about the truth of the matter is the truth.

Tian Xiaoxiao has slowly become indifferent to the power of public opinion, but how many people are so caught up in it that they cannot watch dramas?No one knows that the pressure of doing any job is actually the same. There is no high or low, and there is no high or low job. If you are so tired, Tian Xiaoxiao is also so tired.

Tired life is not yawning from time to time, but you have to endure sleepiness and work hard to complete it. If you can’t finish it this time, you slap yourself twice, and then persist in completing all this, because you set yourself up. The plan is also the goal you must complete.

Obviously he is a person who does not have much self-discipline, but in order to achieve what he wants to have, he must let himself have some self-discipline.

Many things are not something that can be obtained at the beginning, but something that can only be realized after countless plans. Because of this plan, no matter how uncomfortable and irritable you are, you still have 12 points of energy, and then you will be able to do it yourself. A slap in the face, let yourself do it well.

"I noticed that your dark circles are getting heavier recently, tell me why you like staying up late so much, and your fans have already started to say that you always stay up late and so on, saying that you don't pay attention to your personal image, that you are not worthy of being a love Dou, you should get out of the entertainment industry." Bai He casually said while putting on Tian Xiaoxiao's makeup, he felt sorry for Tian Xiaoxiao now, and couldn't sleep at night.

"Are you sure this is my fan? My fans never dislike me. If those black fans dislike me for not being good-looking, then it's not good enough. If you want me to sleep, just Let me think of a good way to make me sleep, so whatever they say." Tian Xiaoxiao felt that it must be skin black and she must not be a fan, she must know that dark circles are not good-looking, why do they still have dark circles Well, it's because I can't sleep that I have dark circles under my eyes.