Tang Shi felt that she fell asleep for a long time again, and when she woke up again, she saw Bo Ye's tired face.

Aware of her startled awakening, Bo Ye also woke up, Tang Shi grabbed his hand and murmured with tears, "Bo Ye...Bo Ye..."

Bo Ye thought that her memory had recovered, but she never expected that she was just stunned. After waking up suddenly again, she looked at Bo Ye blankly. It was still Tang Shi who had nothing to do with the past. She let go of Bo Ye hand, and the whole person fell back onto the pillow heavily.

After a long time, Tang Shi suddenly cried.

She was crying intermittently, obviously suppressing her voice, but she couldn't help it. She didn't know why she couldn't bear this sad emotion at all.

She choked up, "I don't know why, I just feel wronged..."

"I have suffered a lot, probably in the past, and now... in my life, what do I have to do to let me go?"

Tang Shi closed her eyes, "Do you have to be happy until the blood is gone... What kind of person is lurking around me? Mr. Bo, can you tell me?"

The three words of Mr. Bo beat Bo Ye back to his original form in a state of embarrassment.

Looking at Tang Shi's emotional breakdown, Bo Ye could only comfort her, "It's okay, you've come out of the jungle, and you won't be taken back again..."

"jungle……"

Tang Shi muttered unconsciously, "Congshan is still inside..."

Bo Ye sighed, she would be too stimulated for a while, and her spirit could not hold on anymore, if this continues, he was afraid that Tang Shi would go crazy.

This is not the madness that fell into despair like before, but after encountering dangerous attacks again and again, the mind is so tense, and the countless turmoil makes it collapse and tighten. When the last blow strikes, this Just like that, the nerves snapped, and then... all consciousness went blank.

Tang Shi has suffered too much in her current life, leaving aside the five years of prison, she is already scarred, how can she bear it now?
Bo Ye was really afraid that one day he would wake up and see Tang Shi insane, not knowing anyone, not even himself.

"Where is Weiwei? Where is Weiwei?" Tang Shi looked at Bo Ye in a panic, "Is anything wrong with my son?"

She froze in the middle of the sentence, and then probed softly, "That's... your... son too?"

When Bo Ye faced Tang Shi's cautiousness at this moment, he almost had the urge to cry.

She used to be so proud and noble, but now she has become such a mess.

She couldn't remember the past, couldn't see the future, and was surrounded by dangers, but no one was her backer.

Bo Ye thought, Tang Shi's life is really too hard, after experiencing so many hardships, but still unable to reach the shore.

Tang Shi picked herself up and fell into a depressed mood, as if she had returned to the prison in the past. She curled herself up into a ball, her thin body made people feel unbearable, she hugged herself, and whispered softly, "It's okay It's...it's okay..."

Nothing will happen, nothing will happen to her...

Her mental state could no longer bear any more damage.

Tang Shi just wrapped herself in a cocoon, and later even refused anyone to enter her heart.

Bo Ye felt that Tang Shi's mental state was very dangerous. He was afraid that she would be depressed, and even more afraid that she would harm herself, so she found someone to secretly hypnotize her, but...it was useless.

Tang Shi's heart is like a piece of ice, and after so much grinding, it is as hard as a piece of iron.

A piece of lifeless, unresponsive steel.

In the past, she was also emotional when she hated, but now she is more like a child, escaping, afraid, hiding, desperately trying to make herself invisible, and completely get news from this world.

No one is her connection to the world.

Even, including herself.

******
Bo Ye once again gave Tang Shi sleeping pills and went into Jiang Ling's office after watching her fall asleep. Jiang Ling smoked a cigarette under pressure as usual, and then said, "The matter is very difficult."

"How is her current mental state compared to the time when she lost her memory?"

Bo Ye was a little anxious, but Jiang Ling's answer made his heart turn cold.

Jiang Ling said, "It's even worse, it's worse than worse."

Tang poetry is also a human being, and the human heart is made of flesh. It will suffer when receiving stimulation. When the pain accumulates to a critical point, a person's heart will collapse.

The so-called collapse can be manifested in various ways, such as not recognizing any relatives from now on, and not being able to distinguish anyone around; for example, falling into depression and wanting to die several times; there are also people like Tang Shi who directly lost their memory, whose brain was affected by fluctuations and refused to recall. past.

She is in such a state now, falling into the abyss, even refusing anyone to save her.

"She is very disappointed in this world, so her body is instinctively defending, which is the so-called protecting her."

Jiang Ling put out the cigarette in his hand, "Don't let her remember, don't let her talk to others, don't let her have contact with anyone, this is the most basic defensive posture."

Bo Ye's eyes were a little red, "What do I have to do...to get her better?"

"She is too dangerous now to be stimulated any more." Jiang Ling sighed, "Bo Ye, the sin you committed back then severely injured her, and the harm done by later generations is the last to crush her. The root straw, the spiritual world of Tang poetry is likely to die."

In other words, she is likely to be so depressed and autistic from now on, closing her heart and not letting anyone in.

The friend stared at Bo Ye's face, "Destroy a person, let her die, that's not considered ruined. Let her live, but seem dead, this is the real destruction of a person."

Bo Ye stood there as if struck by lightning, all the sins traced back to the source, the original sin was him.

He is the original sin, the original sin that completely destroyed Tang poetry.

"Do you know why depressed people feel dangerous?"

Jiang Ling pointed to his chest, "Because their mental thinking has lost its normal function, because their heart disease. They are out of touch with this world, as if they are separated from us by a transparent but huge barrier. All the emotions can't be conveyed, they can only feel the sadness, the sadness day in and day out."

As Bo Yeguang listened, he felt that ten thousand arrows pierced his heart.

"At that time, life and death are no longer something that hinders them, because there is no difference between life and death to them. People live in this world, there are always thousands of reasons for them to work hard to live , trying to live a life, but Tang Shi's illness is obviously terrible. Because she has no reason, that is, she has no connection with this world."

"Then..." Jiang Ling saw the heroism in Bo Ye's eyes that the whole world was slowly collapsing like a slow-motion replay. He felt a little unbearable, so he said softly, "She will fall into a kind of life where she can die anytime, anywhere." state."

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