Tsundere CEO is addicted to pets

Chapter 131 I miss you so much

Years of covering up made the skin on the wrist look a little pale, and the scar was more like a weird story, hidden deep in his heart.

The memories of the past quietly climbed up, occupying Bei Yanze's clear thinking, and the scene that he hid and didn't want to recall was ruthlessly opened again, making him so sad that he couldn't breathe.

Panting heavily, the proud man slowly squeezed his fingertips tightly.

What reason made him struggle and rebirth from the edge of life and death again and again, only that belief.

Jiang Xiaoxiao.

However, he possessed her body again and again, but he never got her heart, not even once.

I don't know how long it took, but the bathroom became quiet.

After a long time, Bei Yanze put on a bathrobe and came out of the bathroom. He really didn't want to pay attention to the woman on the bed, but he couldn't control his true thoughts, so he walked to the bed after a pause of two seconds.

At this time, Jiang Xiaoxiao was lying on the bed and fell asleep peacefully. Bei Yanze gently covered her with the quilt, then turned off the light, and left the room.

In the refrigerator was the birthday cake he specially customized for Jiang Xiaoxiao.

Every year, Bei Yanze would ask Chesil to prepare a cake, although he never delivered the cake to its owner.

This year, they met again, and she still slept in his bed, but the cake was still lonely and did not wait for its owner.

A man sits in a garden surrounded by the night sky, silent in the night.Suddenly a gust of breeze blew away the thick black mist in the sky, and the moonlight sprinkled the world like water, pouring on his shoulders. From a distance, he seemed lifeless, even his breathing became so low.

In the soft light, under his powerful and domineering appearance, there is a touch of loneliness and desolation.

He raised his hand and lit the musical candle on the cake in front of him. The dancing flames matched the mechanical happy birthday song, which was so ironic and sad.

"Happy birthday." The deep and hoarse voice was so sad in the quiet night.

Why, he always finds it difficult to love her?Could it be that the way he loves is wrong?
He wanted to be gentle with her, but every time he got it, she hurt him twice.

Five years ago, the Jiang family was ruined overnight, and she also disappeared mysteriously.In the five years since he lost her, he frantically searched for her, and along the way he searched for the reason for Jiang's disappearance, but the strange thing was that no matter where he started, he didn't have any clue.

This matter, as if someone deliberately closed it, made it an eternal secret.

Bei Yanze imagined how desperate Jiang Xiaoxiao must be, but he couldn't find her, it was as if she had been hidden and separated from him ever since.

Five years later, she reappeared in his world strangely, just like when she disappeared, without any prelude.Bei Yanze had people check the hotel, but all the monitoring equipment was paralyzed that day, and it happened to coincide with the hotel's big change, and many of the staff inside were replaced in time. Is there such a coincidence?

Bei Yanze had thought about all these issues, but he couldn't control himself when faced with Jiang Xiaoxiao's sudden appearance.No matter what the reason is, no matter whether she is counted or not, he can no longer let her out of his sight, because she is Bei Yanze's woman.

However, the situation changed rapidly when Gu Nanzhi was killed halfway.

Gu Nanzhi, who had disappeared together for several years, suddenly returned to China, and happened to be implicated with Jiang Xiaoxiao, did he do it on purpose?Because you want to take revenge on Bei Yanze?
It doesn't matter, Bei Yanze is never worried about how Gu Nanzhi will retaliate against him, as long as he won't hurt Jiang Xiaoxiao.

However, from the bottom of Bei Yanze's heart, how to control the fire of jealousy that was summoned because of "Gu Nanzhi" so as not to make him lose his mind?

Every time when he was calm, Jiang Xiaoxiao would mention Gu Nanzhi to stimulate his most sensitive nerves. In fact, Bei Yanze was so proud that he never looked down on anyone, but only the man in Jiang Xiaoxiao's heart , so that Bei Yanze had to look at him differently.

Bei Yanze loves Jiang Xiaoxiao, how could he hand her over to others?

The night wind blows, as soft as a feather.

Bei Yanze raised his hand and clicked on a song saved in the phone.

The vicissitudes and fragile male voice sounded melodiously, following the melody and slowly occupying his whole heart.

"The appearance in front of the light is on, the big room and the lonely bed are all the same when the light is off, the pain in my heart can't be shared, life flows with the years, grows old with gray hair, and happiness disappears with you gone , go with the past, go to sleep with the dream, and go away with the numb heart"

Bei Yanze heard this song by accident, and was fascinated by the arresting voice the first time, and then searched and downloaded Jian Hongyi's version.

Bei Yanze doesn't like singing very much, nor is he the kind of inexplicably sentimental man, but at some point he felt that this song was tailor-made for him.

The miserable melody, the calm and desolate male voice, penetrated all emotions, silently shouting at the woman he likes tearing apart, this is the opportunity he bought with his bruises all over his body.

However, in the end, it still can't change the loss and despair.

The proud man slowly raised his head, staring at the distant starry sky with those clear and misty eyes, as quiet and picturesque as he is sad.

"I miss you so much, I miss you so much, but I don't show any signs." In the phone, the desolate voice continued, surrounding my ears.

"I still miss you on my feet, I still let the memory hover, I still close my eyes and weep, I still pretend it doesn't matter, I miss you so much, I miss you so much, but I deceive myself"

"I miss you so much, I miss you so much, keep it as a secret."

"It's hidden deep in my heart"

From shouting to loneliness, the whole process is so heart-breaking.

The night was lonely, the singing was played in a loop, and the lonely figure was slowly shrouded in the rising mist and fell into a shadow.

The hospital was surprisingly quiet late at night.

Gu Nanzhi was dozing off while sitting by the bed, and was suddenly awakened by a gust of cool wind.

He raised his eyes and looked at the clock hanging on the hospital wall, it was already past twelve o'clock.

Gu Nanzhi wondered, is Jiang Xiaoxiao still waiting for him to blow out the candles?
It was agreed to accompany Jiang Xiaoxiao to celebrate this birthday, but even the birthday gift has not been delivered, and the candles have not been lit yet, so this birthday will be celebrated like this?

With a tired look on Gu Nanzhi's face, he raised his hand and rubbed his temples, and then looked at the phone with a black screen, and suddenly felt a lot of loss in his heart.

If he didn't come to the hospital suddenly, I'm afraid he should be celebrating Jiang Xiaoxiao's birthday at this time!

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