The president has lovesickness

The team of chefs is skilled and can cook both French and domestic dishes, but Gu Xiaoqing can't whet her appetite.

After dinner, Zhang Yijie originally planned to take her to see the cloakroom, which was full of dresses designed by him.

Many of them are already on the market, but he can guarantee that Gu Xiaoqing doesn't know about them all.

Judging from her original clothes, this is not difficult to guess.

But seeing that she was in a bad mood, all those words stuck in his throat, Zhang Yijie changed his mind and said, "Do you want to go for a walk? The air outside is very good, and the scenery at night is not bad."

Gubaozhi is a part of the manor. Apart from that, what Gu Xiaoqing saw in the afternoon, excluding the buildings in the distance, was all the property of the castle, that is, the property of Zhang Yijie, the owner of the castle.

The night breeze was light, not as stinging as it was in China, making people wish they could wrap up all their clothes tightly to prevent any cold wind from getting through.

But can everything go well in a romantic country?

We are all human beings, we all have birth, old age, sickness and death, love and hate.

"Here you are." Zhang Yijie took out a piece of paper from his pocket, "Make a paper boat and insert a candle, and it can be used as a medium for making wishes."

Gu Xiaoqing glanced at it, then silently shook her head and refused.

She has no wishes to make, and all hope is just an emotion in a moment.

If it lasts for too long, it will dispel people's willpower, and they must cheer up.

Only being busy can keep her from thinking about those things.

Looking at the flickering night lights in the distance, Gu Xiaoqing sighed, "Can you help me find a computer?"

"Of course you can. Is there any requirement for what brand you want?"

"No, buy me another mobile phone and apply for a mobile phone card." Gu Xiaoqing looked at him, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

Zhang Yijie was still listening carefully at first, but when he saw her like this, he suddenly jumped up, "Don't talk so strange, okay, you are still my goddess after all, I will do anything to let me go through fire and water!"

Are you trying your best to make a joke?

Gu Xiaoqing looked at him and wanted to say something, but the scenes of the interaction between him and Nan Nan flashed before her eyes, and her nose couldn't help sore.

Gu Xiaoqing turned her eyes away, "Thank you anyway, although I may not be able to do anything right now, but if you need it, I will try my best to help you."

"Hey hey, just say that." Zhang Yijie didn't want her to be too negative, "I'll buy computers and mobile phones for you tomorrow, anyway, I'm running around here every day. When you're done, I'll Then I will take you to my company to have a look."

"it is good."

The place to sleep is naturally strange, a strange bed, a strange room, a strange ceiling, and a strange breath.

Gu Xiaoqing never recognizes the bed, even jet lag at this point, but she doesn't feel sleepy at all.

That kind of thinking is active in the brain, and the feeling of uncontrollable and desperately mobilizing all the emotions in the whole body is very bad.

Turning over, Gu Xiaoqing heard a voice in her heart calling sadly: Everything is over!
But another voice was yelling unwillingly, this is not over yet, those who have sorry for her will all have to pay the price!

Leaving the island alive and following Zhang Yijie to France... is for revenge.

So the fragility at this moment seems extraordinarily ridiculous and useless.

Gu Xiaoqing lowered her eyes, because her arms were empty and her eye sockets became hot again.

She didn't know how long it would take to accept the reality that her daughter was no longer there, and how long it would take to not wake up in a dream at midnight when she heard Nan Nan's cry.

But that's fine too.

Remember, hate.

Always remember, there will be reverberations.

It was another sleepless night of waking and sleeping, the last sleep was the most solid, as if the body was under the warm sunshine, every body cell had been stretched out, and the warm temperature kissed the cheeks and arms...

When Gu Xiaoqing opened her eyes, she realized that the sun was shining on her body.

Looking in the direction of the light, the curtains are wide open, and Sisi Suo's voice is heard in the distance, I heard it yesterday, it is Zhang Yijie...

She propped herself up and sat up.

Zhang Yijie noticed that there was an apologetic expression on his face, "I woke you up, didn't I? No way, you have to wake up, it's better to be jet-lagged, or your body won't be able to bear it. By the way, what do you want to eat? I'll ask the chef to make breakfast Bring it up."

Gu Xiaoqing's stomach is indeed empty, but she has no appetite as usual. She shook her head and leaned on the bedside to look at him, "Are you drawing pictures early in the morning?"

"You don't know, when the writing is springing up, once you don't write it down, the inspiration will be fleeting~~"

What Zhang Yijie said was mysterious, but Gu Xiaoqing didn't follow his words to continue.

The sun is very strong, and when it falls on the skin, there will be a thin layer of light like a dream.

Gu Xiaoqing stared blankly for a while, then suddenly said in a low voice, "I still have a child."

Zhang Yijie was no longer drawing. He looked at her while shaking his pen, and paused when he heard that, "And then?"

"It's gone." Gu Xiaoqing said, "In City S..." In the middle of speaking, she suddenly remembered the man-made murder. She didn't tell the truth to Zhang Yijie, and he didn't even know that she had a miscarriage at that time.

"What?!" Zhang Yijie was shocked when he heard the place name, "And then? You said you had a child, and then..."

"And then it's gone." Gu Xiaoqing took the words, her expression was very calm, and said: "There is something I never told you, about Nannan's life experience..."

She has no one to rely on now, and the only person she can rely on is Zhang Yijie.

But in fact, Gu Xiaoqing knew that she just needed to vent her inner emotions, and needed someone who could quietly listen to the unknown past.

"I was with Jin Yichen when we were in college, and later he got engaged to Bai Hui and broke up with me." Gu Xiaoqing's tone was light, as if she was telling someone else's story, "After the breakup, I found out that I was pregnant. "

Hearing this, Zhang Yijie immediately said: "Wait!"

Gu Xiaoqing looked up at him.

Zhang Yijie said: "This story must be very long. I went to get breakfast and talked about it while eating, otherwise it would be bad for the stomach. Girls' stomachs are very delicate. Nine out of ten have stomach problems." He walked out while talking , did not give Gu Xiaoqing a chance to refuse at all.

Watching the figure disappear outside, Gu Xiaoqing sighed softly.

The idea of ​​wanting to tell, seemed to have disappeared more than half of it under Zhang Yijie's intentional or unintentional care.

She knew that it was all in the past, and if she didn't let it go, it was all in the past, and she shouldn't be so brooding.

But what can be done, she has nothing now, if she forgets even her memories...

Zhang Yijie came back soon, with very exaggerated things in his hands, large and small, and two helpers followed behind him.

"I think you don't have a good appetite, so I asked them to cook a little bit of everything. What do you want to eat?" Zhang Yijie handed two plates, one was empty, to Gu Xiaoqing, and said with a smile: "Miss Fairy Tale, you Come and choose, buffet breakfast, you can choose whatever you like.”

Gu Xiaoqing didn't speak, looked at the domestic breakfast, endured the difficulty in her throat, and picked a bowl of egg porridge and a plate of hot dumplings.

"Have you eaten yet?"

"No, no." Zhang Yijie was picked out by her...in fact, he couldn't tell at all that he chose his favorite food from the leftovers, and then sat aside, suddenly laughing, "Everyone else eats it." Eat melon seeds and listen to stories, why do I have breakfast."

During the meal, Gu Xiaoqing didn't speak, as if she was out of energy and like a subtle habit.

It is self-evident who this habit came from.

But to her, it just feels ironic.

After breakfast, Zhang Yijie pestered Gu Xiaoqing who no longer wanted to talk about her past.

Seeing this, Gu Xiaoqing could only simply say that he had a relationship with Jin Yiyao by accident, and then was abandoned by Jin Yichen, and then his belly gradually grew...

Originally, he was the one who asked, and she answered a few words.

But when it comes to the latter, it is Gu Xiaoqing's own thoughts.

Maybe it was because the space was too quiet, or maybe Zhang Yijie was such a qualified listener that she couldn't control herself.

"I bought abortion pills, but I didn't dare to take them later. When my stomach got bigger, I was a little scared. The professor told me that there was an opportunity to go abroad, and the school would cover the specific expenses, but the food and clothing would have to be spent there. I'll come by myself. I have no money, so I declined."

"The dean came to me again and said that this problem has been solved. If I want to go, I can go there for free for three semesters."

Gu Xiaoqing said: "I didn't refuse, and then, I took the scholarship and went to the hospital to have an abortion. But when I was lying on the cold operating table, I lost my courage again. I knew that my future might be bright, but at that time I couldn't be cruel. ...I rejected the opportunity offered by the school and applied for leaving school.”

"Unbeknownst to everyone, I gave birth to Nan Nan."

Zhang Yijie is indeed a qualified listener, he would frown at her words and get emotionally involved, and finally he asked: "Didn't you know Jin Yiyao before?"

"I don't know." Gu Xiaoqing sighed slightly, "I didn't even know that Jin Yichen had such a powerful brother. I met him again at my door. He was injured, so I sent him to the hospital."

"Then he has been pestering you, and has been pestering you until now!" Zhang Yijie answered angrily!

Seeing that he was so angry, Gu Xiaoqing was originally in a bad mood, but she also raised her lips, "How do you know?"

"I guess..." Zhang Yijie smiled when she saw her looking at him, and immediately followed suit, "With your character, it's impossible to take the initiative to pester him, but...you still have a child..."

"There was an accident in City S, and it was lost." Gu Xiaoqing lowered her eyes, "Jin Yiyao also knew about it at that time, but he told me that even if the child hadn't been lost, he would not let me have it."

Zhang Yijie's eyes widened in disbelief, "But he, doesn't he like you?!"

"He's worried too much..." Gu Xiaoqing laughed at himself, "Maybe he does like me a little bit, but he doesn't like me enough."