Cai Jinxuan knows that she is actually a tough person. Yes, she is much tougher than she imagined. She always finds a little fun in the worst moment. In fact, it is not bad to be alive. Cai Jinxuan sometimes does this son thought.

For example, now, she is sitting alone in the open-air garden, sitting in a seemingly endless drizzle, drinking beer slowly, and the snow-white foam rushes out of the jar, she gently licks Licking doesn't have any taste, and the thin taste is not enough to support her to have that numb feeling.

Some people say that people depend on food, which is actually true. The numb feeling on the tip of the tongue means that she is still alive. In the mist, Cai Jinxuan had to carefully protect the cigarette in her hand. She always accidentally put it Extinguished, a little fiery red, warming her fingertips.

Cai Jinxuan began to sigh, lamenting that she seems to be old, no longer let those snow-white bubbles smash violently on the tip of her tongue like before, no need to sit alone in the dark and gnash her teeth, she can let her Lost souls ferment in this space, and look at yourself like a calm bystander. It is normal to be lost. Who hasn't had those few days?Don't take it too seriously.

Shen Junting's figure emerged from the other side of the terrace. The foggy weather turned him into an unreal silhouette, faintly emerging from the darkness. Cai Jinxuan knew that Shen Junting had been standing there for a long time.Cai Jinxuan was looking at that side obsessively, and then Shen Junting's enlarged face in front of her, she suddenly smiled awkwardly.

"Don't smoke in front of your children. Remember to put on your clothes when you come out. You will get sick." Shen Junting brought a black blanket and sat down himself. The two of them were buried under the blanket. Cai Jinxuan could feel Shen Junting's body temperature.

Shen Junting took a lighter from Cai Jinxuan's phone and lit one for himself.

The white smoke blocked Cai Jinxuan's eyes, she couldn't see Shen Junting's expression, and then, Cai Jinxuan smiled again, she found that after she was with Shen Junting, she always smiled inexplicably, whenever she felt that there was a gap between herself and him. There is an insurmountable gap, she will show such an expression, she was not like this before, her expression tells herself that she is resigned to her fate now.

In the past, I would often be like a bomb, driving my boss's car bravely on the city road, and then wildly surpassing other half-dead friends on Zama Road. Later, she became pregnant with Feifei. She had several times I want to hand over control of the steering wheel to God in that situation, as long as the steering wheel deviates slightly to the side.

Later, Cai Jinxuan felt that she was very brave, not because she was brave in drag racing, but because she was still brave enough to control the steering wheel in that situation, and walked her own route meticulously.

Shen Junting took another sip of her beer, and there was still a bottle beside Cai Jinxuan, but she didn't plan to share a can with Shen Junting. As long as Shen Junting used Cai Jinxuan's cup to smoke her cigarettes, he would take over the ones Cai Jinxuan used.

"Aren't mothers so unorthodox now? You are very popular with literary youths like this." Shen Junting swallowed a mouthful of wine, and Cai Jinxuan could hear the sound of beer sliding down his throat. She reached out and stroked Shen Junting's chin, looking Blurred.

"The smell of an old man."

Then she stopped looking at Shen Junting, because the temperature in her hand disappeared, she rubbed it in the ashtray a little, in fact, this is already an unnecessary step, the red color has disappeared, every time at this time, Cai Jinxuan found herself When she used habit to complete an unnecessary step, she felt old too.

"I haven't said I love you yet." Shen Junting said.He knew Cai Jinxuan was waiting for him.

Cai Jinxuan didn't look at him, "I'm already married to you, you don't care what you say." Her gaze passed through the tempered glass in the hall, and was fixed on the dim orange light in the room, and the boundless haze began to invade her eyes.

"You won't be disappointed." Shen Junting patted Cai Jinxuan's head.Cai Jinxuan drank the remaining half can of beer in one gulp, and then waited for two seconds to let the strong gas rush to the top of her head. This is the taste of youth.

She smiled strangely at Shen Junting, do you still want to ask?It's too superficial, he clearly knows that Cai Jinxuan has already given in, and he has to confirm whether he has really given in, no, he has to admit it himself!Does Shen Junting's cautious attitude towards his people now mean that he knows it?

"Feifei, have you met your parents?" Shen Junting finally frowned and asked such a sentence, then he impatiently picked up the beer and took another sip, with an uncertain expression on his face.

"Feifei doesn't know her grandparents. This child has only me and Qiao Kelan in the world since he was a child." Cai Jinxuan's quick answer is also a habit she has developed over the years. Whenever someone asks her like this, she will be quick, even I said it domineeringly to others, this child belongs to me alone.

Then, Cai Jinxuan will smile involuntarily, yes, this involuntary smile has been a finishing touch in her life for a long time. People take their children outside and feel that they are special.

Cai Jinxuan is such a woman, at least on the surface.Seeing what Cai Jinxuan said, Shen Junting was silent for a while, and then he said, "But we are married now. Feifei is not that kind of child."

Cai Jinxuan is very disgusted with other people talking like this, which one?Which one can you tell clearly? "Shen Junting, can you not say that she is your daughter, what do you say?" Cai Jinxuan's tone sounded a bit unkind, of course she knew what others said these years, but there was one person who couldn't, Shen Junting, no.

"That's not what I meant, you understand." Shen Junting waved his hand in a good temper, indicating that he didn't care about her. Cai Jinxuan was a little angry, and she opened a new can of beer viciously.When Shen Junting waited for Cai Jinxuan to drink more than half of it, he snatched the jar from her phone.

"You take Feifei to meet your parents, I'll be with you."

Cai Jinxuan wanted to snatch it back again, but Shen Junting quickly avoided, "Why do you want to see him? You don't even recognize your own granddaughter, even think about him that way, why should I go back and see him?"

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