Crossing the Book: Male lead, please leave

Anze's face turned pale when he knew that He Nuan was going to study abroad, and He Nuan was about to leave as soon as he came back. He Nuan was trying to tell him that she would not give him a chance, and they couldn't do it.

Anze touched the disordered heartbeat, his eyes were red, he had done so much, how could it end before it even started?What if He Nuan really no longer gave him a glimmer of hope?So what is he going to do?
Anze circled back and forth on the ground anxiously, no, he wanted to go to He Nuan, and then to her, and told her that he had always liked her, and asked her not to be with Shen Rongjin who had always hurt her and didn't cherish her.It's just that before he could find He Nuan himself, He Nuan came to Anze instead.

"Nuannuan, are you going abroad? Why? When will you go? Then I can." Anze wanted to say that he could go with him. Anyway, the domestic business has just started, so it doesn't matter if you don't want to, and there is Zhou Ming to help He, he can accompany He Nuan wherever he wants.

"Anze, I can't, and I don't need it anymore. This is the last time I will see you. If we can meet again in the future, we will just look at each other with a smile and pass by."

He Nuan actually thought about it a lot. She didn't know the reason why Anze came back this time. She thought that as long as she didn't give Anze a chance, Anze would understand what she meant, but Anze's actions all the time let He Nuan know. , he still did not give up on himself.

He Nuan looked at Anze's pale face, but she had to be ruthless. After all, she and Anze were already in the past tense, so Anze had to come out. It was good for everyone that they became the most familiar strangers to each other.

"Why, Nuannuan, why are you so cruel? I know that I betrayed you back then, but you also know that I have no choice. If I can, I really don't want to be separated from you."

An Ze looked at He Nuan, why couldn't he give him another chance, obviously compared to Shen Rongjin, he loved He Nuan more wholeheartedly, from beginning to end, he only had He Nuan in his heart.

"Anze, it is you who have been stuck in the past and have not come out. We have been separated for so many years, and all we have for each other is memories, especially when we broke up under such circumstances. What's more, you have been living in hatred for so many years.

So you beautified our relationship, but we are all true to each other, not the flawless self in memory, and our relationship has already faded. "

He Nuan sighed. During those days of revenge, Anze regarded the love with himself as the last pure land in his spirit, so he kept thinking about himself, loving himself, and giving himself hints repeatedly, which made him never Leaving to live Anze's life.

But He Nuan felt that after the revenge was over, as they met again, after the initial throbbing passed, the two of them would find out that they were actually strangers.

"Anze, what you like is the me in your memories, but we have all changed, even though we are still ourselves, but each other's experience is increasing, our growth track does not have each other, our differences are gradually increasing, even though If we get back together, we won’t be able to go very far.”

He Nuan points out the problem that Anze has been unwilling to admit, they have changed too much, and the shadows of the past are too difficult for the current self.Anze shook his head, obviously He Nuan was still that warm person and never changed.

"No, even if we grow up, we are still each other. We were able to attract and like each other back then, and we can still do it now. I know, Nuannuan, we have been separated for too long, and time has erased some things, but I believe , just give me time, we will fall in love with each other again, time will not only erase some things but also bring some things.

I have done a lot of wrong things and lost people who should be cherished, but I have always understood that you have always been in my heart, and you are the person I want to cherish the most, and this has never changed.

Nuannuan, can you forgive me like you did in the past?give me one more chance?Can you let me say that I still love you? "Anze's words made He Nuan's eyes flush, but she still shook her head cruelly.

"Anze, we were in our teens when we fell in love, and now almost ten years have passed, we have walked too far away from each other, and even if we didn't break up for that reason back then, how can we guarantee that we didn't break up for other reasons? of?
First love can bear fruit, from school uniform to wedding dress, how many lovers are there? "Facing He Nuan's words, Anze had no way to refute, but they were different, and he never doubted that he still liked He Nuan.

"Anze, what you still like is the He Nuan who came into your eyes at the beginning of your love, the He Nuan who was always by your side to support you when you were in the most difficult time, and the He Nuan who you let down for revenge.

But that He Nuan grew up, and she accepted the fact that there is no relationship between each other. She understands your difficulty and doesn't blame you anymore. She only hopes that you can find your own happiness, but she has long regarded you as a recalled. "

Anze's face was pale and he was a little unsteady, looking at He Nuan with sad eyes. "Anze, let go of the past, you have already taken revenge, you should come out, I am just your memory, you should have a better life in the future.

So don't get entangled anymore. What you want to save is the reluctance to part with the love that was cut off by hatred in the past, and the guilt of the first love in your heart, but I am no longer in the same place, I walked out very early, the past The past has long passed, and now we don't belong to each other, so let's work together to meet the future that is still waiting for us, and let's be safe. "

Anze covered his face, is it true, is his feeling really stuck in the past?But obviously, when he saw He Nuan, his heart was still beating for her, but He Nuan didn't believe it anymore, or didn't need it anymore, so He Nuan could calmly analyze everything and said that he was speechless, but in the final analysis, but It's just that I don't like you anymore.

"Anze, come out, you took on too much when you were young, you should be happier than anyone else. So give yourself more opportunities, and you will find that besides me, there are better people waiting in your world looking at you. I want you to be happy more than anyone else, but the one who gives you happiness is not me."

Even if he didn't love, He Nuan never thought of hurting Anze. Thinking of the sweetness of the past, He Nuan didn't miss it, but it was just a miss.

"Nuan Nuan, I want to know, what do you think about Shen Rongjin? Is he also your past tense?" An Ze wanted to know what He Nuan thought about that Shen Rongjin, the Shen Rongjin who silently destroyed their relationship.

"Anze, it's unfair to say that Shen Rongjin and I are different from you. The time we really knew and fell in love was too short, and we didn't have time to understand each other. But Shen Rongjin and I, our entanglement is too deep.

No matter when I was a teenager or a young man or an adult, there are traces of him in my life trajectory. Even if I have never been with him, Shen Rongjin is still an inseparable part of my life. "

Speaking of this, He Nuan suddenly understood Shen Rongjin a little bit, as if he was an inseparable part of his life, he and He Ruan were also a part of Shen Rongjin's life, so he was tolerant to He Ruan again and again, even though such tolerance hurt her.

"At the end of the day, even though so many things have happened, the person you like the most is still Shen Rongjin." An Ze didn't want to admit it, but just like He Nuan said, their childhood sweethearts, after all, their fate is too deep, deep An Ze wants to be jealous Will not work.

For He Nuan, he is her youth and Shen Rongjin is the rest of her life, what a cruel fact for An Ze.

"Yes." Although He Nuan didn't want to admit it, even now, even though there are many people in her life, the person she likes the most is still Shen Rongjin, who has disappointed her many times, even if she doesn't want to be with him again Shen Rongjin who continued walking.

Anze laughed silently, but Anze knew that what He Nuan said was true, no matter what he did, He Nuan would never look back, even if he still loved her.

When He Nuan left, Anze got up to see her off. At the moment of leaving, Anze hugged He Nuan, "Nuan Nuan, although I know we can't do it, but I still want to tell you, I really like you Yes, past and present."

He Nuan felt the heat on her neck, as if it was scalding He Nuan, which made her heart shrink, and hugged An Ze back, "An Ze, you want to be happy, very happy." But your happiness is not on my side. .

When Zhou Ming arrived, he saw Anze sitting on the ground leaning against the sofa, looking lonely.In fact, Zhou Ming was not optimistic when he came back from Anze and wanted to find He Nuan. It was just that Anze was full of hopes at that time, so Zhou Ming was not easy to hit, and he also reported the idea of ​​​​what if it would happen, but unfortunately things backfired.

"Xiao Ming, Nuan Nuan and I are really over. Heh, I have never wanted to admit it. In fact, we have ended a long time ago. Since I decided to take revenge, since He Nuan came to the United States to find me, we are over. I have always refused. Just admit it."

Zhou Ming felt uncomfortable seeing Anze like this, so he could only sit next to him, "Anze, you still have me and auntie, and you will meet someone you love in the future." That person will be better than He Nuan, she Will love you wholeheartedly.

"That's right, it's just that that person won't be Nuannuan anymore." The flash of water in Anze's eyes couldn't bear it anymore.

There is a person living in everyone's heart, so far away in love, it is impossible to be together again in this life, but it is such a distant person who supports the most important and brightest days of youth.An Ze touched his heart, he was more eagerly looking forward to He Nuan's happiness than anyone else in this world, but he still felt very sad when he thought that this happiness was not for him.

"It turns out that all the splendor in life has been repaid by loneliness after all." Anze lowered his head, with a smile of enlightenment on his face, but this kind of smile made Zhou Ming want to cry.

Saying goodbye to Anze, He Nuan wiped the corners of his eyes, the green bamboo-like boy seemed to be still smiling in his memory, but the shadow gradually dissipated, Anze, goodbye, we will all be happy, even if we are not here, we will be happy Hope we are still us.