Zhan Shao's Sweet Little Wife

"But I understand what life will be like if I continue to be with him. What will happen to Jiang Nianci. She will gradually become incapable of thinking, don't want to think about how she lives, and don't care what the future holds She doesn't want to pursue those who she owed and those who owe her. Even if her family business disappears, she doesn't care anymore. "

"Grandma, can you understand? I gave up on my own initiative. I don't want to be such a Jiang Nianci who has no bottom line. I also don't want to disregard everyone's feelings just because I'm greedy for his feelings for me. the rest of their lives."

Grandma Gu looked at her distressedly. "You choose to leave him, I support you, and I will not force you to do what you don't want to do. But since you have already left him, why bother to numb yourself like this?" Mrs. Gu looked at her as if she was looking at her. Like his own children, "Don't you understand how much drinking is harmful to your current body!"

When Gu Yuan said that Jiang Nianci drank almost without restraint in the bar, Mrs. Gu realized why Jiang Nianci forced herself like this?

"Grandma," Jiang Nianci said with sadness in his eyes, "I don't know how to sleep. Since I left him that night, I haven't had a good sleep again."

Old Madam Gu and Gu Yuan were startled when they heard the words.

"Grandma, please teach me how to be a person without emotion." Jiang Nianci lowered his eyelids, his eyes were filled with water, like ripples on a calm lake.

"Grandma, what should I do?"

At night, the south wind blows, and there are frogs croaking from the lake not far away, fluttering, as if reminding that this passionate summer is going to pass after all.

When Mrs. Gu walked into Jiang Nianci's room with dinner, she saw such a picture: a weak-looking girl was sitting by the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the distant scenery with distracted eyes. It was filled with an aura of indifference that kept everyone out.

Madam Gu bent down, put the dinner in her hand, and sat on the ground with her. "No matter how sad you are, you have to eat first,"

Jiang Nianci froze.

Mrs. Gu pointed to the dark lakeside outside the window, "Look, the lotus that was still in full bloom before has all bloomed now, and summer is finally coming to an end."

The cold wind was blowing into her bones, Jiang Nianci was wearing very thin clothes, but she didn't think about adding more clothes. In the end, she was persuaded by Mrs. Gu earnestly, and she finally responded.

She is the most cherished person in Zhan Anli's eyes, but she is what he no longer needs.When Jiang Nianci thought of this, the mist in his eyes blurred his eyes like the mist that slowly rises from the lakeside when the sun first rises.

Mrs. Gu suddenly said quietly: "Back then, after I finished my career in country R, ​​I wanted to go back to China to find your mother to work with, but I watched the Ling family's property wither away, and I wanted to do my best to help but still It didn't help, after all, it became a regret for my whole life, so when I saw you, I thought, I should pull you back."

"Grandma, thank you very much, the Ling family is too, and it is now." Jiang Nianci's voice was very hoarse, "I shouldn't be nostalgic for him in this situation, it's my own fault, I didn't control my feelings well, It's not about anyone, and I'm not begging for someone to help me."

"Nianci, you are not wrong." Mrs. Gu calmly looked at the dim light outside the window, "For a man as good as Zhan Anli, when he has true feelings for someone, no woman will have other Thinking about it, it’s not easy for you to do this.”

A year ago, when she treated this relationship indifferently, she told him that she actually didn't like him that much.She thought that Zhan Anli would let it go.

But he actually said that he would wait for her, until the day she fell in love with her.Today, one year later, he fulfilled all her blue sea and blue sky.

Even if it is known that being with her may not have a good ending, it will even make many people feel uncomfortable.He didn't miss every opportunity to have good memories with her.

When they were on vacation in country B, Zhan Anli held her shoulders and told her that it felt good to have one and only one person in her heart, and that it felt good to have one person in this world worthy of his affection.He said that there is a Jiang Nianci in this world for him to care about, which is a gift to him.

Jiang Nianci raised his head and exhaled, not letting the tears fall from the corners of his eyes.No one has ever treated her that well, so after leaving Luo Yiheng, she began to dislike anyone.

Today's Jiang Nianci is alone, facing the flames of war, but there is such a man who is extremely gentle to her, making her understand that feelings really exist.

"Grandma, I'm sorry, I didn't fulfill the rules I made." Jiang Nianci closed his eyes in pain.

"I didn't live the life I wanted. I lost the decisiveness at the beginning. I also left Zhan'anli. From then on, I can't find the kind of heartbeat I had back then, because it doesn't matter anymore."

Madam Gu hugged her distressedly.Ever since she met a girl named Jiang Nianci for the first time by a lake, she began to feel that this girl was not simple.Only now did Mrs. Gu realize that Jiang Nianci is the only girl who can still live so clearly after suffering so many setbacks.
"It's okay, it's all over, Nianci." Mrs. Gu patted her on the back to encourage her, "It will pass, everything will be fine."

It's hard to get better.Everyone actually understands that Jiang Nianci's relationship, no matter how good it gets, is already very little.

At the door of her house that night, facing her cruel words, he said that he hated her very much.He seemed to have given up on her.

Now she left without saying goodbye, and Zhan Anli never came to look for her, because he felt that she had made up her mind, and it was meaningless to find her or not, and it didn't matter if she waited or not.

Everyone understood that Jiang Nianci was so arrogant and domineering at that time, all because of Zhan Anli's spare no effort to love her.But today, Jiang Nianci deliberately rejected him and asked him to take back this relationship, so seeing Jiang Nianci today is nothing, she is just herself.

"Jiang Nianci, I hate you so much." He finally said to her.

That night he would still say: "Jiang Nianci, I really like you."

In this world, the person who liked her the most was also abandoned by her like this.Jiang Nianci thought at that moment, no matter how happy the days to come, he would not be so happy. 
The black cloud suppressed the city wall, and the city wall seemed to be destroyed.It wasn't until Mrs. Gu left the room that Jiang Nianci had been holding back tears, and finally burst down the embankment.

On this night three days later, Jiang Nianci stayed at Gu's house.After taking a few sleeping pills, I was able to fall into a deep sleep.

Gu Yuan gently pushed open her door and found that she was still used to sleeping on the carpet.Gu Yuan stood still for a few seconds, then suddenly got up and hugged her, and put her on the bed lightly, until he heard her even breathing, and then went downstairs in peace. 
Mrs. Gu was sitting on the sofa in the living room drinking green tea.

"Is she asleep?"

"Well, I'm asleep." Gu Yuan stood on the edge of the living room door and nodded, "I also ate a little, and now I'm asleep after taking the medicine.

Madam Gu nodded and fell silent.

After a while, she spoke again. "Xiao Yuan, do you have something to tell me?"

Gu Yuan nodded.Although he has been silent by the side, he has been with his grandma for so long, and they will never hide anything from each other.

"Grandma, we haven't known Nianci for a long time. In fact, if you treat her like this now, you will inevitably be gossiped by others, because from the beginning to the end, Nianci has no blood relationship with our family. To Jiang Nianci, this is also a kind of burden."

Mrs. Gu smiled slightly, and calmly took a sip of green tea.

The moon and stars were sparse, so she slowly opened her mouth: "Xiao Yuan, do you know? Nian Ci has no one to rely on now, and I don't want to see her without anyone to protect her. Because of the things that will happen later, I was worried that Nianci would have bad thoughts, so I had to watch her."