"The time, I really can't remember it all at once, but it won't be long, two or three months? Two or three years?" After speaking, Xie Jin shook his head with a wry smile.

"Can not remember."

Wu was only surprised, and said, "So long?"

"For a long time?" Xie Jin smiled, and took another puff of the cigarette, his face that had gone through vicissitudes of life became blurred in the smoke, "It doesn't take long to do what you like."

"Do you like singing very much?" Wu only asked.

Shaking the guitar behind his back, Xie Jin smiled brightly, "Can't you see?"

Wu was only amused.

"I like it for sure, and I even want to devote my whole life to it," said these words in a joking tone, but didn't see Wu just laughing along with him, so Xie Jin became more serious.

"Life is short, and it takes so long to decide to do something to the extreme. It takes courage." After finishing speaking, he took another puff of smoke. Received the Singer Lifetime Award..."

Wu only listened carefully, as if he could see someone's shadow from him.

With a sneer, he snuffed out the cigarette butt that was about to burn out on the iron fence, and then solemnly held it in his hand.

"But in the end, I found out that winning the Golden Melody Award does not necessarily mean that you can do anything and have such authority, so I stopped thinking about such specific issues."

"But I still hope that people can tell me when they see me and hear my singing." He looked at Wu Zhizhi and smiled shyly, "He is a singer, even if he is not a popular street singer."

Wu just smiled and gave him a thumbs up, "You are really a good singer, even if you can only stand by the side of the road now, I believe your future will be a glittering stage."

……

"Thinking about it carefully, I can still remember it. That's what I said at the time," Xie Jin could still recall the conversation he had with Wu Zhizhi when he first met. After speaking, the cigarette butt in his hand burned to the last moment. Cut, he took a deep breath indifferently, threw it at his feet again and stomped it out.

"The question you asked before was very sudden. Although I thought it was very strange at the time. But," he smiled bluntly and said bluntly, "seeing that you look good, I couldn't help but say a few more words. What's the matter now."

If she used to be shy, she might turn her face away shyly, but now Wu Zhizhi has long been accustomed to her appearance, she waved her hand indifferently, and said with a smile.

"I do look okay."

The two laughed together, but Gu Yousi, who was watching the exchange between the two intently from a distance, unconsciously darkened.

Didn't you go to ask a question?What are you talking about now, why are you smiling so happily.

Wu just stopped laughing, and there were some doubts on his bright face, "Actually, I was quite persistent before, the reason why I asked you those questions..."

She looked into Xie Jin's eyes seriously, and said forcefully, "At that time, I really couldn't let go of my identity as a singer, but now, after going through too much, I'm not sure whether I want to be a singer, or even want to be a singer." I don’t want to continue to stand on stage and sing.”

She said a lot at once, Xie Jin kept looking at her, he listened carefully, and never interrupted Wu Zhizhi's confidant.

"I was quite sure at first, but I met a person in another city before. He said that he was a fan of mine and liked my "Youth" very much. Do you know how I felt at that time?"

Looking at Xun Jin, Xun Jin smiled warmly.

Wu just continued: "I didn't think about it at that time, so I didn't feel anything, I just felt sorry, but now looking back at the scene at that time..."

She stretched out her hand and grasped the skirt of her chest tightly, and there was a touch of moving light in her eyes.

"I can't be happy, I know what's going on with me, but I'm like this, I only have one single, and I still have fans at this time, I'm really grateful."

Xie Jin nodded: "I know this feeling."

He continued, "So you don't even know what you think?"

Wu just nodded: "That's right! But the problem is, I don't want to be a singer as strongly as I used to, and I want to sing on stage. Before I went on stage, I just wanted to make money."

She explained, and then she separated the self who was Gu Yun in the past three months from the Wu Zhizhi who was three months ago.

Xie Jin frowned, trying to understand Wu Zhizhi's words, "Left and right are just a question, you ask yourself, were you happy from the bottom of your heart when you were standing on the stage singing?"

Wu only answered very quickly.

"I make money after singing, of course I'm happy!"

Xie Jin laughed, and continued: "You can tell clearly whether you are happy when you sing on stage, or you are happy when you get the money."

Wu only frowned: No, only after singing can she get money. She never thought about becoming a full-time singer in the future.

After a brief silence, Xie Jin suddenly thought of another question, threw away the cigarette butt in his hand as if he had discovered a new world, and grabbed Wu Zhizhi's shoulder exaggeratedly.

"Have you thought about it from another angle? Maybe the reason you hesitate is because you don't want to admit that Gu Yun is bowing to Wu Zhizhi?" Xie Jin said a little excitedly, he thinks this is quite possible.

With such a close distance, Wu could easily smell the smell of tobacco between Xun's mouth. Even though he was used to this smell before, he felt a little disgusted now.

Xie Jin came to his senses, and hastily let go of Wu Zhizhi.

"Sorry, I suddenly thought of that possibility..."

"It's okay," Wu just waved his hands heartily. She didn't take it seriously, but the point he just mentioned was very novel.

Is it because she doesn't want to admit that she is still Wu Zhizhi before?
She wants to prove to others that she has grown up and is no longer like Wu Zhizhi before?That's why you don't want to admit that you like music?

Wu just couldn't tell, she didn't know.

She didn't even know what she likes now, she thought she would be able to figure it out when she saw Xie Jin, but she seemed even more confused when she saw her.

In fact, after so long, she hasn't grown up at all...

Wu only thought about it lonely, until Gu Yousi caught up and stood between her and Xi Jin, and then he regained his senses.

At that time, Gu Yousi and Xun Jin had already started to look at each other silently.

Wu Zhizhi naturally put Gu Youpan's arm on her arm, because of her action, Gu Youpan's previous jealousy disappeared.

When he looked at Wu Zhizhi with a 'swish', all the hostility in his eyes turned into tenderness, "Have you finished?"

Wu just nodded.

"Ah." 
"It's a pity that I didn't help you," Xie Jin stepped back a little, and glanced at the two of them again, the Ji at his feet was carried by him on his shoulders, "Seeing that you are back to the way you were before, I am also happy for you, time It's getting late, I won't bother you, goodbye."

Gu Youpan replied in a good mood: "Yes."

Wu Zhizhi: "Be careful on the way back by yourself."

Xie Jin walked quickly, Wu Zhi only watched him leave, his eyes were full of blankness, Gu Yousi wanted to ask what they said, but seeing Wu Zhizhi's appearance, he still didn't ask further.

"Let's go too."

"it is good."

Back at the hotel, the two of them lay down on the bed after a quick wash. Gu Yousi silently took Wu Zhizhi into his arms. He just hugged her calmly and didn't disturb Wu Zhizhi.

Wu Zhizhi, who seemed to have her eyes closed, was still awake, and until now, the words that Xie Jin asked at that time were still in her mind.

Is she really like what Xi Jin said, just to prove to everyone that she has grown up and is no longer the weak Wu Zhizhi who needs to rely on Gu Yousi for everything, so she is unwilling to admit that she still wants to be a singer?
When she was in the shining world, she was really happy, excited, and jumping for joy when she sang on the stage. For some time, she even wanted to stay on the stage to shine.

Now that it was really possible, she backed away.

Wu Zhi only thought for a long, long time, so long that Gu Youpan, who was holding her, fell asleep unknowingly. She slowly opened her eyes, and what came into view was Gu Youpan's smooth neck.

His steady breathing was right above her head, Wu only moved slightly, but Gu Youpan didn't respond.

She made up her mind that right now, she must find out what she really likes, and she can't wait for a moment.

Why did she find the Weibo account of 'Singer Wu Zhizhi' and why did she read private messages? These are enough to show that she cares about her fans and their feelings.

She wanted to know if there was anyone else who had been waiting for her new song besides the milk tea shop clerk she had met once.

She is not afraid of falling, what is afraid is that she does not have the courage to start all over again.

Gu Youpan is already asleep, as long as she leaves this bed, she can try to remember the previous password again, the memory has been retrieved, it's just a string of numbers, she can't believe that she can't remember it all the time!

Delaying what was about to be done right now would only make her want to do it more. She finally got out of Gu Youbi's arms, and was about to get out of bed lightly, when suddenly there was a rustling sound of the quilt on her body.

Wu just froze and didn't move, and when he was about to look back cautiously, a strong arm was wrapped around his waist.

Then, Gu Youpan's sleepy voice reached her ears.

"What to do?"

Wu, who was almost scared, was only clever, she swallowed, and whispered: "The bathroom."

"Yeah." Gu Youpan slowly let go of his hand, "Come back early and rest."

Wu Zhizhi finally 'get rid of' Gu Youpan for the time being, found the phone and rushed into the bathroom.

With a sound of 'la', Wu Zhizhi cautiously pulled up the sliding door in front of the bathtub in the bathroom. She took local materials and simply sat in the bathtub. While thinking about the possible password, she clicked on the WeChat Bo.

"Is it possible that it has something to do with my birthday? May [-]th?" I tried it, but it was still wrong.

After trying several times in a row, all Wu Zhizhi did was useless. Her complexion became more and more depressed, and her previous enthusiasm also faded a lot.

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