White Lotus System: The CEO wants to spoil me
Chapter 420 Confession
"I'm really sorry about what happened before. It's all because I didn't find out!" Even though Chi Lei said he didn't care, Fang Yuzhang still felt very uncomfortable when he thought that he had misunderstood him.
"I'm really just too worried about Xiaoya!" Fang Yuzhang thought for a while and finally decided to tell Chi Lei the truth, lest he misunderstand anything in the end.
Chi Lei nodded, with a reasonable smile on her face, "I understand everything you need to say! I'm not such a stingy person."
"Xiaoya was often bullied by other children when he was a child, because he didn't want to talk to them, so they all felt that they didn't fit in! I have been with Xiaoya since I was a child, and I often helped him drive away the children who bullied him. , so I can't see him being wronged!"
This point Fang Yuzhang is telling the truth, after all, when Gao Yaqing was young, he helped him drive away those children who bullied him.
"That day I saw him dying from pain, I really couldn't bear it in my heart! Besides, he himself said that he didn't eat anything that day, so I shut down for a while, so..."
Recalling what he did that day, Fang Yuzhang regretted it very much!
"You don't need to say it, how can I not know your mood? It's not that I haven't experienced this matter! I don't mean to blame you. "
Ever since Fang Yuzhang found out that he had wronged Chi Lei last time, this incident has been like a fishbone stuck in his throat, and he always felt uncomfortable. He finally felt much better when he said it today.
However, he didn't believe what Chi Lei said that he didn't care at all. He misunderstood him so much. If he really didn't care, it could only show that Chi Lei didn't care about him.
"Chi Lei, I'm sorry about that incident, can you give me a chance to make up for myself?"
Suddenly, Fang Yuzhang's tone became a little strange, his voice was suddenly deep and hoarse, with a kind of demagogic magnetism.
"I told you, I didn't take that matter to heart, you really don't have to care so much!" Chi Lei didn't notice that something was wrong with Fang Yuzhang, and she kept trying to persuade him to let go of this knot.
"That's not what I mean! Chi Lei, I have misunderstood you in many places, but when I have identified you as such a person, suddenly some people and things prove to me that I have misunderstood you, You brought me too many surprises!"
Chi Lei raised her head to meet Fang Yuzhang's eyes, and finally noticed the burning heat in his eyes.
"So I want to say, I really like you! I told you this sentence more than once, but you didn't reply every time, and you always said a lot of nasty things, trying to push me far away, now here Without anyone else, I can feel the change in your attitude these two days."
Speaking of this, Fang Yuzhang stopped suddenly, moved his whole body, and tried to adjust his position so that all his eyes fell on Chi Lei, and the expression on his face became serious.
"I know you actually like me in your heart, don't you? Be my girlfriend! I don't want to see you always being so close to other people, but always pushing me out again and again. You know that every time I see When you and Baixi were so close, how did I feel?"
This was said so suddenly that Chi Lei didn't even know how to answer it. When did he get so intimate with Bai Xi that he misunderstood him?
"Fang Yuzhang, I..." Seeing the serious expression on his face, Chi Lei couldn't say the words of rejection.
Fang Yuzhang tightened his hand slightly, "Chi Lei, promise me, okay? I really don't want to stay by your side as this kind of friend anymore."
Fang Yuzhang's fiery eyes saw that his whole body seemed to be melting, and he felt that he would be able to indulge in his eyes in the future.
Chi Lei turned her head abruptly to avoid his gaze, "I, I"
Chi Lei hesitated, he had no such plan, and most importantly, he had his own worries.
When he met Huo Ting in the last book, he was also assigned a task by the system, but there was a deviation in the final result, and his final result was that he was punished and came to this book.
After coming to this book, he met Fang Yuzhang again, and he still completed the tasks as assigned by the system, but judging from the current situation, it seems that it is quite difficult for Fang Yuzhang and Gao Yaqing to be together!
It would be unrealistic to say that Fang Yuzhang didn't feel anything in his heart.
Many times, he could see the shadow of Huo Ting from his body. In many details, Fang Yuzhang was able to make him feel his heartbeat. It is impossible to say that he has no feelings for him.
But he knew too well what would happen if he were with him.
It was enough for him to bear this kind of result once, and he didn't want to bear it again. He didn't want to experience such a painful feeling of dying.
But what if you don't want to?In the final analysis, Fang Yuzhang does not belong to him. No matter what happens to him in the end, Fang Yuzhang will not be any better than him.
Either he can't be with Gao Yaqing, alone, as sad as him, or he will slowly turn this past into a memory, and he will find another girl besides him that he likes so much.
No matter which of these two results it is, for Chi Lei, there is nothing that can make him less sad. Rather than that, it's better not to let herself have illusions from the beginning.
"What are you worried about? Or what are you worrying about? If you are worried about Xiaoya, I will go and explain to him at Xiaoya's side! But, Chi Lei, don't push me away again, okay? Just beg me is you."
Fang Yuzhang has already spoken so humblely, and now he has no face at all.
Chi Lei frowned tightly, with a very complicated expression on her face, she couldn't tell what he was thinking!
Fang Yuzhang stared at him very hard, as if hoping to let his gaze penetrate Chi Lei's heart and see what he was thinking.
Chi Lei did not speak for a long time, but the expectation in Fang Yuzhang's eyes did not diminish at all.
"Fang Yuzhang, I know something, and it will make you sad if you say it, but no matter what, I have to tell you a fact, no matter what, the two of us will never be together!"
"Why!" Fang Yuzhang was not convinced, and roared angrily.
Chi Lei seemed to be determined, and the expression on her face became rigid, "There is no reason, I don't like you, don't say these words again in the future, no matter how many times you say it, I will still give the same answer! Between us It's simply impossible!"
"You haven't even tried it, how do you know it won't work?" Fang Yuzhang's tone of begging was radical, but Chi Lei was not moved by it.
"If I say no, I can't! I don't like you, and you are not suitable for me! You have the brains to say these things to me here, so think about the topic I just told you!"
Although Chi Lei felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, as if a knife had been stabbed in his heart, but he insisted on being tough, so he had to turn his head away instead of looking at Fang Yuzhang's hurt eyes.
"Why are you always like this? Every time I want to get close to you, you push me away like this, why? The feeling of someone chasing after you makes your vanity soar?"
Fang Yuzhang no longer knew what kind of mood to use to face him, and he couldn't even control what he said, although he knew that such words would easily hurt Chi Lei.
"So what? I just have vanity, and I just like a group of men around me. Even if I am such a person, Fang Yuzhang, you still can't get into my eyes. Don't you think it's sad?"
Fang Yuzhang didn't expect that he wanted to ridicule him, hoping that he would tell the truth to him, but he was ridiculed by Chi Lei instead!
The heartbeat on the heartbeat monitor obviously accelerated a lot. He tried to take a few deep breaths, and closed his eyes again, so that he could slowly recover.
"Can't you tell me why? Even if you die, let me know!"
He has no other requirements now, he just wants to know why he has no chance!
"You don't know why, you just need to know that we are not suitable, we have no results, and that's it!"
Seeing Chi Lei's decisive expression, Fang Yuzhang could clearly hear the sound of his heart breaking into several petals.
Chi Lei pushed him away again and again without any reason, which dealt a serious blow to his self-esteem!
"But when you were in the cave, and when you were in the hospital yesterday, I could clearly feel that you responded to me, but why did you say this today?"
Fang Yuzhang just wasn't convinced, he just wanted to ask clearly!
"A hole is a hole, and yesterday was yesterday! It's just that you are a person who has just had an operation, and you don't dare to make you angry, so don't think too much about it."
"But...!" Fang Yuzhang still has questions to ask, and he still has a lot to say!
But at this time, the door of the ward had already been pushed open, and Gao Yaqing walked in with the cloth bag she had just carried away.
"I'm so lucky! There are few people eating now, and all these dishes will be reheated in a short time! Let's prepare and have dinner!"
It was completely different from the tense atmosphere between these two people, Gao Yaqing didn't notice that something was wrong between these two people, and still had a romantic appearance.
He kept babbling with these two people, talking about some trivial things he heard from others along the way.
While Gao Yaqing was busy and didn't notice them, Chi Lei quietly took her hand from under Fang Yuzhang's.
Fang Yuzhang felt his small movements and moved his fingers. He wanted to catch Chi Lei, but found that he couldn't reach him anyway.
After stretching out his hand to the air twice, Fang Yuzhang put down his hand completely.
"I'm really just too worried about Xiaoya!" Fang Yuzhang thought for a while and finally decided to tell Chi Lei the truth, lest he misunderstand anything in the end.
Chi Lei nodded, with a reasonable smile on her face, "I understand everything you need to say! I'm not such a stingy person."
"Xiaoya was often bullied by other children when he was a child, because he didn't want to talk to them, so they all felt that they didn't fit in! I have been with Xiaoya since I was a child, and I often helped him drive away the children who bullied him. , so I can't see him being wronged!"
This point Fang Yuzhang is telling the truth, after all, when Gao Yaqing was young, he helped him drive away those children who bullied him.
"That day I saw him dying from pain, I really couldn't bear it in my heart! Besides, he himself said that he didn't eat anything that day, so I shut down for a while, so..."
Recalling what he did that day, Fang Yuzhang regretted it very much!
"You don't need to say it, how can I not know your mood? It's not that I haven't experienced this matter! I don't mean to blame you. "
Ever since Fang Yuzhang found out that he had wronged Chi Lei last time, this incident has been like a fishbone stuck in his throat, and he always felt uncomfortable. He finally felt much better when he said it today.
However, he didn't believe what Chi Lei said that he didn't care at all. He misunderstood him so much. If he really didn't care, it could only show that Chi Lei didn't care about him.
"Chi Lei, I'm sorry about that incident, can you give me a chance to make up for myself?"
Suddenly, Fang Yuzhang's tone became a little strange, his voice was suddenly deep and hoarse, with a kind of demagogic magnetism.
"I told you, I didn't take that matter to heart, you really don't have to care so much!" Chi Lei didn't notice that something was wrong with Fang Yuzhang, and she kept trying to persuade him to let go of this knot.
"That's not what I mean! Chi Lei, I have misunderstood you in many places, but when I have identified you as such a person, suddenly some people and things prove to me that I have misunderstood you, You brought me too many surprises!"
Chi Lei raised her head to meet Fang Yuzhang's eyes, and finally noticed the burning heat in his eyes.
"So I want to say, I really like you! I told you this sentence more than once, but you didn't reply every time, and you always said a lot of nasty things, trying to push me far away, now here Without anyone else, I can feel the change in your attitude these two days."
Speaking of this, Fang Yuzhang stopped suddenly, moved his whole body, and tried to adjust his position so that all his eyes fell on Chi Lei, and the expression on his face became serious.
"I know you actually like me in your heart, don't you? Be my girlfriend! I don't want to see you always being so close to other people, but always pushing me out again and again. You know that every time I see When you and Baixi were so close, how did I feel?"
This was said so suddenly that Chi Lei didn't even know how to answer it. When did he get so intimate with Bai Xi that he misunderstood him?
"Fang Yuzhang, I..." Seeing the serious expression on his face, Chi Lei couldn't say the words of rejection.
Fang Yuzhang tightened his hand slightly, "Chi Lei, promise me, okay? I really don't want to stay by your side as this kind of friend anymore."
Fang Yuzhang's fiery eyes saw that his whole body seemed to be melting, and he felt that he would be able to indulge in his eyes in the future.
Chi Lei turned her head abruptly to avoid his gaze, "I, I"
Chi Lei hesitated, he had no such plan, and most importantly, he had his own worries.
When he met Huo Ting in the last book, he was also assigned a task by the system, but there was a deviation in the final result, and his final result was that he was punished and came to this book.
After coming to this book, he met Fang Yuzhang again, and he still completed the tasks as assigned by the system, but judging from the current situation, it seems that it is quite difficult for Fang Yuzhang and Gao Yaqing to be together!
It would be unrealistic to say that Fang Yuzhang didn't feel anything in his heart.
Many times, he could see the shadow of Huo Ting from his body. In many details, Fang Yuzhang was able to make him feel his heartbeat. It is impossible to say that he has no feelings for him.
But he knew too well what would happen if he were with him.
It was enough for him to bear this kind of result once, and he didn't want to bear it again. He didn't want to experience such a painful feeling of dying.
But what if you don't want to?In the final analysis, Fang Yuzhang does not belong to him. No matter what happens to him in the end, Fang Yuzhang will not be any better than him.
Either he can't be with Gao Yaqing, alone, as sad as him, or he will slowly turn this past into a memory, and he will find another girl besides him that he likes so much.
No matter which of these two results it is, for Chi Lei, there is nothing that can make him less sad. Rather than that, it's better not to let herself have illusions from the beginning.
"What are you worried about? Or what are you worrying about? If you are worried about Xiaoya, I will go and explain to him at Xiaoya's side! But, Chi Lei, don't push me away again, okay? Just beg me is you."
Fang Yuzhang has already spoken so humblely, and now he has no face at all.
Chi Lei frowned tightly, with a very complicated expression on her face, she couldn't tell what he was thinking!
Fang Yuzhang stared at him very hard, as if hoping to let his gaze penetrate Chi Lei's heart and see what he was thinking.
Chi Lei did not speak for a long time, but the expectation in Fang Yuzhang's eyes did not diminish at all.
"Fang Yuzhang, I know something, and it will make you sad if you say it, but no matter what, I have to tell you a fact, no matter what, the two of us will never be together!"
"Why!" Fang Yuzhang was not convinced, and roared angrily.
Chi Lei seemed to be determined, and the expression on her face became rigid, "There is no reason, I don't like you, don't say these words again in the future, no matter how many times you say it, I will still give the same answer! Between us It's simply impossible!"
"You haven't even tried it, how do you know it won't work?" Fang Yuzhang's tone of begging was radical, but Chi Lei was not moved by it.
"If I say no, I can't! I don't like you, and you are not suitable for me! You have the brains to say these things to me here, so think about the topic I just told you!"
Although Chi Lei felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, as if a knife had been stabbed in his heart, but he insisted on being tough, so he had to turn his head away instead of looking at Fang Yuzhang's hurt eyes.
"Why are you always like this? Every time I want to get close to you, you push me away like this, why? The feeling of someone chasing after you makes your vanity soar?"
Fang Yuzhang no longer knew what kind of mood to use to face him, and he couldn't even control what he said, although he knew that such words would easily hurt Chi Lei.
"So what? I just have vanity, and I just like a group of men around me. Even if I am such a person, Fang Yuzhang, you still can't get into my eyes. Don't you think it's sad?"
Fang Yuzhang didn't expect that he wanted to ridicule him, hoping that he would tell the truth to him, but he was ridiculed by Chi Lei instead!
The heartbeat on the heartbeat monitor obviously accelerated a lot. He tried to take a few deep breaths, and closed his eyes again, so that he could slowly recover.
"Can't you tell me why? Even if you die, let me know!"
He has no other requirements now, he just wants to know why he has no chance!
"You don't know why, you just need to know that we are not suitable, we have no results, and that's it!"
Seeing Chi Lei's decisive expression, Fang Yuzhang could clearly hear the sound of his heart breaking into several petals.
Chi Lei pushed him away again and again without any reason, which dealt a serious blow to his self-esteem!
"But when you were in the cave, and when you were in the hospital yesterday, I could clearly feel that you responded to me, but why did you say this today?"
Fang Yuzhang just wasn't convinced, he just wanted to ask clearly!
"A hole is a hole, and yesterday was yesterday! It's just that you are a person who has just had an operation, and you don't dare to make you angry, so don't think too much about it."
"But...!" Fang Yuzhang still has questions to ask, and he still has a lot to say!
But at this time, the door of the ward had already been pushed open, and Gao Yaqing walked in with the cloth bag she had just carried away.
"I'm so lucky! There are few people eating now, and all these dishes will be reheated in a short time! Let's prepare and have dinner!"
It was completely different from the tense atmosphere between these two people, Gao Yaqing didn't notice that something was wrong between these two people, and still had a romantic appearance.
He kept babbling with these two people, talking about some trivial things he heard from others along the way.
While Gao Yaqing was busy and didn't notice them, Chi Lei quietly took her hand from under Fang Yuzhang's.
Fang Yuzhang felt his small movements and moved his fingers. He wanted to catch Chi Lei, but found that he couldn't reach him anyway.
After stretching out his hand to the air twice, Fang Yuzhang put down his hand completely.
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