President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Naturally, Wen Zixin didn't bother Han Feiyang at the first moment. No matter what you say, it's really not suitable to have a long talk with a "strange" man in the middle of the night, and meeting Han Feiyang at this time will always cause unnecessary misunderstandings. She is just innocent It was just asking a few simple questions, and she didn't want to get involved with Han Feiyang, so she stayed in the hotel honestly after getting off the plane.

Wen Zixin knew that her identity was inconvenient, so staying in a hotel was also a big problem, but she had checked in advance that the Zhen Group happened to have a hotel in Huacheng, and she herself was the top VIP of the Zhen Group, Zhen Hua She was given too many resources, so that the Zhen Group had already treated her as a proprietress, so her residence was arranged after a phone call from Xiao Yu, even though Xiao Yu didn't know where she was going. What is Huacheng doing, but these are not things Xiao Yu, a secretary, can ask.

Lying on the bed with a weak body, his eyes closed naturally, and he fell asleep in a short while.She is already quite tired, one person cannot experience great joy or great sorrow repeatedly, this is too sad, and Wen Zixin can't bear it, her spirit has long been on the verge of collapse, and her anger has long burned her She is rational, so rest is inevitable. What Wen Zixin needs most now is rest. Even if she doesn't want to close her eyes, her body instinct will enforce it, because she can't stand it anymore, and her mind is exhausted too much.

But closing her eyes is not a bad thing for her. When the night comes, it is the time when a person's mind is the most vulnerable, and it is also the time when the longing is the craziest.In fact, a person is not alone, the real loneliness is when you miss someone.The taste of missing someone is like appreciating a cruel beauty, and then tell yourself to face it with a very small voice.But the memories of longing for the past will never go back, only the distant memories, and she inadvertently thinks about those past, that sad Zhen Hua, who walked with her through the grass, whether she can still review and give up , leaving, leaving her alone now, might not be a kind of cruelty.

Everyone is an island, but everyone still longs to rely on.In fact, everyone has a city in their hearts.A city of its own, but some are prosperous like brocade; some are magnificent; some are only dilapidated and desolate.But whether it is an isolated island or an isolated city, they are all destined to be lonely. Pedestrians who come and go will not show mercy, but just pass by. Loneliness is inevitable, and love is also inevitable. It is Zhen Hua who walks away, not her, she As a result, her heart was broken and desolate, her grief turned into anger, and she was helpless.

Thousands of sails have passed, and the memories left by the years are still vivid in my mind, as if the bell in the morning awakened the dream of last night, leaving only a few cold tears soaking the pillow, cooling her heart.And the ancient clock on the wall, one left and one right, seemed never to be bored, ticking.It seemed as if he was playing the most beautiful melody in the world, but he didn't know that Zhong Xiaren was already depressed.People can't live without memories.But you can't live with just memories.However, people may grow up slowly only in tempering, and people may gradually wake up only in the rough.Therefore, looking back on the road we have traveled, there is always a faint feeling.

She has closed her eyes, and in the dark, her sentimentality will also fade away. It is said that day and night have dreams, but this is not always the case. There is no anger in her dreams, or even any negative emotions.Maybe life is like a dream, time flies, and time is so short, why not enjoy every day, make yourself smile more, worry less, even if your face fades, you still have to look at life with a smile.Therefore, there was no Lu Jing in her dream, and she and Zhen Hua both wore that big school uniform, and everything seemed to go back to when they first met, she glared at Zhen Hua's side and asked Zhen Hua not to sleep in class. Huh, Zhen Hua loosened her hair with his big hands and fell down on the desk again.

This is how she got along with Zhen Hua in the beginning. She is an excellent student with excellent character and learning, and Zhen Hua is a poor student who is not liked by anyone, but their seats are arranged together in the north. She can't stand Zhen Hua. Some of Hua's bad habits, Zhen Hua couldn't understand his hypocrisy at that time, and there were often frictions between the two, but every time Zhen Hua could pretend not to care, rub his hair loose, and then fell asleep again, and he also slowly fell asleep. Slowly getting used to this way of getting along, their first acquaintance was like this, there were not too many words, only trivialities in eyes and behaviors, at that time Zhen Hua hadn't fallen in love with her, and she hadn't fallen in love with Zhen Hua, they just Ordinary classmates, in the relationship between the excellent students and the poor students, the poor students have conflicts, and because of the friendship at the same table, the conflicts are resolved. Those days can be described as carefree, and there is no unnecessary emotion between each other. Even if the relationship they want to maintain is the original one, such a pure friendship has long been inapplicable between them.

The girl in the dream was her in high school, she looked like a good girl, she couldn't help but feel speechless now, that kind of unreasonable sense of justice, and that kind of inexplicable sense of superiority, it's not hard to feel disgusted by her hypocritical appearance , but at that time Zhen Hua owed too much, she usually looked lazy and couldn't wake up, and when she talked to herself, she cheered up, and she also looked rebellious, even though she knew, that It's just that she didn't wake up, and that's what she looked like when she was strong. She didn't look at it back then, but she looked like she deserved a beating from her dream. If Zhen Hua put on such a look in front of her It's hard to imagine how I endured it back then, and how I entrusted the girl's longing and fantasies to this person.

Sometimes the dream is the projection of reality, there is no illusion of strange power and chaos, it is the reality of the past, and Wen Zixin's dream is their pure student days, without any beautiful decoration, everything is daily, go to school, go to class, get out of class After school, the peaceful student life, although there are many childishness and innocence, but this is already the best time in her half life, and this is also the days before she fell in love with Zhen Hua, maybe it is such a little bit , planted the bud of love, she didn't know, but looking at these silent laughter, she seemed to see love, even if it was just an illusion, she also thought that such an illusion was so precious.

As everyone knows, the closest heart-to-heart contact was at that time. At that time, they did not believe that the other party was the person they wanted to love for the rest of their lives. They just regarded each other as their "friends". "The seeds of love have sprouted in the relationship. It may be ridiculous and absurd, but everyone knows that this kind of youthful emotion cannot last long. Go, it's not easy to be able to persist until now. In fact, she herself doesn't know how they can persist until now and still maintain such a delicate relationship. It seems to be a miracle. The answer is unknowable, and she doesn't need to pursue it.

In fact, what she wants is the present situation. Zhen Hua is by her side, even if she is only sleeping soundly, and even if her every move can make her angry, but Zhen Hua is the only one by her side, and no matter what happens, it will only happen to them. Between the two, this is unrealistic, because the student days are long gone, and it is impossible for them to have only each other. Zhen Hua is no longer the lazy person who never wakes up. She is no longer that pretentious and good girl. Time has changed them all. Her dream records the most beautiful time, but everyone understands that it is impossible to go back to such a time.

But so what, isn't she enjoying such a sweet time at this moment?Although it was in a dream, she really felt that it was inevitable for her to fall into the purity and beauty of that time. This was a trap she knew was a dream, but she couldn't get out of it. The eternal sinking of her dream is the best relief for her, but the moment the dream is finally broken, she will wake up after all.But after the prosperity, everything remains the same.She was just having a beautiful and empty dream in a cruel world, and when she woke up, everything disappeared without leaving any traces.Searching for another memory in one memory. There is no end.

The stories of the past, the cares of the past, the loneliness, the resentment, and the inability to let go have quietly disappeared in this tearful night.I shed tears, woke up from the dream, passed the pain, and left the injury. This is the fate, this is the share.Believe in fate, believe in destiny, believe that everything has passed, believe that tomorrow will face everything well, believe that the real self will always smile, maybe that illusory fantasy can only exist in the past years, experience a dream in a dream The second is good, it is impossible in reality, and she has to face the morning sun at night, looking for her own light in the real world.

But the most painful thing in the world is waking up from a dream.The happiest thing in the world is to be lied to for a lifetime, not knowing the cruel truth until the moment of the end of life.The incomplete lingering fragrance is like a residual dream, passing by in seconds, even if the tenderness is eroded, it cannot withstand the passage of time.Grind until the sea is dry and the stone is rotten, Grind until the years add white silk.Possession is fleeting, silence is eternal, but about her belongs to time.The incense remaining in the hand is an incomplete dream.When the dream wakes up, it disappears in the dream world without leaving any trace.

So after waking up from the dream, I continue to be sad and sad. Some good things are destined not to belong to me, so why bother?Things are right and wrong are always cruel, and things that are too late cannot continue.Withdrew and retreated, turned to say goodbye, so when I woke up from the dream, I was drunk.Perhaps, it's just that the beautiful memories are too ostentatious.At the end of the story, everyone is alone.She got up, opened the curtains, bathed in the sun, and felt the warmth of the real world. Maybe she could find another kind of happiness in this real world that was different from the dream.