President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Red wine is the blood of life.To understand life, you must first find your own bottle of red wine.It lives for love and it dies for love.Like a young woman with ever-changing personalities.Sometimes crazy, sometimes poetic, sometimes shy and arrogant, when she is nostalgic for that seemingly sad.All of life has quilts her otherworldly demeanor fascination.It's a pity, what they want is just to get drunk, if it's normal, Wen Zixin can only taste wine, the beauty of red wine, the taste of life, the charm of red wine, and the bitterness of life.Breathing the grape aroma of the old Bordeaux manor into the nose, and smacking out the bosom that transcends the world, it may be wonderful, but it is nothing more than drunkenness.And wine is like a woman, there are also gains and losses in life in wine, a successful woman can drink and drink, and never give way to a man in life.The frustrated woman, with tears in her cheeks, raised her glass to get drunk alone, but she was not drunk alone, there was a little girl with her, even more unbearable than her.

And intoxication is nothing more than flowers and wine, flowers are beauties and wine is sorrow.Enjoy the freeze of time, and look for the once sweet moisture and tenderness in the swaying glass of red wine.But she wanted to cry with tears in her eyes, she wanted to smile and couldn't move her mouth, she just wanted to use alcohol to numb all her thoughts.And the heart of sorrow has been broken and there is no reason to get drunk.Tears come before the wine arrives.The lamp is on and the pillow is flickering, and I know the taste of lonely sleep.The sorrow of parting gradually becomes endless, and the distance continues like spring water.So the wine is full, and when it is full, it overflows, but who is it that overflows? I fill up my melancholy again, and drink up all the recent troubles and recent unhappiness.In the eyes of others, maybe she is huge, or maybe she drinks very happily, but the bitterness in it is only weighed in her heart.And when a person is intoxicated in a fantasy, she will regard this fantasy as a vague sentiment, and take it as real wine. She drinks to get drunk, and she drinks to wake up from other kinds of drunkenness. .

In fact, she hates the taste of wine, but now she just likes the feeling of wine.Only the day's work and the night's drunkenness compel her to stop thinking about it.But she still has to look back on the past often in her dreams, and she doesn't want to sleep in it, because she doesn't want to wake up from the dream and regret it.I don't like the taste of wine, but I am addicted to the feeling of being drunk. At that moment, I can put down my mask without any scruples, go to mischief, to vent, to empty my exhausted soul.Who knows if you want to cry but have no tears, you will never be able to relieve your worries when you are drunk!Perhaps it is not the purpose to achieve that love becomes love.No matter what kind of love is a beauty, a result.And the love engraved in the bottom of my heart is truly eternal because of selflessness and desire, and because of indifference and sadness.Numb yourself with alcohol until the wound no longer hurts.No matter how high the purity of alcohol is, it can't paralyze the heart of love.But in fact, women who drink know how to cherish, women who drink know how to understand.Women who drink are better at giving up.But women who drink will use wine to express their feelings, dare to love and hate, women who drink will also use wine to interpret their lives, dare to act and act.But life in the wine market, life in the wine market, whether you are bored or laughing.A table of wine deduces a society; a glass of wine brightens the universe.

It's better to get drunk, before you know it, there are already several empty bottles on the table, and Zhen Wenxin has already been drunk and collapsed on the table, but Wen Zixin didn't even raise his eyelids.Maybe it's looking forward to the happiness in the dream like drunk.Time can't dilute the wine of affection, and distance can't pull away the hand of missing.It's a pity that she is still not drunk, and she wants to get drunk, but Zhen Hua has tempered her drinking capacity so well these years, so good that she doesn't even know it, but she wants to get drunk. Can't get drunk, but wine is her dependence, and wine is just an inspiration and emotional catalyst.But what tortures this kind of relationship is not the parting, but the moving memories that make it easy to stand still and think that we can go back.Unable to love, full of memories.In fact, when the tea is cold, don’t continue to refill it, as it won’t taste the same anymore.And when people leave, don't stay anymore, and staying is not the original feeling.When the love is gone, don't reminisce about it, and reminiscing about it is not the original mood.Slowly it will be far away, and it will gradually fade away.Cherish it when you have it, and bless you silently when you leave it.In the journey of life, no one should accompany you to the end.So what she drank was wine, so what she realized was not life.

Maybe time will tell us that the simple love is the longest, the companionship in the ordinary is the most at ease, and the people who understand you are the warmest.Wenzi's heart is drunk, her heart is drunk, her heart seems to stay in the past years, it seems to be frozen, but there are many misses in life, just like rain and flowers, rushing by, rushing by, Zhenhua misses it. She is gentle and gentle, just like she misses the flowery and beautiful Zhen Hua.And the cruelest sentence in this world is not "I'm sorry" or "I hate you", but "We can't go back"; countless moments she felt that the world let her down, but even if there is still Such a little touch, such a little warmth to support me, even if there is one person worthy of her to live, she will feel that the world is worth it, and Zhen Wenxin is the only one who can keep her alive.

Looking at the sleeping girl in front of her, I hope that one day she will meet such a person, a completely unfamiliar person, who has no emotional foundation, but feels like a person who can live well together.So, the exhausted heart was finally willing to dock; when I read a sentence while reading, I cried.In this world, all love is for getting together, only maternal love is for separation.Maybe this is what she expects from Zhen Wenxin, what she can't do, I hope her goddaughter, the daughter of her savior, the adopted daughter of her lover, can fulfill her wish.But this is not realistic, she loves someone, but she doesn't think she can love someone.

She is not like Zhen Hua, she has smoked the strongest cigarettes, drank the strongest alcohol, abandoned the person she loves the most, hugged the person who cherishes him, hurt the person who loves him the most, and was hurt by the person she loves the most , life is still going on, and you still have to get up and keep going when you stumble; she is not Zhen Hua, she can love the wrong scum three or five times, but she can't love a scum three or five times, going the wrong way may be bad luck, But always jumping into a pit is retarded, she is wrong, the person she loves is a scum, a self-righteous scum, so she suffers, so she begs to get drunk, but she is really drunk, so drunk Unclear, drunk enough to see the living Zhen Hua, and it was a living Zhen Hua in his youth.

"Have you come? Have you come back after all?"

The Zhen Hua in front of her didn't say anything, but looked at her calmly, just like when she was a teenager, lazily with a trace of rebelliousness, without words, but it was better than all kinds of words, this is a kind of love without understanding, It is also an undying love.But this is just one person's night, and it's just one person's waiting.She seemed to have forgotten how many nights it was, and how many times she had waited.I just know that she is still persisting alone, still waiting.The dark night makes loneliness deep, and loneliness sublimates in the dark night, blooming and interpreting the black beauty. In the starless night, she is still herself, and the Zhen Hua she sees is just a vain illusion in the drunkenness.But some pain, some fatigue, only I understand.I like to turn over the past in lonely nights, those past events buried deep in my heart, what I got, what I had, what I lost, it feels like a dream.

But the Zhen Hua in front of her was too real, she knew she was in it, and the alcohol had paralyzed her nerves, making her unable to distinguish between reality and illusion, she just felt the Zhen Hua in front of her, she saw it with her own eyes Zhen Hua stood right behind Zhen Wenxin, gently stroking Zhen Wenxin's hair, looking at Zhen Wenxin with gentle eyes, but when facing her, he still looked lazy, Wearing a school uniform, he looked like he hadn't woken up.But she was wrong, she wanted to reach out to touch, but she didn't have the courage to reach out, she looked at Zhen Hua calmly, hope was shining in her eyes, but there was too much hope mixed in. However, the eyes of Zhen Hua on the opposite side were not the slightest deviation from that of the past. She hated this kind of look, precisely because she couldn't see what kind of strong emotions were hidden behind this kind of look, so she wasted There are too many times, and the passing of these times is accompanied by the departure of Zhen Hua, she is unwilling!

But the road is chosen by oneself. Even if there are tears in my heart, they cannot flow from the corners of my eyes. When I feel lonely in the middle of the night, I hug myself in my heart and tell myself not to be afraid and face life bravely. Most of the people who show up are out of reach.If one day, in the noisy city, they pass by each other, she will stop, stare at the back of that person who is going away, and tell herself that person I once loved, but that person is not him, he is dead , It is impossible to appear again, so there is no need to waste feelings.In fact, she is very tired, her heart is so tired, how can the scars in her heart be healed, how can the tears in the corners of her eyes be wiped away.If there are too many injuries and the pain is enough, the heart will not hurt anymore, because it is numb.It's late at night, and in the dark night, I will always secretly wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes.

"Enough! I don't want to be an episode of your life, I just want to be the most perfect ending of your life. Come back! I need you! Zhen Wenxin needs you! I love you!"

Maybe these words can't be said at all when she is sober, but now, she is drunk, she looks at Zhen Hua, and says these words, maybe she meets someone, and then she truly understands the meaning of love; , Only then did I really feel the feeling of heartache.Zhen Hua is her doomed catastrophe, but when something happens, she can only accept it.Some people, if they lose, they can only let go.Some roads, if you choose, you can't turn back.Life is like this, such helplessness.Get drunk, after all, you are drunk, you fell asleep in front of Zhen Wenxin, and fell into a deep sleep, so there were only two drunken women left in this house, no one cares about them.