President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Zhen Hua is just an ordinary person, he can't predict the foresight, let alone omniscient, so he missed it, that is, he really missed it, he didn't know, so he is still on the road, and this journey may have no end, or maybe There is an end everywhere, he is just a kite with a broken string, and where he will fly is not something he can decide.And he just eats a bowl of local rice noodles in every city. Maybe it's just a way to remember his hometown, or maybe it's just a living habit of him. His road is still going on, and Wen Zixin Whether Zhen Wenxin and Zhen Wenxin can continue is a mystery. They are lying in the hospital, and the whole network is concerned about their life and death, but Zhen Hua is the only one who is still walking on this road that even he is not sure about. , he was very confused, but his confusion was not the reason for ignoring the life and death of Wen Zixin's mother and child.

Maybe his evasion was successful, at least his evasion has allowed him to completely shield him from all outside interference, but many times, after knowing something inadvertently, pretending to be innocent on the surface, sometimes he wants to cry and cover it up with a smile , In fact, my heart hurts more than anything else.And sometimes I want to cry a lot, because I feel aggrieved, so I watch a sad movie and find that it is even more uncomfortable and I die, but I still can’t cry, I can’t express my emotions, and then a vicious circle begins.But if you don't know it at all, maybe there will be no such sadness. Could it be that everyone is confused watching the dancing snowflakes in their world?There is a gap in everyone's soul, so they are constantly searching, and life is a process of searching, which includes sweetness and bitterness, loneliness, and helplessness.Even if the road ahead is confused, even if the sky is far away, even if the blade in his hand is broken, he can't stop the path he is looking for, even if he doesn't know what he is looking for.

Walking, turning around, the distance in an instant; watching, gazing, unspeakable pain; holding a pen, writing, in the end, it fulfills the beauty of love and hurt.Listening to a song, hearing the silence of the heart city, let it sing the confusion flying in the wind, it seems that the brows like to have melancholy lingering.When you are sad, a touch of softness can no longer be charming to the beauty of yesterday, but a beauty and a wound are so affectionate in this life.When you may be confused, it is like a boat that has been drifting for too long, and the thick fog on the other side makes it lose its end.But it is still floating and floating, hoping to penetrate the thick fog and see its own sunshine.In fact, there is nothing to be confused about in life. There is no need to know more. Sometimes, people should imagine that they are standing on Mount Everest. When they stretch out their hands, they hug the vast chest of the sky tightly, untie the knot, and let go of everything. Tangle, let go of everything that is difficult to let go, let your heart melt into the vast sky, so transparent, so vast, so pure.

Perhaps an indifferent state of mind is the maturity of life.The way of life is a feeling, an experience, and an experience.We will go to the end no matter what and end our own lives.It's just that in life, some people have more joy than sorrow, and some people have more ups and downs than joy.But life is not perfect. Instead of making life bring more frustration and complaints, it is better to stick to a belief that life can be better through hard work. This has nothing to do with Zhen Hua, and Zhen Hua is just confused. , but in fact, life is only a few decades, as long as you have a clear conscience and live in the world without regrets.Some people laugh at the scenery in the wind and rain, and some people cry and say they are not happy in the comfort zone. Everything comes from the heart.On the road of ease, being happy and nourishing one's nature, being pure and ascetic is the best sublimation of one's temperament.

It's a pity that for Zhen Wenxin, what she experienced at this time was completely a nightmare, and it was the nightmare she was least willing to face.This nightmare is very long, but she would rather this dream be shorter, or this dream does not exist at all, but she cannot escape, this is her nightmare.Perhaps this is not a dream, of course this is not a dream, if she cannot leave this dream, then she can only sleep forever in this dream.But a dream is just a dream. In a dream, there is no concept of time and space.Dreams cannot have space, and the time is even more uncertain. The fact is that I have slept for a long time, but it seems that it only lasts for a few minutes.But what is a dream?Emptiness is a dream, and "thinking by day and dreaming at night" is also a dream.What is a dream? Is a dream a substance? What can a dream constitute? In a real dream, reality can be reversed and even rotated.Many people like to daydream, and like to think about something they like during the day, which is also a dream.

Maybe it's because the pride has been worn away by the years, and it has become a small shop, with the same appearance, but the heart is suffering, the dream has flown too high, passed away in a corner of the cloud, looking forward to it, only seeing the ancient road in front of me, what can't be thrown away Anxiety, dreams have nothing to rely on.In the dream, she couldn't see clearly at all. She couldn't distinguish the blurred faces, but her ears were always surrounded by conversations that she didn't want to understand. Those conversations were very strange, but that voice, But it was so strange, it was just a conversation between an ordinary couple, in her memory, it was the first time she heard this voice, and she didn't know why, but in this kind of conversation, she watched it for a long time without fear, It was just confusion, but there were two more blurred faces, which she couldn't see clearly, but she recognized the new voices, which were Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin, she was very familiar with them, and these two voices accompanied her whole life. Life, but the voices of these four people mixed together, and the dialogue formed was something she didn't want to face. She heard it, but her life was greatly impacted.

"Huazi, look at how cute Xinxin is. If you want children in the future, you should also want a daughter. At that time, Xinxin and our family went to the same school, and the two sisters also had a playmate."

"Brother Yao, what are you talking about! We are just classmates."

"Hahaha, I see, classmate."

Even a girl like Zhen Wenxin would know the meaning of that smirk.But the picture changed immediately, and the four blurred faces disappeared, and only a voice and a clear figure appeared. It was her father, who had been with her for 17 years, but what Zhen Hua said What she said was not what she could hear.

Holding the wine in his hand, Zhen Hua was kneeling in front of the tomb, smoking heavily, his beard covered with stubble seemed to have not been tidied up for several days, he looked like he had lost his soul, but he didn't say anything, just kept quiet kneeling before the grave.This tomb was built on a barren hill, uninhabited, so Zhen Hua was the only one on this barren hill, and she still couldn't understand this scene, so she seemed to understand this feeling, and sometimes no amount of words could tell No matter how much you laugh, you can't hide the pain in your heart, no amount of love words can continue to write his heart, no amount of goodness can't match the habit of time.The sad love songs are repeated on demand, putting shackles on the tired heart.It may also be the reason of the years. Time is like a knife, carving away childishness and engraving vicissitudes.The years are like songs, full of prosperity and loneliness.Years are like water, washing duckweed and depositing sincerity.Years are like fire, burning blood and exercising oneself.With a flick of the finger, the beauty is old, and the silk is snowy in an instant. 20 years, but in the blink of an eye, looking back, how many choices do not let go?

"Brother Yao, I don't know what kind of evil hands you have encountered. I may not be able to avenge you. The only thing I can do is to help you raise your daughter. I will treat my heart as my own." From now on, she will be called Zhen Wenxin. I will give her a brand new identity. She will have nothing to do with you. I will not let anyone know the secret of her life experience. Brother Yao, you saved me I can't repay Wen Zixin's life, so I can only do my best. I may not come to visit you often, because it will implicate our daughter. I know you died unjustly, and I will investigate , it may be difficult, but I will not give up."

Zhen Wenxin could hear these words clearly, these words were so desolate, but Zhen Wenxin seemed to hear something different about her.Some time ago, she learned who her biological mother was, a woman named Lu Jing, who was Zhen Hua's first love. At that time, she was already very confused. At that time, she had already begun to think about the past 17 years. She started questioning, and then there was no news of Lu Jing, and she never mentioned this scar again.But now?Now she is not only Wen Zixin's daughter, but also Zhen Hua's daughter. She has no blood relationship with Zhen Hua. She is the daughter of a couple who have died in other places. She had no way of knowing who Zhen Hua met, including what kind of conspiracy was hidden behind her life experience. She just knew that she was not Zhen Hua's daughter, let alone Wen Zixin's daughter. She was just an outsider, just Zhen Hua. Hua adopted an orphan.

In fact, this is not a dream, it is real, these are just fragments of her memory, but she couldn't think about it in the past, because she was still in her infancy at that time, how could she have heard about the things at that time? Will you remember it?These are naturally left in the deepest part of her mind, maybe this is something unknown, but if it is connected with the events during this period, then the matter will become clear, and at this time Zhen Wenxin is already in a dream In this dream, she fell into infinite fear, or she had learned everything in this dream.If there is such a state in the world: the mind is very full and peaceful, neither nostalgic for the past nor extravagant for the future, letting the time go by but only grasping the present, without feeling of lack or enjoyment, neither happy nor sad, neither People who ask for nothing but feel their own existence can say that they have obtained happiness.

Life is like a long journey. During this journey, everyone will encounter many people, beautiful scenery, and many things they want or don’t want, such as flowers, wine and applause, such as depression. and despair.Greedy people always want to take everything for themselves, and never think about whether they can handle too many things.Open-minded people always choose what they need most, simple and happy is a good taste.Good things are always used to stare and miss, because the most beautiful are always the most hurtful.Manzhu loves Shahua, there is no doubt about it, but in the end, the flowers bloom indifferently, and the leaves fall silently.With extreme fear, I counted the remaining days, feeling hopeless in a blur.