President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

In everyone's life, there may be such a person, you play an important role in his life, but you are insignificant to his life.This was the case with Yang Yue and Zhen Hua, but unfortunately, if Zhen Hua couldn't wake up, maybe Zhen Hua would never notice such a person in his life.Of course, Yang Yue saved him at this time, so it was not because she had no love for him. After all, time passed by, and she was no longer the young girl she was back then. Not everyone's love is as persistent as Zhen Hua and Wen Zixin. Most people will still succumb to the reality, choose to marry and have children at the right age, and establish a family that may not be happy but happy. Today, Yang Yue is the mother of two children, so she will not treat Zhen Hua If she has any unreasonable thoughts, it is impossible for her to overstep the identity of wife and mother. She saved Zhen Hua at this time, and worried about Zhen Hua at this time. It had been her entire youth.

Time will not stop because of anyone's sorrow, but time is passing by bit by bit, and Zhen Hua's surgery does not mean to stop at all, maybe Zhen Hua is really going to end, and when he is rescued, he is only alive , the chance of surviving is very small, maybe this is just a fantasy.Yang Yue didn't know the truth. She didn't know how Zhen Hua fell into the sea. She broke through the guardrail and fell into the sea at a super high speed. Before she fell off the cliff, the airbag had already popped up. What happened to Zhen Hua? The force of the impact was beyond what Yang Yue could have imagined. Under such circumstances, if she survived, it would be a miracle in the history of medical treatment, so she was just waiting for a long time, and the result In fact, it doesn't matter, what she did was just to make up for that insignificant shortcoming back then, and she has done enough, she can do this, in fact, it has gone far beyond the relationship between classmates. point.

She has made several phone calls at home, and she doesn't know how to answer them. She can only say that a friend she hasn't seen for many years has been shipwrecked. Her husband is busy with work, so he didn't ask in detail. Her two children are also taken care of by nanny. So she stayed like this for a long time, three critical illness notices were issued, and she also thought that Zhen Hua was going to be overwhelmed, but Zhen Hua survived each time, and the operation continued. I'm afraid Zhen Hua himself doesn't know what kind of power supports Zhen Hua to survive. Zhen Hua is a person who wants to die, but in his subconscious, there is always an unyielding idea that makes him stand up again and again. Come here, until eight hours later, the operation was over, and he was out of danger, and was moved to the general ward.

Only then did Yang Yue breathe a sigh of relief. Maybe life is like this. Only after experiencing life and death can one understand the importance of health; only after experiencing success or failure can one understand the importance of indifference.The saddest thing in life is to pursue those things that could have been given up but neglect the most precious things in life.There will inevitably be confusion in life. The key is to understand where you come from and where you are going.Be more indifferent and less vain, and live a real life in order to live comfortably.It is said that loving someone is catastrophe, some people survive the catastrophe, and some people cannot escape the catastrophe.It takes courage to fall in love. In fact, it is even more difficult to leave. Most of the pain in life comes from the result of not being able to leave. How many people say goodbye and never see each other again.If we never see each other again, may I be free and easy, and may he be happy. If we meet by fate in the future, may I be calm, and may he also be calm.Her youth is right in front of her eyes. She was free and easy back then, but now she can't be calm, but in the face of fatigue, she still fell down heavily.

Zhen Hua didn't wake up, Yang Yue also fell asleep, and there were only these two sleeping people in this ward.Compared to Zhen Hua's coma, Yang Yue fell into a nightmare. Perhaps this was just a memory, but this memory was too cruel for her, and that's why she didn't want to recall it.Maybe there is such a person deep in everyone's heart. In everyone's youth, there is also a person who wants but can't get it. Zhen Hua is like a male god, especially at that age. Most girls don't have the slightest immunity to ascetic male gods like Zhen Hua, and she is no exception. Unfortunately, she is the one who can't get it after all, so the memories of those years are just a nightmare.

I vaguely remember those daily routines, she was rejected time and time again, but she became more and more courageous, sending Zhen Hua breakfast made by herself every morning, and watching Zhen Hua leave school every evening, such things , She has been doing it for three years, but Zhen Hua did not take a bite of breakfast for the whole three years, and every time she watched her off, she would only usher in deeper disappointment.And in this dream, she didn't know which day it was, she only knew that she was standing at the door of the classroom with the breakfast she made herself, and Zhen Hua was sitting in the last row of the classroom, and she shyly delivered the lunch box to the classroom as usual. In front of Zhen Hua, and Zhen Hua put the lunch box back in her hand as usual, expressionless, she also fled habitually, this kind of repetition seemed to last her entire high school period, but every time She will force herself to cycle again, what kind of principle is this?No one knows, maybe this is love, but after many years, she understands that it is nothing but possessiveness.

Some people are destined not to have it, even in the sweetest dream. She dreamed of Zhen Hua, but what she saw was Zhen Hua sleeping soundly on the desk, waking up from time to time to fight with Wen Zixin , how jealous she is, no one knows, but even in a dream, she can only watch that scene from afar, watching the man she loves, and having feelings for another woman, she sits there Not far away, watching silently, maybe she can only watch like this.It's like some things know that there will be no results, but you still can't bear to give up, like a neuropathy, which entangles yourself and delays others.The invisible scars are the most painful, and the tears that cannot be shed are the most wronged.Sadness, it is good to taste it slowly by one person, and it is good to bear it alone when it is sad.But most of the time, I dug a hole by myself, and then jumped into it without hesitation.But it turned out that he just moved himself.Some people dare not love casually after they have loved seriously once, because they are afraid of repeating the same mistakes, of hurting their feelings, and of becoming more tired in their hearts.So, having lost the ability to love deeply, is her current family due to deep love?Obviously not, the relationship between her and her husband is estranged, and each other is just a tool to meet the needs of the family after they mature.

Love is not that simple, she insists on that humble love day after day, but unfortunately even in such a boring dream, she is still not tired, even if she just looks at it from a distance, maybe she is wrong, but How can there be so many right and wrong in a relationship, the one who loves more will always bow his head first, given his heart, how can he care about it.But there is always that person in life, who amazed the time and made people never forget; the eyes were red from crying, but he still smiled and forgave.Time will fade a person's memory, but there will never be a way to kill a person's grief.She looked at Zhen Hua's Wen Zixin, she wanted to replace Wen Zixin, but she couldn't do it, and then Zhen Hua took Wen Zixin to skip class, Yang Yue didn't know where they went, but how much did she do? Once in a fantasy, the person Zhen Hua pulled away was herself, but she couldn't do it. No matter how many times after class, she was by Zhen Hua's side, Zhen Hua just regarded her as a transparent person, and even more so. Don't mention playing truant with Zhen Hua, she didn't have the qualifications, she knew from the very beginning, it was just the obsession in her heart that made her unable to let go of her love for Zhen Hua.

Probably everyone will meet someone who can't be together, the peace after repeated disappointments, unrequited love, full of memories.Memories are very tiring, just like how to lie down when insomnia is not right.Now that I think about it, it has been many years. I loved him very seriously before, but we separated later, but I have been unwilling to let him go. I always think of him inadvertently, but I never see him again.It may be that I didn't understand feelings when I fell in love with him, and I felt unforgettable after parting.After thinking about it, if she doesn't delay Zhen Hua, there will be others who delay Zhen Hua, so she is not reconciled, and she still wants to delay Zhen Hua. After realizing it, they are already past the age of falling in love.But at this time she is still in a dream, she is still the young girl longing for love, and she is still doing the silly things of a girl. Now that I think about it, she has also done many things that young girls often do when they are young, but she Like many girls, she is only pursuing vain love.

Sometimes falling into a memory is a boring thing, because all she can do is remember, but indulging in the past memories, except to experience the sadness of the year again, is really boring, so in After seeing Zhen Hua leave with Wen Zixin, she woke up, maybe in the dream she just looked at Zhen Hua quietly for three hours, but when she woke up, it had actually been a day It was already a night, and her husband had already sat beside her, and she had already put on a suit.Maybe it's just a dream, even if it's a real memory, after all, it's something that happened many years ago. Too many things about youth can only exist in the memory, no matter how deep the memory is, the love from a long time ago , and can only be hidden in her heart, especially in front of her husband, what she can only play is a virtuous wife, not a nympho girl who is just in love. Not just time, but also took away the courage that was not afraid of losing.At this moment, she finally discovered that the person she once loved deeply had already disappeared in her own world.

"woke up?"