President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Maybe this is warmth, this feeling is really long gone, or he doesn't understand it at all, and has never experienced such a feeling. For him, many happy things are unknown, but everyone is here at this moment, What he cares about, what he cares about, everyone is there, this may be called happiness, he once thought that he was not qualified to have this kind of happiness, but he already had it, and he had it a long time ago, he is not unqualified, But he has never discovered that he already has everything, and he has been letting go of those emotions, so he doesn't know that the happiness at this moment is actually the accumulation of his many years.Perhaps Zhen Hua didn't know that the people he valued, the people who valued him, showed such despair and pain at this critical moment, he looked at these people with a smile on his face, and declared his For the survival of these people, he cannot die.

Wen Zixin fell into his arms in an instant, but unfortunately the effect of his paralysis had not yet passed, he could not embrace Wen Zixin, nor could he feel the happiness of Wen Yu's embrace, but he could see it clearly, that jade On his exquisite face, with those few traces of tears, he knew that he made the woman he loved so much sad again, he made the woman he loved so much cry again, maybe many times he thought he was Protecting this woman, in fact, he has done it. He has done this for many years, but he does not know that Wen Zixin no longer needs his protection. What Wen Zixin needs is actually just him. , a living person, he didn't know about it, so he didn't know how heavy his critical illness was to Wen Zixin.

Under everyone's persuasion, Wen Zixin let go of Zhen Hua, and Zhen Hua was also sent to a special ward.Many people saw that Zhen Hua was safe and sound, greeted Yang Dehui, and then left. Only the seven of them and Li Hao's family were left. They also walked into the ward, and the ward was full. , the nurses put Zhen Huaan on the hospital bed and left. The rest of the people didn't say a word, they just stayed in place quietly. Even Li Yu, who couldn't bear his temper, also stayed in place quietly. People know what to do now, maybe they are all waiting, Zhen Hua was only awake for a while, and soon fell into a coma, at the moment Zhen Hua was in a deep sleep, and before leaving, the nurse also asked not to disturb the patient's rest, So they just waited like this, maybe it was the same as what they did before, but they no longer had the anxiety they had before, and they no longer needed to worry about Zhen Hua's life or death.

This ward is surprisingly quiet, without the greetings from other wards, nor the quarrels and hustle and bustle of other wards, this ward is very quiet, the wind blows through the windows and hums, but it can't affect anyone. What they care about seems to be Zhen Hua's steady breathing, this is the sound of life, right? Such a steady breathing represents a person who is alive. What they care about is Zhen Hua's comfort. Otherwise, how could they Gathered together, Li Hao's family bought the earliest air tickets and rushed all the way here, isn't it just to see a living Zhen Hua in the hospital, so when Zhen Hua is not awake, no one will make a sound, they It's just waiting, waiting for a living Zhen Hua to wake up, waiting for the living Zhen Hua to tell them that he is safe and sound, maybe this is also a kind of obsession, they were all praying before, but now they are just waiting .

It seems that I am used to waiting, simply thinking that waiting will come, but I missed those happiness that can be happy while waiting.It's just that the waiting at this moment is just numb, numbly waiting, the arrival of hope.In fact, life is made up of a period of waiting and splicing.Waiting for a piece of flowers to fall, waiting for a full moon, waiting for a person to return, waiting for a ray of fate.If waiting is a kind of torment, and people are tired of mediocrity, then you might as well hide your strengths and bide your time during this torment, nourish your ambitions, and prepare to release the other side of yourself.But sometimes waiting is also a kind of motivation, because there is expectation; but sometimes waiting is also a kind of test, because there are many difficulties and tribulations in the process; more often, waiting is a kind of suffering, because no one knows where is the end , when will it end.Life is rather a business of waiting. Waiting can be said to be a shining trap intertwined with confusion and tenacity. Sometimes you have to wait, sometimes waiting is a choice, and most people's lives are annihilated in this halo without knowing it. Waiting is A state of life requires wise decision to decode this cycle of life.If you lose patience on the way home, you will never be able to hold that hand.The hope of spring can only be harvested in the midst of autumn without the torment of summer.

In fact, life is always waiting.Waiting outside the door is suffering, waiting in the distance is happiness.But no matter what kind of waiting, it is full of our most beautiful expectations.But waiting is also a helpless choice, a painful torment, and the road of waiting is a hard, slow, tortuous road, an endless road.Waiting is sometimes a kind of beauty, sometimes it is a kind of cruel hypocrisy.It will activate every cell in the body, making people feel a dying struggle, a long wait, and hope that there will be a good result in the end, just like the long wait for flowers to bloom.Perhaps at this moment, the most helpless person is Wen Zixin, she doesn't know what to do, but she is sitting beside Zhen Hua, what can she do?She didn't know why Zhen Hua came back, and she didn't know whether Zhen Hua still had hope of living, but the thing she most hoped for had happened.She hoped to see a living Zhen Hua again, and at this moment Zhen Hua had been rescued, and there was a living Zhen Hua in front of her, but what could she do?Can she stop Zhen Hua from seeking death?She tried, she couldn't do it, she couldn't do anything.

But at this moment, she is sitting in front of Zhen Hua's bed, maybe this is just a short-term possession.How much she wants to maintain this state for a long time, she doesn't want much, she can give up a lot, even everything about herself, all she wants is a long-term company, but Zhen Hua can't satisfy her such a simple Asked, she wanted to cry, she couldn't cry like before, but now she couldn't, she couldn't let her crying disturb Zhen Hua's rest, maybe she was already humbled to this point.Before that, did she ever love so humblely for a moment, what a proud person she is, she is so comfortable in this life, she has the aura that too many people can't have in a lifetime, and has too many people in a lifetime The "happiness" that cannot be possessed, but in fact, she is not happy. Her pride was completely shattered by an unsustainable love, and her humble appearance is amazing.

But there are also people who have different ideas in their hearts, such as Li Hao, maybe Li Hao is the one who really understands Zhen Hua, but this understanding is still in his youth.He recognized Wen Zixin, and also recognized Yang Yue, but he didn't like Yang Yue, but these two women were also his talking points for teasing Zhen Hua in high school.He knew that Zhen Hua loved Wen Zixin deeply, which was an undoubted fact in high school, and that Yang Yue liked Zhen Hua, which was also a fact that everyone had seen, the two women didn't seem to have lived together peacefully, It's just that he and Zhen Hua always tend to ignore Yang Yue, and seeing Wen Zixin's eyes at this moment, he also understands that his good brother Zhen Hua has succeeded, and Zhen Hua has fulfilled the vow he made many years ago. Maybe he didn't know the ups and downs of Zhen Hua's love life these years, but he knew that Zhen Hua finally got together with the woman he loved at first. The love you have is something you can meet but not ask for. Many people parted ways in the end, but the first love was precious. He got it, and Zhen Hua got it too. Maybe it's not necessary for everyone, but every day Everyone has had such a fantasy in their hearts, spending the rest of their lives hand in hand with the person they first fell in love with, but most people have not achieved it.

In fact, Li Hao was surprised, because he was too clear about what happened back then. He could see the vague ambiguity between the two, but he saw clearly the clear gap between the two. Neither of them had the courage to take that step and maintain their relationship. With such a relationship, the boundary that cannot be crossed will become stronger as time goes by. The last time I met Zhen Hua, it seemed that he hadn't been with Wen Zixin. The love path of nearly 30 years has finally come to fruition. He sincerely blesses them. As a brother, seeing Zhen Hua and his beloved come together, he knows that he is very content. Maybe there is nothing more in life than this. He has got it. Happiness, and watching the people you value get happiness, this is a kind of happy life.

It's just that he is not the only one who has other thoughts. Many people are like this. As long as it is confirmed that Zhen Hua is safe and sound, the so-called anxiety will no longer exist.Yang Xuanyu is looking forward to drawing up a contract with Zhen Hua for the next quarter, Yang Dehui is planning how to persuade Zhen Hua, Li Yu is imagining how to get Zhen Wenxin to go out and have fun together, and there are many others. Living with a certain person, maybe only at a certain moment, there will be only that person in his mind.Perhaps it is helpless, they are all waiting, and this kind of waiting may be meaningless, because everything is doomed, Zhen Hua will not continue to seek death, and will work harder to live, this is what everyone hopes to see He will stay by the side of the people he cares about, but no one knows except Yang Xuanyu. Yang Xuanyu has never told anyone, not even Yang Yue. Of course, Yang Yue doesn't even know about Zhen Hua's death. , but why didn't Yang Xuanyu say it?Does he not want to say it?Perhaps it is simply that it is unnecessary, but for many people present, this is an extremely important matter, but such news should be announced by Zhen Hua himself, which is more convincing.