President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

This is a trip that can be said and done, and he moves with his heart. There is only the road ahead in front of him. Where will he go?No one knows, maybe when he is tired, he will choose an exit, and that may be his destination, but now he does not feel the slightest fatigue, so he is still on the road, and he is also No intention of stopping at all.

Now he has forgotten about smoking cessation. On the edge of the cliff, he understood that life should be enjoyed in a timely manner. At that time, he smoked two cigarettes, and the moment a large amount of nicotine rushed into his brain, he felt it. , that feeling of wanting to die, maybe it was because of that feeling that he let go of his fear of death.

So now he doesn't care about his lungs at all, life is so short, if he can't even have this hobby, then why should he linger, so he took out a cigarette, on the highway, facing the strong wind, smoking a cigarette , but it is a happy thing, if it is not for the constant traffic, at this moment, he just wants to shout "freedom!"

Compared to Zhen Hua, Wen Zixin was tossing and turning on the bed, she was very tired, she had been resting since leaving the hospital, her eyes had hardly been opened, but when she returned to her home, she knew, I can no longer hide the fact that I am escaping with exhaustion.

Zhen Wenxin outside the room reminded himself repeatedly that Zhen Hua had left.And she was mentally prepared before, but when she heard Zhen Hua say those words, she still couldn't accept it. What's more, Zhen Hua didn't have the exact news when she would come back. She left, but there was no time to come back. Judging from the previous signs, maybe this farewell is a farewell. She thought of this possibility, and was also afraid of this possibility.

There is wine in her room, but she never drinks the wine in her room, because the alcohol content is too high, and these wines are prepared for Zhen Hua during festivals, or when Zhen Hua comes to the house as a guest Well, she never dared to touch these wines herself, but today, for the first time, she opened a bottle for herself.

There was no glass in the room. At this time, she didn't seem to need a glass for drinking, so she took a bottle and poured it into her mouth.In fact, her alcohol capacity is not weak, Zhen Hua has never known that if she drinks with ordinary people, her alcohol capacity can be said to be excellent, but Zhen Hua's memory is still stuck in more than ten years ago.At that time, Wen Zixin did not drink alcohol, and her drinking capacity was commonly known as "one cup", but after so many years, is she still the same Wen Zixin back then?Zhen Hua hoped that she would still be the same, but in fact, she had changed a long time ago.

Counting the time, Zhen Hua and she haven't had a drink together for ten years. As they get older, they don't have the habit of using alcohol to relieve their sorrows. So these years, they have no drinking in the wine market. Zhen Hua actually didn't count Wen Zixin's drinking capacity now, and Wen Zixin was still fine after taking a big gulp of wine.

Conscious that nothing happened, strong wine entered her throat, just like white water, she didn't feel much, so she took another big sip for herself, she was out of breath, worried, and wanted to get drunk, but now she was alone drink.

What is the loneliness of drinking alone?Wasn't it because the person she drank with had left, if that person hadn't left, why did she get drunk in her room? It was all Zhen Hua's fault. sad.

There was Zhen Hua's daughter outside the door, she didn't dare to go out, she spit her teeth, and poured a sip of wine into her mouth again, tears welled up and fell into the wine bottle along her face, but she didn't seem to care about it either. Caring, the wine with tears continued to pour into his mouth.

Tears add a bit of bitterness to the wine and a bit of sadness.She knew that getting drunk at this time was just an escape, because she couldn't change the fact that Zhen Hua had left, and she couldn't bring it back, so she could only use alcohol to show her incompetence.

When Zhen Hua was around, she wouldn't easily touch alcohol, let alone hide in the room drinking alone like a wronged daughter-in-law like now, she couldn't stop her tears, But she didn't dare to let herself make a sound, because there was Zhen Wenxin outside the door, she didn't dare to let Zhen Wenxin know the fact that Zhen Hua had left, maybe for Zhen Wenxin, Zhen Hua was just a temporary business trip.

Wen Zixin didn't know that Zhen Hua was in a very happy mood at this time, even though he was also reluctant to let go of Wen Zixin, but when he left Wen Zixin, the breath of freedom was better than reluctance.An eagle soaring in the sky, trapped in a golden cage, no matter how well taken care of it is, how can it be nostalgic?All he cares about is Wen Zixin, but he hopes that the way the two get along is not because he doesn't have any freedom.

In the previous days, Wen Zixin was accompanied by Wen Zixin every day and night. Even though he liked it, he was still overwhelmed by the pressure of lies. These lies were all woven by him and covered up. It's just the simple words "I like you", but also because of these lies, he owes, he feels guilty, and more importantly, he has feelings.

Maybe it was because of those lies, or maybe it was because of that unexpected kiss. Zhen Hua really loves and hates Wen Zixin. He loves this woman and can't bear to leave, but he also understands that the person he stays and binds He is not the only one, Wen Zixin is also locked up by him, there are too many things other than feelings, being abandoned, this is not what he wants to see, so he chose to leave, this is what he planned, but Because Wen Zixin's day and night guarding was delayed for a long time, he finally decided to open his mouth because he mustered up the courage, otherwise he would not have such courage in normal times.

It's a pity that he didn't know that his behavior hurt Wen Zixin's heart. Although he knew that his temporary departure would definitely cause Wen Zixin's discomfort, because he had developed a sense of dependence for a long time, but he didn't expect that just It was because he was too nervous and did not explain the date of his return, so Wen Zixin guessed a rough idea.

Indeed, Zhen Hua will not go back, he did not tell Wen Zixin about this, but Wen Zixin already knew, just because the content of that sentence is missing the date of return, don't underestimate a woman's intuition , Sometimes a woman's intuition is really outrageous, but at this time he just ignored it, so he didn't know anything about Wen Zixin who was crying at home.

The sky was getting dark, but he was still driving forward, maintaining a moderate speed, lighting a cigarette from time to time, and he didn't feel tired yet, maybe it was because he had rested for too long, or maybe it was the excitement caused by leaving the hospital. He seemed to have had his blood pumped, and he didn't feel tired at all.

It has been ten hours since we set off, and Zhen Hua is still in high spirits. If the traffic police were to investigate the driving record, he would already be considered a fatigued driver.Fortunately, Zhen Hua also understands that he is not a desperado. If he wanted to commit suicide, he would not choose such a method. Besides, his life was saved not long ago. Even if he saw life and death clearly, he also understood the danger of fatigue driving, so he Still got off the highway, even though he didn't know where he was.

The navigator was turned on, and the geographic location showed that it was in Huacheng. Zhen Hua did not expect that he had actually arrived in Huacheng. Zhen Hua had a deep impression on this city, but it had nothing to do with Wen Zixin. His first job , the company headquarters is here. At that time, he often went back and forth between Shanghai and Huacheng. Sad, he once wanted to invite Wen Zixin to come here for a trip, but at that time, Wen Zixin had already embarked on the road of acting, and had no free time, so the plan was abandoned. After many years, the person who came here was still Only him.

He has not been to this city for many years. He knows that this city, which he is not familiar with at first, is completely unfamiliar to him, so he honestly followed the navigation and booked a room at random. The hotel, also stayed temporarily.

Apart from Jianning and Modu, there is no place worth stopping for him. When he came here, he had no travel plans, but just walked around and took a look. Maybe there were some familiar traces?

In fact, for many years, he was immersed in everything that happened in this city, here.He had his ex-wife, and here he had the capital to make a fortune, but also, here he endured the humiliation that ordinary people could not bear, and here he understood the danger of human nature, precisely because of everything that happened in this city , He really changed from a student who just stepped into the society to a wage earner who really struggled for life.

Lying on the bed, he looked at the chandelier on the ceiling, which was very similar to the chandelier in the hotel where he stayed when he first came to Huacheng, but the difference was that the chandelier was used as a weapon by someone and hit him But he didn't have the capital to resist at all, because the person who hit him back then was a friend of his boss at the time, and he was just a stupid young man who could be beaten and scolded at will.

Back then, he swore in his heart that after he made his fortune in the future, he would pay back a hundredfold to those who humiliated him, but now that he thought about it, if it wasn't for those insults, if it wasn't for those beatings and scolding, how would he understand the cruelty of society? They taught themselves the law of the jungle and the law of the jungle, so even though they have reached their peak now, they are more grateful to those who have humiliated them.

Back then, he was indeed a real stupefied young man, and those beatings and scolding, for him, could be said to be support. Although he had suffered all the humiliation, the scenes he had seen were by no means a young man who had just entered society. People are qualified to participate, and it is precisely because of the support and humiliation of those people that he has what he is today.

Zhen Hua plans to go out tomorrow for a visit. He still remembers the address of the company back then, if it hadn't closed down.In fact, visiting old friends is also a good choice, but he was only in his early twenties back then, and now he is in his 40s. Those people back then may have retired long ago, but if you have nothing to do, you always have to take a look Well.