President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

He fell, and the moment he fell, he completely let go of his obsessions. The so-called obsessions are nothing more than inferiority complex. When he is really facing death, how can he have any obsessions?Everything is just a mirror image, what can't let it go?After all, a person is going to die, and everything he cared about during his lifetime will eventually be lost, not to mention that he has never obtained it, so what can he not let go of?It's just a relationship, the obsession in my youth has continued to the present point, how can I be qualified to maintain obsession.So in the snow-capped mountains, he chose to close his eyes peacefully, and this world has nothing to do with him anymore. He is a passer-by in this world, and everyone is, but he ended his journey and fell on this snow-covered mountain. Above the peak, maybe it can be regarded as a good beginning and a good end.

With no action, no thoughts, no meaning of existence, his signs of life slowly disappear, and the people who care about him are just a few people, but no one knows, so Zhen Hua is also doomed to die in a foreign land The ending, is it a pity?For Wen Zixin, maybe yes, there is no place for the soul that cannot return to its roots, but for Zhen Hua himself, instead of declaring his death in the operating room, it is better to die quietly in this snow-capped mountain. This is the most beautiful ending, just like the saying "After I die, don't care about the big waves", Zhen Hua is like this, he has nothing to do, so he can close his eyes in peace, quietly waiting for death to come.

Between life and death, if you look down on everything, let go of your obsession, you will have nothing to pursue, and your life will have no goal.He has a daughter who is as beautiful as a flower, but her daughter has grown up and is about to become an adult, so he doesn't need to worry about it, not to mention that Wen Zixin will take care of her in the last year; he has someone he loves, for which he I haven't let go of it for decades, but so what?It's not his, after all, he has to let go, forget, and return to the most ordinary friendship, so why should he be persistent?As a result, he became light, and there was nothing worth caring about in this world, and the two people he valued the most would also have their own belongings, and they would have nothing to do with him after all, so whether it was heaven or hell, there was Why not?
Maybe his body will be swallowed by the snow and ice, and he can't even do what the Chinese believe in, but does Zhen Hua care?Perhaps it was this mentality of disregarding life and death that he was able to accept this ending.Before going up the mountain, he never thought that he would die here, and even he was still afraid of death, but an inexplicable force pushed him to climb the mountain, and he really saw death. Open everything, the sky is the monument, the earth is the tomb, isn't it also an ending?Why bother with tradition?What's more, he has never been a traditional person, and he has no so-called decadent thoughts. He doesn't even believe a word of the soul, so what can stop him?After all, they are trapped in this world. Even as the ancient books say, there are thousands of souls who have nowhere to rest their souls, because this world is a cage that confines souls, and true freedom is everywhere. And rest assured, so what is this?

Before death came, he met a new friend and visited a snow-capped mountain. Compared with those who could only pray on the hospital bed, he was so lucky. At least he died on the journey, even if no one was there. Knowing that, it doesn't matter, he understands where he is, where his home is, where he has his friends, and he has been in the hearts of those people, this is enough, and the others don't matter anymore.When a person reaches his age, what he cares about is just the deepest memories, and he has already visited them all, such as his best friends in high school, life-and-death acquaintances during the journey, and seniors during work.Perhaps it is enough, but there is only one person, the only old friend who has not visited, there is only one, but Zhen Hua will not see her, because it is an unbearable past, and what Zhen Hua plays is a ruthless Man, this is only between two people, no one else knows.

Zhen Hua can be ashamed of everything he has done, but only the emotional part is Zhen Hua's eternal pain. No one knows Zhen Hua's previous marriage, even Wen Zixin has only seen that marriage. The woman only counts the faces, and doesn't understand the situation at all.However, Zhen Hua officially married that woman. Back then, Zhen Hua was poor and destitute. He didn't hold a wedding. He just registered a marriage certificate and got to know each other hastily. Afterwards, his life was also a mess. It was just to prevent misunderstandings between the friends of both parties. In front of her, they acted very affectionate, but the actual relationship broke down a month after marriage, and Zhen Hua never even gave any affection to that woman. On the one hand, the marriage back then was to try Wanting to forget Wen Zixin and start a new life again, on the one hand, it was to give Zhen Wenxin a reasonable identity, so that marriage became a victim, and that woman became a cover for Zhen Hua.

Maybe this is a cruel approach, but Zhen Hua didn't think about it so much at the time. He was so young at that time, and he didn't have any psychological burden to act recklessly. The emotional life was over, and the woman left a sentence "I will never meet again in this life", so they officially announced their divorce, and the divorce was just a simple divorce certificate, and Zhen Hua was just a poor boy at that time , there is no family property to divide, so Zhen Hua can't give any material compensation, and after Zhen Hua made a fortune, that woman disappeared without a trace, maybe she doesn't want to have anything to do with Zhen Hua anymore , This is the first time that Zhen Hua has hurt a woman severely, and also shattered a woman's injury, but he can't make up for it, and this is also his regret in this life.

If the person he wants to see the most before death comes, it may not be one of Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin, but the ex-wife in name. It's just that he didn't have this opportunity, and who knows whether that woman is alive or dead, she lost track of her more than ten years ago, and asked all her friends, but no one knew about it, it was as if the world had evaporated , of course, why is Zhen Hua not at this time?He was buried in this snow-capped mountain, and no one knew about it. How could he not have evaporated from the world, and he evaporated more thoroughly, because his illness was known to others, so his life was limited, so he passed the last... The best treatment time, no one will care about his whereabouts, he is a dead man after all, there is no point in looking for a corpse.

Unfortunately, he should have thought that someone would cry for his life. He could even imagine Wen Zixin's haggard appearance when he heard the news of his death, and he could also imagine Zhen Wenxin's appearance of breaking down instantly when he found out, but After all, I have to go for a while, nothing can stop the pace of death, since he has come to this point, then he must make Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin ready to face the news, even if they can't do it. This is Zhen Hua, a cold-blooded and ruthless Zhen Hua, maybe this is his original appearance, otherwise, how can he hurt a woman so that he will never see each other again in this life?It was all his sins, so there was the retribution of today.

In fact, Zhen Hua has almost forgotten that woman back then, and can't even recall her name, but only vaguely remembers the outline of her face. The person who used to be next to her pillow now only has a vague memory of the past. sad?The regret at the time of death is that he did not recall the woman's name. After being completely comatose, he lost the ability to think, and it was impossible to recall the past. The old friend in the gears, maybe Zhen Hua only hoped that the woman he had hurt already had his own home, as for other evil thoughts, Zhen Hua did not dare to have them.

A relationship, a memory, is Zhen Hua's fault, and it is also the sin of youth and frivolity. If he can make a new decision, maybe Zhen Hua will choose to break the relationship between the two after the first meeting, and it will not After making those unbearable things, it's a pity that there are no ifs in life. After all, it is an unforgivable sin, and it is also the pain in Zhen Hua's heart. It's just that no one knows about this past. He was still too young back then, and now He may have matured, but his life has also come to an end, so he can't do it anymore, he longs for the other party's forgiveness, so as to get redemption, but the redemption is impossible, what he gets is karma, if that woman knows Zhen Hua The situation at this time may feel very satisfying, and the villain has finally received the punishment he deserved.

But is this really the case?Where is that woman?Perhaps this is a question, what if that woman is on the snow mountain at this time?Did Zhen Hua even notice where Zhen Hua was when he stepped into this ancient town?What kind of person would Zhen Hua's former wife be?Maybe even Zhen Hua himself couldn't explain clearly, because Zhen Hua never really understood his ex-wife, but Zhen Hua never paid attention to the details after he stayed in the inn, maybe it was because his manic mood did not allow him to think about the details around him Well, but if he observes carefully, there are too many things that are wrong.

That small inn, according to Brother Snake, is run by one person, but can a two-story inn with more than 20 rooms be managed by one person?What's more, no matter how hospitable the owner of the inn is, would he take the initiative to persuade a passenger whose behavior is quite weird?Of course, the most obvious flaw is that on the second floor of the inn, after Zhen Hua moved into the inn, there was a sign that no entry was allowed, and women's clothes were already hung on the balcony in the corner of the second floor, so what happened to that small inn? There will be only Brother Snake alone, so who can hide it?Zhen Hua wouldn't know, because Zhen Hua even forgot her name, so why would he expect him to know that woman was still watching him?He closed his eyes peacefully, but there were two people on the snow mountain who were shouting his name piercingly, trying to save his life.