President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Perhaps the people on the journey are all confused, because they have no goals, so they can’t settle down, and they lose themselves in the endless wandering. Sometimes what these people need is not any guidance, what they need is just a sense of fatigue, Because exhaustion is enough to make people stop their steps, they should settle down in one place, and lose the motivation to walk, so they will naturally settle down with the situation.

After eight hours of normal driving, anyone will feel tired, but if they continue to drive with strength, the chance of accidents will increase. Maybe the two people in the car don't care about the accident, and they don't care about their own lives. They cared, but they stopped anyway, for whatever reason, they did.

Of course, this is not what they wanted. They got off the highway early, but walked into the mountain by accident, but their car ran out of gas and stopped on the mountain, and the mountain did not seem to be developed. , They thought about calling for rescue, but there was no signal, and the sky was already dark, so they gave up the idea of ​​hiking down the mountain.

A tent was set up outside the car, Zhen Hua also found some dead branches, lit a bonfire, and got everything ready, but he got into the car, leveled the seat, and took care of himself. Lie down on her own, Lu Jing understood that the tent outside the car was reserved for her, so Zhen Hua must have minded, even though they had shared the same bed, but today is different, they are no longer The relationship back then was broken, so it was impossible for her and Zhen Hua to rest in the same car.

She tactfully got into the tent, took a few sneaky glances at Zhen Hua, and lay down anyway. She could vaguely see Zhen Hua throwing cigarette butts from the car window from time to time, but she couldn't stop it, it was Zhen Hua's Get used to it. When you are upset, if you don’t adjust the cigarette, you will be even more anxious. You should get used to it long ago. Besides, they just encountered a very common accident. They didn’t check their fuel tank beforehand. They were also absent-minded on the road, and they should pray for such trivial things as running out of gas.

Lu Jing understood that what she was helpless about was Zhen Hua's attitude towards her. She had already strengthened her belief that this was the only time in her life, let's talk about a love with the purpose of marriage.No longer refuse to bow because of willfulness, no longer break up lightly because of stubbornness.Finally firmly believe once, keep going, you can get to the white head.Just stay together like that, in the fleeting years that come and go, the years are safe.I only hope that in this life, I will hold my son's hand and grow old together with my son.But she still didn't get any response, perhaps this is also her sorrow.

But she was able to answer a question that troubled many people: what is happiness?
Happiness is holding a pair of hands that you want to hold, walking through the hustle and bustle together, and waiting for loneliness together; it is being with someone you want to be with, laughing together when you are happy, and crying together when you are sad; it is having a heart that you want to have, Repeating boring days is not boring, doing the same thing is not boring, as long as there is love in the heart, you will be happy, happiness is in the original promise, in the future dream!

So at this moment, she is happy.Zhen Hua was also able to arrange a place for her to rest, and to be able to immediately think of the matter of the two of them resting tonight in anxiety, without ignoring her feelings, which is enough.In fact, she is a person who is easy to be satisfied, Zhen Hua can do this for her, in fact, it is enough to move her, and she has long been used to the habit of not having Zhen Hua by her pillow.

She only hopes that what she once owned will not be forgotten with the passage of time; what she has obtained is more cherished; what belongs to her is not to be given up; what has been lost is kept as a memory.When you are tired, put your heart on the shore; if you choose, don’t regret it; only when you are suffering can you know how to be satisfied, when you are in pain, you can enjoy life, and when you are hurt, you can understand strength; there is always a windy morning, a gorgeous evening, and a shooting star night. Maybe she doesn't want anything extravagantly now. On this night, the sky she can see is just the same as in the past. The only difference is that the person she loves is sleeping less than ten meters away. with.

She thought countless times that if they had appeared earlier, maybe they wouldn't have locked hands with the other person.Or meet a little later, when two people slowly learn tolerance and understanding, kindness and compromise in their respective love experiences, maybe when they come together, they will not give up so easily, turn around willfully, Let go of love.Not one step too early and not one step too late, that is such a rare fate.It's a pity that these are just hypotheses, she appeared too late, and Zhen Hua's heart could no longer accommodate another person at that time, but now they have experienced a lot in the years, but they can't come together again. together.

She once cherished it very much, because the invisible hand of time slowly peeled off the aura of love, and also made the original vows fall into crystal shards of glass.Love needs to be rinsed in time, either it settles into a yellowed photo, or it blooms in the simple life.They did not meet by chance, happiness is not a momentary feeling, it melts in the sweetness of holding hands, and melts in the seemingly mottled life.Looking back on that year, isn't there a cause and effect?If you can let go, why don't you not cherish it? If you didn't let go at the beginning, according to Zhen Hua's character, can you leave?The answer is no. She knows it well, but she is pursuing a love that does not exist. She wants too much, so in the end she has nothing. Now she is no longer qualified to ask for so much. Maybe this is the truth of the years. Precipitate it.

Some love, we didn't know it when we were young; but when we know it, we are no longer young.So liking someone, there will be no pain.Loving someone may be painful, but the joy it brings is the greatest joy in the world.In the depths of time, staying together on the side of the water may be happiness for you and me.In these years of watching, at both ends of the world, when your eyes float from the branches and leaves, is it full of that figure?Just like that time, her eyes filled with tears, looking into the distance, thinking about the unpredictable future time.Thinking about it, Zhen Hua must be saying goodbye to her, and there must be a reluctant parting in his eyes, and a desire for harmony. Maybe it is not realistic, but it is also a fantasy, a fantasy that comes from the depths of his heart. It is too difficult to realize this vain fantasy. She firmly believes that there is no one in this world who cannot love, and there is no love that cannot be lost. Breathe in love and be disappointed in love, just like they decided 17 years ago Fall in love, then spend a lifetime grieving.

She only knows that life is only a few decades, don't leave any regrets for yourself, laugh when you want to laugh, cry when you want to love, love when you should love, it doesn't matter to suppress yourself, there are two depressions in life, one is desire It has not been satisfied, and the second is that it has been satisfied.This is what Zhen Hua cannot have, but it is also the reason why Zhen Hua was "imprisoned" for a year, but she still lost, to a woman who appeared a few years earlier than her, even though she was unwilling, she was helpless, She dares to love and hate, but she finally understands fear.

Sometimes, love is also a kind of hurt. Cruel people choose to hurt others, and kind people choose to hurt themselves.Both Zhen Hua and Lu Jing were the latter, they both chose to hurt themselves, but what did they gain in the end?Maybe it's just years of hurt. People in love have no right or wrong, but only endless sadness. This may be an inescapable fate.

Perhaps entanglement and noise cannot make love last, but if these are completely lost, the cognition of feelings will be completely lost, and the feelings will gradually fade away.Sometimes, persistence is manifested in wordless patience and silent endurance. It seems that there is no love, but it can liberate love and make it immortal. "Don't insist on everlasting, just care about what you once had." In fact, this is just the despair of everlasting.Love is the communication of love and love, the echo of love and affection. It does not need to be with each other, but it requires heart to heart, so the relationship between them cannot be called love from beginning to end.

How much she wishes that life is just one dream after another. Sometimes she is addicted to the dream, unwilling to wake up, crying, laughing, sad and happy in the dream. When the dream wakes up, another dream begins. , Those who are unwilling to come out of their dreams will remain in their memories forever.But time and memory run counter to each other, memory is delivered into nothingness, and begins to be without beginning and without end.

But back to reality, in the night sky, the moon is dizzy, the stars are sparse, and the whole earth seems to have fallen asleep.In the dark night, it seems that boundless thick ink is smeared heavily on the sky, and there is not even the gleam of stars.And late at night is when a person's mind is the most vulnerable, and it is also the time when missing is the craziest.It aroused infinite reverie, and the desire also sprouted through it. Maybe she didn't know why, but her body acted involuntarily.

After all, she broke through the line of defense in her heart and completely gave up her dignity. Maybe she had a fig leaf once, but now she has given up completely. She walked out of the tent, opened the car door, and looked at Zhen who was already asleep. Hua, he kissed involuntarily, and then lay down in Zhen Hua's arms.Zhen Hua slept soundly, because of exhaustion and recovering from a serious illness, his body was already overloaded, and he also fell into a deep sleep when resting, completely unaware of what happened.

After 17 years, Lu Jing fell into his arms again, and once again slept peacefully on this broad chest. This peace and tranquility is what she has been looking forward to for a long time. Now she has mustered up her courage, Secretly took possession of these.Girls are most famous, especially nowadays, they can be described as nameless, but she did such a thing without Zhen Hua's knowledge, and she didn't know what she would be like when she woke up the next day. scene, but at the moment she doesn't regret it.

Therefore, to love someone is to express it bravely and let the other person know your heart, otherwise others may never know your feeling, so what is the meaning of this feeling? Is it the original intention of letting it exist? , Is it just singing this one-man show of love alone? Maybe let it disappear silently, and you feel unwilling, so ah, don’t hide your feelings very well, for fear that others will see it. It's really not worth it, and Lu Jing's method is the simplest and rudest, but it is also the most direct and effective.