President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

Lu Jing didn't know how she fell asleep, but when she woke up again, there was a tearing pain in her lower body. She was not a young girl who had just experienced human affairs, but she hadn't experienced this kind of embarrassing pain for too long. Things happened, and sometimes she even forgot that she still had this need, but Zhen Hua was too violent, and she hadn't experienced it for too long, so when she woke up, she could only be in Zhen Hua's arms. "Struggling", this look is more like acting like a baby, which really doesn't match her, but what can she do?She also wanted to get out of bed, pretending that none of this happened, but she couldn't. At this time, she seemed to have to wait for Zhen Hua to wake up and help her get out of bed, and she also enjoyed the feeling of being in Zhen Hua's arms. Simply lying down like this is also a kind of enjoyment. This is what she has been looking forward to for a long time, but now it has happened for real. All this seems so unreal, making her unable to distinguish whether it is reality or a dream, but These seem to be irrelevant, whether it is reality or a dream, it is a kind of happiness to her.

And what about Zhen Hua?He is a person who sobers up very quickly. After being drunk, his dreams are very shallow. He woke up early in the morning, but after he woke up, what he saw was this scene. He and Lu Jing were lying naked on the bed. He was completely stunned, his brain couldn't process such information at all, the amount of information was too huge, he seemed to have no idea how to deal with such a situation, even though the situation the day before was very similar to today, but as a man's intuition, He understood that nothing happened between them the day before, they just fell asleep leaning against each other, but when he woke up today, he understood that what happened last night was by no means that simple. Now, I also know that this was not done deliberately by Lu Jing in my arms. The headache after getting drunk has not completely subsided, but there are still some fragmented memories in my mind. It seems that the person who took the initiative last night was always me, and Lu Jing has been struggling, but because of her tyranny, she caused the scene this morning. He regretted it too much, but what's the use?It's too late to regret it, he has already done it, so naturally there is no possibility of regretting it.

But what can he do?He didn't know, so he simply waited for Lu Jing to wake up and see how Lu Jing would respond, but when Lu Jing woke up, she just squirmed in his arms a few times, and fell asleep in his arms again, and because Lu Jing accidentally The objection touched Zhen Hua's sensitive area, let alone in the morning, he also had a reaction.Lu Jing naturally felt it, and couldn't help feeling shy, but Zhen Hua couldn't pretend to be asleep any longer. His body betrayed him, and he seemed to have to face it, but he still didn't know how to deal with it.In fact, it is very easy to coax a girl, especially that girl who loves her deeply, but Zhen Hua doesn't want to deceive Lu Jing, so he can't do it, and he can be responsible for it, but he can't say those sweet words, let alone Not to mention those vows of eternal love, because there is only one person who can make him say those words, and Lu Jing is not that person, so what should we do now?It seems that we can only bite the bullet.

But for Lu Jing, unrequited love has become a habit, and the humbleness has been rooted in her bones, which can't be wiped clean even by scraping the bones to cure the poison.It is a great "honor" for her to be lying in Zhen Hua's arms at this time. She does not want to lose it, but she dare not admit it, because all this is too unreal, even if she opens her eyes, the eyes of the two Looking at each other, the distance between each other is so close, it seems that they will blend into each other's body, but the two have panicked expressions, but they are not separated, they are just deadlocked, neither of them speak, just Looking at each other, but I didn't want to find the answer I wanted from the other's eyes. Of course, there is no need for the so-called answer in itself. They are not young boys and girls anymore. However, the two of them are special cases, maybe there is another special case, Wen Zixin has not experienced personnel affairs so far, so he should be considered unique, but Wen Zixin is not here at this time, so they are different from ordinary people. , can be regarded as a wonderful thing.

Naturally, there was an awkward smell in the air. They looked at each other like this, which should be ambiguous, but their panicked expressions couldn't bring up any ambiguity. However, Lu Jing was bold and reacted first.Yes, she kissed Zhen Hua's lips, a fiery kiss, as if she wanted to convey her fiery feelings to Zhen Hua.This also caught Zhen Hua off guard, he was not ready to accept the kiss, his dumbfounded expression should have been accompanied by pushing and shoving movements, but he didn't, he hugged Lu Jing tightly.It is said that men are lower body animals, but this is actually a truth. Zhen Hua can pretend to be unfeminine at ordinary times, but he is a man after all. At this time, he has no reason to refuse, and even if there are various reasons, he I can no longer stand firm on myself, perhaps because of the helplessness of my body.

It has to be said that Lu Jing successfully aroused his desire, but the most important thing was the hot tears he felt, the tears that slid down Lu Jing's face and fell on his lips, the salty and sour taste seemed to reveal After Lu Jing's bitterness during this period, even though Zhen Hua was a stubborn stone, it melted away, and driven by desire, he was left with only primitive instincts. Maybe this is wrong, but at the moment He could no longer calmly think about right and wrong.Maybe he still loves Wen Zixin in his heart, but his woman has always been Lu Jing.It was Lu Jing who made him transform from a big boy into a man, and it was Lu Jing who made him feel the feeling of a man again. Wen Zixin had no place in his heart, but Wen Zixin was still in his heart. Is it too unfair to be quiet, but how can there be fairness between relationships?If it is fair, Brother Snake and Lu Jing have lived together for more than ten years, and what have they gained?is this fairZhen Hua has loved Wen Zixin for nearly 30 years, but has never responded. Is this fair?There is no fairness in relationships, only love and not love, but the person Zhen Hua obviously loves is still Wen Zixin.

But at this time, the person in his arms was Lu Jing, and he didn't let go, but was accepting the other's love, and Lu Jing had already given him everything, and he accepted it all, but He doesn't seem to have any intention of making promises, nor does he intend to change his lover. He knows that in this life, he will never give up the first love, but he accepted another love. Maybe this is the scumbag that is often said now. Well, it's just that Zhen Hua doesn't know it.Lu Jing was passive, she just offered her own kiss, but what she got in exchange was Zhen Hua's violent offensive, passively accepted, but also feeling the love she thought she thought in this madness, maybe she thought Zhen Hua You're already expressing your love with your actions.

Maybe the love she longed for has come. Every girl has a love that she longs for and longs for. It is the love in their fantasy, which is not realistic, but it is also what she has been looking forward to countless days and nights.Although the wheels of time run over days and nights, spring, autumn, winter and summer;But she finally got it. It turned out that Zhen Hua had been stranded in her life, never went far, never left, and never had anyone to replace her.In fact, all she needs is for the two of them to be together, to have a very comfortable feeling, even if they don't speak, they can still hear each other's heartfelt feelings.Holding hands with each other, walking through the streets we often walk, no matter how far we go, we don't want to let go.The palms are very warm, and it feels like they are stuck together.Maybe, the palm of your hand is cold, but the other hand can warm you, and then the hands of two people can warm you together.That kind of warmth is like holding a cup of hot water in winter, isn't that what they are doing at this time?Lu Jing could hear his heavy breathing and feel his violent heartbeat, it seemed enough, she was content.

In the end, Zhen Hua was half lying on the bed, lit a cigarette, and Lu Jing leaned in his arms.But at this time, there is no need for any explanation, any explanation will be weak, and those sweet words have never been Zhen Hua's strong point, so Zhen Hua simply shut his mouth, he can no longer explain anything, if we say last night The mistake was made because of alcohol, so there is no excuse to refute this morning, maybe he can attribute the mistake to desire, he was blinded by desire, but is this excuse valid?It can already be called strong words, and it is absolutely impossible for him to say such brazen words. He understands that he has to accept Lu Jing now. Even if he returns to the previous relationship, he has no possibility of refusing, because in essence Generally speaking, he is still a conservative person, and he can't think of a person like himself, who else can accept it, it seems that only Lu Jing can tolerate himself, even if he knows that there is someone in his heart, he can still love him desperately For myself, this is an extremely difficult thing in itself, but Lu Jing did it, so what can he say?Accept it, it should have been accepted long ago.

In fact, those who understand his emotional experience should advise him. Wen Zixin is not his good match. There is a woman who is desperate for him. If you don't cherish it, it is a contempt for feelings and an insult to that woman. Lu Jing accepted everything, even regardless of previous suspicions, what reason did he have to refuse?Of course, no one told him, because he was never willing to tell others about his feelings, and always kept it in his heart alone. Back then, Wang Qiang was his best brother, but he realized it later. Otherwise, Zhen Hua wouldn't admit it, so how could anyone tell him about him?He has to understand all these, but he doesn't understand, he only knows that the person he loves most in his heart is Wen Zixin, and he doesn't care how much the person lying in his arms loves him, even if he accepts Lu Jing, it's just It's all due to responsibility and guilt, not from the heart. The person he loves has never changed, but the woman in his arms doesn't know it at all. He even naively thinks that he has a place in Zhen Hua's heart. Maybe there is, but it's just a little bit of guilt and responsibility. It's not love, it never was, and Zhen Hua is absolutely unwilling to admit it.