President of the Buddhist Department: A loving wife must be teased

It's a pity that no one will care, and they will not let others find out. Perhaps only time can dilute the sadness in this predicament. Now they can only cry hysterically and express their inner pain. On the other hand, Zhen Hua didn't know anything about it. At this time, Zhen Hua had no idea that his will had been found out. He was still climbing the mountain leisurely. He and Lu Jing walked and stopped, We also arrived at the camping location, the sky was already completely dark, and a large expanse of blackness stretched across the sky, and within a short while it was like a closed world, where you could not see your fingers, it was so dark that it was suffocating, Zhen Hua and Lu Jing had to stop themselves footsteps.

In fact, it doesn't matter whether Zhen Hua knows about it or not, because sooner or later the mystery will be solved. The disguise and evasion he is doing now is actually just delaying the time, but what is the use? ?After his soul returned to his hometown, wouldn't Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin know about it?Impossible, his will will only take effect after he is confirmed dead, and the two beneficiaries will naturally know the news of his death, so the concealment and evasion at this time is meaningless in itself, perhaps because he has already Get used to escaping, so the first decision he made this time was to leave, and every choice he made after that was about leaving, because he stipulated that he could only choose "leave" from the very beginning. options.

In fact, no one knows, not even Zhen Hua himself. He is a person who faces everything alone. Over the years of ups and downs, he has long been used to being alone. He has faced too much alone. He was able to save himself from danger once, but this time, God did not spare him, and he could not resist if he wanted to take his life, but he also chose to bear the pain of waiting for death alone, and he did not want to affect the most important thing for him. But the facts have proved that his departure only added to these variables, and his departure is the biggest impact on Wen Zixin and Zhen Wenxin, but he has already come out, so naturally there is no reason to go back, maybe he He would fall in front of Lu Jing, but he would never fall in front of Wen Zixin or Zhen Wenxin, he would not allow himself to fall in front of those two.

In fact, he always has a subtle feeling for Lu Jing, which comes from mutual understanding, and Zhen Hua can feel that when he stays with Lu Jing, he will think of Wen Zixin from time to time, But this feeling of ease and ease was something that Wen Zixin couldn't bring to him. This feeling was very comfortable and intoxicating. Maybe this was called being suitable. Maybe they were destined to be the right people for each other.But he still has Wen Zixin in his heart. He has known Wen Zixin for 29 years, but when facing Wen Zixin, he is more nervous and restless, always blushing and heartbeating for no reason. He would even experience pain and happiness because of a look in the eyes of the other party. That kind of emotion changes greatly, but Zhen Hua knows that this is called love, because only love can make people feel so uneasy, but this kind of feeling is far less than the former It was so real, so Zhen Hua could only say it was subtle, even though he had acquiesced in the relationship between them, he still didn't dare to speak out.

At this time, Lu Jing was watching Zhen Hua's busy appearance. It was not her turn to set up a tent, so Zhen Hua would take the initiative to set it up. The side is enough.Looking at Zhen Hua's sweaty appearance, she couldn't help but feel a kind of reality. She had never seen Zhen Hua in such a distressed state. Sweat soaked his neckline. But this kind of Zhen Hua is inexplicably real. The Zhen Hua who originally belonged to her is like a saint whose fingers do not touch the spring water, but now Zhen Hua is working hard like a living Man, a man who belongs to her.

In fact, Lu Jing's physical strength has long been overdrawn, and she has been accompanying her all the way. If she hadn't relied on her amazing will, she might have fallen down. Now she is still in a state of exhaustion.She no longer has the energy to play right and wrong, even if she has "wrong thoughts" about Zhen Hua, it can only be because of her powerlessness. At this time, she can only sit aside and watch Zhen Hua set up the tent and set up the boiler , delivering the food to her mouth, she has never experienced such a day, if not because she is already exhausted, she will definitely pinch herself severely, but she is sure that this is not a dream, even if it is a dream, it is also a dream. good dream.

In the past, there was no time when Zhen Hua took care of her. Their life has always been that Zhen Hua was the outsider and she was the inside. When they lived together, she didn't even let Zhen Hua into the kitchen. She handles everything in her life, not to mention taking care of her, Zhen Hua doesn't even have the most basic care, but that happened 17 years ago, it is different now, they have all changed, and Zhen Hua also Knowing how to take care of her, she is no longer that simple substitute, she also has her own place in Zhen Hua's heart, took the vegetable soup that Zhen Hua handed over, took a sip timidly, but felt warm in her heart, Maybe this is called happiness.

Happiness is the moment when one's heart is moved. The feeling of happiness is so simple, unlike the bright fireworks flickering high in the sky, the dazzling brilliance gives people the warmth deep in the heart.It is very simple, when she is lost or sad, walking to her side and giving her a hug without hesitation is happiness, what's more, when she is tired and hungry, handing her a bowl of vegetable soup is also a kind of happiness .A simple life is charming, and a simple heart is happy; learning to be simple is actually not simple.Before everything gets better, there will always be some unhappy days, which may be long, or just wake up.Crying for yourself and laughing for others, this is the so-called life. She has already experienced suffering, and the rest should only be sweet love.

It is as if a person always looks up to and envies the happiness of others, but when he turns around, he finds that he is being looked up to and envied.In fact, everyone is happy.It's just that her happiness is often in the eyes of others.And Lu Jing's happiness has always been in Wen Zixin's eyes. Whenever Wen Zixin hears this name, she will be jealous to the point of madness, because she got it, but she always ignores what she has already got, and envies others , so she is not happy, but now she is "looting" the happiness that belongs to others. This kind of happiness is very simple, and it is what she expects.

It's as if it doesn't matter how long two people have been together, what matters is whether she has stayed in this person's heart.Even if some people are together for a day, they stay in their hearts for a lifetime; some people even if they are together for a lifetime, they don't stay in their hearts for a day.Zhen Hua belongs to the former, he has not been with Lu Jing for a long time, compared to Wen Zixin, it is like comparing a river to the sea, but he has been in Lu Jing's heart for half his life, and now he is by Lu Jing's side .In fact, happiness is like fine quicksand, which will slip away between your fingers inadvertently. Only by holding it gently can you feel happiness with your heart; happiness is also like the shadow behind her, affecting her imperceptibly and bringing The throbbing of her heart.

Some people are destined to wait for others, and some people are destined to be waited for.Lu Jing is the former, and Zhen Hua is also the former, but Zhen Hua is also the latter.In fact, mountaineering and camping are nothing more than episodes between them. These episodes are just a process, just a flavoring agent for their relationship, to promote the relationship between the two. On the surface, the effect is significant, but both of them understand , is only an appearance after all.

Maybe now Lu Jing is confident that she can dilute Wen Zixin's impression in Zhen Hua's heart, and she is even confident that she can keep pace with Wen Zixin, but she is also sure that she will never be able to erase Wen Zixin's impression in Zhen Hua's heart. exist.One needs to know one's own position, just like one knows one's own face, this is the most sober self-awareness.It is always more beautiful to wash away all the lead and paint than to paint casually.So do what you can do, and do it to the best, this is the most important thing to be a human being, so she has already understood too much, where is her position?Zhen Hua didn't need to say much, she knew it too.

But between lovers, the most feared thing is not to become emotional, but to completely return to calm.Once everything is silent, that is the end of love. 17 years ago, they lost under the calm, so although they are very tired now, after such tossing, they have a different kind of happiness. Even the sweat on Zhen Hua's forehead has not been wiped off, but The smile on the corner of his mouth is very real, it is the happiness from the heart, not because of what he has done, but because after he is busy, there is someone who is by his side and listens, this is the feeling of home, smelling Zixin has never given him such a feeling. In fact, he has been addicted to it before he knew it. He has fallen in love with Lu Jing. Maybe he didn't realize it himself, but this is an indisputable fact.

If it wasn't because he had already accepted this relationship, how could he accept the existence of Lu Jing in his journey?The guilt hidden deep in his heart was not enough for him to make such a concession, it must be mixed with emotion, otherwise Lu Jing would have been abandoned by him long ago, but he didn't know it, and he didn't want to admit this relationship The existence of love, and love will not last forever, anyone can leave first if you make any excuse, his excuse has already been found, and Wen Zixin is his excuse, Lu Jing also knows this, so this is of course love , but it is also a love that can be withdrawn at any time.

But what you like may not be suitable for you. The one by your side is always the best. Affection is not as good as a long-term companion. There is no need to say a lot about love. Companionship is the longest confession of love. I hope that there will be years to look back and grow old together with affection.He has no other choice at this time. Lu Jing is his only choice so far, and he has no reason to hurt a woman who loves him. At the end of his life, it is better not to do evil. The current situation is very good. He He is also content, so he still has Lu Jing in his journey.