The villain boss of Quick Transmigration is very black-bellied

At that time, her mind seemed to be filled with mush. As long as she tried to work hard, it seemed that someone was grabbing the mush into a ball. She couldn't meditate at all, and even wanted to read a book. Couldn't stand it for a minute.

What else can she say, all kinds of words to motivate herself have been used, and all kinds of realities are placed in front of her eyes, but she wants to work hard and want to act, but her body is completely unable to move.

What is she afraid of, what is she afraid of, the future is not realized in fantasy, it needs practical action, good-looking people who are richer than her work harder than her, she just put her own efforts on the table, saying that she has How much hard work, in fact, only she knows whether she has worked hard, she is doing this to deceive others, is it someone else who is deceiving!No, the one who deceived was himself.

Lie to yourself, the days and time go by, and you have to bear the final consequences. No one will bear it for her. They will let her know how stupid and messy things are coming to her at this time.

Sometimes when a person is unlucky, drinking cold water will make her teeth clogged. If she doesn't solve the crisis in front of her, more and more things will come to her in the future. Many things will squeeze together and eventually form a burden that she cannot bear. The mountain crushed her waist. At that time, she suddenly realized that she wanted to smash the mountain and move it, but she couldn't do it.

Why are you young and frivolous when you are young, and you can’t bow your head to reality later, all life is fought for by yourself, this sentence is not bad at all, do you really work hard!I really went all out, not just to show the illusion of my hard work to outsiders!

There are some force majeure reasons, who can say that he has not slacked off.

Life is like a developing game, the previous choices will determine the future results.

Be it a dragon or a worm, think about what kind of life you don't want the most.

Don't be influenced by all external forces, just for the previous results.

When Su Hua arrived at the restaurant, she bought a Hu spicy soup, three pairs of fried dough sticks, and a tea egg, and packed them up to eat.

On the way back, looking at the crisp Sijiqing in the surrounding flower beds, it seemed as if she had returned to her own campus. At that time, she was an ignorant girl who had just entered university. She remembered that she liked a boy at work. She had already remembered his name. I don't know, but she remembers that she fell in love with him at the first sight. She secretly fell in love with him. She watched him with other girls for four years, until they broke up, and then he pursued other girls. He didn't have the courage to say it. During the internship, he had already made up his mind to confess, but in the end he looked at his figure and never expressed the love hidden in his heart. If he gave her a chance, I'm afraid I can't tell what Su Hua got, because she had too many problems at that time, her mouth was covered in the sky, her back was a little hunched, and when she walked, her classmates said that she was like an old woman, obviously she was conscious Going to correct it, but the bones seem to be fixed. It is not so easy to straighten the back when thinking about it. This problem Su Hua really wants to correct, because he is afraid that his back will bend into a small arch bridge when he gets old.

At that time, she was worried about too many things. She couldn't calm down her heart. It is different now, but she is afraid that these problems will still accompany her. She really wants to correct it, not for anyone, just For myself.

She is not great, as long as she lives her life well, can she really endure loneliness!She used to be a writer for a while, so she rented a hut by herself. She stayed in it all day without contact with anyone. What she faced was her mobile phone, computer, and four small dogs she bought because of her loneliness. Hamster, she has completely isolated herself and the outside world, regardless of anyone's opposition, in order to be able to succeed, but she later found out that she was harmed by her own procrastination. Procrastination ruins everything.

In the end, she couldn't eat, couldn't pay the rent, and was kicked out. After she really had no choice, she could only borrow money from her parents and find another job to barely survive.

Su Hua thought of that time, when she was the most gloomy. At that time, she even wanted to die, but life still had to go on. People only have one life. After finally coming to the world, there was one more like her Not everyone has such good luck. It is not easy for her to survive until now. If there is no difficulty, she will definitely be able to overcome it.

She mustered up the courage to continue living. She found a job as a customer service, with food and housing included, so that she could barely survive. She no longer had to go hungry and wander outside. Safety, where did she go at that time, because she was close to the school, she touched the school classroom to spend the night temporarily, it was still safe there, no malicious people would harass her, but she wanted God She had to leave before dawn, and then sat in the school garden, waiting for the sky to gradually light up. Looking back on herself at that time, Su Hua felt that she was really very strong, and never thought that she could persist.

She didn't have to live her life like this, worrying about food and clothing, but her own stupidity caused her miserable scene that day. If she hadn't worked hard and thought about her own future, it would not have caused today's consequences. In other people's words, others will say that she is useless and this child is hopeless. Even when they call their parents to borrow money, their voices reveal endless disappointment. They are obviously at the age when they should be sensible. She didn't even have a place to live. That day, she remembered that she was so hungry that her stomach hurt, and smelling the fragrance wafting from the cafeteria not far away, she suffered every minute and every second.

She cried that day and tried to hold back her tears. The desperate feeling of being alone made her feel to the extreme. She was afraid of returning to the helpless life at that time.

Sometimes people just love to do things by themselves. She was already an adult at that time. The path she chose and the consequences she would bear were all her own, and she could not blame anyone. She laughed while crying, laughing at her own stupidity , Laughing at myself for cutting off her back, laughing at herself without any support behind her, she couldn't even go home, it was a joke when she went home at that time, Su Hua still didn't understand before, this sentence What is the meaning of the words, is it so bitter outside, why can't she go home, there is not only food but also shelter, but when she thinks of the disappointed eyes of her family, she refuses to go back even if she has reached a dead end.

She shook her head, not letting herself think about it anymore, her eyes had already started to moisten slowly, if she cried on the way, the passing classmates would think she was broken in love, or something happened.

She lowered her head, she didn't want anyone to see the tears in her eyes, she didn't want anyone to see the weakness in her heart, when she returned to the dormitory, Su Hua put the Hu spicy soup on her table, and opened the plastic bag Open, broke the fried dough sticks into pieces and threw them into the spicy soup. As she ate and ate, tears still fell down involuntarily and dripped into the hot spicy soup in front of her. She ate the fried dough sticks with a wry smile on her lips. What happened to her, how the older she got, the easier she felt and shed tears.

Is she feeling sorry for herself at that time? She seems to have returned to that night. She hid in the grass with her suitcase in her arms, and looked at the night sky through the gaps in the leaves. There were no stars in the sky that night, and even the moon was covered by it. Covered by dark clouds, the surroundings are pitch black. What she fears most is darkness, and only she can find a little comfort by hiding in the grass. She doesn't care whether there are bugs or spiders in the grass, she has no choice at all. In the past, countless multiple-choice questions were placed in front of her, but she didn't know how to cherish it and had to end up in this end in the end.

Su Hua, is she really pitiful?It is said that poor people must have something to hate, and they are probably talking about people like her.

She still has countless choices in front of her. Although she is helping others live their own lives, the time she is here is not her life. She should not think about other people's lives. You should appreciate all kinds of life experiences that belong to you.

What she can do is to live all her life as if she was her own. Everyone deserves to be treated well. The original owner is like Su Hua. They have no way to live their own life again. They are afraid that Su Hua will be like herself It's like procrastination. On the one hand, I clearly want to work hard, but in the end, I still muddle along. I never really pursue the life I want to live.

What kind of life she wants to live, at least not the status quo, the life she wants is to have a house of her own, raise a cat or a dog, and finally bring her parents into the house, and have meals I don’t have to worry about dressing, and occasionally during vacations, I can take my parents to travel and climb mountains to see the scenery of various places, just to be able to live every day without regretting it.

But now I just think about it, but one day, she will definitely realize her wish, live the life she wants, and not be bound by anything.

Unconsciously, she ate all the things in her bowl. She packed up some things and put them in a bag. When she went out later, she could throw out the garbage. Su Hua wiped herself With tears in her eyes, she got up and went to the faucet to wash her face to make herself look more refreshed.

Su Hua still had a smile on his face when he went back, "Can you call me when you leave? I'll go to the classroom with you"

Although a few roommates were a little reluctant, they still agreed to let Su Hua go with them.

Su Hua took her mobile phone and followed them with the trash. There was a row of trash cans at the door of the dormitory building, and she threw the trash in there. Because no books were distributed, they have no books to take now.

There are many people coming and going around, and most of them go to class together. Su Hua glanced at it and felt that he was much younger.

She is really envious of these children who are still in the campus. They don't know how to cherish them when they are in school. They don't know how beautiful the campus is until they leave. They don't have to think about anything. If you don't have money, ask your parents. If you want to spend it yourself Money, you can also do part-time jobs, you can spend 50 yuan a day, you can buy whatever you want, and you don’t have to think about saving money at all. Once you enter the society, you will be under pressure from all aspects, such as food, housing, Age, company, parents, and the future, etc., countless problems were all faced before she solved a problem.

There is very little that Su Hua can do. She doesn't have the strength to deal with it. The only way to avoid problems is to escape, but avoiding can't solve any problems.

As cruel as the reality is, she is desperate and helpless. Fortunately, all suffering will not always patronize her. As long as she wants to get better, as long as she is willing to work hard and make progress, luck will naturally patronize her Well, no one can starve to death in this world, only those who hide their understanding and pretend to be ignorant are asking for their own death.

The saying that the harder you work, the luckier you are is true. No one is willing to listen to another person's rambling, and at the same time, complaining can't solve any problems. The problems can only be solved by themselves, and no one can help.

Su Hua now has a deep understanding that as long as he becomes stronger, there is no way he can't go.