Although Yuan Yuxuan visited Ji Suoran's house once, he didn't see it clearly because of the rush of time. This time he took a closer look. The house is not big with two bedrooms and one living room. Although the decoration is very simple, it looks very neat and tidy. Very warm look.

"Would you like some water?" Ji Suoran asked politely.

"Yes, tea is the best." Yuan Yuxuan was really thirsty.

"Only jasmine tea, is the ordinary kind okay?" Ji Suoran didn't think that he would ask casually, but he was not polite.

"I don't choose, can I drink tea here?" Yuan Yuxuan saw the rattan coffee table and a pair of exquisite rattan chairs on the balcony, looking very warm.

"Okay." Ji Suoran put the soaked water in front of Yuan Yuxuan.

"Your rent is good, and the location is good!"

"This house is not rented, it was left to me by my parents."

"I didn't see it, you are a little rich woman, the houses in this area are not cheap! What about your parents, don't they live with you?"

"It seems that I haven't seen them since I was born three months ago." Ji Suoran said with a sigh
"Sorry, I—" Yuan Yuxuan was a little surprised, what kind of parents would leave a three-month-old baby behind.

"It's okay, I'm used to it!" Ji Suoran said with a smile.

"Actually, my parents had a car accident when I was 17 years old, and I suffered from aphasia for a time, and—" Looking at the dark night outside the window, Yuan Yuxuan's voice revealed deep sadness and fragility , perhaps the night is the easiest time for people to vent their emotions.

"Are you scared?"

"I don't think it's all, but the doctor said that I was frightened, and even said that I had hallucinations, but—" Yuan Yuxuan felt the feeling of a sharp knife in his throat, and now he remembered how real it was.The pattern of that ring has always been clearly imprinted in his mind, and the cry of a little girl in the torrential rain is still fresh in his memory, but he has buried all these things in his heart deeply, except for his grandfather who knows a little [-]. Didn't tell anyone.

"I didn't expect you to have such an experience. Many times we have to learn to comfort ourselves, forget about the unhappy things!"

"That's so easy to forget. If you can comfort yourself to succeed in everything, there will be no pain in this world—" Yuan Yuxuan took a sip of jasmine tea, feeling the extra fragrance.

"I don't know what difficulties our parents have. They entrusted me to my aunt and started to work as an aid doctor in Africa. I never came back, but now they pay me living expenses every month. They have a colleague from the hospital who often comes Look at me, do they hate me so much that they have been refusing to see me all these years—"

"Don't think too much, they must have unspeakable difficulties, don't be sad."

"I've been persuading myself like this all the time, but my heart is still very painful and bitter..." Ji Suoran couldn't bear it anymore, and tears flowed down like drops.

"Actually, you are fine now, and you can still hope, hope that they will come back one day, unlike me, who has no chance." Yuan Yuxuan said comfortingly, wiping away tears for her.

"But they accompanied you in your childhood and youth, while I grew up alone. This kind of pain is beyond your comprehension and understanding."

"I—" Yuan Yuxuan understood how lonely and lonely growing up without the company of his parents was, and he didn't know how to persuade her for a moment.

"I heard that I was fostered at my aunt's house when I was three months old, and never came to see me again. I don't even have their photos. I don't even know what they look like. My aunt always said that when I grow up, I can Seeing them, I went to school early and was younger than my classmates, and I studied hard. I think I am hardworking and outstanding, and they will come back to see me when they are happy-"

"Didn't I write to you?"

"I have sent printed birthday cards several times. They hoped that I could keep fit, so I went to practice martial arts and taekwondo; they hoped that I could study finance and have a stable life after that, so I gave up my favorite medical science; I hope I can take good care of myself, so I will learn to cook, do laundry, and do housework. I always keep the master bedroom in this house for them, clean it every day, change sheets and quilts regularly, it seems that they will come back at any time..."

"Woooo..." Ji Suoran couldn't help crying: "I have done everything they wish, but where is my hope? Do you know how sad it is for me to see Xiaoqing acting like a baby to her parents? ?Do you know how tormented I am at every parent meeting? You know how much I hope they will witness with me so many important moments. But nothing, nothing, no matter how hard I try, they still can’t see, I can't touch it. In my life, there is no temperature, no shadow. Huh..."

Ji Suoran's emotions completely lost control, and he simply burst into tears.

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