Shu Yan abandoned all her previous composure, and now she has an extremely strong desire to confide, or she needs to vent now and needs someone to vent.

Lin Lin knew the answer a long time ago, but when he heard the answer, he still felt a little uncomfortable. Maybe he didn't care about these things, but under the influence of alcohol, Lin Lin felt a sense of desolation that he never had before. feel.

"And you, who are you because of?"

Shu Yan had never thought about Lin Lin who was usually idle, and now she was surrounded by a kind of desolation. She thought that this man was usually extremely frivolous, and she also thought that this man was just jumping into the flowers. It seems that she was wrong.

As soon as Shu Yan's question came out, Lin Lin took another sip of wine, which was unbelievable. Everything he wanted could not be expected by others, and what he wanted was only that person.

"Gu Chenyan's wife,"

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Lin Lin's voice was a little choked when Shu Yan heard it. She still didn't understand this sentence, and her head was dizzy as she thought about Lin Lin's words. She suddenly widened her eyes, and she couldn't believe it. looked at Lin Lin intently,

"You mean, you like Master Gu's wife, Wang Miaomiao?"

This matter was like a bolt from the blue to Shu Yan, she never thought that Lin Lin would have such a relationship with Gu Chenyan, that they were rivals in love, what a powerful relationship.

"Not really, it was guarded for so long before, but now it is captured by Gu Chenyan."

Lin Lin was bitter in his heart. It had been a long time. He had wanted to say these words for a long time. No one made him have the desire to say them. Now that he finally said them, it was like a big stone in his heart was put down all at once. , without the previous depression, although he usually behaves very relaxed in the company, but the depression in his heart is only suppressed by himself, so that others will not see it.

Because Lin Lin's restraint is really good, Shu Yan really didn't see it at all, this matter is a scar for Lin Lin, he can't touch it, once the hand touches it, it will feel pain, This feeling is when no one wants to try.

Maybe this kind of pain is not such a strong pain, nor is it the kind of pain that is unbearable all at once, it is the kind of continuous, little bit of small feeling, although not violent, but it will not be easily ignored It is often this kind of feeling that makes people collapse. Lin Lin is in such a crushing situation, and he has no way to get rid of it, especially in the dead of night, he will think of the loving appearance of Wang Miaomiao and Gu Chenyan, He was about to start regretting why he didn't seize the opportunity at that time, why didn't he let him become stronger before choosing.

Lin Lin always thought that this result was caused by his failure and randomness, but it was not like this.

"It turns out that we are all the same. How hard I was at that time, but the result seemed to be beyond my control. Maybe I didn't have a sense of crisis before. Now I know that some things can't be achieved by hard work. After working so hard for so long, I completely abandoned myself, but she just denied everything because she was just a friend. She has never done anything before, so why am I defeated? Can you have the most basic feelings for me? respect."

Shu Yan was lying on the table with a humming voice. She didn't need any comfort right now, she just wanted to vent her emotions. If she kept holding back, she might really collapse.

In the silent silence, Lin Lin just watched from the side, and didn't try to comfort him, because he knew that there was no need to comfort this kind of feeling.

Lin Lin's thoughts were complicated, and he kept his head down while drinking.

Shu Yan cried for a long time, and finally calmed down. She may have let go of what she said at the time, but in the dead of night, thinking of Gu Chenyan, she still felt extremely sad when she thought of Gu Chenyan. But she couldn't express it.

If there is anything that can make Shu Yan break down and cry, it can only be Gu Chenyan's indifference. Gu Chenyan had already made it very clear to Shu Yan at that time, but she really didn't want it because she didn't want it. .

Shu Yan's mind is the mind of an ordinary woman. As long as the person she likes can recognize her existence, there will be no problem. Although she has not expressed all her thoughts to Gu Chenyan, Gu Chenyan also guessed later Yes, I really didn't know Shu Yan's thoughts before, because Shu Yan's previous thoughts were hidden too deeply, and everyone didn't know. If Gu Chenyan had seen Shu Yan's thoughts before, he would definitely not have this attitude. The root cause of everything they have now is that Shu Yan hid her feelings, and Gu Chenyan and I didn't know about it. When Gu Chenyan announced that Wang Miaomiao would return to him, Shu Yan completely collapsed.

Shu Yan sobbed and looked up, Lin Lin was still drinking, she was more grateful to Lin Lin for turning a blind eye at this time, because she didn't need any words of comfort at all, if Lin Lin kept comforting her, she would instead I feel even more wronged, and when I feel wronged to a certain extent, I will always want to cry.

Shu Yan has cried enough, and her mood has improved a lot, so she doesn't worry about everything anymore. After all, we are all adults, and we don't want to do whatever we want like children. If we can solve things in a smooth manner, there is no need to let the whole world Know.

If she can digest the pain herself, she will not express her own emotions to the world, and would rather digest it silently. In fact, this kind of negative emotion does not need her to vent, but in the end result, she still cannot be so free and easy Faced with all this, she finally couldn't stand getting drunk on her stomach, and wanted to get so drunk that she passed out, and even more wanted to get drunk and change the world.

She wants to wake up and find that all this is a joke made by God, and she also wants to wake up and find that everything in this world is as she wishes.

She looked at the stars in the sky, as if comforting her. She had devoted so many years to Gu Chenyan, and she also wanted to be able to look at the sky and imagine her happy appearance, but it seemed that reality couldn't be like her As I wish, even if I fantasize, I can't imagine the life between her and Gu Chenyan, because Gu Chenyan usually behaves too rationally, and there is no chance for her to react at all.

She may sometimes not want to accept other people's kindness, but as long as Gu Chenyan shows a little kindness to her, she can't bear it, because she lost this kiss from the beginning, and Gu Chenyan was kind to her She couldn't imagine things carefully, because she knew that Gu Chenyan had never thought of her like that.

She feels very sad when she thinks about it, maybe all of this is the pain she caused for herself, she shouldn't have expected you from the beginning, and she shouldn't have pursued her love like ordinary people, after all This matter was still wishful thinking on her part. Gu Chenyan never expressed his thoughts on her from the beginning, and never said that he had any thoughts on her beyond his colleagues.

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