Young Master Qin, you are too cute

Qin Yan's office is not small, but there are not many furnishings and furniture. Among them, the most conspicuous bookcase is behind his desk. Looking at it, it seems that the center of the whole room is concentrated there.

This kind of design is consulted with the interior designer, and its main purpose is to create a sense of openness. Fortunately, when there are customers visiting, it will have a sense of oppression, so that Qin Yan can be psychologically Get the upper hand from the start.

But at this moment, Qin Yan sat on a comfortable chair, looked at Cheng Cheng in front of him, and felt extremely small.

If he could, he really wanted to turn into an ant and run away along the cracks in the wall, or grow wings and fly away, so that he would never have to face Cheng Cheng's disappointed face again.

The matter has come to this point, there is no need to say anything, Cheng Cheng will guess the truth sooner or later, if he tries to hide it, it will only increase her anger, make her gradually develop resentment and dissatisfaction with him, and put each other into the relationship that she once tried to get rid of. situation.

After all, they were lovers and husband and wife for many years, Cheng Cheng saw that Qin Yan's gaze became dodge under his gaze, so he could only sneer.

Tears were already shining in her eyes, and the well-dressed makeup was about to fail under the washing of tears, and her voice was choked with unconscious sobs: "Oh, it really is like this, Qin Yan, you are just Something is hiding from me."

Having calmed down completely, Qin Yan doesn't want to do anything now: "I'm sorry, but I really do it for your own good."

"You promised me before, right? No matter what the reason is, you won't lie to me again." Cheng Cheng raised her head, trying not to let tears fall, she finally understood a truth she had heard before, although she I used to think that was nonsense.

An unknown person said that makeup is a woman's best weapon, it can make her extremely strong.

At that time, Cheng Cheng didn't know the meaning of these words, but now she understands that a woman with makeup can't cry easily, because it will spoil her makeup and make her ugly.For this, she had to fight back tears to at least look strong.

A pair of well-shaped beautiful eyes gradually filled with water vapor. Cheng Cheng bit her lower lip tightly, until her red lips turned white, and her teeth were sunk into the flesh, almost bleeding from the bite.

Qin Yan couldn't see Cheng Cheng being wronged, he immediately softened his heart, and comforted: "I'm sorry, but I didn't mean that, my intention was not to deceive you, but I hope there is a suitable time for me to Tell you the truth of the matter."

Hearing these words in Cheng Cheng's ears, it was no different from sophistry and cover-up.

The words are not as strong as the expression on the face, Cheng Cheng's voice is very aggrieved: "Since you are always so self-righteous, why don't we get a divorce."

This is not the first time she has separated from Qin Yanti, as if they are not husband and wife, but still in love.

Qin Yan is actually a little scared and annoyed. In his opinion, they are already a couple with too many interests involved. If they break up in anger, it will only hurt both sides, and it may hurt the child. What's more, he doesn't want to be separated from Cheng Cheng.

"This kind of thing can't be used to get angry, I don't agree." Qin Yan flatly rejected this possibility, he was very handsome, why would he only look melancholy when he was troubled by things, and he didn't feel dejected at all? He made Cheng Cheng's heart a little bit.

Sure enough, at this moment, Cheng Cheng looked at Qin Yan, and his heart was shaken again. After all, it was just angry words.

Taking this opportunity to hold Cheng Cheng's weak and boneless hand, Qin Yan kissed her very familiarly. They kissed deeply in the office, looking at the clouds and the sun outside through the floor-to-ceiling windows.

As a result, his mood eased a lot. Cheng Cheng turned around to wipe away his tears and touch up his makeup. Although he was still a little angry, it was more anger.

"Why don't I get off work early, let's go home and have a good talk." Qin Yan's methods of solving problems always go to extremes, either concealing the end, or breaking the pot all at once, almost never considering the middle link.

In this case, the result of the processing is not so good and it is taken for granted.

After brewing a pot of tea and having a heart-to-heart talk on the balcony for a while, both of them expressed their thoughts straight to the point, hoping to take this opportunity to clear up all the recent misunderstandings.

But Cheng Cheng is not so easy to fool, her focus has changed, and now she obviously cares more about the previous physical examination.

"You have to remember that everything is up to me. You don't need to handle many things by yourself. We are a husband and wife, so the responsibilities must be shared together." This is not a good word, but Qin Yan later found out that Cheng Cheng didn't care much. Past medical report.

Looking carefully at it, Cheng Cheng's tears wet the paper, she thought to herself, if she knew this, she would not touch up her makeup, not to mention wasting cosmetics, and crying would be even uglier, it is not worth the candle , Lifting a rock to drop himself in the foot.

Heartbroken, Qin Yan hugged Cheng Cheng and said, "I've already consulted the doctor, and it's not a serious problem."

"Then what's the big problem? Is there a life-threatening problem?" Cheng Cheng's mood was visible to the naked eye. In this situation, she was pissing off whoever she saw, even if Nian Cheng dared to come over and talk too much.

Originally, she didn't have a strong desire to have another child, thinking that it was just icing on the cake.

But after she suddenly learned that she might be permanently deprived of this power, Cheng Cheng's thoughts changed. She is the kind of person who is naturally rebellious and likes to go against the impossible, so she suddenly feels that the sky is It's about to collapse.

In Qin Yan's view, such a thought is actually unreasonable, so he feels that there is no need to mention this matter again. With Nian Cheng as a child, his life is already very fulfilling, and there is no need for another child to share Cheng Cheng with him. Little troubles with love and concern.

However, Cheng Cheng insisted on discussing the matter in depth, but her attitude took a 180-degree turn.

"I think it's necessary to go for another special medical examination. At least we have to figure out why I can't get pregnant anymore. Only then can we find a solution."

In fact, she has some idea of ​​her physical condition in her heart, and she knows that after the last miscarriage, she was too sad and hurt her roots, and she didn't take care of it, which made the situation worse, so that she came to this point today.But because of this, she is more eager to solve this legacy problem.

In Cheng Cheng's view, the best way to eliminate a file is not to delete it but to create a new one to cover it, so if you really want to eradicate the shadow that was left between her and Qin Yan during that time, the best way It is to solve all problems.

Somewhat remorseful and guilty, Qin Yan knew that this matter had something to do with what he did at that time.

The black tea in front of them was already cold, and the two of them no longer used drinking tea as an excuse to avoid talking about the problem, but had a long chat about the medical examination.

At the end, Cheng Cheng said sadly: "I remember you said that you wanted to have both children, but in fact, I have longed for that too."

Qin Yan's wish and Cheng Cheng's wish actually coincided with each other, but now that wish has become a dream, Cheng Cheng feels that being unable to have children will only affect Qin Yan's life.

It's not hard to hear what she meant, Qin Yan held her hand, and patted the back of her hand comfortingly: "Little fool, it's just hope, I used to think that way, it's purely because I'm not deep in the world, and I was taken by those People who advertise how cute children are are just cheating, if I do it again, I will definitely choose DINK."

"What's the matter, do you think that Nian Cheng is not good or cute?" Cheng Cheng's ability to grasp the key points is always strange, "I won't allow you to say that Nian Cheng is not good, this kid is exactly like you, I despise him It’s not that you hate yourself.”

Not knowing whether to laugh or cry, Qin Yan saw that Cheng Cheng's attention was diverted by his own words, and his mood cleared up, so he didn't explain anything.

"Okay, good, good, good, good, good, good, good like me, good like you." He said, stood up and walked behind Cheng Cheng, "As your strongest backing, I support your point of view."

"I hate it!" Cheng Cheng wiped away her tears, and suddenly smiled brightly. She seemed to be having fun in bitterness, but in fact she didn't take it so seriously. It was just a mask she put on to prevent Qin Yan from worrying.

In fact, Qin Yan didn't care about Cheng Cheng's ability to have children. He really wanted to have a big family, but there was still a long way to go before becoming an obsession. There is a state of Buddhism, after all, he already has Cheng Cheng, the best wife in the world, so he can't be too greedy.

In the next few days, he has been carefully watching his words and expressions, for fear that he might inadvertently irritate Cheng Cheng. For this reason, he even instructed Cheng Cheng, and he was relieved when he saw the child nodding in a daze with a steamed bun face.

But even in such a vacuum-like care, Cheng Cheng still felt pain and became more and more vulnerable.

Qin Yan didn't know that it was his overprotection that exacerbated Cheng Cheng's suspicion and sadness. She felt sorry for him at first, but after being cared for by him in every possible way, she felt even more indebted.

That afternoon, the chat accompanied by the aroma of black tea seemed to be just passing away. They forgot about it tacitly, and then each started to make some futile efforts in a forced way under the banner of being good to each other.

In this case, physical intimacy became frequent because they no longer cared about it, but communication became less. They used movements to feel each other, and then fell asleep.Thinking that this would bring them closer, they even used this as an excuse to ignore language, knowing that it was the easiest way to communicate.

Finally one day, Qin Yan felt that he needed to open the skylight and speak out. He offered to go to the hospital with Cheng Cheng to solve the problem instead of just avoiding it.