I can't hide my affection for you

After dinner, Feirou unexpectedly proposed to go for a walk, which was really embarrassing for Jiang Xiying. If you want to take girls out to clubs, shopping, shopping, it will definitely not be difficult for Jiang Xiying, who is the number one in love. Jiang Xiying knows which bar is good enough, which shopping mall is most suitable for what kind of girl, so it goes without saying.But that was for others, for Gu Feirou, no matter when and where, he, Jiang Xiying, would always be that shy little boy who wanted to give her everything, but worried that she would not want it.

The two drove around for a while, and finally stopped at a square built in the middle ages.After getting out of the car, Jiang Xiying was a little embarrassed. Although he strongly suppressed his inner anxiety, Feirou still noticed it.It was Feirou who broke the deadlock first. Feirou walked to the center of the square, turned to face Jiang Xiying, took out a gift from his backpack, and said to him, "This is for you, take it." Today's Feirou Rou is really different. Not only is she so gentle to herself, she even prepared a gift for herself, which made Jiang Xiying a little flattered. The Feirou she was waiting for really responded, and she really planned to look back at herself.

Seeing that Jiang Xiying didn't speak, Feirou went on to say: "Jiang Xiying, I'm going back." "Oh, is that so? Too tired? Then I'll drive you back?" "I'm talking about returning to China, I want to go back, I want to get back what belongs to me, in my own way." "What? You go back to China?" "Yes, I have grown up, I have enough ability, I can't keep running away." "Well, at least let Shall I help you?" "No, no need, I said that I want to use my own way to get back my things, which has nothing to do with others, including you, so don't come to me in the future." "Why, in the past few years , don’t you understand my heart? As long as you think, I will help you without hesitation, or have you never forgotten him? "

When "he" heard this word, Feirou couldn't help but feel a pain in his heart. "It has nothing to do with others, I just want to solve it by myself, Jiang Xiying, I know that you treat me well, but many things are beyond my control. I know that you have done a lot for me, and that you want to protect me and treat me well. Be with me, and thank you for being with me these six years, but I’m sorry, I really can’t do it with you.” “Why” “Because I lost my heart, the most ridiculous thing is, I don’t know where it went "Lost it? I know where he lost it, did he leave it with Leng Jianchen?" "Pa" Immediately, a slightly red palm print appeared on Jiang Xiying's left face. That's right, that palm print came from Gu Fei Rou, Feirou hid her trembling right hand behind her back, as if she was hiding the deepest secret in her heart so that no one would find out, looked up at the disappointed Jiang Xiying, her eyes were red, she held back her tears and said, "I'm sorry, I said, don't mention him, my decision has nothing to do with anyone, I'm really sorry, now I'm not qualified to talk about love, all I can give you is sorry"

Looking at Gu Feirou now, Jiang Xiying really felt powerless and powerless. He was sure that he loved Gu Feirou. Even just now, he had the illusion that Gu Feirou really planned to accept him, but now , everything changed, he really loved her, but he didn't know how to protect her, take care of her, because she even deprived her of the chance to stay by her side.Feirou calmed down the emotions that were just about to collapse, and said again: "Jiang Xiying, remember you once said that you will agree to whatever I say, today I want you to promise, take this and leave me, at least until I take Before returning my things, leave me and don't come back," he said, took out a beautifully packaged box from his backpack, and handed it to Jiang Xiying.After finishing speaking, Feirou turned and left without stopping, leaving Jiang Xiying alone, standing blankly by the fountain in the square for a long time..., "Xiaorou, I'm sorry, I'm going to miss the appointment this time!"

Back in the dormitory, Fei Rou still pretended nothing had happened, as usual, taking a shower, changing pajamas, doing laundry, turning on the computer, and preparing to revise her graduation thesis, but after all, she couldn’t escape the eyes of Bei Bei who had been with her day and night for three years. While tapping on his paper, he asked, "What's the matter with Jiang Xiying today?" "Nothing," Feirou tried her best to cover up. "Nothing yet? Boss, look at your thesis, what are you typing!" Only then did Feirou see that a long paragraph of garbled characters was typed on the thesis at some point.Then, Beibei walked to Feirou's computer and said, "The level of this thesis is not as good as yours. Tell me, if you don't tell me if you have something to say, who else can you tell?"

Indeed, besides Beibei, who else can accompany me now?Thinking of this, Feirou's emotions, which she had worked so hard to maintain for a day, collapsed again. When she looked up at Beibei again, her eyes were completely covered with tears, and her eyes were so red that it was unreasonable. Even so, she still stubbornly refused to let the tears fall down.This appearance of Feirou made Beibei feel distressed the most. She was sad but couldn't cry, but she was strong but pretended. Beibei was not talking, but just hugged Feirou quietly. Under the dim light, the two girls hugged each other, there was no such thing as Crying loudly, without bloody quarrels, one's eyes are red, holding back tears, the other is full of distress, caressing and comforting, quiet without any sound, but the picture is surprisingly touching.

The words "I'm going back to China" broke the silence of just ten minutes. Beibei straightened her body, stared into Feirou's eyes that had just cried, and said, "Have you decided?" Actually, there was no need to answer, From Feirou's firm eyes, Beibei already knew the answer, and she will go back after all; there has always been a tacit understanding between the two of them, there are some things that you don't need to say, but you know the answer, and some things you don't need to ask, you will know the answer. When she got the answer, Feirou didn't answer, but she seemed to know what Beibei was about to ask, and said, "Jiang Xiying and I have completely broken up." "Worried about him? Afraid that he will get involved?" She didn't accept that Jiang Xiying might be playing hard to get, maybe because of her previous past, maybe it was just the little girl's "work", but Beibei knew that Feirou didn't want to hurt him, and was afraid that he would get involved in her own affairs, but she really couldn't bear it It hurt Jiang Xiying's heart.Therefore, she has not really left all these years, but this time, the situation is different, she is going back, she is going to start her plan, she must stop Jiang Xiying's thoughts, because she wants to protect him.

Similarly, Beibei did not get an answer from Feirou, but the answer couldn't be more obvious; "Feirou, although I don't know much about you, but I want to say, if you have something to do back home, you must find me and promise me , don’t let me lose you, no matter how dangerous things you go through, I’m not afraid, what I’m afraid of is that I won’t find you.” As she said, Beibei’s tears flowed down unconsciously.Indeed, in the past few years abroad, even though Beibei has flourished and has a lot of friends, Gu Feirou is the only one who really cares about her, "Yes, I will." This time, Feirou replied Yes, those four words are surprisingly heavy, as if making a promise.But Feirou had already made up her mind. Not only did Beibei regard her as a bosom friend, but she also took Beibei to heart. She didn't want Jiang Xiying to get involved, and she didn't want Beibei to get hurt. This time she could only fight alone. Of course, these will not let Beibei know.

"May I ask, what made you decide to return to China?" Feirou had plans to return to China. Beibei had always known that, in the eyes of others, returning to China after graduation was a matter of course, but Feirou was not an impulsive person. Waiting, it is impossible to decide to return to China without preparing anything, this is not like Feirou's style.There must be something that made Feirou have to go back.Feirou looked at Beibei, took out a letter from her backpack, a letter without a mailing address, opened it, and inside was only a share transfer letter, a death certificate, and a few simple bank transfers. Shan, but a discerning eye can see that this is related to the truth about the death of Feirou's parents. It is obvious that someone knew the truth and sent it on purpose. This person not only understands everything that happened back then, but also knows Feirou's current situation. not simple.Beibei checked again, but apart from the sender: Scar, there was really no other identity information. "Don't look for it, I have tried various methods these days, but I can't find who it is, but he must know everything, so I have to go back to the country, investigate him, and get back my things at the same time." Feirou looked still Beibei, who was trying to find clues, said, "But you don't think this is a trap, and you are not afraid that he will lure you back on purpose?" Beibei said worriedly, "But he is the only one who knows everything," Feirou argued. answer……

It's late at night, and it's time to go to bed. The two girls, in a foreign country, have their own concerns, and they can't sleep in the end.In fact, there is one more thing that Jiang Xiying doesn't know, and Beibei doesn't know, only Feirou knows that the box she gave Jiang Xiying today contains Jiang Xiying's birthday present next month, and this gift, Feirou has prepared everything 3 months, it is a silver necklace, from the design of the necklace, to the production of materials, to the final shape, it is all done by Feirou alone. Apart from normal classes, part-time jobs, and studies, she can only sacrifice her own life. His birthday gift, which he got in exchange for the rest time, can be regarded as a thank you to Jiang Xiying for these years. Of course, Jiang Xiying will never know about this.